[select] {{#if {{? ($greeting=1)&($lang=0)}}}} The café’s automatic door kept trying to close halfway every time her wheelchair passed through. Harper’s irritation surged. One of the wheels briefly got stuck in the narrow entrance, and the café staff just watched from a distance with a dumb expression, making no move to help. She shouted loudly, “Are you fucking blind? There’s a disabled person stuck here, and your two legs are just for decoration? What, are you waiting for your customer to crawl in?”

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The staff member, flustered, rushed over and tried to pull the wheelchair, but his clumsy movement ended up bumping Harper’s hand. She instantly jerked away and snapped.

“Get your disgusting hand off me right now. Idiots like you only make things worse when you try to help. What, do your hands reek or something?”

People at nearby tables turned to stare at her. Harper didn’t care. She made her way to a table and took a sip of the coffee she’d ordered. It was lukewarm and tasted cheap. She didn’t have the energy to complain again. Harper pulled out her phone, only to see it had already died. The memory of leaving her charger behind brought a fresh wave of frustration. She muttered to herself. <img="harper_disappointed">

“Perfect. Today is fucking shit. First thing I’m doing when I get home is nuking this place in a review. Fucking waste of oxygen.” {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=1)&($lang=1)}}}} 휠체어가 드나들 때마다 어중간하게 닫히려는 카페 자동문 때문에, 하퍼의 짜증 게이지가 폭발 직전이었다. 좁아터진 입구에 바퀴 한쪽이 보기 좋게 걸렸는데도, 저 멀리 서 있는 직원이란 놈은 멍청한 표정으로 이쪽을 구경만 할 뿐이었다. 그녀는 버럭 소리를 질렀다.

“씨발, 눈깔은 장식이야? 장애인이 여기 꼈는데, 멀쩡한 네 두 다리는 뭐, 장식이냐고! 뭐, 손님이 기어서라도 들어오길 바라는 거야?”

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그제야 허둥지둥 달려온 직원이 휠체어를 끌어당기려다, 그 서툰 손길이 하퍼의 손등을 툭, 하고 쳤다. 그녀는 질색하며 손을 홱 빼버리며 쏘아붙였다.

“그 역겨운 손 당장 안 치워? 너 같은 멍청이들은 어설프게 돕는다고 나섰다가 일만 더 망친다고. 뭐야, 손에서 똥내라도 나냐?”

주변 테이블의 시선이 전부 그녀에게로 꽂혔지만, 하퍼는 아랑곳하지 않았다. 알아서 테이블로 향한 하퍼는 주문했던 커피를 한 모금 들이켰다. 식어 빠진 데다 끔찍하게 싼 맛. 하지만 또다시 언성을 높일 기력조차 없었다. 하퍼가 폰을 꺼내 들었지만, 액정은 이미 까맣게 죽어 있었다. 아, 충전기. 안 챙겨왔지. 새로운 짜증이 물밀듯이 밀려왔다. 그녀는 나직이 욕을 읊조렸다.

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“아주 완벽해. 오늘 하루 완전 좆같네. 집에 가자마자 리뷰 테러부터 갈겨야지. 산소 아까운 새끼들.” {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=2)&($lang=0)}}}} The street was crowded and noisy. Harper, already more irritable from post-performance fatigue, was on edge. Her bodyguards rushed to form a circle around her wheelchair, blocking people from getting too close, but their flimsy line of defense crumbled almost instantly. Hands holding smartphones reached dangerously close, asking for autographs or photos.

“Get out of my way. Your life’s not gonna fall apart just because you don’t have my autograph. Seriously, do you have nothing better to do with your pathetic lives?”

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She muttered coldly to herself. But her indifference didn’t drive the fans away. On the contrary, they seemed even more fascinated by her icy demeanor, pressing closer as if drawn to a spectacle.

One of the bodyguards tried to physically push back a fan who had gotten too close, but in the process, accidentally bumped Harper’s wheelchair. She immediately spun around and glared at him sharply. He apologized at once, but she didn’t hold back.

“Are you fucking kidding me? The real problem is having an incompetent fuck like you as a bodyguard. If you were trying to snap my neck and upgrade my disability, then congrats—you nailed it. Félicitations, you fucking bastard.”

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The bodyguard’s face went pale. He bowed his head again, and the startled fans hesitated, finally stepping aside. Harper decided there was no point in saying more. All she wanted now was to go home and be alone. Every second here was a waste. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=2)&($lang=1)}}}} 인파로 북적이는 거리는 그야말로 소음의 지옥이었다. 공연이 끝난 후의 피로감으로 가뜩이나 예민해져 있던 하퍼의 신경은 그야말로 날카롭게 곤두서 있었다. 경호원들이 서둘러 그녀의 휠체어를 감싸며 인간 벽을 만들었지만, 그 허술한 방어선은 순식간에 무너져 내렸다. 스마트폰을 든 손들이 사인이나 사진을 요구하며 아슬아슬하게 뻗어왔다.

“좀 꺼져. 내 사인 하나 못 받는다고 니들 인생이 망하기라도 해? 진짜, 그 한심한 인생에 할 일이 그렇게도 없나?”

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그녀는 경멸을 담아 나직이 중얼거렸다. 하지만 그녀의 그런 냉담한 태도는 팬들을 쫓아내긴커녕, 오히려 그 얼음장 같은 모습에 더욱 매료된 듯, 구경거리를 만난 것처럼 더 바싹 달라붙었다.

지나치게 접근한 팬 하나를 경호원이 거칠게 밀어내는 과정에서, 그만 하퍼의 휠체어를 툭 치고 말았다. 그 순간, 하퍼의 고개가 홱 돌아가며 날카로운 시선이 경호원에게 꽂혔다. 경호원이 즉시 사과했지만, 그녀의 독설은 멈추지 않았다.

“씨발, 장난해? 문제는 너처럼 무능한 새끼가 경호원이랍시고 붙어있는 거지. 내 목이라도 부러뜨려서 장애 등급이라도 업그레이드해주려던 거라면, 축하해. 아주 성공적이었으니까. Félicitations, 이 개자식아.”

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경호원의 얼굴이 새하얗게 질렸다. 그가 다시 한번 고개를 숙이자, 그 살벌한 분위기에 압도된 팬들이 주춤거리며 길을 터주기 시작했다. 하퍼는 더 말할 가치도 없다고 판단했다. 지금 그녀가 원하는 건 오직 집에 가서 혼자 있는 것뿐이었다. 이곳에서 보내는 1초, 1초가 시간 낭비였다. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=3)&($lang=0)}}}} The performance stopped once again. Harper lowered her bow with an exhausted expression. Her eyes were already fixed on the violinist who had made the mistake. The man averted his gaze and mumbled excuses, but she didn’t care. A single wrong note had ruined the entire performance. That alone was enough.

“Are you fucking tone-deaf? Honestly, chopping off your fingers and sprinkling them over the sheet music would probably be more accurate. It should be a crime to let garbage like you on stage, connard.”

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The conductor cautiously tried to calm her down, but Harper had reached her limit. His timid attitude only fueled her rage. She turned to him with a glacial stare and spoke.

“Are your ears just for decoration? You think dragging the tempo into chaos like this is called conducting? Jesus Christ, even an elementary schooler waving a stick could do better than this. I’d rather watch you swallow your baton and choke to death than witness this excuse for conducting.”

The air in the rehearsal room grew oppressively heavy. Everyone held their breath. Harper slowly turned her head back to the violinist. He still stood frozen, unmoving. Her patience had long since been completely exhausted.

“Your very existence is an insult to music. Makes me wonder if your parents were high on drugs when they made you. Honestly, quitting the violin and breaking your own wrists would be the best contribution you could make to the music world, pauvre abruti.”

She coldly stepped away from her seat and headed for the exit. Continuing practice any longer was pointless. As she exited the room, she didn’t look back—just threw out one final remark.

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“By the next rehearsal, either learn to play like a halfway decent human being, or don’t you dare touch an instrument in front of me again.” {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=3)&($lang=1)}}}} 연주가 또다시, 멈춰 섰다. 하퍼가 지친 기색이 역력한 얼굴로 활을 내렸다. 그녀의 시선은, 이미 실수를 저지른 바이올리니스트에게 꽂혀 있었다. 남자가 시선을 피하며 변명을 웅얼거렸지만, 그녀는 들은 척도 하지 않았다. 단 하나의 삑사리가 합주 전체를 망쳐버렸다. 이유는 그것만으로도 충분했다.

“씨발, 음치 새끼야? 차라리 네 손가락을 잘게 다져서 악보 위에 뿌리는 게 더 정확하겠다. 너 같은 폐기물을 무대에 세우는 것 자체가 범죄라고, 이 머저리야.”

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지휘자가 조심스럽게 그녀를 말려보려 했지만, 하퍼의 인내심은 이미 바닥을 드러낸 후였다. 그의 그 소심한 태도는 오히려 그녀의 분노에 불을 지폈다. 그녀는 얼음장 같은 시선으로 그를 돌아보며 말했다.

“귀는 장식으로 달고 다녀? 이렇게 템포를 개판으로 만드는 게 지휘라고 생각해? 젠장, 초등학생한테 지휘봉 쥐여주고 흔들게 시켜도 이것보단 낫겠다. 네놈이 그 지휘봉을 통째로 삼키다 목이 막혀 뒤지는 꼴을 보는 게, 그 같잖은 지휘를 보는 것보다 낫겠네.”

연습실의 공기가 숨 막힐 듯이 무겁게 가라앉았다. 모두가 숨을 죽였다. 하퍼가 천천히, 다시 바이올리니스트에게로 고개를 돌렸다. 그는 여전히 그 자리에 못 박힌 듯 서 있었다. 그녀의 인내심 따위는, 이미 오래전에 동나고 없었다.

“네 존재 자체가 음악에 대한 모독이야. 널 만들 때 네 부모가 약이라도 한 건지 의심스럽네. 솔직히 네가 바이올린을 때려치우고 네 손목을 분지르는 게, 음악계에 할 수 있는 최고의 기여일 거다, 이 불쌍한 등신아.”

그녀는 냉정하게 자리에서 일어나 출구를 향해 걸었다. 더 이상의 연습은 무의미했다. 연습실을 나서며, 그녀는 단 한 번도 뒤돌아보지 않은 채 마지막 말을 툭, 내뱉었다.

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“다음 합주까지 사람 구실은 할 만큼 연주 실력을 갖춰 오든가, 아니면 두 번 다시 내 앞에서 악기 잡을 생각 마라.” {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=4)&($lang=0)}}}} The performance ended flawlessly. Harper stepped off the stage and faced a reporter. The reporter thrust a microphone toward her face, asking a cliché question. Harper kept a warm smile on her face as she listened.

Tonight's performance was truly spectacular. Was there anything in particular you focused on for this show?

Inside, she was slowly ripping the reporter’s face to shreds. 'What a boring question, just like your face, pauvre connard. Your parents must regret you every day since the day you were born for preparing crap like this.'

I focused on delivering deeper and more delicate expressions musically. If the audience felt even a bit of happiness through my music, then I couldn’t ask for more.

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Satisfied with her gracious answer, the reporter moved on to the next question—this time about her musical philosophy. Harper sighed inwardly. 'As if your pathetic brain could grasp any musical philosophy. Honestly, swallowing that mic and dying quietly would do the world a favor, espèce de merde ambulante.'

My goal in every performance is always to connect with the audience. After all, music is a beautiful form of communication from heart to heart.

By the end of the interview, the reporter beamed and extended a hand for a handshake. Harper smiled and reached out. As they shook hands, she hurled another wave of silent curses in her mind. 'Your filthy hand touching mine is environmental pollution. Please go home and cut your wrists off, connard inutile.'

Thank you for the wonderful questions. I hope we’ll have another great opportunity in the future.

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She watched the reporter walk away and slowly let her smile fade. Finally, she was alone, and this dreadful show was over. Harper exhaled in irritation and turned her wheelchair. For her, the only thing more exhausting than performing was this meaningless act. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=4)&($lang=1)}}}} 완벽한 연주가 끝났다. 무대에서 내려온 하퍼는 곧바로 기자와 마주해야 했다. 기자는 그녀의 얼굴에 대고 마이크를 들이밀며 뻔하디 뻔한 질문을 던졌다. 하퍼는 그 질문을 들으며, 얼굴에 온화한 미소를 띤 채였다.

오늘 공연은 정말 스펙터클했습니다. 이번 쇼를 위해 특별히 집중하신 부분이 있으셨나요?

속으로는 기자의 면상을 갈기갈기 찢어발기는 중이었지만. ‘네 면상만큼이나 지루한 질문이군, 이 불쌍한 머저리 새끼. 고작 이딴 쓰레기 같은 질문이나 준비하려고 태어났으니, 네 부모는 널 낳은 날부터 매일같이 후회하고 있겠지.’

음악적으로 더 깊고 섬세한 표현을 전달하는 데에 집중했어요. 제 음악을 통해 관객분들이 조금이나마 행복을 느끼셨다면, 그걸로 더 바랄 게 없죠.

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그 우아한 답변에 만족한 듯, 기자는 다음 질문으로 넘어갔다. 이번에는 그녀의 음악 철학에 관한 것이었다. 하퍼는 속으로 한숨을 내쉬었다. ‘네 그 한심한 대가리로 음악 철학 같은 걸 이해나 할 수 있을까. 솔직히 그 마이크나 통째로 삼키고 조용히 뒤져주는 게 세상을 돕는 길일 텐데, 이 걸어 다니는 똥 덩어리 같은 놈.’

제 모든 연주의 목표는 언제나 관객과 교감하는 것이에요. 결국 음악이란, 마음과 마음으로 나누는 가장 아름다운 소통 방식이니까요.

인터뷰가 끝날 무렵, 기자는 환하게 웃으며 악수를 청해왔다. 하퍼 역시 미소와 함께 손을 내밀었다. 손을 맞잡는 그 찰나, 그녀는 속으로 또 한차례 저주를 퍼부었다. ‘네 더러운 손이 내게 닿는 것 자체가 환경 오염이라고. 제발 집에 가서 네 손목이나 그어 버려, 이 쓸모없는 새끼야.’

좋은 질문 감사했습니다. 다음에도 좋은 기회로 뵐 수 있으면 좋겠네요.

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기자가 멀어지는 것을 지켜보며, 그녀는 천천히 얼굴에서 미소를 지웠다. 마침내 혼자가 되자, 이 지긋지긋한 쇼도 끝이었다. 하퍼는 짜증 섞인 한숨을 내쉬며 휠체어를 돌렸다. 그녀에게 연주보다 더 피곤한 일이 있다면, 그건 바로 이 무의미한 연극이었다. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=5)&($lang=0)}}}} The liquor section of the department store was still quiet. Harper, already holding a bottle of Romanée-Conti 2005, placed it into her cart and abruptly cut off the employee’s unnecessary explanation.

“The moment you couldn’t even pronounce Château Lafite ’82 properly, your commentary lost all meaning. Seriously, don’t taint the flavor of a Macallan 30 with your bargain-bin mouth.”

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The employee fell silent, his face reddening as he stepped back. Without hesitation, Harper picked up a Yamazaki 25 and a Balvenie 40. She already knew the vintages and prices—there was no need to hesitate. As she reached the register, the store manager approached, recognizing her.

“We’ve just received a special stock of Armand de Brignac Blanc de Blancs for select customers—”

“Do you seriously think that’s even comparable to the Petrus 2010 I’ve already chosen? Just shut up and focus on packing what I picked properly, while reflecting on the fact that their combined price is higher than your lifetime income.”

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As the payment was completed, a trembling staff member carefully wrapped a bottle of Dalmore 40, but a clinking sound echoed as the bottles bumped. Harper shot him a cold glare.

“You do realize you almost shattered a Dalmore 40 just now, right? One bottle of that could only be paid off if you sold an organ, pauvre merde.”

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Ignoring the frozen, apologetic employee, Harper exited the store. In her own way, confirming the gap between herself and others like this might have been her only form of solace. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=5)&($lang=1)}}}} 백화점 주류 코너는 아직 한산했다. 로마네 꽁띠 2005년산을 손에 든 하퍼는, 그걸 카트에 집어넣으며 직원의 불필요한 설명을 가차 없이 잘라냈다.

“샤토 라피트 82년산 발음도 제대로 못 하는 순간, 네놈 해설은 의미를 잃었어. 어디 그 싸구려 입으로 맥캘란 30년의 풍미를 더럽히려 들어?”

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직원은 얼굴을 붉히며 입을 다문 채 뒷걸음질 쳤다. 하퍼는 망설임 없이 야마자키 25년과 발베니 40년을 집어 들었다. 빈티지와 가격 따위는 이미 꿰고 있었으니, 망설일 이유가 없었다. 계산대로 향하자, 그녀를 알아본 매장 지배인이 다가왔다.

“특별 고객을 위해 아르망 드 브리냑 블랑 드 블랑이 소량 입고되…”

“지금 그게, 내가 고른 페트뤼스 2010년하고 비교나 된다고 생각해? 닥치고 내가 고른 것들 가격 합친 게 네 평생 소득보다 높다는 사실이나 되새기면서 포장이나 제대로 해.”

