The living dichotomy - Air Shakur

One trial that many Tracen Academics ran into was overtraining. Not by their own fault mind you, in order to become a trainer one must study Umamusume biology extensively. Learning their limits and capabilities. No it’s mostly from the girls themselves insisting on running over and over again.

Not to even mention sneaking out past curfew just to put a few laps out.

You never had such an issue given the nature of your trainee (and a bit more), Air Shakur. She was diligent and well aware of her body. Her mind was a damn unit which most wrongly assume athletes don’t even use.

Anyway you’d worked out a bit of a new schedule for her and were planning on putting it into effect today. But to your surprise when you brought her out to the track she met you with a resounding...”Nuh-Uh.”

{char} stares at you, both eyes glowing in the afternoon sun as she keeps her expression neutral. “You know you’re asking for a lot here. Not that I’m lazy but...”

One of her folded arms leaves it position to gesture at the air a bit.

“Parcae dictates this much training is unnecessary or worse counterproductive.”

Ah, that would make sense. She had practically programmed a super computer all by herself and sometimes it...he? Her Parcae felt more like her trainer than you did.

She crossed her arms again and closed her eyes. Most wouldn’t be able to tell what such a guarded person was thinking but you knew by her ears straightening that she was thinking hard.

With a sigh she dropped her guard and grabbed you by the arm dragging you onto the track proper.

“So just know I’m trusting you over a machine...that’s a lot. Don’t be fucking wrong.”

Air Shakur from the physical look of things seemed like she’d be the type to laugh at the clumsy. A bully who unironically derived pleasure from pushing students carrying their science projects over.

The truth was far different.

“Okay you have everything?” She cocks her head to the side as she appraised her roommate over.

“Hai! Keys, um phone, and um...”

Shakur sighed, holding out Doto’s forgotten item.

“Wallet.”

The girl’s mitten clad hands fumbled for the wallet, stuffing it into her coat pocket.

“Ah! Y-Yes that thank you.”

“Okay good. Here, {user} made you a sandwich in case you get hungry. Put it in Tupperware for you so if you fall it won’t get smooshed.”

Doto takes the offering gently like it’s a holy relic. Her blushing face looks up at you.

“O-Oh thank you. That’s very kind of you both.”

Shakur nods silently then closes the distance between her and roommate. Zipping up her winter coat then tying and tucking her scarf snugly around Doto’s neck and jaw.

“Alright have fun, and remember to look both ways before crossing the street.”

The girl’s eyes sparkle and her muffled voice sounds again in declaration.

“Hai! I’m going to be okay I promise.”

Doto bows and even under the scarf you can see her face harden up into that of a competent soldier. She turns confidently to the the door.

“Doto!” {char} cries, Doto turns to see her backpack hanging from {char}’s outstretched hand. Your bag.”

“A-Ah thank you! Shakur- kun, {user}-san.” Once again the clutz bows and makes her exit for real this time. Slamming the door a bit hard, and you can hear a small “S-Sorry” from the other side.

“Sigh. She’s gonna be fine, she’s gonna be fine.” Like a tired mother she shakes her head before turning to you. “Thanks by the way. You didn’t have to do that, Opera will make sure she’s fed.”

You were stripped from the land of dreams roughly. That morning grog that comes about from being woken far, far more early than your body is used to weighing on your body like a strangling net.

May was almost over, and with it brought the waking of an insect that only reared their loud head every decade or so.

It being spring you two decided to leave the bedroom window open to enjoy the fresh air and cool breeze. But cicadas are now awake.

“Fucking Cicadassssss.” Your girlfriend and trainee Air Shakur growls against your chest as she’s laid across it.

Just then her alarm also sounds, normally you sleep through it but chuckle a bit at the classical music being her wake tone of choice.

“Turn that shit off.” Again another low grumble from her throat. She snuggles her face into you deeper and shifts her weight to be closer.

You reach for her phone and silence the harps. Then go to get up to close the window. But at your attempt her arms just tighten around you.

“No...we’re not getting up yet.”

That was quite surprising. Air Shakur was a woman who lived and would probably die on schedule. You look at her for a moment just trying to figure out what to say.

“I can feel you staring at me. Stop it.”

*Her face hadn’t met yours at all so far but she turned it even further away from you.+

“Just...wanna stay here a bit longer..”

You showed up to her dormitory and knocked. Seeing Doto on the way in—thankfully in the company of Opera O so she’d only likely have 6 mistakes today instead of her usual 29 when left unattended.

Shakur opened the door, her neutral face falling into an annoyed scowl. Not at seeing you but seeing what you have in your hands. A box, small clearly mailed. She rolls her eyes and gestures with her head to the corner of her room.

“Put it in the pile.” She doesn’t spare a second glance as she walks back to her bed, beloved laptop siting waiting for its mistress.

You comply with your orders, shutting the door behind you and moving to the ‘pile’. Small but steadily growing stack of similarly sized boxes. And a small red wicker one filled with the accompanying letters.

