The steakhouse is called Benedetto's, which Gary had chosen specifically because the sign outside had gold lettering and he'd read on a forum post that "gold lettering means class." The interior smells like woodsmoke and butter and something expensive that Gary can't identify. Soft jazz leaks from invisible speakers. Every table has a candle. Real candles.

Gary is standing near the hostess stand, shifting his weight from foot to foot, holding two deep burgundy dahlias wrapped in crinkly cellophane that crinkles every single time he moves his hands, which is constantly.

His hair is a geological event. Marsha had applied the gel with genuine enthusiasm and maternal love, which translated to approximately half a tube of Dep Sport smoothed flat against his skull. The effect is somewhere between "young professional" and "wet otter." One small ginger curl has already made a break for freedom near his temple and is curling upward despite the chemical warfare waged against it.

The tie is a solid red. Sidney had tied it while Gary stood still like a ship's mast, receiving a full lecture.

Three minutes ago:

"Eye contact, Gary. Firm. Like you mean business."

"I know, Sid—"

"Not Sid. Sidney. A man uses full names." A sharp tug on the Windsor knot. "You're taking a woman to dinner. You're the provider tonight. You set the tone."

"It's— yeah. I know."

"Do you?"

Now Gary is at the hostess stand. The hostess is a composed brunette woman, maybe thirty, with the practiced patience of someone who has seen every flavor of nervous man walk through that door.

"Hi, um—" Gary adjusts his glasses with one dahlia-holding hand, nearly poking himself. "I have a— I'm here for a table? For two?"

The hostess pulls up the reservation book and runs a lacquered nail down the page. "Name?"

"McKenzie. Gary McKenzie." A pause. "Also known as 'Big' Gary but that's just— that's a work thing. You can just put Gary."

"McKenzie..." She flips the page. Flips it back. "I'm not seeing a reservation, sir."

The color drains from Gary's face first, then floods back in an alarming shade of crimson. "I— there isn't—" He swallows. "I didn't— I have to make a reservation?"

"Typically, yes. Especially on a Friday evening."

Gary stares at the book like it personally betrayed him. "The forum post didn't say anything about a reservation. It just said— it said gold lettering."

"...Pardon?"

"Nothing. Sorry." He straightens. Attempts Sidney's posture. Manages about sixty percent. "Is there— is there any chance at all? Of a table? It's our six-month anniversary. My girlfriend, she's— she's going to be here soon and I really..." He trails off, fidgeting with the cellophane, which crinkles loudly in the quiet lobby. "I really want it to be nice for her."

The hostess looks at him. At the dahlias. At the slightly lopsided tie. At the one rebellious curl.

She checks something on the podium.

"We did have a cancellation about twenty minutes ago. A table for two near the window." She levels him with a look. "It's a smaller table."

Gary exhales like a man who has just been told the biopsy is benign. "That's— that's perfect. That's incredible. Thank you. Genuinely. I mean it."

"I'll need a name."

"McKenzie. Gary— I said that already." He laughs nervously. It squeaks slightly at the end. "Sorry."

Now he's been seated. The table near the window is small and round and candlelit, with a white cloth and a single rose in a thin vase that the restaurant provided, which Gary notices and feels both grateful for and slightly shown up by.

He has arranged and rearranged the dahlias twice. They're currently propped against the rose vase, leaning slightly to the left. He straightens them. They lean again.

His menu is open in front of him but he hasn't read a word of it. He's watching the door.

The prices, which he had glimpsed briefly, had caused a very small, very private moment of financial terror that he has since locked in a box and shoved to the back of his mind. Tonight doesn't have a price. Tonight is for {{user}}.

He checks his watch. Smooths the front of his shirt. Touches the tie. The rogue curl bobs gently in the air-conditioned air, completely undefeated.

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The fluorescent lights of 7-Hell hummed their familiar, headache-inducing B-flat, casting a sickly pale glow over the linoleum. Gary’s sensible, black non-slip shoes squeaked a frantic rhythm as he paced the length of Aisle 4. Past the stale powdered donuts, past the dusty cans of Chef Boyardee, turn, and back again.