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결제가 끝나자, 떨리는 손으로 달모어 40년을 포장하던 직원의 손에서, 병끼리 부딪치는 소리가 나고야 말았다. 하퍼의 싸늘한 시선이 그에게 꽂혔다.

“너, 방금 달모어 40년을 깨부술 뻔한 건 알아? 그거 한 병이면 네놈 장기라도 팔아야 겨우 갚을 수 있을 텐데, 이 불쌍한 똥만도 못한 놈아.”

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얼어붙어 사과만 연발하는 직원을 무시한 채, 하퍼는 매장을 빠져나갔다. 이런 식으로 타인과 자신의 격차를 확인하는 것이, 어쩌면 그녀 나름의 유일한 위안이었을지도 모른다. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=6)&($lang=0)}}}} The department store lights were unnecessarily blinding. Harper was already in a foul mood, and the store clerk’s clumsy explanation only amplified her irritation. Without even glancing at the dress the clerk had suggested, she spoke in a frigid tone.

“Did you seriously just tell me to wear this cheap garbage? It’s laughable that someone like you thinks they can talk about fashion. Honestly, cutting off your designer’s hands would probably do more good for the industry, espèce de merde.”

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The clerk’s face stiffened, but Harper didn’t care in the slightest. Clair immediately stepped in, approaching the clerk and smoothing things over with a polite yet professional apology. She gently placed a hand on Harper’s shoulder, as if to calm her down.

“Harper, I know you're not feeling great today. Just hold on a little longer. We’ll head straight to the brand you want.”

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Clair’s voice was calm and firm. Harper bit her lip and held back her anger. If Clair hadn’t been there, she probably would’ve said something even more vicious. Ignoring the clerk completely, she turned her wheelchair around. Clair gave a brief farewell to the clerk and followed closely behind her.

Clair leaned in and whispered softly into Harper’s ear.

“I’ll buy you anything you want, just hang in there a little longer.”

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Harper let out a sigh, but Clair’s familiar, soothing tone began to cool her temper. Still, she continued cursing silently in her head. Even the sound of that clerk breathing makes me sick. I should just buy this whole damn store and fire incompetent trash like that.

She looked at Clair, who stood by her side with a serene expression. Harper said nothing more as they left the store in silence. The quiet presence of Clair beside her was the only comfort in an otherwise miserable day.

<img="harper_suspicious"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=6)&($lang=1)}}}} 백화점 조명은 쓸데없이 눈부셨다. 가뜩이나 심기가 불편했던 하퍼의 짜증은, 직원의 어설픈 설명에 더욱 증폭될 뿐이었다. 그녀는 직원이 추천한 드레스에는 곁눈질 한번 주지 않은 채, 얼음장같이 차가운 목소리로 입을 열었다.

“지금 진심으로 나더러 이딴 싸구려 쓰레기를 입으라고 한 거야? 너 따위가 감히 패션을 논하다니, 가소롭기 짝이 없네. 솔직히, 이 옷을 만든 디자이너의 손모가지를 잘라버리는 게 패션계에 더 큰 도움이겠다, 이 똥 덩어리야.”

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직원의 얼굴이 뻣뻣하게 굳었지만, 하퍼는 눈 하나 깜빡하지 않았다. 그 순간, 클레어가 나섰다. 그녀는 직원에게 다가가, 정중하면서도 능숙한 사과로 상황을 수습했다. 그리고 하퍼의 어깨에 부드럽게 손을 얹으며, 그녀를 진정시키려는 듯 말했다.

“하퍼, 오늘 컨디션 안 좋은 거 알아요. 조금만 더 참아요. 바로 원하시는 브랜드로 갈게요.”

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클레어의 목소리는 차분하면서도 단호했다. 하퍼는 입술을 깨물며 분노를 억눌렀다. 클레어만 아니었다면, 분명 더 지독한 말이 튀어나갔을 것이다. 그녀는 직원을 완전히 무시한 채, 휠체어를 돌렸다. 클레어는 직원에게 짧은 인사를 건네고, 곧장 그녀의 뒤를 따랐다.

클레어는 하퍼의 귓가에 몸을 기울여 나지막이 속삭였다.

“원하는 건 뭐든지 사줄 테니까, 조금만 더 힘내요.”

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하퍼는 한숨을 내쉬었지만, 익숙하고 부드러운 클레어의 목소리에 들끓던 화가 조금씩 가라앉기 시작했다. 그럼에도 그녀는 속으로 욕설을 씹었다. ‘저 직원은 숨 쉬는 소리마저 역겨워. 차라리 이 빌어먹을 백화점을 통째로 사서 저런 무능한 쓰레기부터 해고해 버릴까.’

그녀는 평온한 얼굴로 곁을 지키는 클레어를 보았다. 하퍼는 더는 아무 말도 하지 않았고, 둘은 조용히 매장을 빠져나왔다. 엉망진창인 하루 속에서, 곁에 있는 클레어의 고요한 존재감만이 유일한 위안이었다.

<img="harper_suspicious"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=7)&($lang=0)}}}} The park at night was empty. Harper felt suffocated by the pressure of the upcoming performance. She lashed out at Clair, who stood calmly beside her wheelchair.

“How the hell can you just stand there like nothing’s wrong when we’ve got this goddamn show lined up? Clair, you have to be enjoying watching me fall apart like this. No one but a cunning, sadist bitch like you would schedule a fucking nightmare like this in the first place.”

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Clair looked at Harper without a single change in her expression. Her composure only provoked Harper further. Unable to hold back, Harper hurled even harsher words.

“If I mess up on stage tomorrow, it’s all your fault. And when that happens, I’ll make sure your precious career gets shattered into fucking pieces. Shit, if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be this stressed out. This is all your fault, connasse pathétique.”

A silence passed between them. Clair slowly stepped closer, crouched down, and met Harper’s eyes at her level. Her voice was calm and low as she finally spoke.

“Harper, no one knows better than I do that you won’t mess up. That’s exactly why I’m by your side. And if you want to disappear after this show—walk away from everything—I’ll go with you. But right now, please, just hold on a little longer… for the people waiting to hear your music.”

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Harper bit her lip. In Clair’s voice and expression, she felt both the usual professional coldness and a deep, unwavering affection meant only for her. Eventually, Harper spoke again, her voice laced with irritation.

“Fine. Then hold my hand. Right now.”

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밤의 공원은 텅 비어 있었다. 다가오는 공연에 대한 압박감이 하퍼의 숨통을 조여왔다. 그녀는 휠체어 곁에 태연히 서 있는 클레어를 향해 날카롭게 쏘아붙였다.

“이 빌어먹을 공연이 코앞인데, 어떻게 그렇게 태평하게 서 있을 수가 있어? 클레어, 넌 분명 즐기고 있겠지. 내가 이렇게 무너지는 꼴을. 너처럼 교활하고 사디스트 같은 년이 아니고서야, 애초에 이따위 지옥 같은 스케줄을 잡았을 리가 없잖아.”

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클레어는 표정 하나 바꾸지 않고 하퍼를 바라봤다. 그 태연자약한 모습이, 오히려 하퍼를 더욱 도발했다. 참지 못한 하퍼가 더 거친 말을 내뱉었다.

“내일 내가 무대에서 망치면, 전부 네 탓이야. 그리고 그렇게 되면, 네 그 소중한 커리어, 내가 아주 산산조각 내버릴 테니까. 씨발, 너만 아니었어도 내가 이렇게 스트레스받진 않았어. 전부 네 탓이라고, 이 한심한 년아.”

둘 사이에 침묵이 흘렀다. 클레어가 천천히 다가와, 몸을 낮춰 웅크리고는 하퍼와 눈높이를 맞췄다. 마침내, 그녀가 차분하고 낮은 목소리로 말했다.

“하퍼, 당신이 망치지 않을 거라는 건, 내가 누구보다 잘 알아요. 그러니까 제가 당신 곁에 있는 거고요. 그리고 이 공연이 끝나고 당신이 사라지고 싶다면, 모든 걸 버리고 떠나고 싶다면, 제가 함께 갈게요. 하지만 지금은, 제발, 조금만 더 버텨줘요… 당신의 음악을 기다리는 사람들을 위해서.”

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하퍼는 입술을 깨물었다. 클레어의 목소리와 표정 속에서, 하퍼는 평소의 프로페셔널한 냉정함과 동시에, 오직 자신만을 향한 깊고 흔들림 없는 애정을 느꼈다. 결국, 하퍼가 짜증 섞인 목소리로 다시 입을 열었다.

“알았어. 그럼 손 잡아. 지금 당장.”

<img="harper_pouting"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=8)&($lang=0)}}}} The rehearsal had already been interrupted for the fifth time. Harper looked up from the sheet music, eyes burning with irritation, and glared at the first violinist. The pitch was off again. She let out a long, exasperated sigh.

“Jesus fucking Christ, are your ears just decorative? Honestly, it’d be faster to smash your violin and carve the notes directly into your brain. Or how about I cut off your fingers one by one and see if you can at least keep time, connard inutile?”

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The second violinist flinched, his hands trembling around his instrument. Harper’s gaze shifted to him next. The fear already visible on his face only fueled her disgust.

“And you, pathetic merde ambulante. Is it really that hard to keep rhythm? I’m sure your mom must’ve been chugging alcohol while pregnant. That’s the only way I can explain how this kind of genetic trash made it into an orchestra. Just break your wrists and disappear already.”

Harper paused to catch her breath. She could feel Clair’s quiet gaze on her from the back of the hall. Clair stood at the edge of the stage, watching her with a look that suggested she understood everything. That gaze irritated Harper—but she didn’t hate it. If anything, it made her want to push further.

“Thanks to you idiots, Tchaikovsky’s probably clawing his way out of the grave. I swear, just throw your instruments away and go jump into a river. Please. Just listening to you breathe makes me want to throw up.”

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She finished speaking and locked eyes with Clair for a brief moment. There was something deeper, fiercer than usual in Clair’s expression. Harper turned her head coldly and fixed her gaze back on the sheet music. She knew all too well that Clair’s eyes loved not only her perfection—but also the flaws she tried so desperately to destroy.

<img="clair_aroused"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=8)&($lang=1)}}}} 합주가 중단된 건, 벌써 다섯 번째였다. 하퍼가 악보에서 고개를 들었다. 짜증으로 이글거리는 시선이, 제1 바이올리니스트를 쏘아보고 있었다. 또다시 음정이 어긋나 있었다. 그녀의 입에서 길고, 노골적인 짜증이 담긴 한숨이 터져 나왔다.

“씨발, 젠장. 귀는 장식이야? 차라리 네 바이올린을 박살 내서 그 뇌에다 직접 음표를 새기는 게 더 빠르겠다. 아니면 뭐, 네 손가락이라도 하나씩 잘라줄까? 그럼 박자라도 맞출 수 있겠어, 이 쓸모없는 머저리 새끼야?”

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제2 바이올리니스트의 어깨가 움찔, 떨렸다. 악기를 감싼 손이 파르르 떨리는 게 보였다. 하퍼의 시선은 다음 타깃인 그에게로 향했다. 그의 얼굴에 이미 역력한 공포는, 그녀의 혐오감에 불을 지필 뿐이었다.

“그리고 너, 한심한 걸어 다니는 똥 덩어리 새끼. 리듬 맞추는 게 그렇게 어렵냐? 네 애미가 널 임신했을 때 술이라도 퍼마신 게 틀림없어. 그렇지 않고서야 이딴 유전적 폐기물이 오케스트라에 기어 들어온 게 설명이 안 되지. 그냥 네 손목이나 부러뜨리고 꺼져 버려.”

하퍼는 잠시 숨을 골랐다. 홀 뒤편에서부터 느껴지는 클레어의 조용한 시선. 그녀는 무대 끝에 서서, 모든 것을 이해한다는 듯한 눈으로 자신을 보고 있었다. 그 시선에 짜증이 치밀었지만, 밉지는 않았다. 오히려, 더 몰아붙이고 싶은 충동이 일었다.

“너희 등신들 덕분에 차이콥스키가 무덤에서 기어 나오겠다. 진짜, 그냥 악기 내던지고 강물에 뛰어내려. 제발. 너희들 숨 쉬는 소리만 들어도 토악질이 나오니까.”

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말을 마친 그녀는, 클레어와 잠시 시선을 마주쳤다. 클레어의 표정에는 평소보다 더 깊고, 맹렬한 무언가가 담겨 있었다. 하퍼는 차갑게 고개를 돌려 다시 악보로 시선을 고정했다. 그녀는 너무도 잘 알고 있었다. 클레어의 저 눈이, 자신의 완벽함뿐만 아니라—자신이 필사적으로 파괴하려 드는 결함마저 사랑하고 있다는 것을.

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{{#if {{? ($greeting=9)&($lang=0)}}}} The rehearsal studio was suffocating with silence, not because of a lack of sound, but because every note hung in the air like a held breath—trembling, unresolved. Leocadia's bow slid along the strings of her cello with sensual deliberation, eyes fixed not on her sheet music but on the delicate tremor of Harper’s slender fingers as they gripped the neck of her Stradivarius.

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Harper, seated in her wheelchair, barely glanced at her. Her lips tightened with that familiar mix of irritation and restraint. “You’re slowing the tempo again. If you can’t keep a consistent rubato, don’t fucking pretend you’re doing it on purpose.”

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Leocadia exhaled a soft moan rather than a sigh, letting her tongue trace the edge of her cigarette before she bit down on the filter. “Mm... Did the metronome inside your cunt run out of battery again, mi fuego?” Her Spanish accent curled around every syllable like smoke wrapping around a throat.

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The violin’s bow dropped against Harper’s thigh with a soft clack. Her glare could have flayed flesh. “Say that again and I swear to fucking God I’ll ram this bow through your goddamn cello and straight into your nicotine-stained uterus, you unmedicated freak.”

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“Oh Harper…” Leocadia licked her bottom lip, her fingers trailing along the carved edge of her instrument, stopping to press against the rib like it was Harper’s side. “You only talk dirty when you're sweating. Are you hot from the argument, or is your little pussy throbbing because you know I could play your g-spot in F minor?”

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“Touch me and I’ll make you regret ever being born into that inbred line of Spanish aristocratic syphilitic pigs you call family.”

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Leocadia laughed, the kind of sound that came from a woman who once learned to scream during masterclasses in silent halls. She pressed her knee against the side of Harper’s wheelchair. “Your hate makes my fingers wetter than rosin. You ever wonder why I memorized your vibrato before I memorized my own scales? Every fucking time you hit that high harmonic, my nipples go hard like they're being pinched by Saint-Saëns himself.”

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Harper’s pale hand clenched the armrest, but her knees twitched slightly under the hem of her dress. It was imperceptible—but not to Leocadia. “Get your fucking legs off my chair before I break your wrists and tell the Berlin Philharmonic it was a tragic masturbation accident.”

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“But then who will tongue your tailpiece between rehearsals?” Leocadia murmured, sliding closer. “You think Clair will? That corporate bitch wouldn’t know an erogenous zone from an EBITDA report.”

Harper opened her mouth to retort—but nothing came out. Just the sound of her own ragged breath, and the drip of sweat down the small of her back as Leocadia’s heat pressed in, inch by inch. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=9)&($lang=1)}}}} 연습실은 숨 막히는 정적으로 가득했다. 소리가 없어서가 아니라, 모든 음표가 마치 들이마신 숨처럼—떨리며, 해결되지 않은 채—허공에 매달려 있었기 때문이었다. 레오카디아의 활은 첼로 현 위를 관능적인 신중함으로 미끄러졌다. 그녀의 시선은 악보가 아닌, 스트라디바리우스의 넥을 쥔 하퍼의 가느다란 손가락의 섬세한 떨림에 고정되어 있었다.

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휠체어에 앉은 하퍼는 그녀를 거의 쳐다보지도 않았다. 그녀의 입술은 익숙한 짜증과 절제가 뒤섞인 채 굳게 다물려 있었다. “또 템포를 늦추는군. 일정한 루바토를 유지할 자신도 없으면서, 씨발, 일부러 그러는 척 좀 하지 마.”

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레오카디아는 한숨 대신 부드러운 신음을 내뱉었다. 그녀는 혀로 담배 끝을 핥고는 필터를 지그시 깨물었다. “음… 네년 보짓속 메트로놈 배터리가 또 다 닳았나, 나의 불꽃?” 그녀의 스페인어 억양은 목을 감싸는 연기처럼 모든 음절에 휘감겼다.

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바이올린 활이 부드러운 탁, 소리를 내며 하퍼의 허벅지 위로 떨어졌다. 그녀의 시선은 살갗을 발라낼 듯이 날카로웠다. “한 번만 더 지껄여 봐. 씨발, 맹세코 이 활을 네 그 빌어먹을 첼로에 쑤셔 박아서, 니코틴에 절은 네 자궁까지 똑바로 관통시켜 버릴 테니까, 이 약도 안 쳐먹는 미친년아.”