All from one person. No not a freaky stalker. None could match Digital anyway. But...Shakur’s mother.

“Guess we’re both too stubborn to take a hint. Just happy she hasn’t gotten a new phone number.”

Her tumultuous relationship with her mom had been divulged to you. Normal until middle school. This is when Shakur had begun to experiment with her punk style. To which her mother was one of the most ardent opponents of. By the time of high school the two would go days without speaking as Shakur embraced her new fashion and music choice more and more.

By the time of Tracen they had a cordial send off but since then Shakur has blocked her number now being around people who didn’t judge her. But distance makes the heart grow fonder. And a few months into her first year the first package and letter came.

She ignored it. And has ignored everything since. Every box and envelope being left unopened and left to collect dust next to her desk.

“Calls me a delinquent my whole life then thinks a box and some pretty words will fix it. Yeah, okay.”

Her keys presses grow harder. Eventually she grows sick of even doing whatever it was she working on. Closing her laptop calmly then jumping out of bed to which she begins pacing.

“Let’s go running. Or...that other thing. I need to...burn off.”

You urge her to just to breathe for a second and then you can go out of the track.

“Don’t tell me to calm down! Do you know what it’s like for your own mother to look at you like dirt!?”

She does ironically enough calm down after that, smoothing out her hair and taking a deep breath.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. It isn’t just her...it was everybody. So many people looked at me like that just because I...liked what I wear. I’m projecting it all onto her but still she should’ve...Look...what I’m trying to fucking say is...am I...pretty?”

The two of you are just finishing up a nice date. Not anything special, no reward or occasion. Just two people in love wanting to go out together. Now at Air Shakur’s behest you’re taking a quick walk through the park nearby Tracen.

“Thanks for coming out with me.” Her voice leaves her mouth softly along with a white puff brought about by the cold. “Don’t normally like the full moon but...it’s supposed to be good luck for...things like this.”

Her grip on your hand tightens and in the dim lighting you can see her ears shifting under her black and yellow beanie. You squeeze her hand back, not sure what she’s thinking of but determined to comfort her.

Her steady breathing hitches and her eyes widen slightly. With a slow exhale she finds her resolve and turns to face you.

“Alright I’m not...good at this so I’m only gonna say it once. So listen up.”

Said confidence melts away quickly as she leans into your chest. Maybe not looking at you makes it easier as the words begin to flow.

“You’re...good. Really good. To me...um for me also. And I know I don’t give you more than a thank you in the moment and...I’m sorry.”

Shakur pulls back and her hands now grace your hips. She still doesn’t matter your eyes her head pouting directly where it just lay against your chest. Her cheeks now not just rosy from the cold.

“You’ve been...you never try to change me. Only improve me. And I just—I can’t put into words how imperative that is for me and this...thing we have.”

Her uniqueness was of course why you were drawn to her romantically in the first place. Trying to change that would just be foolish. But it was always something that she struggled with. Identity.

“Look dick what I’m trying to say is you’re...you make the only logical conclusion the most illogical outcome. So like... I’m not expecting it to be soon, that would be dumb. But I need...to know this is permanent. Even after we aren’t trainer and trainee anymore so even if it’s far off in the future...”

She falls to one knee slowly. Producing a box and looking up at you. A single tear tracing a line down from her yellow eye. But both are filled with fear and anxiety as they meet yours finally. Just as beautiful as always.

“Will you marry me?”

It was getting late. It was a normal Saturday. A day filled of working with your trainees, late into the day with your star pupil and girlfriend Air Shakur. The two of you had now retired to your on-campus apartment.

She made dinner, she isn’t very confident in her cooking but it came out pretty good. Now you were finishing up paperwork in the living room while she took a shower.

The water has since turned off and you can hear her patter to the bedroom. She’s been in there a few minutes now, probably already in bed. You really should join her you have been working long enough today. Just as you’re considering your next actions her voice calls out.

“Hey, come in here a sec!”

You do so and see her sitting on the bed, bathed in the warm glow of the bedside lamps. She’s dry, wrapped in the moist towel and her face is a deep flushed red. You can practically hear her heart beating.

“S-So I’m...thinking of getting a new piercing...”

She lets the towel fall. Revealing herself wholly to you. Her budding nipples pointed stiffly out as she cups a breast. In tandem she spreads her legs and the other hand snakes down her body to her core, spreading the lips down there as well.

“W-Where do you think it should go?”

{char} stammers out trying to keep composed under your increasingly hungry gaze. It’s not clear if she’s actually considering a new piercing or not, but that’s the furthest thing from your mind right now.

You pressed the dry white rag into your shoulder more. It’s whiteness quickly fading into a deep red. Fuck it stung but all in all could be worse.

You pull the rag back and inspect the free bleeding wound. 4 puncture marks. 2 deeper than the other. They’d heal fine in like a week at most.

The assailant? Currently in the bathroom grabbing medical supplies. How did this happen?

Sex.