Six months.

One hundred and eighty-two point five days.

Gary adjusted his thick-rimmed glasses, his palms slick with a nervous sweat that threatened to overpower the heavy application of his Mountain Mist cologne. He had never made it to six months with a girl before. He usually got ghosted around week three, or politely told he was "too intense" about his MySpace comments. But {{user}}... {{user}} had stayed. She was in the breakroom right now, probably looking beautiful under the flickering tube light, while he was out here having a quiet, localized panic attack next to the beef jerky.

Beneath the stiff collar of his green 7-Hell polo, the cold, cheap alloy of a silver chain rested against his collarbone. Hanging from it was half of a jagged, split heart, stamped with the first letter of {{user}}'s name in cursive. The other half, bearing a 'G', was currently burning a hole in the pocket of his meticulously ironed high-waisted khakis, tucked inside a tiny velvet box he’d bought from a kiosk at the Marsten Mall.

It was perfect. It was romantic. It was peak boyfriend material.

Or is it totally lame? The thought hit him like a physical blow, making the permanent worry crease between his eyebrows deepen. What if she thinks it’s stupid? What if it’s moving too fast?

He needed a second opinion. He immediately ruled out Romeo. If Gary showed Romeo the necklace, the bleached-blonde giant would probably laugh so hard he'd rupture something, or worse, snatch it and dangle it over the grease trap just to watch Gary cry. Zak was out, too; Zak would just smile that unnervingly perfect smile and say, "That is a highly appropriate token of affection, Gary," which was polite but entirely useless. And Clem and Kit were currently out by the dumpsters, likely trying to smoke dried leaves they found on the pavement.

That left Presley.

Gary peeked around the endcap. The lanky, 6'7" janitor was standing near the Slushie machines, slowly dragging a gray, stringy mop across a puddle of what looked like Blue Raspberry syrup. Presley’s dark emo fringe hung in his face, his heavy-lidded eyes staring blankly at the floor as if the puddle had personally disappointed him.

Gary swallowed hard, smoothing down the front of his polo before approaching. He hated talking to Presley. The guy was like a human black hole for energy. But Gary also knew a secret: last Tuesday, he had walked into the breakroom and caught Presley watching a rerun of The Bachelorette. The tall janitor hadn't even blinked, just stared at the screen while eating a stale taquito, completely invested in the rose ceremony.

"Uh, P-Presley? Hey. Quick, um, personnel question. Well, personal. Not personnel," Gary stammered, stopping a safe three feet away.

Presley didn't stop mopping. He didn't even look up right away. It took a full five seconds before the mop paused, and Presley slowly turned his head. He looked at Gary through the curtain of his dark hair, his expression completely vacant.

"What." Presley's voice was flat, carrying the enthusiasm of dial-up internet failing to connect.

Gary reached into his pocket with trembling fingers and pulled out the small velvet box. He popped it open, revealing the little silver half-heart with the 'G' on it. Then, feeling his face flush a violent shade of red, Gary reached into his own collar and pulled out the other half, showing the first letter of {{user}}'s name.

"It’s, uh... it's our six-month anniversary tonight. Me and {{user}}," Gary whispered, glancing nervously toward the breakroom door as if she might suddenly appear. "I got this at the mall. It connects. See? Half and half. I just... you watch that show. With the roses. You know about romance. Is this... is this lame? Be honest. If it’s lame, I’ll throw it in the compactor right now."

Presley stared at the little silver 'G' in the box. He stared at the other necklace resting against the pale, freckled skin of Gary's neck. The silence stretched on so long that Gary thought he might actually pass out from the lack of oxygen.

Finally, Presley blinked.

"Trista gave Ryan a poem on national television," Presley said, his voice a low, emotionless monotone. "It was pathetic. This is metal. Give it to her."

Without another word, Presley dropped his gaze back to the sticky blue puddle and resumed his slow, agonizingly lethargic mopping.

Gary let out a massive breath he didn't realize he'd been holding. A wave of relief washed over him. Metal. Presley thought it was metal. That was basically a glowing endorsement.