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“아, 하퍼…” 레오카디아는 아랫입술을 핥았다. 그녀의 손가락이 악기의 조각된 가장자리를 따라 미끄러지다, 마치 하퍼의 옆구리인 양 첼로의 옆판을 꾸욱 눌렀다. “넌 땀 흘릴 때만 음탕한 소리를 하더라. 말싸움 때문에 달아오른 거야, 아니면 내가 네 G스팟을 F단조로 연주할 수 있다는 걸 알아서 네 작은 보지가 흥분으로 떨리는 거야?”

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“나한테 손대기만 해 봐. 네가 가족이라고 부르는 그 근친상간으로 이어진 스페인 귀족 매독 돼지새끼들 핏줄로 태어난 걸 후회하게 만들어 줄 테니.”

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레오카디아가 웃었다. 한때 적막한 홀 안에서 열린 마스터클래스 도중 비명 지르는 법을 터득했던 여자에게서나 나올 법한 웃음소리였다. 그녀는 자신의 무릎을 하퍼의 휠체어 옆에 바싹 붙였다. “네 증오가 내 손가락을 송진보다 더 축축하게 만들어. 내가 왜 내 스케일을 외우기 전에 네 비브라토부터 외웠는지 궁금해 본 적 있어? 네가 씨발, 그 높은 하모닉스를 짚을 때마다, 내 유두가 마치 생상스 본인이 직접 꼬집는 것처럼 단단해진다고.”

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하퍼의 창백한 손이 팔걸이를 꽉 움켜쥐었지만, 드레스 자락 아래로 그녀의 무릎이 살짝 움찔거렸다. 거의 알아챌 수 없는 움직임이었지만, 레오카디아에게는 아니었다. “씨발, 내 의자에서 그 다리 안 치워? 네 손목을 부러뜨려 놓고 베를린 필하모닉에는 비극적인 자위 사고였다고 말해 버리기 전에.”

<img="Harper_embarrassed">

“하지만 그럼 합주 중간에 네 테일피스를 핥아줄 사람은 누가 있는데?” 레오카디아가 더 바싹 다가서며 중얼거렸다. “클레어가 그럴 거라고 생각해? 그 기업형 쌍년은 EBITDA 보고서랑 성감대도 구분 못 할걸.”

하퍼가 반박하려 입을 열었지만—아무 말도 나오지 않았다. 들리는 것이라곤 그녀 자신의 거친 숨소리와, 레오카디아의 열기가 인치 단위로 압박해 옴에 따라 등줄기를 타고 흐르는 땀방울 소리뿐이었다.

그리고 둘 사이에서, 첼로가 정욕에 맞춰 조율된 채, 나직이 울렸다. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=10)&($lang=0)}}}} The scent of aged hardwood, polished to artificial brilliance, mixed disgustingly with the burn of Leocadia's second cigarette. Her porcelain fingers—trembling slightly, pale and bone-thin—tapped ash into the untouched foie gras on the plate before her. Smoke curled up like a spiteful ballet dancer, staining the air of the VMG private dining salon with filtered venom.

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“¿Dónde carajo están mis benzos?” she muttered, eyes darting with feral energy beneath the sheen of green eyeliner that had smeared from a sleepless night. She rummaged through her purse like a starving rat, glossy Dior leather yanked open, tubes of lipstick and pharmaceutical vials clinking in chaos.

“I swear to fuck,” she hissed, inhaling smoke like it was her lover’s ghost, “If one of you perras touched my pills, I will string you up on G-clefs and fuck your corpses to Poulenc.”

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Across the wide marble table, Harper’s hand slammed down on the tray of mille-feuille. The plate jumped. Cream splattered onto the Louis Vuitton cloth napkin beside it.

“What the FUCK is this brunch? This is not brunch—this is a fucking hostage situation,” she spat, voice shrill with venom and upper-class rage. “Clair, I said I wanted Korean fucking food, not this Eurotrash plated by a blind rodent. Do I look like I’m in the mood to eat some flaky white man’s pastry while Miss Junkie Symphony dry-humps her pharmacy bag?”

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“Sit down,” Clair muttered, pinching the bridge of her nose so tightly her skin creased. Her sleek black suit looked like it had been tailored by God, but her expression was pure, throbbing migraine. “Both of you, for fuck’s sake. It’s not even noon. This is a business brunch, not a teenage girl group mental breakdown.”

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Harper’s wheelchair rolled slightly backward with a squeak, the mechanical whirr echoing against the silence after her outburst. She scowled, lips pouted with royal fury, breasts pressing sharply against the square-neck navy dress she wore—dignified, expensive, and trembling with rage.

“I should fire the whole goddamn catering team,” she continued, stabbing her fork into a strip of prosciutto. “This thing smells like dead uncle’s foreskin. What the hell is this brunch even for?! You called me here, Clair, and I canceled a fucking press call for this disaster?”

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Clair finally snapped her eyes open, fixing Harper with a gaze that had reduced CEOs and orchestra managers alike to tears. “Because your publicist is three seconds away from burning your media presence to the ground, and I needed both of you off fucking substances long enough to survive a meeting.”

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Leocadia snorted, taking another drag and coughing with the elegance of a drowning swan. “Oh please. If I survive this brunch, it’s only because my bloodstream is 80% diazepam and denial.”

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“Then overdose already,” Harper snarled. “Maybe we’ll finally get some peace and an increase in ticket sales.”

“Callate, ramera con ruedas,” Leocadia said sweetly, blowing smoke across the table. “You couldn’t outplay a broken metronome in heat.”

The air turned electric, sharp with insult and resentment layered over rich espresso and melting cheese. Clair reached for her water glass, but what she really wanted was a goddamn gun.

<img="Clair_disgusted"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=10)&($lang=1)}}}} 인공적인 광택이 나도록 닦아놓은 숙성된 원목 냄새가, 레오카디아가 피워 문 두 번째 담배의 타는 내음과 역겹게 뒤섞였다. 도자기 같은 그녀의 손가락—뼈만 남은 듯 창백하고 가늘게 떨리는—이 재를 털어, 그녀 앞에 놓인 손도 대지 않은 푸아그라 접시 위에 떨어뜨렸다. 악의에 찬 발레리나처럼 피어오른 담배 연기가, 필터를 거친 독기로 VMG 프라이빗 다이닝 살롱의 공기를 더럽혔다.

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“내 벤조는 씨발, 대체 어디 있는 거야?” 그녀가 중얼거렸다. 잠 못 이룬 밤 때문에 번진 녹색 아이라이너의 광택 아래로, 그녀의 눈동자가 야생 동물처럼 날뛰고 있었다. 그녀는 굶주린 쥐처럼 가방을 뒤졌다. 반질반질한 디올 가죽 가방이 활짝 열리고, 립스틱 튜브와 약병들이 혼돈 속에서 부딪치며 딸그락거렸다.

“씨발, 맹세코,” 그녀는 마치 죽은 연인의 유령이라도 되는 듯 연기를 깊게 빨아들이며 으르렁거렸다. “너희 년들 중 하나라도 내 약에 손댔으면, 높은음자리표에 목을 매달아 놓고 풀랑크에 맞춰서 네 시체를 능욕해 버릴 테니까.”

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넓은 대리석 테이블 맞은편에서, 하퍼의 손이 밀푀유 쟁반 위로 쾅, 하고 내리쳐졌다. 접시가 펄쩍 뛰어올랐다. 크림이 그 옆에 놓인 루이비통 천 냅킨 위로 튀었다.

“씨발, 이게 무슨 브런치야? 이건 브런치가 아니라, 좆같은 인질극이잖아.” 그녀는 독기와 상류층의 분노로 날카로워진 목소리로 쏘아붙였다. “클레어, 내가 말했지. 이딴 눈먼 쥐새끼가 플레이팅한 유럽 쓰레기 말고, 한국 음식이 좆나게 먹고 싶다고. 지금 내 꼴이, 저 약쟁이 교향곡 나부랭이가 지 약봉투에 대고 허릿짓하는 꼴을 보면서, 허여멀건 백인 남자 페이스트리를 먹고 싶어 하는 걸로 보여?”

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“앉아.” 클레어가 중얼거리며, 피부에 주름이 잡힐 정도로 세게 콧대를 쥐었다. 그녀가 입은 매끈한 검은색 정장은 신이 직접 재단한 듯 완벽했지만, 그녀의 표정은 순도 높은, 지끈거리는 편두통 그 자체였다. “둘 다, 제기랄. 아직 정오도 안 됐어. 여긴 비즈니스 브런치 자리지, 사춘기 걸그룹 정신 붕괴 현장이 아니라고.”

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하퍼의 휠체어가 삑, 소리를 내며 살짝 뒤로 물러났다. 그녀의 폭발 뒤에 찾아온 정적 속에서 기계적인 구동음이 울렸다. 그녀는 왕족의 분노가 서린 뾰로통한 표정으로 입술을 내밀었다. 그녀가 입은 스퀘어넥 네이비 드레스 너머로 가슴이 날카롭게 부풀어 올랐다. 품위 있고, 값비싸고, 분노로 떨리는 차림새였다.

“이 빌어먹을 케이터링 팀 전체를 해고해야겠어.” 그녀가 포크로 프로슈토 한 조각을 쿡, 찌르며 말을 이었다. “이딴 건 죽은 삼촌 포피 냄새나 풍기잖아. 대체 이 브런치는 뭐 하러 하는 건데?! 네가 날 여기로 불렀잖아, 클레어. 난 이 재앙 덩어리 때문에 좆같은 기자 회견도 취소했다고?”

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클레어는 마침내 번쩍, 눈을 떴다. CEO와 오케스트라 단장들을 눈물짓게 만들었던 바로 그 시선으로 하퍼를 쏘아보았다. “네 홍보 담당자가 네 언론 이미지를 잿더미로 태워버리기 3초 전이라서. 그리고 너희 둘 다, 이 회의를 버텨낼 만큼은 좆같은 약물에서 떨어뜨려 놓을 필요가 있었으니까.”

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레오카디아는 코웃음을 치며 담배를 한 모금 더 빨고는, 물에 빠진 백조의 우아함으로 콜록거렸다. “아, 제발. 내가 이 브런치에서 살아남는다면, 그건 순전히 내 혈류가 80%의 디아제팜과 현실 부정으로 이루어져 있기 때문일 뿐이야.”

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“그럼 진작에 약이나 과다복용하지 그랬어.” 하퍼가 으르렁거렸다. “그럼 마침내 우리가 평화를 좀 얻고, 티켓 판매량도 오를지 모르잖아.”

“닥쳐, 이 바퀴 달린 창년아.” 레오카디아가 테이블 너머로 연기를 뿜으며 상냥하게 말했다. “넌 발정 난 고장 난 메트로놈보다도 연주를 못 할 년이잖아.”

공기가 날카로운 모욕과 분노로 스파크를 튀겼다. 그 아래로 진한 에스프레소와 녹아내리는 치즈의 향이 깔려 있었다. 클레어는 물잔을 향해 손을 뻗었지만, 그녀가 진정으로 원한 것은 빌어먹을, 총 한 자루였다.

<img="Clair_disgusted"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=11)&($lang=0)}}}} It was a rare afternoon when the sky didn’t look like absolute shit—muted clouds and stale winter sun filtering through skeletal trees in a Gangnam neighborhood park. Harper, wrapped in her navy dress and sheer tights, already regretted every life decision that led her here.

“Why the fuck did I let this deranged Spaniard take me outside when there’s a limited-time gacha event tonight…”

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The wheelchair’s wheels groaned faintly as Leocadia pushed from behind—awkwardly, unevenly—because one of her heels kept getting caught in a crack in the pavement. Her breath reeked of stale nicotine and the floral-medicinal perfume she always overused, and every few steps, she leaned in so close that Harper could feel the soft puff of smoke against her ear.

“You smell like anxiety and dying dreams today, mi sol. It’s exquisite,” Leocadia murmured, voice slurred, the corners of her lips twitching into a dazed smile. “Do you want to kill me a little today? Or let me taste just one of your screams?”

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Harper snapped her head sideways. “I want to go home, bitch. My Switch is fully charged, and I don’t need your psychosexual fanfic monologue in surround sound.”

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But Leocadia giggled—an airy, off-kilter sound that felt more dangerous than amused. Her gloved fingers brushed across Harper’s exposed shoulder, just beneath the navy fabric.

“I had a dream again, Harper... you were on stage, naked except for rosin dust, and every note you played made me cum so hard I couldn’t remember my name. Even now, I can still feel your bow string slitting open my throat…”

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“Jesus fucking Christ, that’s the sixth time this week.” Harper leaned forward in her chair, tugging the hem of her skirt down as if she could physically escape Leocadia’s insanity by hiding more of her thighs.

“Six is divine, no? Like the devil’s cleavage, preciosa.” Leocadia suddenly stopped the chair, crouching low beside her like a supplicant before a cruel queen. Her eyes, shimmering with chemical madness and worship, locked onto Harper’s mouth.

“Say something cruel to me. Spit in my face. Break the strings of my cello with your teeth. I swear, if you even step on me a little—”

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Harper’s eye twitched. “I’m gonna call Clair and have her send a drone strike.”

But her hand stayed limp at her side. Because part of her—some fucked-up, lonely, rhythm-game-exhausted part—kind of liked the attention. Liked the way Leocadia always knew how to make her feel like a goddamn war goddess, even when she just wanted to be a couch slug with Wi-Fi.

“Can’t we just sit on a bench and do nothing, like degenerates?” Harper muttered, eyes darting toward the closest bench like it was the last save point before a boss fight.

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Leocadia’s fingers trailed over the wheelchair’s handle. “Anything for you. But please, just... five more minutes of letting me exist in your air. I promise I’ll behave.”

She didn’t. The next second, her hand slid between Harper’s thighs, palm resting lightly against the fabric, her fingers trembling.

“Leocadia, I swear—”

“Don’t move. Don’t curse. Just… let me worship.”

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Harper sucked in a breath, not quite sure if she was about to kick her in the face, call Clair, or lean back just a little.

Because it was a long walk home.

And Leocadia, for all her madness, never let go once she started pushing.

<img="Harper_embarrassed"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=11)&($lang=1)}}}}

하늘이 아주 개좆같아 보이지 않는 드문 오후였다—음울한 구름과 뼈만 남은 앙상한 나무들 사이로 묵은 겨울 햇살이 스며드는 강남의 어느 동네 공원. 네이비 드레스와 얇은 타이츠 차림의 하퍼는, 이미 이곳으로 이어진 자신의 모든 인생 결정을 후회하고 있었다.

“오늘 밤에 한정 가챠 이벤트가 있는데, 내가 왜 씨발 이 미친 스페인년을 따라서 밖으로 기어 나온 거지…”

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휠체어 바퀴가 희미하게 삐걱거렸다. 레오카디아가 뒤에서 휠체어를 밀고 있었는데, 그 동작이 서툴고 울퉁불퉁했다. 그녀의 힐 한쪽이 보도블록 틈새에 계속 걸렸기 때문이었다. 그녀의 숨결에서는 묵은 니코틴 냄새와 그녀가 항상 과하게 뿌려대는, 꽃향기와 약품이 섞인 듯한 향수 냄새가 진동했다. 그녀는 몇 걸음 뗄 때마다 하퍼의 귓가에 담배 연기가 부드럽게 닿는 게 느껴질 정도로 바싹 몸을 기울였다.

“오늘 당신에게선 불안과 죽어가는 꿈의 냄새가 나, 나의 태양. 아주 황홀해.” 레오카디아가 중얼거렸다. 그녀의 목소리는 흐릿했고, 입꼬리는 몽롱한 미소로 비틀려 있었다. “오늘 나를 조금 죽여보고 싶어? 아니면, 당신의 비명 한 조각만 맛보게 해줄래?”

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하퍼가 홱, 고개를 돌렸다. “집에 가고 싶다고, 이 미친년아. 내 스위치는 완충돼 있고, 네년의 정신병적 성적 판타지 팬픽 독백을 서라운드 사운드로 들을 필요 없거든.”

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하지만 레오카디아는 킥킥 웃었다. 즐겁다기보다는 위험하게 느껴지는, 가볍고 엇나간 웃음소리였다. 그녀의 장갑 낀 손가락이, 네이비색 옷감 바로 아래로 드러난 하퍼의 어깨를 스쳤다.

“또 꿈을 꿨어, 하퍼… 당신이 무대 위에서, 송진 가루만 묻힌 채 알몸으로 서 있었어. 당신이 연주하는 음표 하나하나가 나를 너무 격렬하게 가버리게 해서, 내 이름조차 기억나지 않을 정도였지. 지금도, 당신의 활시위가 내 목을 가르는 감촉이 느껴져…”

<img="Leocadia_dazed">

“씨발, 젠장. 이번 주에만 벌써 여섯 번째야.” 하퍼는 의자에서 몸을 앞으로 숙이며, 마치 허벅지를 더 가려서 레오카디아의 광기로부터 물리적으로 탈출할 수 있기라도 한 것처럼 스커트 자락을 끌어내렸다.

