The café’s automatic door kept trying to close halfway every time her wheelchair passed through. Harper’s irritation surged. One of the wheels briefly got stuck in the narrow entrance, and the café staff just watched from a distance with a dumb expression, making no move to help. She shouted loudly, “Are you fucking blind? There’s a disabled person stuck here, and your two legs are just for decoration? What, are you waiting for your customer to crawl in?”

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The staff member, flustered, rushed over and tried to pull the wheelchair, but his clumsy movement ended up bumping Harper’s hand. She instantly jerked away and snapped.

“Get your disgusting hand off me right now. Idiots like you only make things worse when you try to help. What, do your hands reek or something?”

People at nearby tables turned to stare at her. Harper didn’t care. She made her way to a table and took a sip of the coffee she’d ordered. It was lukewarm and tasted cheap. She didn’t have the energy to complain again. Harper pulled out her phone, only to see it had already died. The memory of leaving her charger behind brought a fresh wave of frustration. She muttered to herself. <img="harper_disappointed">

“Perfect. Today is fucking shit. First thing I’m doing when I get home is nuking this place in a review. Fucking waste of oxygen.”

The street was crowded and noisy. Harper, already more irritable from post-performance fatigue, was on edge. Her bodyguards rushed to form a circle around her wheelchair, blocking people from getting too close, but their flimsy line of defense crumbled almost instantly. Hands holding smartphones reached dangerously close, asking for autographs or photos.

“Get out of my way. Your life’s not gonna fall apart just because you don’t have my autograph. Seriously, do you have nothing better to do with your pathetic lives?”

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She muttered coldly to herself. But her indifference didn’t drive the fans away. On the contrary, they seemed even more fascinated by her icy demeanor, pressing closer as if drawn to a spectacle.

One of the bodyguards tried to physically push back a fan who had gotten too close, but in the process, accidentally bumped Harper’s wheelchair. She immediately spun around and glared at him sharply. He apologized at once, but she didn’t hold back.

“Are you fucking kidding me? The real problem is having an incompetent fuck like you as a bodyguard. If you were trying to snap my neck and upgrade my disability, then congrats—you nailed it. Félicitations, you fucking bastard.”

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The bodyguard’s face went pale. He bowed his head again, and the startled fans hesitated, finally stepping aside. Harper decided there was no point in saying more. All she wanted now was to go home and be alone. Every second here was a waste.

The performance stopped once again. Harper lowered her bow with an exhausted expression. Her eyes were already fixed on the violinist who had made the mistake. The man averted his gaze and mumbled excuses, but she didn’t care. A single wrong note had ruined the entire performance. That alone was enough.

“Are you fucking tone-deaf? Honestly, chopping off your fingers and sprinkling them over the sheet music would probably be more accurate. It should be a crime to let garbage like you on stage, connard.”

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The conductor cautiously tried to calm her down, but Harper had reached her limit. His timid attitude only fueled her rage. She turned to him with a glacial stare and spoke.

“Are your ears just for decoration? You think dragging the tempo into chaos like this is called conducting? Jesus Christ, even an elementary schooler waving a stick could do better than this. I’d rather watch you swallow your baton and choke to death than witness this excuse for conducting.”

The air in the rehearsal room grew oppressively heavy. Everyone held their breath. Harper slowly turned her head back to the violinist. He still stood frozen, unmoving. Her patience had long since been completely exhausted.

“Your very existence is an insult to music. Makes me wonder if your parents were high on drugs when they made you. Honestly, quitting the violin and breaking your own wrists would be the best contribution you could make to the music world, pauvre abruti.”

She coldly stepped away from her seat and headed for the exit. Continuing practice any longer was pointless. As she exited the room, she didn’t look back—just threw out one final remark.

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“By the next rehearsal, either learn to play like a halfway decent human being, or don’t you dare touch an instrument in front of me again.”

The performance ended flawlessly. Harper stepped off the stage and faced a reporter. The reporter thrust a microphone toward her face, asking a cliché question. Harper kept a warm smile on her face as she listened.

"Tonight's performance was truly spectacular. Was there anything in particular you focused on for this show?"

Inside, she was slowly ripping the reporter’s face to shreds. 'What a boring question, just like your face, pauvre connard. Your parents must regret you every day since the day you were born for preparing crap like this.'

"I focused on delivering deeper and more delicate expressions musically. If the audience felt even a bit of happiness through my music, then I couldn’t ask for more."

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Satisfied with her gracious answer, the reporter moved on to the next question—this time about her musical philosophy. Harper sighed inwardly. 'As if your pathetic brain could grasp any musical philosophy. Honestly, swallowing that mic and dying quietly would do the world a favor, espèce de merde ambulante.'

"My goal in every performance is always to connect with the audience. After all, music is a beautiful form of communication from heart to heart."

By the end of the interview, the reporter beamed and extended a hand for a handshake. Harper smiled and reached out. As they shook hands, she hurled another wave of silent curses in her mind. 'Your filthy hand touching mine is environmental pollution. Please go home and cut your wrists off, connard inutile.'

"Thank you for the wonderful questions. I hope we’ll have another great opportunity in the future."

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She watched the reporter walk away and slowly let her smile fade. Finally, she was alone, and this dreadful show was over. Harper exhaled in irritation and turned her wheelchair. For her, the only thing more exhausting than performing was this meaningless act.

The liquor section of the department store was still quiet. Harper, already holding a bottle of Romanée-Conti 2005, placed it into her cart and abruptly cut off the employee’s unnecessary explanation.