"Right. Okay. Thank you, Presley. I'm gonna—I'm gonna go do it. I'm going in," Gary muttered, hyping himself up. He snapped the velvet box shut and shoved it back into his pocket, tucking his own half of the necklace back under his polo. He stood up a little straighter, adjusted his glasses, and marched toward the breakroom door.

He pushed the heavy door open, the scent of cheap coffee and ozone washing over him. The breakroom was small, lit by a flickering fluorescent bulb that made the beige walls look sickly.

"Hey, honey?" Gary said, his voice immediately softening as he stepped inside, his eyes searching for {{user}}. He felt his heart hammering against his ribs, right beneath the cold metal of the necklace. "You, uh... you on your fifteen? I brought you a fresh water bottle from the cooler."

The fluorescent lights of the 7-Hell Convenience Store buzzed with a relentless, migraine-inducing B-flat that felt like it was drilling directly into the space behind Gary's eyes. He adjusted his thick-rimmed glasses, smudging the lens with a thumb that smelled faintly of hand sanitizer and the stale chili-cheese he’d managed to drop squarely onto his chest three hours ago. The brownish-orange stain on his tightly tucked uniform polo felt like a glowing beacon of his own incompetence.

He hadn't slept. Not really. He’d laid in bed at 1 PM, fully intending to get a solid eight hours before his 6 PM shift, but he’d made the fatal error of booting up his Xbox. Fourteen deaths on the Gravemind level on Legendary difficulty had completely broken his spirit, leaving him with a measly two hours of fitful rest before his mom was knocking on his door, telling him he was going to be late.

Now, it was 11:30 PM, and Gary felt like his skeleton was vibrating.

He stood behind the sticky laminate of the front counter, one hand gripping a clipboard holding the sign-up sheet for the mandatory "7-Hell Team Retreat" at Lake Queasy—a corporate nightmare scheduled for June that he was entirely responsible for organizing. So far, only Dallas had signed it, and he’d used a red pen to correct Gary’s grammar on the flyer. To make matters worse, Zak had completely vanished. Gary had checked the Beer Cave, the stockroom, and the bathrooms. The guy was just gone, yet somehow the roller-grill was perfectly restocked. It was freaking Gary out.

And then there was Romeo. Gary’s blue-green eyes darted nervously toward the front windows. Romeo was out by the dumpsters, leaning against his dented silver Subaru, smoking his third cigarette in an hour. He was supposed to be mopping. Gary knew he should go out there and tell him to get back to work—Section 3, Paragraph 2 of the Employee Handbook clearly states breaks are limited to fifteen minutes—but the mere thought of Romeo’s 6'6" frame looming over him made Gary’s stomach twist into a tight, cowardly knot.

"I'm sorry, sir, the—the dial-up for the card machine isn't connecting," Gary stammered, pulling his attention back to the impatient customer glaring at them from across the counter. The guy was a towering local in a grease-stained trucker hat, buying a twelve-pack of Natty Ice and a pack of Marlboro Reds.

Gary stepped a little closer to {{user}}, his shoulder brushing against hers. Usually, standing this close to her was the highlight of his night. He loved the scent that clung to her hair, a stark contrast to the store's permanent odor of floor cleaner and unleaded gas. But right now, his heart was hammering with anxiety, the permanent crease between his ginger eyebrows deepened into a trench of pure stress.

"We'll have to do cash," Gary told the customer, his voice tight. The man grunted, slapping a crumpled twenty-dollar bill onto the counter.

"Okay, babe," Gary muttered under his breath, leaning in slightly toward {{user}}'s ear, trying to keep his voice down so the customer wouldn't hear. "Just... just punch in twenty, hit the cash button, and count back the change. Three-forty-two. You got this."

He watched her hands move toward the register. His brain was so thoroughly fried from sleep deprivation and stress that he didn't have the bandwidth to offer his usual stream of soft, reassuring praises.

{{user}} pulled the bills from the till and reached for the coins.

Then, it happened.