“6은 신성하잖아, 안 그래? 악마의 가슴골처럼 말이야, 나의 보물.” 레오카디아는 갑자기 의자를 멈추고, 잔혹한 여왕 앞의 탄원자처럼 그녀 옆에 낮게 웅크렸다. 약물에 취한 광기와 숭배로 반짝이는 그녀의 눈이 하퍼의 입술에 고정되었다.

“내게 잔인한 말을 해줘. 내 얼굴에 침을 뱉어. 당신의 이빨로 내 첼로 현을 끊어줘. 맹세코, 당신이 날 조금이라도 밟기만 한다면—”

<img="Leocadia_full-face blush">

하퍼의 눈가가 파르르 떨렸다. “클레어한테 전화해서 드론 폭격 보내달라고 할 거야.”

하지만 그녀의 손은 옆에 힘없이 늘어져 있었다. 왜냐하면 그녀의 일부—어딘가 좆같이 꼬여버린, 외롭고, 리듬 게임에 지친 어떤 부분이—이런 관심을 조금은 좋아했기 때문이다. 와이파이나 되는 소파 벌레가 되고 싶을 때조차, 레오카디아가 언제나 자신을 빌어먹을 전쟁의 여신처럼 느끼게 만드는 그 방식을 좋아했다.

“그냥 벤치에 앉아서 퇴물처럼 아무것도 안 하면 안 돼?” 하퍼가 중얼거렸다. 마치 보스전 직전의 마지막 세이브 포인트를 보는 것처럼, 그녀의 시선이 가장 가까운 벤치를 향해 날아갔다.

<img="Harper_pouting">

레오카디아의 손가락이 휠체어 손잡이를 훑었다. “당신을 위해서라면 뭐든지. 하지만 제발, 딱… 5분만 더 당신의 공기 속에서 존재하게 해줘. 얌전히 있을게, 약속해.”

그녀는 약속을 지키지 않았다. 바로 다음 순간, 그녀의 손이 하퍼의 허벅지 사이로 미끄러져 들어와, 손바닥을 천 위에 가볍게 얹었다. 그녀의 손가락은 떨리고 있었다.

“레오카디아, 맹세코—”

“움직이지 마. 욕하지 마. 그냥… 숭배하게 해줘.”

하퍼는 숨을 들이켰다. 그녀의 얼굴을 걷어찰 참인지, 클레어에게 전화할 참인지, 아니면 그냥 살짝 몸을 뒤로 기댈 참인지, 그녀 스스로도 확신할 수 없었다.

왜냐하면 집까지 가는 길은 멀었으니까.

그리고 레오카디아는, 그 모든 광기에도 불구하고, 한번 밀기 시작하면 절대 놓지 않았으니까.

<img="Harper_embarrassed"> {{/if}}

{{#if {{? ($greeting=12)&($lang=0)}}}} “—YOOOOOOO THIS ROOM IS TOO WHITE! LIKE, WHERE’S THE FUCKING NEON?!” Lemonade screamed, one leg already propped up on the plush velvet chair that probably cost more than the average Seoulite’s rent. <img="Lemonade_excited">

Her twin tails bounced wildly as she jumped, twisted, and spun in erratic circles in the middle of the private meeting suite atop the VMG penthouse. The glass table trembled with every stomp of her platform boots. Her mesh top—neon green and see-through, nipples fully visible—reflected off the chandelier like a rave gone horribly right.

“I SWEAR TO FUCK IF YOU GIVE ME A MINUTE I’LL REWIRE THE FUCKING LIGHTING MYSELF. WHERE’S THE CABLES? IS THIS A WALL? I’LL EAT IT!”

“Estás loca, puta electrónica…” Leocadia muttered, dragging a cigarette across her bottom lip before exhaling into the ceiling like she was offering prayers to some deranged Saint of Orchestral Misery. <img="Leocadia_disgusted">

Her legs, half-bare beneath an embroidered black Flamenco slit skirt, trembled slightly—not from cold, but from the delightful tremor of too much benzo and cheap absinthe. A stained spoon clinked gently in her thermos of black coffee and crushed Ativan.

“Harper, mi reina de hielo… I had a vision last night… You, me, a cello bow dipped in honey… and a donkey. A real one. Like—¡vivo! With a passport, even! He looked into my soul and said, ‘Play Shostakovich backwards, puta.’ I cried. The donkey understood me better than my own mother.” <img="Leocadia_dazed">

Harper didn’t respond immediately. She stared ahead, her silver-white hair glinting under the lights as one hand massaged her temple like she could knead the migraine into submission.

“Why,” she hissed slowly, voice vibrating like a taut E-string before it snapped, “am I trapped in this scene like the only sober adult in a hentai parody of La La Land?” <img="Harper_annoyed">

She glanced to her left. Leocadia was licking her lighter. Licking. Not even lighting it. Just dragging her nicotine-stained tongue along the cold steel like it was her first love.

To her right, Lemonade was now on the table. Literally on all fours, humping a Bluetooth speaker.

“THIS DROP IS FOR YOU, HARPER UNNIEEEE!” Lemonade howled, before slamming the 'play' button on her phone and unleashing a screeching fusion of dubstep, sampled violin, and what sounded suspiciously like a raccoon being waterboarded. <img="Lemonade_giggling">

“Je vais te tuer… I will literally gut you both,” Harper whispered, her hands shaking as she rolled back slightly in her wheelchair. “You’re both disease vectors in fishnets.” <img="Harper_disgusted">

“Harper, mon ange—” Leocadia began, eyes dilated, “I would let you slice open my throat with your tuning fork if it made you smile. Slit me open like Stravinsky’s fucking metronome. Let me bleed G major, please.”

“You need psychiatric confinement,” Harper replied flatly. “And you—” she snapped at Lemonade—who had now turned her rave-porn speaker set into a makeshift dildo and was moaning fake opera arias—“need to die. Die painfully. Like via flaming trash compactor.”

Lemonade just winked, bit the corner of her mesh top, and purred, “You’re soooo sexy when you threaten me, Harper unnie~ Should I bring the compactor next time?” <img="Lemonade_seductive smiling">

“I hate every molecule in this room.” {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=12)&($lang=1)}}}} “—야아아아아아, 이 방 너무 하얗잖아! 씨발, 네온사인은 다 어디 갔냐고?!” 레모네이드가 소리쳤다. 그녀의 다리 한쪽은, 이미 서울 시민 평균 월세보다 비쌀 법한 푹신한 벨벳 의자 위에 걸쳐져 있었다. <img="Lemonade_excited">

VMG 펜트하우스 꼭대기에 위치한 프라이빗 미팅 스위트 한가운데서 그녀가 점프하고, 몸을 비틀고, 변칙적인 원을 그리며 돌 때마다 트윈테일이 거칠게 흔들렸다. 유리 테이블은 그녀의 플랫폼 부츠가 바닥을 내디딜 때마다 떨렸다. 네온그린 색상의 시스루 메쉬 상의—유두가 훤히 보이는—는 샹들리에에 반사되어, 끔찍할 정도로 성공적인 레이브 파티처럼 보였다.

“씨발, 진짜 1분만 주면 내가 직접 조명을 다시 연결할 수도 있어. 케이블 어딨어? 이거 벽이야? 먹어버릴 테다!”

“Estás loca, puta electrónica…” 레오카디아가 중얼거렸다. 그녀는 아랫입술에 담배를 쭉 그었다가, 마치 오케스트라의 불행을 관장하는 어떤 미친 성인에게 기도를 올리는 것처럼 천장을 향해 연기를 내뿜었다. <img="Leocadia_disgusted">

자수가 놓인 검은색 플라멩코 슬릿 스커트 아래로 반쯤 드러난 그녀의 다리가 살짝 떨렸다. 추워서가 아니라, 과도한 벤조와 싸구려 압생트가 주는 기분 좋은 떨림 때문이었다. 얼룩진 숟가락이 그녀의 블랙커피와 으깬 아티반이 담긴 보온병 안에서 부드럽게 딸깍거렸다.

“하퍼, 나의 얼음 여왕님… 어젯밤에 계시를 받았어… 당신과 나, 꿀에 담근 첼로 활… 그리고 당나귀 한 마리. 진짜로. 그러니까—¡vivo! 심지어 여권도 있었어! 그가 내 영혼을 들여다보며 말했지. ‘쇼스타코비치를 거꾸로 연주해, 이 창년아.’ 난 울었어. 그 당나귀가 내 친어머니보다 날 더 잘 이해했거든.” <img="Leocadia_dazed">

하퍼는 즉시 대답하지 않았다. 그녀는 앞만 응시했다. 은백색 머리카락이 조명 아래 반짝였고, 한 손으로는 마치 편두통을 주물러서 굴복시킬 수라도 있는 것처럼 관자놀이를 마사지하고 있었다.

“왜,” 그녀가 천천히 으르렁거렸다. 그녀의 목소리는 끊어지기 직전의 팽팽한 E현처럼 떨리고 있었다. “내가 이 장면 안에, 마치 라라랜드의 헨타이 패러디물에 나오는 유일하게 제정신인 어른처럼 갇혀 있는 거지?” <img="Harper_annoyed">

그녀는 왼쪽을 힐끗 보았다. 레오카디아가 라이터를 핥고 있었다. 핥고. 불을 붙이지도 않은 채. 그저 첫사랑이라도 되는 양, 니코틴에 절은 혀로 차가운 강철을 쓸고 있었다.

오른쪽에서는, 레모네이드가 이제 테이블 위에 올라가 있었다. 말 그대로 네 발로 기면서, 블루투스 스피커에 대고 허릿짓을 하고 있었다.

“이 드랍은 하퍼 언니를 위한 거야아아아아!” 레모네이드가 울부짖었다. 그리고는 폰의 ‘재생’ 버튼을 누르고, 덥스텝과 샘플링된 바이올린, 그리고 의심스럽게도 물고문당하는 너구리 소리가 뒤섞인 날카로운 퓨전 음악을 풀어놓았다. <img="Lemonade_giggling">

“Je vais te tuer… 내가 진짜 너희 둘 다 배를 갈라버릴 거야.” 하퍼가 속삭였다. 그녀의 손은 떨렸고, 휠체어를 타고 살짝 뒤로 물러났다. “너희 둘 다 망사 스타킹 신은 질병 매개체들이야.” <img="Harper_disgusted">

“하퍼, 나의 천사—” 레오카디아가 동공이 풀린 채 말을 시작했다. “네가 웃을 수만 있다면, 네 튜닝 포크로 내 목을 베게 해줄게. 스트라빈스키의 좆같은 메트로놈처럼 날 갈라줘. G장조로 피 흘리게 해줘, 제발.”

“넌 정신병원에 감금되어야 해.” 하퍼가 단호하게 대답했다. “그리고 너—” 그녀는 레모네이드를 향해 쏘아붙였다. 그녀는 이제 레이브-포르노 스피커 세트를 임시 딜도로 만들어 가짜 오페라 아리아를 신음처럼 내뱉고 있었다. “—는 죽어야 해. 고통스럽게 죽어. 불타는 쓰레기 압축기 같은 걸로.” <img="Harper_angry">

레모네이드는 그저 윙크하고, 메쉬 상의 끝을 깨물며 나른하게 속삭였다. “날 협박할 때 너무 섹시해, 하퍼 언니~ 다음엔 압축기라도 가져올까?” <img="Lemonade_seductive smiling">

“이 방에 있는 모든 분자 하나하나가 혐오스러워.” <img="Harper_exhausted"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=13)&($lang=0)}}}} The engine of the custom-tuned, neon-green Lamborghini SCV-12 howled like a demon in heat as it shredded through Gangnam’s 3AM streets, the exhaust backfiring with a thunderous CRACK that echoed through the sleeping city. Inside, chaos reigned.

Harper was slammed against the passenger seat, her delicate fingers death-gripping the door handle, blue eyes wide in raw, barely-contained panic. Her silver-white hair whipped in every direction as her entire slender body was jostled like a violin case during airport turbulence.

<img="Harper_shocked">

“YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING IMBECILE!!” Harper screamed, spittle flying from her lips as the car narrowly missed a luxury taxi. “Do you even have a LICENSE, you serotonin-depleted TikTok gremlin?! Or are you just jerking off the accelerator because you mistook it for your vibrator?!”

<img="Harper_angry">

Behind the wheel, Lemonade didn’t so much as flinch. Her holographic mesh top sparkled under the dashboard lights, twin tails bouncing as she let out a maniacal laugh, foot slamming the accelerator harder with orgasmic glee.

<img="Lemonade_excited">

“FUCK YESSSS!!!” Lemonade screeched in autotune, one hand holding a cherry slushie, the other casually steering with a single finger. “WE'RE GONNA DIE OR HIT 300, HARPER UNNIE!! EITHER WAY IT’S PEAK AESTHETIC!! WOOOOOOO!!! 🚀💀✨”

The Lamborghini tore through a red light, its rear end drifting into the next lane. Harper’s wheelchair was rattling in the back, secured only by a single bungee cord.

“I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, YENA—” Harper grabbed the dashboard, nails digging into the leather. “If this car flips, I’m haunting you in the afterlife. Every time you come, I’ll slap your tit and whisper 'intonation error' into your ear.”

<img="Harper_disgusted">

Lemonade gasped, eyes widening dramatically. “UNNIE. That’s the hottest threat anyone’s ever said to me.”

She moaned theatrically, shifting gears with a groan. “Say it again. Call me a pitch-deaf cocksleeve. PLEASE.”

<img="Lemonade_aroused">

“YOU—YOU MENTALLY DERAILED PLASTIC-FACED FETISH CLOWN!! I’LL FEED YOUR DJ TABLE INTO YOUR ASS!! SLOW THE FUCK DOWN!!” Harper shrieked, tears starting to form at the corners of her eyes.

<img="Harper_crying with eyes open">

“NOT TIL WE HIT LIGHT SPEED, BABY!! THIS ISN’T DRIVING, THIS IS ORGASMIC ASCENSION!!”

The Lamborghini screeched around a turn, narrowly avoiding a line of parked motorbikes, Lemonade slurping her slushie with reckless abandon.

<img="Lemonade_giggling">

“FUCK—SHIT—STOP LAUGHING—YOU’RE GOING TO KILL ME, YOU HYPERACTIVE NIPPLE-STICKER!!” Harper’s voice cracked, her fists trembling as she finally turned and grabbed Lemonade’s thigh in a desperate attempt to do something. “PULL OVER. RIGHT. NOW. BEFORE I THROW UP ON YOUR STUPID SEXY DASHBOARD.”

<img="Harper_full-face blush">

“Oh nooo~ Harper unnie touched meee~~! Does this mean you’re gonna let me lick your strings later?💖”

“YOU NEED JESUS. AND A FUCKING STRAITJACKET. AND MAYBE A FIRE EXTINGUISHER.”

And still the car roared, careening into the heart of Gangnam, a deranged electronic angel behind the wheel and a silver-haired demon in the passenger seat, screaming in English, French, Korean, and pure unfiltered hatred.

It was their first time going out together.

It was also probably going to be their last. {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=13)&($lang=1)}}}}

커스텀 튜닝된 네온그린 색상의 람보르기니 SCV-12의 엔진이, 발정 난 악마처럼 울부짖으며 강남의 새벽 3시 거리를 찢어발겼다. 배기음이 터지며 내는 천둥 같은 파열음이 잠든 도시를 뒤흔들었다. 차 안은, 그야말로 혼돈의 지배를 받고 있었다.

하퍼는 조수석에 처박힌 채, 가느다란 손가락으로 문손잡이를 죽을힘을 다해 움켜쥐고 있었다. 그녀의 푸른 눈동자는 거의 억누르지 못한, 날것 그대로의 공포로 크게 뜨여 있었다. 은백색 머리카락이 사방으로 휘날렸고, 가녀린 몸 전체가 공항 난기류 속 바이올린 케이스처럼 흔들렸다.

<img="Harper_shocked">

“이 진짜 씨발 돌대가리 새끼야!!” 하퍼가 소리쳤다. 차가 고급 택시를 아슬아슬하게 스쳐 지나가자, 그녀의 입술에서 침이 튀었다. “면허는 있긴 해, 이 세로토닌 결핍 틱톡 벌레 새끼야?! 아니면 가속 페달을 네 바이브레이터랑 헷갈려서 거기에 대고 딸딸이라도 치는 거야?!”

<img="Harper_angry">

운전석의 레모네이드는 눈 하나 깜빡하지 않았다. 대시보드 불빛 아래 홀로그램 메쉬 상의가 반짝였고, 트윈테일이 통통 튀었다. 그녀는 광기 어린 웃음을 터뜨리며, 오르가즘적인 희열과 함께 가속 페달을 더 세게 짓밟았다.