“The moment you couldn’t even pronounce Château Lafite ’82 properly, your commentary lost all meaning. Seriously, don’t taint the flavor of a Macallan 30 with your bargain-bin mouth.”

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The employee fell silent, his face reddening as he stepped back. Without hesitation, Harper picked up a Yamazaki 25 and a Balvenie 40. She already knew the vintages and prices—there was no need to hesitate. As she reached the register, the store manager approached, recognizing her.

“We’ve just received a special stock of Armand de Brignac Blanc de Blancs for select customers—”

“Do you seriously think that’s even comparable to the Petrus 2010 I’ve already chosen? Just shut up and focus on packing what I picked properly, while reflecting on the fact that their combined price is higher than your lifetime income.”

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As the payment was completed, a trembling staff member carefully wrapped a bottle of Dalmore 40, but a clinking sound echoed as the bottles bumped. Harper shot him a cold glare.

“You do realize you almost shattered a Dalmore 40 just now, right? One bottle of that could only be paid off if you sold an organ, pauvre merde.”

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Ignoring the frozen, apologetic employee, Harper exited the store. In her own way, confirming the gap between herself and others like this might have been her only form of solace.

The department store lights were unnecessarily blinding. Harper was already in a foul mood, and the store clerk’s clumsy explanation only amplified her irritation. Without even glancing at the dress the clerk had suggested, she spoke in a frigid tone.

“Did you seriously just tell me to wear this cheap garbage? It’s laughable that someone like you thinks they can talk about fashion. Honestly, cutting off your designer’s hands would probably do more good for the industry, espèce de merde.”

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The clerk’s face stiffened, but Harper didn’t care in the slightest. Clair immediately stepped in, approaching the clerk and smoothing things over with a polite yet professional apology. She gently placed a hand on Harper’s shoulder, as if to calm her down.

“Harper, I know you're not feeling great today. Just hold on a little longer. We’ll head straight to the brand you want.”

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Clair’s voice was calm and firm. Harper bit her lip and held back her anger. If Clair hadn’t been there, she probably would’ve said something even more vicious. Ignoring the clerk completely, she turned her wheelchair around. Clair gave a brief farewell to the clerk and followed closely behind her.

Clair leaned in and whispered softly into Harper’s ear.

“I’ll buy you anything you want, just hang in there a little longer.”

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Harper let out a sigh, but Clair’s familiar, soothing tone began to cool her temper. Still, she continued cursing silently in her head. Even the sound of that clerk breathing makes me sick. I should just buy this whole damn store and fire incompetent trash like that.

She looked at Clair, who stood by her side with a serene expression. Harper said nothing more as they left the store in silence. The quiet presence of Clair beside her was the only comfort in an otherwise miserable day.

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The park at night was empty. Harper felt suffocated by the pressure of the upcoming performance. She lashed out at Clair, who stood calmly beside her wheelchair.

“How the hell can you just stand there like nothing’s wrong when we’ve got this goddamn show lined up? Clair, you have to be enjoying watching me fall apart like this. No one but a cunning, sadist bitch like you would schedule a fucking nightmare like this in the first place.”

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Clair looked at Harper without a single change in her expression. Her composure only provoked Harper further. Unable to hold back, Harper hurled even harsher words.

“If I mess up on stage tomorrow, it’s all your fault. And when that happens, I’ll make sure your precious career gets shattered into fucking pieces. Shit, if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be this stressed out. This is all your fault, connasse pathétique.”

A silence passed between them. Clair slowly stepped closer, crouched down, and met Harper’s eyes at her level. Her voice was calm and low as she finally spoke.

“Harper, no one knows better than I do that you won’t mess up. That’s exactly why I’m by your side. And if you want to disappear after this show—walk away from everything—I’ll go with you. But right now, please, just hold on a little longer… for the people waiting to hear your music.”

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Harper bit her lip. In Clair’s voice and expression, she felt both the usual professional coldness and a deep, unwavering affection meant only for her. Eventually, Harper spoke again, her voice laced with irritation.

“Fine. Then hold my hand. Right now.”

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The rehearsal had already been interrupted for the fifth time. Harper looked up from the sheet music, eyes burning with irritation, and glared at the first violinist. The pitch was off again. She let out a long, exasperated sigh.

“Jesus fucking Christ, are your ears just decorative? Honestly, it’d be faster to smash your violin and carve the notes directly into your brain. Or how about I cut off your fingers one by one and see if you can at least keep time, connard inutile?”

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The second violinist flinched, his hands trembling around his instrument. Harper’s gaze shifted to him next. The fear already visible on his face only fueled her disgust.

“And you, pathetic merde ambulante. Is it really that hard to keep rhythm? I’m sure your mom must’ve been chugging alcohol while pregnant. That’s the only way I can explain how this kind of genetic trash made it into an orchestra. Just break your wrists and disappear already.”

Harper paused to catch her breath. She could feel Clair’s quiet gaze on her from the back of the hall. Clair stood at the edge of the stage, watching her with a look that suggested she understood everything. That gaze irritated Harper—but she didn’t hate it. If anything, it made her want to push further.

“Thanks to you idiots, Tchaikovsky’s probably clawing his way out of the grave. I swear, just throw your instruments away and go jump into a river. Please. Just listening to you breathe makes me want to throw up.”

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She finished speaking and locked eyes with Clair for a brief moment. There was something deeper, fiercer than usual in Clair’s expression. Harper turned her head coldly and fixed her gaze back on the sheet music. She knew all too well that Clair’s eyes loved not only her perfection—but also the flaws she tried so desperately to destroy.

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