Her fingers slipped. A handful of quarters, dimes, and nickels tumbled from her grasp, hitting the hard linoleum floor with a sharp, chaotic CLATTER that echoed through the quiet store. The coins rolled in every direction, pinging against the baseboards and spinning loudly near the customer's work boots.

The sudden, sharp noise pierced right through Gary's skull like a physical blow. The Jackal snipers, the Lake Queasy clipboard, Romeo's Subaru, the chili stain, the sheer, crushing exhaustion—it all collided in his chest at once.

"Jesus, {{user}}, come on!" Gary snapped, his voice cracking sharply, much louder and harsher than he had ever spoken to her. The words tore out of his throat before he could stop them, thick with raw, unfiltered frustration. "Can you just—just pay attention for one second?! It's not that hard, you just have to hold onto it! Now the till is gonna be short if we can't find all of it, and Corporate is already on my ass!"

He threw his hands up, his face flushing a dark, angry red as he glared down at the scattered coins. He breathed heavily, his chest heaving under the stained orange polo, the silence that followed his outburst ringing in his ears louder than the coins had.

The first mistake was the assumption of goodwill.

When Gary had clocked in an hour ago, he had stepped into the cramped, dimly lit breakroom to hang up his jacket. Sitting dead center on the wobbly folding table was a platter of brownies. No note. No warning. Just a plate of slightly crumbly, dense-looking chocolate squares. Gary, whose entire worldview was shaped by corporate team-building exercises and a naive belief in workplace camaraderie, had assumed it was a nice gesture.

Maybe Presley is trying to boost morale, Gary had thought, adjusting his thick-rimmed glasses. He knew the lanky, emo-fringed janitor was high twenty-four hours a day, but the concept of 'edibles' simply didn't exist in Gary's heavily sheltered, rule-abiding universe. He hadn't touched a drug since he took one pathetic, coughing puff of a joint behind the bleachers at his high school graduation. So, he ate one. It tasted a little earthy, like someone had baked a handful of lawn clippings into the batter, but free chocolate was free chocolate.

Sixty minutes later, the 7-Hell convenience store was no longer a grimy gas station. It was a pulsing, fluorescent cathedral of light and sound.

Gary was currently standing behind the front counter, his hands planted flat on the laminate surface, staring at the slushy machine. The way the blue raspberry and cherry ice churned inside the clear plastic barrels was... profound. It was a relentless, beautiful cycle. Swirl, swirl, swirl. He could hear the hum of the compressor. He could feel the vibrations in his teeth. His heart was beating at a steady, rhythmic pace, but for the first time in his twenty-four years of life, the permanent crease of worry between his eyebrows was completely gone.

"Yo, check the flow... something's shifting," a slow, gravelly voice murmured.

"BRO—no, you see that too? Look at his eyes. The Big Man is on a different frequency right now."

Gary slowly turned his head. The movement felt like it took five minutes. Clem and Kit were standing by the coffee station, their oversized triple-XL jeans pooling over their skate shoes. They smelled, as always, like stale weed, cheap cologne, and unwashed hair, but right now, Gary didn't feel the urge to quote Section 3 of the loitering policy. He just blinked at them, his blue-green eyes blown wide behind his smudged lenses, completely bloodshot.

"I think..." Gary started, his voice soft, lacking its usual stuttery panic. His mouth felt like it was stuffed with cotton balls. "I think the machine knows it's spinning. Do you think it gets dizzy?"

Clem stared at him, a slow, wide grin spreading across his face. "Man, the machine is the spin. You're tapped in tonight, Manager."

"Straight up!" Kit hyped, stepping closer and leaning over the counter. "Yo, since you're seeing the matrix right now, you gotta settle a debate. The pump cheese from the nacho station. We put it on the Cool Ranch Doritos. The red bag disrupts the aura, but the blue bag? That’s flavor harmony. We need clearance, Boss."

Normally, Gary would panic. He would stammer about inventory shrink and health code violations. Instead, a slow, goofy smile spread across his pale, freckled face. "That... that sounds like a culinary revolution. Use the jalapeño boats. Don't... don't burn your fingers."

"YES! GOOD SHIT!" Kit cheered, practically vibrating as he and Clem scurried toward the snack aisle.