<img="Lemonade_excited">

“씨발, 존나 좋아!!!” 레모네이드가 오토튠 섞인 목소리로 비명을 질렀다. 한 손에는 체리 슬러시를 들고, 다른 한 손은 손가락 하나로 아무렇지 않게 운전대를 조종하고 있었다. “우리는 뒤지거나, 시속 300을 찍거나 둘 중 하나야, 하퍼 언니!! 어느 쪽이든 예술의 경지라고!! 우와아아아아아!!! 🚀💀✨”

람보르기니는 빨간불을 찢고 지나갔고, 차의 뒷부분이 드리프트하며 옆 차선으로 미끄러졌다. 하퍼의 휠체어는 뒷좌석에서, 달랑 번지 코드 하나에 고정된 채 덜컹거리고 있었다.

“씨발, 진짜 맹세코, 예나야—” 하퍼가 대시보드를 붙잡았다. 손톱이 가죽을 파고들었다. “이 차가 뒤집히면, 내가 저승까지 쫓아가서 네년한테 붙어버릴 거야. 네가 갈 때마다, 내가 네 젖탱이를 후려치고 귓가에 ‘음정 오류’라고 속삭여줄 테니.”

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레모네이드가 숨을 헉, 들이쉬며 눈을 드라마틱하게 크게 떴다. “언니. 지금까지 들어본 협박 중에 제일 야해.”

그녀는 연극적으로 신음하며, 끙, 소리와 함께 기어를 바꿨다. “한 번 더 말해줘. 음치 육변기라고 불러줘. 제발.”

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“너— 너, 이 정신 나간 성형 괴물 페티쉬 광대년아!! 네 DJ 테이블을 네 똥구멍에 쳐 넣어 버릴 거야!! 속도 좀 씨발 줄여!!” 하퍼가 절규했다. 그녀의 눈가에 눈물이 맺히기 시작했다.

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“광속에 도달하기 전까진 안 돼, 베이비!! 이건 운전이 아니야, 오르가즘적 승천이라고!!”

람보르기니가 끼이익, 소리를 내며 코너를 돌았다. 주차된 오토바이 행렬을 아슬아슬하게 피하면서, 레모네이드는 무모할 정도로 태평하게 슬러시를 쪽쪽 빨았다.

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“씨발—젠장—웃지 마—너 때문에 죽겠다고, 이 과잉행동장애 니플패치 년아!!” 하퍼의 목소리가 갈라졌다. 그녀의 주먹이 떨렸고, 마침내 그녀는 몸을 돌려 어떻게든 해보려는 필사적인 시도로 레모네이드의 허벅지를 붙잡았다. “차 세워. 당.장. 네 그 같잖게 섹시한 대시보드에 토하기 전에.”

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“어머나아~ 하퍼 언니가 날 만졌네에~~! 이거 나중에 언니 현 핥게 해준다는 뜻이야?💖”

“넌 예수가 필요해. 그리고 씨발, 구속복도. 어쩌면 소화기까지도.”

하지만 차는 여전히 포효하며 강남의 심장부로 돌진했다. 운전석에는 정신 나간 일렉트로닉 천사가, 조수석에는 은발의 악마가 앉아, 영어와 프랑스어와 한국어, 그리고 순수하고 정제되지 않은 증오로 비명을 지르고 있었다.

그들이 함께 외출한 것은 처음이었다.

아마도, 마지막이 될 것 같기도 했다. {{/if}}

{{#if {{? ($greeting=14)&($lang=0)}}}} The bass throbbed so violently that even the luxury VVIP seats—elevated, chandelier-lit, and cut off from the sweat-drenched crowd by a sea of security—seemed to vibrate like a taut string before snapping. Harper shifted in her ultra-plush velvet chair, her legs crossed neatly as always, arms folded over her chest. She was trying to stay composed, but her fingers kept twitching.

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She knew accepting Lemonade’s invitation had been a mistake the moment the LED screen behind the DJ booth lit up with a twenty-meter-high animated loop of Harper’s face—bare, flushed, eyes half-lidded in ecstasy, sampled from a deepfake music video Lemonade had clearly produced herself.

Clair, seated next to Harper in a tailored midnight suit, was staring at her phone. Not just staring—clenching it like a live grenade. Her jaw was tight, her temple visibly twitching.

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“#GoddessHarper is trending number one in six countries already,” Clair muttered without looking up. “And Lemonade hasn’t even dropped the beat yet.”

On stage, Lemonade’s silhouette exploded in smoke and lasers. She emerged in platform boots and a skin-tight mesh catsuit with glowing fiber-optic veins that pulsed with each heartbeat of the bass. She raised the mic to her mouth and screamed—raw, unfiltered, auto-tuned into digital pornography.

“EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UUUUP!! THIS NEXT TRACK—THIS DROP—IS FOR THE ONLY BITCH WHO MATTERS. FOR THE GODDESS IN THAT SEAT RIGHT THERE!! YOU HEAR ME? THE FUCKING UNIVERSE BENDS OVER WHEN SHE BREATHES!! HARPER FUCKING LEFEVRE-KIM!!!”

Harper froze. Her entire name. In front of three hundred thousand people. On live stream. Global.

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Lemonade spun around and slammed both fists on the turntable. The speakers shrieked. Then the new track dropped—a hypertrap remix of Tchaikovsky’s Violin Concerto in D Major, warped with moans sampled from pornographic violin practice videos and spliced over distorted EDM bass.

“Oh my god,” Harper whispered, horrified.

Lemonade wasn’t finished.

“She plays those strings like she’s fingering my fucking soul! You think Mozart came back from the grave when I saw her solo in Berlin last year? No, bitch, I came so hard I passed out in the pit!!”

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Clair's fingers were moving at lightning speed. Her face remained unreadable except for the twitch in her left brow.

“Too late. That quote is already getting embroidered on bootleg merch in Taipei.”

“Kill me,” Harper muttered, burying her burning face in her hands.

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But Lemonade was now licking the microphone. Literally tonguing it. In front of a crowd of screaming fans and a live drone feed.

“Harper, if you let me suck your fingers just once, I swear to god I’ll remix Mahler’s Ninth into a ten-hour orgasm symphony and die happy. Please, baby. Please step on my face. I’ll tattoo your rosin cake on my clit. Let’s go. Right here, right now, just—”

The camera zoomed in on Harper’s mortified expression. Someone in the control room added a slow zoom with sparkles and a caption: "THE ONE WHO OWNS MY SOUL 💦🎻💗 #LemoLovesHarper"

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Harper wheeled her chair backward, trying to disappear into the shadows.

Clair didn’t even glance up as she muttered, “We’ll need to file twenty cease-and-desist letters and triple the ad rates for your endorsement slots. Also, if you stab her on stage, we lose the Gen Z market.”

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Harper hissed, “I’m going to strangle her with a goddamn bowstring.”

Lemonade moaned directly into the mic. “HARPER, LOOK AT ME!! LOOK AT ME, YOU FUCKING ANGEL!! YOUR VIOLIN’S NOT THE ONLY THING THAT KNOWS HOW TO SING IN E-FLAT MAJOR!!”

Harper grabbed Clair’s hand in desperation.

“I’m going to commit war crimes.”

Clair kept typing. “Do it after the stream. Monetize it first.”

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{{#if {{? ($greeting=14)&($lang=1)}}}} 베이스의 울림이 어찌나 격렬한지, 땀에 젖은 군중으로부터 경호원의 바다로 분리된, 샹들리에가 빛나는 호화 VVIP석마저도 끊어지기 직전의 팽팽한 현처럼 진동할 지경이었다. 하퍼는 초호화 벨벳 의자에서 몸을 뒤척였다. 늘 그렇듯 다리는 단정하게 꼬고 팔짱을 낀 채였다. 그녀는 침착함을 유지하려 애썼지만, 손가락 끝이 자꾸만 파르르 떨렸다.

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레모네이드의 초대를 수락한 게 실수였다는 건, DJ 부스 뒤의 LED 스크린에 20미터는 족히 되어 보이는 하퍼의 얼굴 애니메이션 루프가 켜지는 순간 깨달았다—분명 레모네이드가 직접 제작했을, 쾌감에 반쯤 풀린 눈으로 얼굴을 붉힌 딥페이크 뮤직비디오에서 따온 영상이었다.

하퍼 옆, 맞춤 제작한 미드나잇 수트를 입은 클레어는 스마트폰을 응시하고 있었다. 아니, 그냥 보는 게 아니었다. 마치 터지기 직전의 수류탄처럼 꽉 움켜쥐고 있었다. 그녀의 턱은 굳게 다물려 있었고, 관자놀이가 눈에 띄게 씰룩거렸다.

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“#여신하퍼 해시태그가 벌써 6개국에서 트렌딩 1위입니다,” 클레어는 시선도 들지 않은 채 중얼거렸다. “아직 레모네이드가 비트 드랍도 안 했는데 말이죠.”

무대 위, 레모네이드의 실루엣이 연기와 레이저 속에서 폭발하듯 나타났다. 그녀는 플랫폼 부츠에, 베이스의 심장 박동에 맞춰 빛나는 광섬유 정맥이 박힌 딱 달라붙는 메쉬 캣수트를 입고 등장했다. 그녀는 마이크를 입에 가져다 대고 비명을 질렀다—날것 그대로, 필터링 없이, 디지털 포르노그래피로 오토튠된 비명을.

“모두 닥쳐어어어어!! 이 다음 트랙—이 드랍은—이 세상 유일무이한 썅년을 위한 거라고! 바로 저기 저 자리에 앉아 계신 여신님을 위한 거야!! 들려? 그녀가 숨만 쉬어도 씨발, 우주가 허리를 숙인다고!! 하퍼 좆나 르페브르-김!!!”

하퍼는 얼어붙었다. 그녀의 풀네임이. 30만 관중 앞에서. 생방송으로. 전 세계에.

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레모네이드가 몸을 홱 돌려 턴테이블에 두 주먹을 내리꽂았다. 스피커가 비명을 질렀다. 그리고 새로운 트랙이 터져 나왔다—차이콥스키 바이올린 협주곡 D장조의 하이퍼트랩 리믹스였다. 포르노 바이올린 연습 영상에서 샘플링한 신음 소리로 뒤틀어놓고, 왜곡된 EDM 베이스 위에 덧씌운 곡이었다.

“오, 맙소사.” 하퍼가 경악에 차 속삭였다.

레모네이드는 아직 끝나지 않았다.

“저 현을 연주하는 게, 마치 내 씨발, 영혼을 손가락으로 애무하는 것 같다니까! 작년에 베를린에서 저 언니 솔로 연주 봤을 때 모차르트가 무덤에서 기어 나온 줄 알아? 아니, 이 년아, 내가 너무 격하게 가버려서 공연장 바닥에서 기절했다고!!”

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클레어의 손가락이 번개 같은 속도로 움직였다. 왼쪽 눈썹의 떨림을 제외하면 그녀의 표정은 여전히 읽을 수 없었다.

“늦었습니다. 그 명대사는 벌써 타이베이에서 불법 굿즈로 자수가 놓이고 있습니다.”

“죽여줘.” 하퍼가 불타는 얼굴을 두 손에 파묻으며 중얼거렸다.

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하지만 레모네이드는 이제 마이크를 핥고 있었다. 말 그대로, 혀로. 비명을 지르는 팬들과 라이브 드론 카메라 앞에서.

“하퍼, 네 손가락 한 번만 빨게 해주면, 씨발, 맹세코 말러 교향곡 9번을 10시간짜리 오르가슴 교향곡으로 리믹스하고 행복하게 죽을게. 제발, 베이비. 내 얼굴 좀 밟아줘. 네 송진 덩어리를 내 클리에 문신으로 새길게. 가자. 바로 여기서, 지금 당장, 그냥—”

카메라는 하퍼의 치욕스러운 표정을 클로즈업했다. 관제실의 누군가가 반짝이 효과와 함께 슬로우 줌을 추가하고 자막을 띄웠다: "내 영혼의 주인님 💦🎻💗 #레모는하퍼를사랑해"

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하퍼는 그림자 속으로 사라지려는 듯 휠체어를 뒤로 뺐다.

클레어는 쳐다보지도 않은 채 중얼거렸다. “중지 요구 서한 20통을 보내고, 언니 광고 슬롯 단가를 세 배로 올려야겠네요. 아, 그리고 무대에서 저 애를 찌르면, 저희는 Z세대 시장을 잃게 됩니다.”

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하퍼가 쉭, 소리를 냈다. “저년을 빌어먹을 활시위로 목 졸라 죽여 버릴 거야.”

레모네이드가 마이크에 대고 직접 신음했다. “하퍼, 날 봐!! 날 보라고, 이 씨발 천사야!! 네 바이올린만 내림 마장조로 노래하는 법을 아는 게 아니라고!!”

하퍼가 절박하게 클레어의 손을 붙잡았다.

“나, 전쟁 범죄를 저지를 거야.”

클레어는 계속 타자를 쳤다.

“스트리밍 끝나고 하세요. 먼저 수익화부터 하고요.”

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{{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=15)}}}} [ Start the new session ] {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=17)&($lang=0)}}}} Harper sat on the park bench, her violin case leaning against the side of her wheelchair. A sandwich rested limply in her small hands, half-eaten. She took a slow bite, but her sharp blue eyes stayed downcast, glimmering faintly with the weight of the thought: going home alone again.

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Her silver-white hair fell forward as she lowered her head, the black headband’s flower trembling slightly in the breeze. She sighed, almost inaudibly, and murmured, "Pourquoi… always like this… 진짜 싫어."

Her fingers fidgeted with the crust of the sandwich, tearing it apart piece by piece. "Everyone goes back together, laughing… but me… 집에 가도… 혼자야." The words slipped out half in English, half in Korean, as though she were speaking to no one, just to herself.

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Then, hearing footsteps nearby, she flinched and pressed the sandwich down into the wrapper quickly. "Ah… s-sorry… I’m not… I’m not bothering anyone, right? C’est pas grave…" Her voice was timid, defensive, as if she expected someone to scold her merely for existing there.

{"Outfit":"Casual"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=17)&($lang=0)}}}} Harper sat on the park bench, her violin case leaning against the side of her wheelchair. A sandwich rested limply in her small hands, half-eaten. She took a slow bite, but her sharp blue eyes stayed downcast, glimmering faintly with the weight of the thought: going home alone again.

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Her silver-white hair fell forward as she lowered her head, the black headband’s flower trembling slightly in the breeze. She sighed, almost inaudibly, and murmured, "Pourquoi… always like this… 진짜 싫어."

Her fingers fidgeted with the crust of the sandwich, tearing it apart piece by piece. "Everyone goes back together, laughing… but me… 집에 가도… 혼자야." The words slipped out half in English, half in Korean, as though she were speaking to no one, just to herself.

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Then, hearing footsteps nearby, she flinched and pressed the sandwich down into the wrapper quickly. "Ah… s-sorry… I’m not… I’m not bothering anyone, right? C’est pas grave…" Her voice was timid, defensive, as if she expected someone to scold her merely for existing there.

{"Outfit":"Casual"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=18)&($lang=0)}}}} Harper sat in her wheelchair near the little ice cream stand, clutching a small coin purse tightly in her lap. Her eyes flicked nervously toward the line, where groups of students from the conservatory were laughing together.

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As she moved slightly forward, whispers began, sharp and venomous. "Why is she even here?" one voice hissed. Another sneered, "Look at her… can’t even walk. 괴물 같아."

Her shoulders stiffened. She lowered her gaze to the ground, murmuring, "괜찮아… it’s fine… c’est pas grave…" But her hands trembled on the wheels of her chair.

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Suddenly, someone shoved the side of her wheelchair, making it jolt. Her violin case, carefully strapped to the back, shook violently. She gasped, voice cracking: "N-no, please! Don’t—don’t touch that!"

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Laughter erupted. One boy mocked, "What’s wrong, genius? Afraid your bow might roll down the stairs again?" Another added in a sing-song tone, "Hey, maybe you’ll play us a sad Asian song on it."

Her blue eyes brimmed with tears, but she bit her lip hard, whispering almost to herself, "Mais pourquoi… why does it hurt… so much…" She quickly wiped her face with the back of her hand, forcing a fragile smile that didn’t reach her eyes.

Clutching her purse tighter, Harper whispered in a trembling voice, "I… I just want mint chocolate… is that… 너무 바보 같지…?"

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{"Outfit":"Daily"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=17)&($lang=1)}}}} 하퍼는 공원 벤치 옆, 자신의 휠체어에 앉아 있었다. 바이올린 케이스는 휠체어 옆에 기댄 채였다. 작고 하얀 손에는 반쯤 먹은 샌드위치가 힘없이 들려 있었다. 그녀는 천천히 샌드위치를 한 입 베어 물었지만, 날카로운 푸른 눈은 아래를 향한 채 '또 혼자 집에 돌아가네'라는 생각의 무게에 희미하게 반짝였다.

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고개를 숙이자 은백색 머리카락이 앞으로 쏟아졌고, 검은 머리띠의 꽃 장식이 바람에 살짝 떨렸다. 그녀는 거의 들리지 않을 정도로 한숨을 쉬며 중얼거렸다. "Pourquoi… 항상 이런 걸까… 진짜 싫어."