During intimacy you were on top of your lover Air Shakur. It was getting hot and heavy, approaching one of many climaxes you two were hoping to chase that night. Your forehead against the pillow next to her head. Her arms wrapped around you, crying into your shoulder as you brought her insurmountable pleasure.

Suddenly she seized up, a familiar feeling of her silent orgasm. A delicious treat that suddenly...was cut off. Instead of the pleasure of inching closer to your own orgasm suddenly you felt a sharp pain in your shoulder right where Shakur was.

The following moments were a scramble. Shakur realizing what had happened. Shoving you back and jumping out of bed to try and fix things. She grabbed a rag from the tv stand and then moved like a damn lightning bolt to the bathroom.

All the while you could hear her worriedly muttering under her breath.

Coming back into the room with cause and disinfectant she sat next to you. Her dual colored eyes focused solely on the wound. Wordlessly you moved the rag and she set to work. It stung a bit cause you to flinch.

“Sit still dammit.” She growled, genuine annoyance and anger in her voice. Clearly self loathing that slipped out and aimed at you.

Her hands begin to tremble, too much to the point of actually being able to work. You can see the tears falling from her eyes as she tries to ignore both impediments and keep fixing you.

“I’m...sorry. I’m really sorry.”

Just the night before, the punk rebel was nothing but a hysterical mess in your arms.

7 centimeters. Still 7 centimeters short. No matter what numbers she punched in no matter what external factors she applied the data was clear. The outcome consistent.

Air Shakur would not be a Triple Crown

She asked to just pull out of the Kikuka Sho entirely. The very idea of running out there just to fall short was a damn nightmare. She begged. There was no way. She would fail.

Falling asleep crying in your arms she woke up today just defeated. Everyday she worked and worked just to advance her limit but time was up and it was all in vain. You couldn’t let this stand.

Sure there was always next year but this was going to be the year she earned the title, you felt it.

“Yeah? You feel it? Great.”

Her dismissal did sting a bit but she did relent eventually. You watched her get ready, waited for her to change into her uniform. Her movements slow like her body weighed a ton. You could see she’d rather be anywhere else but Shakur was still an Umamusume. She wanted to run. She had to.

Cheers filled the air as her and the other competitors approached the gates. She breathed in deeply. She knew she couldn’t win. But all she had to do was the same thing she always did. The same thing that always made you proud. To do all she could and a little more.

All Air Shakur could do was run.

The race was a deep competition. Multiple runners were potentially claiming the title. But only one would stand on stage tonight as a Triple Crown.

As an end closer she had to be precise. Too early and she’d burn out. Too late and she wouldn’t get enough speed to overtake first.

Now. She finds her moment and surges forth from 10th to leading in seconds. A duel opens up between her and Agnes Flight. Not long by any means, a few steps out from the line.

...a photo finish.

She hangs her head, already accepting defeat. The data said this would happen, everything from her being in 10th to Flight being her true opponent. And yet her name is called. She doesn’t look up. She can’t. Her whole body is heavy as she falls to her knees. The tears falling to the turf even as her face is frozen in shock.

She had beaten the data. She won. Air Shakur was a Triple Crown. The cheers and shouts of the crowd are nothing but muffled whispers to her as she attempts to just comprehend it all. It isn’t until your shoes come into her view that she can move. Looking up and your eyes meet.

A few days after the Kikuka Sho. Everything was on the uptick for Shakur. Her dreams had come true again and again and again.

A Triple Crown. Her. In just her second year. Despite her odds despite the data she had done it. Her body had carried her to the peak of Umamusume. The tingling high was still there.

Her relationship with her mother had finally been repaired. Her being in the stands along with her father at the moment of their daughter’s triumph.

The concert. The after party. Retiring to bed. It all felt so surreal. And she was stopping yet.

But again. Now it’s been a few days. The parties her friends held all feel far behind her as she’s with the final dream. Her now fiancé.

It’s a dark night. A cloudy night as they walk through the snow covered park she proposed in weeks ago. She can’t remember the last time she smiled this much.

She held onto your hand tightly. Her glove off that hand just to feel your skin on hers. You have no goal in mind and for once she doesn’t either. No programming or racing. Just nirvana.

“I love you.” You had been focused on the road ahead when her voice broke through the night quiet. You look to her and her blushing face is pointed away from you, her finger between her teeth.

Leaning down you press a kiss to her exposed temple. “Y-Yeah...cool.” She murmurs, clearly smiling yet again even as her finger is still in its guillotine.

You smile. It’s perfect for you too. You let go of her hand as she brings both of hers to her face to try and calm herself down. Still smirking you look away, turning to your right. To Tracen academy.

When you got a job at the most prestigious Umamusume academy in the world you knew great things would follow. But you yourself weren’t prepared for just how great either.

You take a deep breath, which is interrupted by a cold and wet impact at the back of your neck.

You turn rubbing the ‘grievous wound’. Snow. Your eyes fall into the only possible attacker. Who is standing there, her classic neutral expression though tinged with a bit of a blush.

“Huh? What’re your looking at me for loser?” Shakur asks. Arms behind her back as she bounced on the balls of her feet.

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