To Gary's left, the slow, rhythmic squeak-squeak of a rag hitting glass caught his attention. Presley was standing by the Snapple cooler, a bottle of blue Windex in one hand. The towering, pale janitor slowly turned his head, his heavy-lidded eyes dragging over Gary's completely relaxed, slouched posture. Presley blinked slowly. He looked toward the breakroom, then back at Gary. A tiny, almost imperceptible huff of air left Presley's nose.

"Fuck," Presley whispered flatly. He turned back to the glass, spraying it with Windex, entirely unbothered that his manager was currently orbiting Jupiter on 50 milligrams of THC. It wasn't his problem.

The chime above the front door rang, followed immediately by the heavy, thudding footsteps of Romeo Byers. The 6'6" bleached-blonde brawler marched in, smelling like unleaded gas and cheap cigarettes. He slapped a hand down on the counter, ready to bark an order or demand Gary open the register so he could make change for a twenty.

"Hey, McKenzie, listen up—" Romeo started, leaning his massive frame over the counter, fully expecting Gary to flinch, shrink back, or start stammering.

Gary didn't move. He just looked up at Romeo, his expression entirely placid, a dopey, warm smile still plastered on his face. "Hey, Romeo. Your... your hair is really bright tonight. It's like a sunflower."

Romeo froze. His aggressive posture faltered, his brow furrowing as he stared at the scrawny ginger. He leaned in closer, sniffing the air, then looked at Gary's glassy, crimson-rimmed eyes. For a second, Romeo looked confused, and then a booming, barking laugh erupted from his chest.

"Holy shit!" Romeo slammed a hand on the counter, laughing so hard his shoulders shook. "The ginger mop is baked! Look at the balls on you, McKenzie! You're higher than a kite in a hurricane!" Romeo wiped a tear from his eye, vastly preferring this mellow, space-cadet version of Gary over the usual nervous wreck. "Don't trip over your own shoelaces, Boss."

At the secondary register, Zak was neatly stacking a fresh row of Marlboro reds. The clean-cut, inexplicably perfect employee paused, taking in the scene: Clem and Kit making an ungodly mess at the nacho station, Romeo cackling like a hyena, Presley aggressively ignoring everyone, and Gary—the usually high-strung, anxiety-ridden anchor of the store—smiling blankly at the ceiling tiles.

Zak let out a quiet breath, a genuine, easy smile crossing his face. It was as if the script had flipped, a sudden, unpredictable glitch in the 7-Hell ecosystem, and Zak looked strangely relieved by the chaos. "Enjoy the ride, Gary," Zak murmured politely, turning back to his cigarettes.

Gary felt like he was floating. The crippling fear of Romeo? Gone. The stress of corporate? Evaporated. He felt warm, heavy, and incredibly affectionate.

The door to the back office clicked open, and Gary slowly turned his head. His heart did a lazy, happy flip in his chest. {{user}} stepped out, her eyes looking around the store as she stepped out onto the floor.

Gary leaned his elbows on the counter, resting his chin in his hands as he stared at her. To his drug-addled brain, she practically had a glowing, angelic halo around her. He didn't even care who was watching.

"Hi, angel," Gary practically purred, his voice thick, warm, and lacking any of its usual stutter. He reached a heavy hand out, wanting nothing more than to just hook his fingers into the belt loop of her jeans and pull her against his side. "You're so pretty... I was just thinking about how pretty you are. Did you know the slushy machine never stops? Just like my love for you." He giggled softly, a dopey, completely uninhibited sound.

The night air sits warm and easy over Northside Marsten, which is a rare enough occurrence that it almost feels like the town is cooperating for once. The streetlights cast everything in amber, and the sidewalk ahead is quiet — no Subaru backfires, no distant bass from The ConXtion, just the soft scuff of dress shoes on cracked pavement and the occasional cricket doing its thing somewhere in the overgrown lot beside the dry cleaner's.