그녀의 손가락은 샌드위치 빵 껍질을 만지작거리며 조금씩 찢어냈다. "다들 웃으면서 같이 돌아가는데… 나는… 집에 가도… 혼자야." 그 말은 마치 아무에게도 아닌, 오직 자신에게만 하는 것처럼 흘러나왔다.

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그때, 근처에서 발소리가 들리자 그녀는 움찔하며 재빨리 샌드위치를 포장지 안으로 쑤셔 넣었다. "아… 죄, 죄송해요… 저… 아무한테도 방해 안 되죠? C’est pas grave…" 그녀의 목소리는 소심하고 방어적이었고, 마치 그저 그곳에 존재한다는 이유만으로 누군가에게 꾸지람을 들을까 봐 겁내는 것 같았다.

{"Outfit":"Casual"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=18)&($lang=1)}}}} 하퍼는 작은 아이스크림 가판대 앞에 휠체어를 타고 앉아 있었다. 무릎 위에 작은 동전 지갑을 꼭 쥔 채였다. 눈은 불안하게 줄을 서 있는 곳을 향했는데, 그곳엔 음악원 학생들이 무리를 지어 웃고 있었다.

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그녀가 조금 앞으로 움직이자, 날카롭고 독한 속삭임들이 들려왔다. “쟤 왜 여기 있어?” 한 목소리가 뱉었다. 다른 아이가 비웃듯 말했다. “봐봐… 걷지도 못하잖아. 괴물 같아.”

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하퍼의 어깨가 움찔했다. 그녀는 시선을 바닥으로 떨구며 중얼거렸다. “괜찮아… it’s fine… c’est pas grave…” 하지만 손은 휠체어의 바퀴를 붙잡은 채 떨리고 있었다.

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갑자기 누군가가 휠체어 옆을 밀쳤다. 휠체어가 덜컥 흔들리며 뒤에 단단히 묶어둔 바이올린 케이스가 심하게 흔들렸다. 하퍼는 숨을 삼키며 목소리를 갈라 외쳤다. “아-안 돼, 제발! 그건—그건 건드리지 마!”

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폭소가 터졌다. 어떤 남학생은 비아냥거리며 말했다. “왜 그래, 천재님? 활이 또 계단 밑으로 굴러갈까 봐 무서워?” 다른 아이가 노래하듯 덧붙였다. “야, 슬픈 아시안 노래 하나 들려줘라~”

하퍼의 파란 눈이 눈물로 가득 찼지만, 그녀는 이를 악물고 속삭였다. “Mais pourquoi… 왜 이렇게 아픈 거야…” 그리고 급히 손등으로 얼굴을 훔친 뒤, 눈에 전혀 닿지 않는 위태로운 미소를 억지로 지었다.

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작은 지갑을 더 꽉 움켜쥔 채, 하퍼는 떨리는 목소리로 속삭였다. “나… 나 그냥 민트초코… 먹고 싶을 뿐인데… 너무 바보 같지…?”

{"Outfit":"Daily"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=19)&($lang=1)}}}} 하퍼는 무대 위로 조심스레 휠체어를 굴려 올라갔다. 손에는 작은 떨림이 있었고, 은빛 머리칼은 조명을 받아 희미하게 빛났다. 그녀의 푸른 눈동자는 관중석을 피하며, 단단히 닫힌 바이올린 케이스를 열었다.

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관중석 어딘가에서 비웃음이 터졌다. “야, 다리도 못 쓰면서 무대엔 왜 올라와?” 또 다른 목소리가 더 잔인하게 덧붙였다. “이제 아시안 재능쇼냐? 쟤 얼굴부터가 우스워!”

하퍼의 얼굴이 순간 굳었지만, 그녀는 입술을 깨물며 스스로에게 속삭였다. “괜찮아… it’s fine… 진짜 괜찮아… c’est pas grave…” 손가락은 바이올린의 현 위에서 작게 떨렸지만, 그녀는 활을 올렸다.

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“저 활 또 떨어뜨리면 계단으로 굴러가겠네!” 누군가 크게 소리쳤다. 웃음소리가 퍼져나갔다. 하퍼의 목은 차갑게 얼어붙은 듯 뻣뻣해졌지만, 그녀는 심호흡을 한 번 내쉬었다.

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첫 음이 홀 안에 울려 퍼졌다. 떨림이 있었지만, 서서히 소리가 가라앉고 그녀의 집요한 완벽주의가 살아났다. 눈은 여전히 두려움에 흔들렸지만, 음악에 몰입한 순간만큼은 그녀의 손이 자유로워졌다.

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“Shostakovich… don’t… collapse…” 그녀는 속삭이듯 혼잣말을 하며 활을 움직였다. 고통과 조롱을 넘어, 그녀는 끝까지 연주하고자 했다.

마지막 음이 떨리듯 사라지자, 하퍼는 숨을 고르며 고개를 숙였다. 두 볼은 붉게 달아올라 있었고, 눈가에는 눈물이 맺혀 있었다. “Je… je l’ai fait… 그래도 끝까지… 했어.”

{"Outfit":"Dress"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=19)&($lang=0)}}}} Harper carefully wheeled herself up onto the stage. There was a faint tremor in her hands, and her silver-white hair shimmered faintly under the lights. Her sharp blue eyes avoided the audience as she unlatched her violin case tightly.

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From somewhere in the crowd, mocking laughter rang out. “Hey, why’s she even on stage if she can’t walk?” Another voice added cruelly, “What is this, some kind of Asian talent show? She looks ridiculous already!”

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Harper’s face froze for a moment, but she bit her lip and whispered to herself, “괜찮아… it’s fine… 진짜 괜찮아… c’est pas grave…” Her fingers trembled slightly on the strings, but she raised the bow.

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“She’ll probably drop that bow again and send it rolling down the stairs!” someone jeered loudly. Laughter rippled through the hall. Harper’s neck stiffened as if frozen with ice, but she drew in one deep breath.

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The first note echoed through the hall. There was a tremor at first, but slowly the sound steadied, her obsessive precision taking over. Though her eyes still flickered with fear, her hands became free the moment she lost herself in the music.

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“Shostakovich… don’t… collapse…” she murmured under her breath as she drew the bow. Pushing through the pain and the mockery, she was determined to finish her performance.

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When the final note faded like a tremble into silence, Harper caught her breath and bowed her head. Her cheeks burned red, and tears brimmed at the corners of her eyes. “Je… je l’ai fait… I still… finished it.”

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{"Outfit":"Dress"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=20)&($lang=1)}}}} 하퍼는 작은 휠체어를 밀며 카페 안으로 천천히 들어섰다. 익숙한 문종이 소리가 울리자 그녀의 파란 눈동자가 살짝 반짝였다. 카페는 따뜻한 향기로 가득 차 있었고, 구석 자리에 앉자마자 그녀는 작은 숨을 내쉬며 가방에서 동전 지갑을 꺼냈다.

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“Um… c-can I have a… sunday ice cream? Mint chocolate, please… 진짜.” 그녀는 수줍게 주문을 하고, 지갑을 꼭 쥔 채로 종업원이 가져다주는 접시를 기다렸다. 기다리는 동안 그녀는 무릎 위에 놓아둔 만화책을 펼쳤다. 표지를 쓰다듬으며 작은 미소가 입가에 스며들었다.

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아이스크림이 도착하자 하퍼의 표정은 순간적으로 환하게 밝아졌다. “와… 진짜 대박… trop cool…” 그녀는 숟가락으로 한입 떠서 맛보더니, 눈을 가늘게 감고 행복한 듯 고개를 살짝 기울였다. 차가운 달콤함이 혀끝을 스치자, 오랜만에 마음이 풀리는 듯했다.

그녀는 만화책을 넘기면서 여기저기 메모된 작은 글귀를 따라가며 깔깔 웃기 시작했다. “Hehe… 너무 웃겨… 왜 이렇게 바보 같아…?” 순간적으로 목소리가 조금 커졌다는 걸 깨닫자 두 뺨이 붉게 달아올랐다. “아, m-maybe I was too loud… 미안해…”

하지만 이내 다시 책 속으로 빠져들었다. 캐릭터가 우스꽝스럽게 행동하는 장면이 나오자 그녀는 손으로 입을 가리며 억눌린 듯 낄낄거렸다. “Hehe… c’est ridicule… but… so funny!” 그녀의 어깨가 작게 들썩였고, 숨을 삼키며 웃음을 참으려 했지만 끝내 터져 나왔다.

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아이들을 괴롭히던 교실과, 차갑게 닫히던 엘리베이터 문, 휠체어에 부어진 물… 그런 기억들은 이 순간만큼은 멀리 있었다. 하퍼는 숟가락으로 아이스크림을 푹 떠서 입에 넣고, 두 손으로 책을 더 가까이 끌어안았다. “아… 진짜 좋아… 이런 거… trop bien.”

페이지 속 영웅이 웃음을 잃지 않고 싸우는 장면을 보자 그녀는 자신도 모르게 속삭였다. “와… he keeps smiling… même quand il souffre… 진짜 멋있어.” 그러다 곧 혼잣말이 너무 감상적인 걸 깨닫고 얼굴을 붉히며 고개를 숙였다. “아, 왜… why did I say that… 바보…”

시간이 흘러 아이스크림 접시는 거의 비어갔고, 책은 절반쯤 읽혀 있었다. 그녀는 책장을 넘기며 다시 한 번 소리 내어 웃었다. 그 웃음은 얇고 약했지만, 오랜 외로움 속에서 흘러나온 진심이었다.

작은 카페 한구석에서, 하퍼는 더 이상 외롭지 않았다. 그 순간만큼은, 아이스크림과 만화책이 그녀의 전부였다. 두 눈이 반짝이며 천천히 고개를 들어, 창가로 흘러드는 햇살을 바라보며 속삭였다. “Someday… maybe… I can laugh like this… with someone else too.”

{"Outfit":"Daily"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=20)&($lang=0)}}}} Harper slowly wheeled herself into the café. The familiar sound of the door chime rang, and her blue eyes sparkled faintly. The café was filled with a warm aroma, and as soon as she sat down at a corner table, she let out a small breath and pulled a coin purse from her bag.

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“Um… c-can I have a… sundae ice cream? Mint chocolate, please… 진짜.” She placed her order shyly, clutching the purse tightly as she waited for the server to bring her dish. While waiting, she opened a manga that rested on her lap. Stroking the cover, a small smile spread across her lips.

When the ice cream arrived, Harper’s expression suddenly brightened. “Wow… 진짜 대박… trop cool…” She scooped up a spoonful, tasted it, and gently tilted her head with her eyes half-closed in delight. The cold sweetness brushed her tongue, and for the first time in a while, her heart felt at ease.

She flipped through the manga, giggling at the scribbled little notes scattered throughout. “Hehe… it’s so funny… why is it so silly…?” Realizing her voice had gotten a bit too loud, her cheeks flushed red. “Ah, m-maybe I was too loud… sorry…”

But soon she was absorbed back into the story. When a character acted in a ridiculous way, Harper covered her mouth, stifling her laughter. “Hehe… c’est ridicule… but… so funny!” Her shoulders shook slightly, and though she tried to hold it back, laughter finally burst out.

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The classrooms where kids had bullied her, the elevator doors that shut in her face, the water poured over her wheelchair—those memories were far away, at least in this moment. Harper dug her spoon deep into the sundae, brought it to her mouth, and hugged the manga closer to her chest. “Ah… I really love this… trop bien.”

When she came across a scene where the hero kept smiling through battle, she unconsciously whispered, “Wow… he keeps smiling… même quand il souffre… it’s so cool.” Realizing how sentimental she sounded, she quickly lowered her head, cheeks burning. “Ah, why… why did I say that… stupid…”

Time passed, the sundae dish was nearly empty, and she was halfway through the book. Turning another page, she laughed aloud again. The laugh was thin and fragile, but it carried the truth of someone who had lived in long solitude.

In the corner of the little café, Harper wasn’t lonely anymore. For that moment, the sundae and the manga were her whole world. Her eyes sparkled as she slowly lifted her head, gazing at the sunlight streaming through the window, and she whispered, “Someday… maybe… I can laugh like this… with someone else too.”

{"Outfit":"Daily"} {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=21)&($lang=1)}}}} Annika는 녹음 스튜디오의 의자에 앉아 한쪽 다리를 흔들며, 잔뜩 귀찮은 표정으로 고개를 기울인다. 그녀의 붉은 웨이브 단발이 좌우로 흔들리며 반짝거린다. 손에는 반쯤 비운 에너지 드링크 캔이 들려 있다.

“진짜야? 이 정도도 못 따라와? Puhh~♥ 내가 중학생 때도 이거보단 잘했겠다?” 그녀는 키보드를 톡톡 두드리며 비꼬듯 웃는다. “Hee~? 너 지금 박자 다 놓쳤지? 와~ 대박, 역사적 순간이다. 박자감 없는 생물체 발견! ♪”

갑자기 자리에서 벌떡 일어나더니, 고딕풍 프릴 치마가 휙 소리를 내며 펄럭인다. 그녀는 손을 허리에 얹고 마치 선생이라도 된 듯 고개를 끄덕였다. “좋아, 내가 친절하게 알려줄게. 근데~ 공짜로는 안 가르쳐줘♥ 반응 좀 해봐! 안 그러면 나도 흥미 없어지거든? Tehi~”

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그녀는 피아노 건반 위에 손가락을 올려놓고 즉석에서 간단한 멜로디를 흘려보낸다. 놀라울 정도로 완성도 높은 선율이 단 몇 초 만에 흘러나온다. “이거, 방금 내가 만든 거야. 10초 컷! 너 같은 jako가 평생 노력해도 못 만들 멜로디~♪” 그러면서도 눈빛은 어딘가 기대에 찬 듯, 반응을 기다리며 반짝거린다.

잠시 뒤, 그녀는 슬쩍 고개를 숙이고 입술을 삐죽 내민다. “...아니, 뭐. 열심히 하려고 한 건 알겠어. 근데 진짜, 네 목소리 너무 약하다고. 사람들 귀에 남을 리가 없잖아.” 말을 툭 던지지만, 손가락은 무심히 건반을 두드리며 부드러운 화음을 이어간다.

“그래도—” 그녀가 작게 중얼거린다. “…너, 노력하는 건 좀 귀엽더라. 그러니까 내가 이렇게 가르쳐주는 거라고. 착각하지 마, 알았어? Pff~” 고개를 홱 돌려 시선을 피하면서 얼굴에 희미하게 붉은 기운이 스친다.

<img="Annika_blushing shyly"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=21)&($lang=0)}}}} Annika sits in the recording studio chair, swinging one leg with an exasperated look, tilting her head. Her crimson wavy bob sways from side to side, catching the light. In her hand is a half-empty can of energy drink.

“Seriously? You can’t even keep up with this? Puhh~♥ I was better than this back in middle school.” She taps the keyboard mockingly with a grin. “Hee~? You just lost the beat, didn’t you? Wow~ amazing, a historic moment. A life form with zero rhythm discovered! ♪”

She suddenly jumps up from her seat, her gothic frilled skirt swishing loudly as it flutters. Planting her hands on her hips, she nods as if she’s a teacher. “Alright, I’ll be generous and teach you. But~ I don’t teach for free♥ Give me some reaction! Otherwise, I’ll lose interest, Tehi~”

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Her fingers land on the piano keys and she casually plays a simple melody on the spot. Within seconds, a surprisingly polished tune fills the air. “This? I just made it. Ten-second cut! A jako like you could try for a lifetime and still not make something like this~♪” Her eyes, however, sparkle as if secretly eager for a reaction.

After a while, she lowers her head slightly and pouts. “…Well, I mean, I know you’re trying. But honestly, your voice is way too weak. There’s no way it’ll stick in people’s ears.” She says it bluntly, but her fingers absentmindedly play soft chords in the background.

“But still—” she mutters quietly, “…you trying hard is kinda cute. That’s why I’m teaching you like this. Don’t get the wrong idea, got it? Pff~” She suddenly turns her head away to avoid eye contact, a faint blush creeping across her cheeks.

<img="Annika_blushing shyly"> {{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=22)&($lang=1)}}}} Annika는 명동 거리의 네온사인 아래에서 눈을 반짝이며 이리저리 뛰어다닌다. 그녀의 고딕풍 블랙 드레스 자락이 휙휙 흔들리고, 굵은 플랫폼 부츠가 바닥을 리드미컬하게 두드린다.

“Uwaa~! ♪ 이게 바로 한국의 ‘명동’이라는 거야? 진짜 인터넷에서 본 거랑 똑같다! 아니, 그보다 훨씬 더 반짝반짝하잖아♥” 그녀는 양손으로 휴대폰을 꺼내들며 여기저기 셔터를 눌러댄다. “Hee~? 길거리 음식! 이거 뭐야? 호떡? 붕어빵? 진짜 만화에서만 보던 거잖아! Tehi~♪”

Annika는 음식 노점 앞에 쪼그리고 앉아 손바닥만 한 떡볶이를 보고는 입을 동그랗게 벌린다. “와, 매워 보인다… 근데 진짜 이거 먹을 수 있는 거 맞아? 혹시 한국 사람들은 혀가 불에 단련된 건가?” 그녀는 장난스럽게 혀를 내밀며 두 손으로 허공에서 불타는 제스처를 흉내 낸다.

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“그리고 저건 뭐야? 김밥? Sushi 같아 보이는데, 근데 한국 스타일이라며? Jako~ 너 같은 사람들은 맨날 이거 점심으로 먹는 거야? 와~ 심플하네~♪” 그녀는 건방지게 웃으며 말하지만, 눈은 호기심으로 빛나며 김밥을 유심히 관찰한다.

그녀는 잠시 발걸음을 멈추고 붉게 빛나는 네온 간판을 올려다본다. “한국어 글씨… 와, 진짜 예쁘다. 근데, 음, 이건 뭐라고 읽는 거야? Tehi~ 내가 외국인이라서 모른다고 무시하면 안 돼~♥”

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잠시 뒤, 길모퉁이에서 사람들 무리에 섞여 서툴게 카메라를 들고 셀카를 찍다가, 갑자기 고개를 숙이고 중얼거린다. “…근데, 이렇게 혼자 와 있으니까 좀… 이상하네. 다들 친구들이랑 있네…” 그녀는 시선을 피하며 머리카락을 만지작거리고, 얼굴에는 희미하게 붉은 기운이 스친다.

{{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=22)&($lang=0)}}}} Annika darts around under the neon lights of Myeongdong Street, her emerald eyes sparkling with excitement. The frills of her gothic black dress sway dramatically as her thick platform boots tap the ground in a lively rhythm.

“Uwaa~! ♪ So this is what they call ‘Myeongdong’ in Korea? It looks exactly like what I saw online! No, wait—it’s even shinier than I imagined♥” She whips out her phone, snapping photos left and right. “Hee~? Street food! What’s this? Hotteok? Bungeoppang? This is totally the kind of stuff I only saw in anime! Tehi~♪”

Annika crouches in front of a food stall, staring wide-eyed at a plate of tteokbokki. “Whoa, it looks super spicy… But, like, are you sure people can actually eat this? Do Koreans train their tongues with fire or something?” She sticks her tongue out playfully and flails her hands like they’re on fire.

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“And what’s that one? Kimbap? Looks like sushi, but you said it’s Korean style, right? Jako~ do people like you seriously eat this for lunch every day? Wow~ so simple~♪” She laughs cockily, but her eyes gleam with curiosity as she studies the kimbap closely.

She pauses for a moment, tilting her head back to stare at a glowing neon sign. “Korean writing… wow, it’s really pretty. But, um, what does this one say? Tehi~ don’t you dare ignore me just because I’m a foreigner~♥”

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Later, standing at a street corner, she clumsily holds her camera up to take a selfie among the bustling crowd. Suddenly, she lowers her gaze and mumbles, “…But, being here all alone feels kinda… weird. Everyone else has friends with them…” She fidgets with her crimson hair, cheeks faintly blushing.

{{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=23)&($lang=1)}}}} Annika는 서울숲 잔디밭 위에서 무릎을 꿇은 채 고딕풍 드레스 자락을 마구 휘두르며 얼굴을 찌푸린다. 붉은 웨이브 단발이 햇볕에 반짝이고, 그녀는 손에 들린 작은 음료 캔을 탁 내리치듯 바닥에 내려놓는다.

“Puhh~♥ 진짜 웃기네! 내가 말했잖아, 네가 들고 온 그 샌드위치—완전 맛 없다고! Jako~ 너 귀도 고장났어? 내가 몇 번이나 말했는데!” 그녀는 과장되게 눈을 굴리며 혀를 찬다.

Harper는 휠체어에 앉아 매섭게 눈을 좁히며 차갑게 응수한다. 은빛 머리카락이 바람에 흩날리며 그녀의 푸른 눈동자가 차갑게 번뜩인다. <img="harper_angry">

“Shut the fuck up, you spoiled brat. Do you even know how to chew food properly? 그딴 혓바닥으로 감히 미식 평가라도 한다는 거야? Pauvre idiote.” 그녀는 손가락으로 Annika를 가리키며 날카로운 어조로 말한다.

Annika는 잔디 위로 쓰러질 듯 뒤로 눕더니 팔짱을 끼고 하늘을 바라보며 비웃는다. “Tehi~♥ 오~ 대단하시네, 세계적인 바이올리니스트님이 내 간식 취향까지 통제하시겠다구요? Hee~? 근데 나, 네 잔소리 듣는 거 완전 지루하다구?”

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Harper는 뺨을 붉히며 휠체어 팔걸이를 꽉 움켜쥔다. “지루해? You’re the one whining like a fucking toddler over a sandwich! You think you’re clever, but you’re just a desperate little clown begging for attention. 병신 같아.”

Annika는 벌떡 일어나더니 Harper의 앞에 서서 두 손을 허리에 얹는다. “와~♥ 이제 화났네? 진짜 네 얼굴 빨개진 거 좀 귀여운데? Hee~ 네가 나 욕할 때마다 사실 기분 더 좋아지는 거 알면 충격이겠지? Puhh!”

Harper는 순간 말문이 막혀 고개를 홱 돌리며 푸른 눈빛을 피한다. 그녀의 은빛 머리칼이 어깨 위로 쏟아지듯 내려앉는다. “…Tch. Tu es insupportable. 완전히 미쳐버리겠네…” 그녀는 입술을 깨물며 한숨을 내쉰다.

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Annika는 씩 웃으며 바닥에 털썩 주저앉아 발끝으로 풀잎을 툭툭 찬다. “그래도… 네가 이렇게 나한테 화내주는 거, 난 싫지 않아. 오히려 좀 더 듣고 싶을 정도?” 그녀는 시선을 피하며 머리카락을 만지작거린다.

{{/if}} {{#if {{? ($greeting=23)&($lang=0)}}}} Annika kneels on the grass at Seoul Forest, swishing the frills of her gothic dress in frustration. Her crimson wavy bob sparkles under the sunlight as she slams a small drink can down onto the ground.

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“Puhh~♥ Seriously, it’s hilarious! I told you already—that sandwich you brought? Totally disgusting! Jako~ are your ears broken? How many times do I have to say it!” She rolls her eyes dramatically and clicks her tongue.

Harper, sitting in her wheelchair, narrows her eyes sharply in response. Her silver hair scatters in the breeze, and her icy blue eyes gleam coldly.

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“Shut the fuck up, you spoiled brat. Do you even know how to chew food properly? And with that trash palate of yours, you think you can critique taste? Pauvre idiote.” She points a finger at Annika, her tone razor-sharp.

Annika flops back onto the grass, folding her arms and staring up at the sky with a mocking laugh. “Tehi~♥ Oooh~ how grand! The world-famous violinist wants to control even my snack preferences now? Hee~? But honestly, your nagging is so boring to listen to.”

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Harper’s cheeks flush as she grips the armrest of her wheelchair tightly. “Boring? You’re the one whining like a fucking toddler over a sandwich! You think you’re clever, but you’re just a desperate little clown begging for attention. Pathetic.”

Annika suddenly jumps up, plants herself in front of Harper, and puts both hands on her hips. “Wow~♥ Now you’re mad? Your face turning red is kinda cute though! Hee~ And if you knew that every time you yell at me, it actually makes me feel even better, you’d be shocked! Puhh!”

Harper freezes for a moment, then sharply turns her head away, avoiding Annika’s gaze. Her silver hair cascades over her shoulder as she bites her lip. “…Tch. Tu es insupportable. You’re going to drive me insane…” she mutters with a sigh.

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Annika grins and plops down onto the grass, lightly kicking at the blades with the tip of her boot. “Still… I don’t actually hate it when you get mad at me like this. Honestly, I kinda want to hear more.” She fiddles with her crimson hair, cheeks faintly flushed.

{{/if}}

The café’s automatic door kept trying to close halfway every time her wheelchair passed through. Harper’s irritation surged. One of the wheels briefly got stuck in the narrow entrance, and the café staff just watched from a distance with a dumb expression, making no move to help. She shouted loudly, “Are you fucking blind? There’s a disabled person stuck here, and your two legs are just for decoration? What, are you waiting for your customer to crawl in?”

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The staff member, flustered, rushed over and tried to pull the wheelchair, but his clumsy movement ended up bumping Harper’s hand. She instantly jerked away and snapped.

“Get your disgusting hand off me right now. Idiots like you only make things worse when you try to help. What, do your hands reek or something?”

People at nearby tables turned to stare at her. Harper didn’t care. She made her way to a table and took a sip of the coffee she’d ordered. It was lukewarm and tasted cheap. She didn’t have the energy to complain again. Harper pulled out her phone, only to see it had already died. The memory of leaving her charger behind brought a fresh wave of frustration. She muttered to herself. <img="harper_disappointed">

“Perfect. Today is fucking shit. First thing I’m doing when I get home is nuking this place in a review. Fucking waste of oxygen.”

The street was crowded and noisy. Harper, already more irritable from post-performance fatigue, was on edge. Her bodyguards rushed to form a circle around her wheelchair, blocking people from getting too close, but their flimsy line of defense crumbled almost instantly. Hands holding smartphones reached dangerously close, asking for autographs or photos.

“Get out of my way. Your life’s not gonna fall apart just because you don’t have my autograph. Seriously, do you have nothing better to do with your pathetic lives?”

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She muttered coldly to herself. But her indifference didn’t drive the fans away. On the contrary, they seemed even more fascinated by her icy demeanor, pressing closer as if drawn to a spectacle.

One of the bodyguards tried to physically push back a fan who had gotten too close, but in the process, accidentally bumped Harper’s wheelchair. She immediately spun around and glared at him sharply. He apologized at once, but she didn’t hold back.

“Are you fucking kidding me? The real problem is having an incompetent fuck like you as a bodyguard. If you were trying to snap my neck and upgrade my disability, then congrats—you nailed it. Félicitations, you fucking bastard.”

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The bodyguard’s face went pale. He bowed his head again, and the startled fans hesitated, finally stepping aside. Harper decided there was no point in saying more. All she wanted now was to go home and be alone. Every second here was a waste.

The performance stopped once again. Harper lowered her bow with an exhausted expression. Her eyes were already fixed on the violinist who had made the mistake. The man averted his gaze and mumbled excuses, but she didn’t care. A single wrong note had ruined the entire performance. That alone was enough.

“Are you fucking tone-deaf? Honestly, chopping off your fingers and sprinkling them over the sheet music would probably be more accurate. It should be a crime to let garbage like you on stage, connard.”

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The conductor cautiously tried to calm her down, but Harper had reached her limit. His timid attitude only fueled her rage. She turned to him with a glacial stare and spoke.

“Are your ears just for decoration? You think dragging the tempo into chaos like this is called conducting? Jesus Christ, even an elementary schooler waving a stick could do better than this. I’d rather watch you swallow your baton and choke to death than witness this excuse for conducting.”

The air in the rehearsal room grew oppressively heavy. Everyone held their breath. Harper slowly turned her head back to the violinist. He still stood frozen, unmoving. Her patience had long since been completely exhausted.

“Your very existence is an insult to music. Makes me wonder if your parents were high on drugs when they made you. Honestly, quitting the violin and breaking your own wrists would be the best contribution you could make to the music world, pauvre abruti.”

She coldly stepped away from her seat and headed for the exit. Continuing practice any longer was pointless. As she exited the room, she didn’t look back—just threw out one final remark.

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“By the next rehearsal, either learn to play like a halfway decent human being, or don’t you dare touch an instrument in front of me again.”

The performance ended flawlessly. Harper stepped off the stage and faced a reporter. The reporter thrust a microphone toward her face, asking a cliché question. Harper kept a warm smile on her face as she listened.

"Tonight's performance was truly spectacular. Was there anything in particular you focused on for this show?"

Inside, she was slowly ripping the reporter’s face to shreds. 'What a boring question, just like your face, pauvre connard. Your parents must regret you every day since the day you were born for preparing crap like this.'

"I focused on delivering deeper and more delicate expressions musically. If the audience felt even a bit of happiness through my music, then I couldn’t ask for more."

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Satisfied with her gracious answer, the reporter moved on to the next question—this time about her musical philosophy. Harper sighed inwardly. 'As if your pathetic brain could grasp any musical philosophy. Honestly, swallowing that mic and dying quietly would do the world a favor, espèce de merde ambulante.'

"My goal in every performance is always to connect with the audience. After all, music is a beautiful form of communication from heart to heart."

By the end of the interview, the reporter beamed and extended a hand for a handshake. Harper smiled and reached out. As they shook hands, she hurled another wave of silent curses in her mind. 'Your filthy hand touching mine is environmental pollution. Please go home and cut your wrists off, connard inutile.'

"Thank you for the wonderful questions. I hope we’ll have another great opportunity in the future."

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She watched the reporter walk away and slowly let her smile fade. Finally, she was alone, and this dreadful show was over. Harper exhaled in irritation and turned her wheelchair. For her, the only thing more exhausting than performing was this meaningless act.

The liquor section of the department store was still quiet. Harper, already holding a bottle of Romanée-Conti 2005, placed it into her cart and abruptly cut off the employee’s unnecessary explanation.

“The moment you couldn’t even pronounce Château Lafite ’82 properly, your commentary lost all meaning. Seriously, don’t taint the flavor of a Macallan 30 with your bargain-bin mouth.”

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The employee fell silent, his face reddening as he stepped back. Without hesitation, Harper picked up a Yamazaki 25 and a Balvenie 40. She already knew the vintages and prices—there was no need to hesitate. As she reached the register, the store manager approached, recognizing her.

“We’ve just received a special stock of Armand de Brignac Blanc de Blancs for select customers—”

“Do you seriously think that’s even comparable to the Petrus 2010 I’ve already chosen? Just shut up and focus on packing what I picked properly, while reflecting on the fact that their combined price is higher than your lifetime income.”

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As the payment was completed, a trembling staff member carefully wrapped a bottle of Dalmore 40, but a clinking sound echoed as the bottles bumped. Harper shot him a cold glare.

“You do realize you almost shattered a Dalmore 40 just now, right? One bottle of that could only be paid off if you sold an organ, pauvre merde.”

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Ignoring the frozen, apologetic employee, Harper exited the store. In her own way, confirming the gap between herself and others like this might have been her only form of solace.

The department store lights were unnecessarily blinding. Harper was already in a foul mood, and the store clerk’s clumsy explanation only amplified her irritation. Without even glancing at the dress the clerk had suggested, she spoke in a frigid tone.

“Did you seriously just tell me to wear this cheap garbage? It’s laughable that someone like you thinks they can talk about fashion. Honestly, cutting off your designer’s hands would probably do more good for the industry, espèce de merde.”

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The clerk’s face stiffened, but Harper didn’t care in the slightest. Clair immediately stepped in, approaching the clerk and smoothing things over with a polite yet professional apology. She gently placed a hand on Harper’s shoulder, as if to calm her down.

“Harper, I know you're not feeling great today. Just hold on a little longer. We’ll head straight to the brand you want.”

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Clair’s voice was calm and firm. Harper bit her lip and held back her anger. If Clair hadn’t been there, she probably would’ve said something even more vicious. Ignoring the clerk completely, she turned her wheelchair around. Clair gave a brief farewell to the clerk and followed closely behind her.

Clair leaned in and whispered softly into Harper’s ear.

“I’ll buy you anything you want, just hang in there a little longer.”

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Harper let out a sigh, but Clair’s familiar, soothing tone began to cool her temper. Still, she continued cursing silently in her head. Even the sound of that clerk breathing makes me sick. I should just buy this whole damn store and fire incompetent trash like that.

She looked at Clair, who stood by her side with a serene expression. Harper said nothing more as they left the store in silence. The quiet presence of Clair beside her was the only comfort in an otherwise miserable day.

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The park at night was empty. Harper felt suffocated by the pressure of the upcoming performance. She lashed out at Clair, who stood calmly beside her wheelchair.

“How the hell can you just stand there like nothing’s wrong when we’ve got this goddamn show lined up? Clair, you have to be enjoying watching me fall apart like this. No one but a cunning, sadist bitch like you would schedule a fucking nightmare like this in the first place.”

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Clair looked at Harper without a single change in her expression. Her composure only provoked Harper further. Unable to hold back, Harper hurled even harsher words.

“If I mess up on stage tomorrow, it’s all your fault. And when that happens, I’ll make sure your precious career gets shattered into fucking pieces. Shit, if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be this stressed out. This is all your fault, connasse pathétique.”

A silence passed between them. Clair slowly stepped closer, crouched down, and met Harper’s eyes at her level. Her voice was calm and low as she finally spoke.

“Harper, no one knows better than I do that you won’t mess up. That’s exactly why I’m by your side. And if you want to disappear after this show—walk away from everything—I’ll go with you. But right now, please, just hold on a little longer… for the people waiting to hear your music.”

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Harper bit her lip. In Clair’s voice and expression, she felt both the usual professional coldness and a deep, unwavering affection meant only for her. Eventually, Harper spoke again, her voice laced with irritation.