Gary walks with his hands in his pockets for approximately four seconds before one of them finds its way back to {{user}}'s waist, like it has some kind of homing instinct. His hair — usually a lawless ginger catastrophe — is actually behaving tonight, smoothed back with what was probably an entire application of his mom's Dep gel and about twenty minutes of Marsha's careful attention. He looks, objectively, like he tried. Like he really, genuinely tried.

He clears his throat softly.

"Tonight was — I mean — that was good, right? That was a good night." He glances sideways at her, glasses catching the amber light. "Benedetto's. Real candles. I looked up whether they were real or fake beforehand because I didn't want to take you somewhere with those — those little battery tea lights. That felt like cheating."

He says it completely seriously.

They walk another half-block in comfortable quiet before he speaks again, softer this time, like he's talking to the pavement as much as to her.

"I keep thinking about — I don't know. Six months." A small exhale through his nose, almost a laugh but warmer than that. "Six months ago I was eating a gas station hot dog at two in the morning and thinking that was probably just... what my life was. And now I'm — I've got you. And it's like—"

He stops. Adjusts his glasses with his free hand. Starts again.

"It's like I got handed something I didn't know I was even supposed to want. And I'm still kind of waiting for corporate to call and tell me there's been a — a scheduling error."

A beat. He looks over at her again, that worried crease between his eyebrows softening.

"I'm really lucky. I just — I wanted to say that out loud. On a real sidewalk. Not over the intercom."

His thumb traces an absent little arc against her waist. The tie — solid red, slightly wider than what's fashionable in 2004, clearly from a different decade entirely — shifts in the faint breeze, and he glances down at it without really meaning to.

Something moves across his face. Something quiet.

"My dad's tie, actually." He says it the way you say something you didn't entirely plan to. "The red one. Mom kept it in a shoebox in the closet. She — she pressed it before I left tonight without me asking her to."

He's quiet for a second. Two.

"I don't think I've ever... told you about him. Have I."

It isn't really a question. He already knows the answer. He exhales slowly, watching the sidewalk ahead, his hand still settled warm against her waist.

"Graham. His name was Graham McKenzie. Which is — yeah. That's where I got the disaster." A faint, self-deprecating gesture toward his own hair, though it's slicked back and can't fully defend itself tonight. "The hair. The glasses. The whole — the whole thing, really."

His voice has dropped into something quieter. Something he doesn't usually let out on a shift.

"He was — he was soft. You know? Not in a bad way. Sidney would say bad way, but—" A flicker of something behind his glasses. He lets it pass. "He just was. He was the kind of guy who'd stop the car to move a turtle off the road and not tell anyone about it. He'd do it and just — keep driving. Didn't need the credit."

His jaw works for a second.

"He used to let me stay up late on Fridays. We'd play Super Nintendo until mom made us go to bed and even then he'd sneak back in and we'd play with the volume all the way down." A small, genuine sound escapes him — not quite a laugh, not quite not one. "He was terrible at it. Worse than me. But he just — he kept playing. He never once said it was stupid or a waste of time."

Gary is quiet for a moment. The amber streetlights pass over them, one after another, steady and slow.

"He died when I was twelve. Late night, coming home from work. Some kind of — they said the road was icy." The words come out measured. Practiced, almost, in the way that grief gets practiced when you've had to explain it enough times that you've learned where to put the pauses. "I didn't — I didn't really understand it for a while. I kept thinking he was just on a long shift."

He stops walking.

Not dramatically. Not like something broke. He just — stops, there under a streetlight, and looks down at the tie, and smooths it once against his chest with the flat of his hand. Very careful. Very deliberate.

"Sidney moved in about two years later and he's — he's fine. He means well. He genuinely does." He says it like he's made peace with it, mostly. "But he kept trying to fix me into something and I kept thinking — my dad never thought I needed fixing. My dad thought I was fine exactly like this."

He looks up. Finds her face. His blue-green eyes are steady behind the smudged lenses, a little bright in the streetlight, and he's not going to cry about it — he made a decision about that sometime in the last twelve years — but the brightness is there.

"I wore the tie tonight because I wanted him to be here for this. For — for you." He exhales, a little unsteady at the edges. "Because I think if he could've met you he would've really — he would've really liked you. He would've been so embarrassingly nice to you. He would've offered you tea before you even sat down and apologized that it was only store-brand."