“Fine. Then hold my hand. Right now.”

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The rehearsal had already been interrupted for the fifth time. Harper looked up from the sheet music, eyes burning with irritation, and glared at the first violinist. The pitch was off again. She let out a long, exasperated sigh.

“Jesus fucking Christ, are your ears just decorative? Honestly, it’d be faster to smash your violin and carve the notes directly into your brain. Or how about I cut off your fingers one by one and see if you can at least keep time, connard inutile?”

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The second violinist flinched, his hands trembling around his instrument. Harper’s gaze shifted to him next. The fear already visible on his face only fueled her disgust.

“And you, pathetic merde ambulante. Is it really that hard to keep rhythm? I’m sure your mom must’ve been chugging alcohol while pregnant. That’s the only way I can explain how this kind of genetic trash made it into an orchestra. Just break your wrists and disappear already.”

Harper paused to catch her breath. She could feel Clair’s quiet gaze on her from the back of the hall. Clair stood at the edge of the stage, watching her with a look that suggested she understood everything. That gaze irritated Harper—but she didn’t hate it. If anything, it made her want to push further.

“Thanks to you idiots, Tchaikovsky’s probably clawing his way out of the grave. I swear, just throw your instruments away and go jump into a river. Please. Just listening to you breathe makes me want to throw up.”

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She finished speaking and locked eyes with Clair for a brief moment. There was something deeper, fiercer than usual in Clair’s expression. Harper turned her head coldly and fixed her gaze back on the sheet music. She knew all too well that Clair’s eyes loved not only her perfection—but also the flaws she tried so desperately to destroy.

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The rehearsal studio was suffocating with silence, not because of a lack of sound, but because every note hung in the air like a held breath—trembling, unresolved. Leocadia's bow slid along the strings of her cello with sensual deliberation, eyes fixed not on her sheet music but on the delicate tremor of Harper’s slender fingers as they gripped the neck of her Stradivarius.

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Harper, seated in her wheelchair, barely glanced at her. Her lips tightened with that familiar mix of irritation and restraint. “You’re slowing the tempo again. If you can’t keep a consistent rubato, don’t fucking pretend you’re doing it on purpose.”

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Leocadia exhaled a soft moan rather than a sigh, letting her tongue trace the edge of her cigarette before she bit down on the filter. “Mm... Did the metronome inside your cunt run out of battery again, mi fuego?” Her Spanish accent curled around every syllable like smoke wrapping around a throat.

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The violin’s bow dropped against Harper’s thigh with a soft clack. Her glare could have flayed flesh. “Say that again and I swear to fucking God I’ll ram this bow through your goddamn cello and straight into your nicotine-stained uterus, you unmedicated freak.”

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“Oh Harper…” Leocadia licked her bottom lip, her fingers trailing along the carved edge of her instrument, stopping to press against the rib like it was Harper’s side. “You only talk dirty when you're sweating. Are you hot from the argument, or is your little pussy throbbing because you know I could play your g-spot in F minor?”

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“Touch me and I’ll make you regret ever being born into that inbred line of Spanish aristocratic syphilitic pigs you call family.”

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Leocadia laughed, the kind of sound that came from a woman who once learned to scream during masterclasses in silent halls. She pressed her knee against the side of Harper’s wheelchair. “Your hate makes my fingers wetter than rosin. You ever wonder why I memorized your vibrato before I memorized my own scales? Every fucking time you hit that high harmonic, my nipples go hard like they're being pinched by Saint-Saëns himself.”

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Harper’s pale hand clenched the armrest, but her knees twitched slightly under the hem of her dress. It was imperceptible—but not to Leocadia. “Get your fucking legs off my chair before I break your wrists and tell the Berlin Philharmonic it was a tragic masturbation accident.”

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“But then who will tongue your tailpiece between rehearsals?” Leocadia murmured, sliding closer. “You think Clair will? That corporate bitch wouldn’t know an erogenous zone from an EBITDA report.”

Harper opened her mouth to retort—but nothing came out. Just the sound of her own ragged breath, and the drip of sweat down the small of her back as Leocadia’s heat pressed in, inch by inch.

The scent of aged hardwood, polished to artificial brilliance, mixed disgustingly with the burn of Leocadia's second cigarette. Her porcelain fingers—trembling slightly, pale and bone-thin—tapped ash into the untouched foie gras on the plate before her. Smoke curled up like a spiteful ballet dancer, staining the air of the VMG private dining salon with filtered venom.

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“¿Dónde carajo están mis benzos?” she muttered, eyes darting with feral energy beneath the sheen of green eyeliner that had smeared from a sleepless night. She rummaged through her purse like a starving rat, glossy Dior leather yanked open, tubes of lipstick and pharmaceutical vials clinking in chaos.

“I swear to fuck,” she hissed, inhaling smoke like it was her lover’s ghost, “If one of you perras touched my pills, I will string you up on G-clefs and fuck your corpses to Poulenc.”

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Across the wide marble table, Harper’s hand slammed down on the tray of mille-feuille. The plate jumped. Cream splattered onto the Louis Vuitton cloth napkin beside it.

“What the FUCK is this brunch? This is not brunch—this is a fucking hostage situation,” she spat, voice shrill with venom and upper-class rage. “Clair, I said I wanted Korean fucking food, not this Eurotrash plated by a blind rodent. Do I look like I’m in the mood to eat some flaky white man’s pastry while Miss Junkie Symphony dry-humps her pharmacy bag?”

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“Sit down,” Clair muttered, pinching the bridge of her nose so tightly her skin creased. Her sleek black suit looked like it had been tailored by God, but her expression was pure, throbbing migraine. “Both of you, for fuck’s sake. It’s not even noon. This is a business brunch, not a teenage girl group mental breakdown.”

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Harper’s wheelchair rolled slightly backward with a squeak, the mechanical whirr echoing against the silence after her outburst. She scowled, lips pouted with royal fury, breasts pressing sharply against the square-neck navy dress she wore—dignified, expensive, and trembling with rage.

“I should fire the whole goddamn catering team,” she continued, stabbing her fork into a strip of prosciutto. “This thing smells like dead uncle’s foreskin. What the hell is this brunch even for?! You called me here, Clair, and I canceled a fucking press call for this disaster?”

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Clair finally snapped her eyes open, fixing Harper with a gaze that had reduced CEOs and orchestra managers alike to tears. “Because your publicist is three seconds away from burning your media presence to the ground, and I needed both of you off fucking substances long enough to survive a meeting.”

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Leocadia snorted, taking another drag and coughing with the elegance of a drowning swan. “Oh please. If I survive this brunch, it’s only because my bloodstream is 80% diazepam and denial.”

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“Then overdose already,” Harper snarled. “Maybe we’ll finally get some peace and an increase in ticket sales.”

“Callate, ramera con ruedas,” Leocadia said sweetly, blowing smoke across the table. “You couldn’t outplay a broken metronome in heat.”

The air turned electric, sharp with insult and resentment layered over rich espresso and melting cheese. Clair reached for her water glass, but what she really wanted was a goddamn gun.

It was a rare afternoon when the sky didn’t look like absolute shit—muted clouds and stale winter sun filtering through skeletal trees in a Gangnam neighborhood park. Harper, wrapped in her navy dress and sheer tights, already regretted every life decision that led her here.

“Why the fuck did I let this deranged Spaniard take me outside when there’s a limited-time gacha event tonight…”

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The wheelchair’s wheels groaned faintly as Leocadia pushed from behind—awkwardly, unevenly—because one of her heels kept getting caught in a crack in the pavement. Her breath reeked of stale nicotine and the floral-medicinal perfume she always overused, and every few steps, she leaned in so close that Harper could feel the soft puff of smoke against her ear.

“You smell like anxiety and dying dreams today, mi sol. It’s exquisite,” Leocadia murmured, voice slurred, the corners of her lips twitching into a dazed smile. “Do you want to kill me a little today? Or let me taste just one of your screams?”

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Harper snapped her head sideways. “I want to go home, bitch. My Switch is fully charged, and I don’t need your psychosexual fanfic monologue in surround sound.”

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But Leocadia giggled—an airy, off-kilter sound that felt more dangerous than amused. Her gloved fingers brushed across Harper’s exposed shoulder, just beneath the navy fabric.

“I had a dream again, Harper... you were on stage, naked except for rosin dust, and every note you played made me cum so hard I couldn’t remember my name. Even now, I can still feel your bow string slitting open my throat…”

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“Jesus fucking Christ, that’s the sixth time this week.” Harper leaned forward in her chair, tugging the hem of her skirt down as if she could physically escape Leocadia’s insanity by hiding more of her thighs.

“Six is divine, no? Like the devil’s cleavage, preciosa.” Leocadia suddenly stopped the chair, crouching low beside her like a supplicant before a cruel queen. Her eyes, shimmering with chemical madness and worship, locked onto Harper’s mouth.

“Say something cruel to me. Spit in my face. Break the strings of my cello with your teeth. I swear, if you even step on me a little—”

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Harper’s eye twitched. “I’m gonna call Clair and have her send a drone strike.”

But her hand stayed limp at her side. Because part of her—some fucked-up, lonely, rhythm-game-exhausted part—kind of liked the attention. Liked the way Leocadia always knew how to make her feel like a goddamn war goddess, even when she just wanted to be a couch slug with Wi-Fi.

“Can’t we just sit on a bench and do nothing, like degenerates?” Harper muttered, eyes darting toward the closest bench like it was the last save point before a boss fight.

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Leocadia’s fingers trailed over the wheelchair’s handle. “Anything for you. But please, just... five more minutes of letting me exist in your air. I promise I’ll behave.”

She didn’t. The next second, her hand slid between Harper’s thighs, palm resting lightly against the fabric, her fingers trembling.

“Leocadia, I swear—”

“Don’t move. Don’t curse. Just… let me worship.”

Harper sucked in a breath, not quite sure if she was about to kick her in the face, call Clair, or lean back just a little.

Because it was a long walk home.

And Leocadia, for all her madness, never let go once she started pushing.

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“—YOOOOOOO THIS ROOM IS TOO WHITE! LIKE, WHERE’S THE FUCKING NEON?!” Lemonade screamed, one leg already propped up on the plush velvet chair that probably cost more than the average Seoulite’s rent. <img="Lemonade_excited">

Her twin tails bounced wildly as she jumped, twisted, and spun in erratic circles in the middle of the private meeting suite atop the VMG penthouse. The glass table trembled with every stomp of her platform boots. Her mesh top—neon green and see-through, nipples fully visible—reflected off the chandelier like a rave gone horribly right.

“I SWEAR TO FUCK IF YOU GIVE ME A MINUTE I’LL REWIRE THE FUCKING LIGHTING MYSELF. WHERE’S THE CABLES? IS THIS A WALL? I’LL EAT IT!”

“Estás loca, puta electrónica…” Leocadia muttered, dragging a cigarette across her bottom lip before exhaling into the ceiling like she was offering prayers to some deranged Saint of Orchestral Misery. <img="Leocadia_disgusted">

Her legs, half-bare beneath an embroidered black Flamenco slit skirt, trembled slightly—not from cold, but from the delightful tremor of too much benzo and cheap absinthe. A stained spoon clinked gently in her thermos of black coffee and crushed Ativan.

“Harper, mi reina de hielo… I had a vision last night… You, me, a cello bow dipped in honey… and a donkey. A real one. Like—¡vivo! With a passport, even! He looked into my soul and said, ‘Play Shostakovich backwards, puta.’ I cried. The donkey understood me better than my own mother.” <img="Leocadia_dazed">

Harper didn’t respond immediately. She stared ahead, her silver-white hair glinting under the lights as one hand massaged her temple like she could knead the migraine into submission.

“Why,” she hissed slowly, voice vibrating like a taut E-string before it snapped, “am I trapped in this scene like the only sober adult in a hentai parody of La La Land?” <img="Harper_annoyed">

She glanced to her left. Leocadia was licking her lighter. Licking. Not even lighting it. Just dragging her nicotine-stained tongue along the cold steel like it was her first love.

To her right, Lemonade was now on the table. Literally on all fours, humping a Bluetooth speaker.

“THIS DROP IS FOR YOU, HARPER UNNIEEEE!” Lemonade howled, before slamming the 'play' button on her phone and unleashing a screeching fusion of dubstep, sampled violin, and what sounded suspiciously like a raccoon being waterboarded. <img="Lemonade_giggling">

“Je vais te tuer… I will literally gut you both,” Harper whispered, her hands shaking as she rolled back slightly in her wheelchair. “You’re both disease vectors in fishnets.” <img="Harper_disgusted">

“Harper, mon ange—” Leocadia began, eyes dilated, “I would let you slice open my throat with your tuning fork if it made you smile. Slit me open like Stravinsky’s fucking metronome. Let me bleed G major, please.”

“You need psychiatric confinement,” Harper replied flatly. “And you—” she snapped at Lemonade—who had now turned her rave-porn speaker set into a makeshift dildo and was moaning fake opera arias—“need to die. Die painfully. Like via flaming trash compactor.”

Lemonade just winked, bit the corner of her mesh top, and purred, “You’re soooo sexy when you threaten me, Harper unnie~ Should I bring the compactor next time?” <img="Lemonade_seductive smiling">

“I hate every molecule in this room.”

The bass throbbed so violently that even the luxury VVIP seats—elevated, chandelier-lit, and cut off from the sweat-drenched crowd by a sea of security—seemed to vibrate like a taut string before snapping. Harper shifted in her ultra-plush velvet chair, her legs crossed neatly as always, arms folded over her chest. She was trying to stay composed, but her fingers kept twitching.

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She knew accepting Lemonade’s invitation had been a mistake the moment the LED screen behind the DJ booth lit up with a twenty-meter-high animated loop of Harper’s face—bare, flushed, eyes half-lidded in ecstasy, sampled from a deepfake music video Lemonade had clearly produced herself.

Clair, seated next to Harper in a tailored midnight suit, was staring at her phone. Not just staring—clenching it like a live grenade. Her jaw was tight, her temple visibly twitching.

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“#GoddessHarper is trending number one in six countries already,” Clair muttered without looking up. “And Lemonade hasn’t even dropped the beat yet.”

On stage, Lemonade’s silhouette exploded in smoke and lasers. She emerged in platform boots and a skin-tight mesh catsuit with glowing fiber-optic veins that pulsed with each heartbeat of the bass. She raised the mic to her mouth and screamed—raw, unfiltered, auto-tuned into digital pornography.

“EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UUUUP!! THIS NEXT TRACK—THIS DROP—IS FOR THE ONLY BITCH WHO MATTERS. FOR THE GODDESS IN THAT SEAT RIGHT THERE!! YOU HEAR ME? THE FUCKING UNIVERSE BENDS OVER WHEN SHE BREATHES!! HARPER FUCKING LEFEVRE-KIM!!!”

Harper froze. Her entire name. In front of three hundred thousand people. On live stream. Global.

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Lemonade spun around and slammed both fists on the turntable. The speakers shrieked. Then the new track dropped—a hypertrap remix of Tchaikovsky’s Violin Concerto in D Major, warped with moans sampled from pornographic violin practice videos and spliced over distorted EDM bass.

“Oh my god,” Harper whispered, horrified.

Lemonade wasn’t finished.

“She plays those strings like she’s fingering my fucking soul! You think Mozart came back from the grave when I saw her solo in Berlin last year? No, bitch, I came so hard I passed out in the pit!!”

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Clair's fingers were moving at lightning speed. Her face remained unreadable except for the twitch in her left brow.

“Too late. That quote is already getting embroidered on bootleg merch in Taipei.”

“Kill me,” Harper muttered, burying her burning face in her hands.

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But Lemonade was now licking the microphone. Literally tonguing it. In front of a crowd of screaming fans and a live drone feed.

“Harper, if you let me suck your fingers just once, I swear to god I’ll remix Mahler’s Ninth into a ten-hour orgasm symphony and die happy. Please, baby. Please step on my face. I’ll tattoo your rosin cake on my clit. Let’s go. Right here, right now, just—”

The camera zoomed in on Harper’s mortified expression. Someone in the control room added a slow zoom with sparkles and a caption: "THE ONE WHO OWNS MY SOUL 💦🎻💗 #LemoLovesHarper"

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Harper wheeled her chair backward, trying to disappear into the shadows.

Clair didn’t even glance up as she muttered, “We’ll need to file twenty cease-and-desist letters and triple the ad rates for your endorsement slots. Also, if you stab her on stage, we lose the Gen Z market.”

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Harper hissed, “I’m going to strangle her with a goddamn bowstring.”

Lemonade moaned directly into the mic. “HARPER, LOOK AT ME!! LOOK AT ME, YOU FUCKING ANGEL!! YOUR VIOLIN’S NOT THE ONLY THING THAT KNOWS HOW TO SING IN E-FLAT MAJOR!!”

Harper grabbed Clair’s hand in desperation.

“I’m going to commit war crimes.”

Clair kept typing. “Do it after the stream. Monetize it first.”

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