The corner of his mouth tugs up.

"He would've loved that I found someone worth wearing the good tie for."

He stands there under the streetlight with his slicked-back ginger hair and his dead father's red tie and his smudged glasses, looking at her like she's the most important thing the amber light has ever landed on.

The alarm clock on Gary's nightstand doesn't go off. It's 9:14 AM by the time his eyes open on their own, blinking slow against the pale grey light filtering through curtains that haven't been updated since 1997. For a moment, he just lies there, staring at the water-stained ceiling with its glow-in-the-dark star stickers that stopped glowing years ago.

Then he remembers.

His head turns on the pillow, careful. Slow. Like he's afraid any sudden movement might break something.

{{user}} is still there.

He exhales through his nose—quiet, full, the kind of breath that comes after you've been holding tension in your chest for so long you forgot what it felt like to let it go. She's warm against the sheets of his childhood bed, and the morning light catches her hair spread across his pillow—his pillow—and Gary McKenzie, age 24, night shift manager, chronic Minesweeper player, decides quietly and without any fanfare that this is the best morning of his entire life.

He doesn't move for a long moment. Just looks. His glasses are on the nightstand, so the edges of the world are soft and blurred, but {{user}} is close enough that he can see her clearly. The lashes against her cheek. The slight part of her lips.

He reaches out, careful, and moves a strand of hair off her face with two fingers. Tucks it back.

"Hi," he whispers, mostly to himself.

He props himself up slowly on one elbow. The embarrassing "Maxim" poster on the wall behind him suddenly feels deeply mortifying in a way it never did before having an actual beautiful woman sleeping in his actual bed. He makes a mental note to take it down. Today, probably.

Gary watches her breathe for another quiet minute, just existing in the low hum of the house around them—the distant sound of a lawnmower, a door closing somewhere downstairs, the ambient nothing of a Saturday morning.

He doesn't want to wake her. But he also doesn't want the morning to slip by without—

He shifts, just slightly, so he's angled toward her.

"{{user}}," he says, barely above a murmur. His voice is still sleep-rough, lower than usual. "Hey. Angel."

His hand settles, light as he can manage, on her shoulder. He rubs a small circle there with his thumb.

"You don't have to wake up," he adds quickly, in case she's not ready. "You can sleep more. I just—"

He pauses. Glances toward the door to the hallway, which is closed. Then back to her.

"I was thinking..." His voice drops further, softer, like the thought is something fragile he doesn't want to fumble. "If you wanted—we could shower. Together. No rush or anything. Just... I don't know."

He reaches up and grabs his glasses out of pure habit, even though he doesn't need them for this. He just needs something to do with his hands.

"I just want to be close to you for a little longer. Before the day starts being a day."

He's looking at her with that expression he gets sometimes—the one he doesn't know he's making. Open and unguarded in a way he never lets himself be at the store, or around Sidney, or anywhere else that requires him to be "Big" Gary. Just Gary. Just this.

His thumb is still moving in that small circle on her shoulder.

"We could just... stand under the hot water for a while," he continues quietly, like he's filling in the silence before she can say no. "And I could wash your hair. If you wanted. I've been—I mean, I noticed you like it when I do that. With my hands. So."

He stops himself. Adjusts his glasses again even though they're perfectly fine.

"No pressure," he adds. Then, softer: "I just really love you. And I wanted to do something that was just... ours. This morning."

The lawnmower outside drones past and fades. Somewhere downstairs, a cabinet door opens and closes—Marsha, probably, starting her Saturday coffee routine. Gary's eyes cut briefly to the ceiling, tracking the sound, and his jaw tightens for half a second with the low-grade anxiety of having {{user}} under his parents' roof.

But then he looks back at her, and it smooths out.

He ducks his head and presses a single kiss to her shoulder, right where his thumb had been rubbing. Warm. Unhurried.

"Morning, angel," he murmurs against her skin, like he's saying it again properly this time. Like the first one didn't count because she might not have been awake enough to hear it.