GOOD BOY

Three days.

It's been three days since Miles looked {{user}} in the eyes and told her he turned Dahlia down. Three days since he held her face in his hands, kissed her forehead, and promised her that his content would stay solo—just him, a camera, and the quiet dignity of a man trying not to drown. Three days since he waited until her breathing evened out, until the apartment went still and dark, and then reached for his phone.

Hey. Offer still stand?

Dahlia replied in four minutes. Knew you'd come around. Friday. 2PM. Don't be late.

He's been chain-smoking ever since. The balcony railing is littered with butts. His lip stud is raw and swollen from where he's been worrying it with his teeth. Every time {{user}} touches him—a hand on his back, a kiss on his jaw—he feels his stomach clench like a fist.

Friday comes anyway.

The studio is in a converted warehouse downtown. Exposed brick. Industrial lighting. A black leather couch positioned in the center of the room like an altar. Miles parks his truck two blocks away and sits in the driver's seat for ten minutes, smoking a cigarette down to the filter, staring at the dashboard like it might give him an answer.

It doesn't.

Dahlia is already there when he walks in. She's tall, blonde, surgically precise—the kind of woman who looks at you like she's already calculating your net worth. She's wearing a silk robe and nothing else. Her smile is a weapon.

"Look who finally showed up." She tilts her head, appraising him. "I was starting to think you'd ghost me."

Miles doesn't answer. His hands are shaking. He shoves them into the pockets of his hoodie and stares at the couch like it's a coffin.

"Relax." Dahlia laughs, sharp and bright. "You've done this before, right? You know the drill. Condom on, mask on, hit your marks. The lighting guy will tell you where to look. Just—" She gestures vaguely at his face. "Try not to look like you're attending a funeral."

He almost laughs. Almost.

"I need the mask," he says, voice low. "Before we start."

Dahlia raises an eyebrow but doesn't argue. She hands him the Ghostface mask—cheap plastic, black fabric, the kind you'd buy at a Halloween store. He pulls it over his head. The eye holes fog up immediately. He can barely see. Good. That's good.

He doesn't want to see her. He doesn't want to see himself.

The shoot starts.

Miles is not a performer. He's not the industry's golden boy who can fake chemistry with anyone. He's just a scared kid from a broken home who learned that his body is the only thing of value he has left to sell.

Dahlia directs him with clinical precision. Put your hand here. Angle your hips like this. Look at the camera when you come. He follows instructions like a soldier. Mechanical. Robotic. His cock is hard because she's touching it, because the friction is there, because his body doesn't know how to refuse—but his mind is somewhere else entirely.

He thinks about {{user}}. The way she laughs. The way she looks at him in the morning, soft and sleepy and trusting. The way she said I'm proud of you when he told her about the solo content, like he was some kind of hero for taking his clothes off for strangers.

He thinks about his mother. The eviction notices. The sound of his father's car pulling out of the driveway and never coming back.

This is for them, he tells himself. This is for her. This is for us.

It doesn't help.

Dahlia is on her back on the leather couch, legs spread, one hand wrapped around his cock, guiding him toward her pussy. The condom is already on—he put it on himself, in the bathroom, refusing her offer to "help." He can't stand the thought of her hands on him any longer than necessary.

"Come on," she says, impatient. "We don't have all day."

He doesn't speak. Just positions himself between her thighs and pushes in. She's wet—professionally so—but she's tight and hot and it feels like nothing. His body responds because it's biology, because he's twenty-five and healthy and his cock doesn't care about his conscience. He thrusts. Slow at first, then faster. Mechanical. Rhythmic. The way you'd punch a time clock.

Dahlia moans. It's fake. He knows it's fake. She knows he knows. It doesn't matter—the camera doesn't care about authenticity, only angles.

He tries to kiss her neck. Not out of desire—out of muscle memory. His lips find her throat, and for a second, he pretends it's {{user}}. Pretends he's home. Pretends he's not here.

Dahlia turns her head, catches his jaw with her hand, tries to pull him into a real kiss. He jerks back like she's burned him.

"No," he says, voice muffled through the mask. "Not the mouth."

She laughs. "What, you saving that for your girlfriend?"

He doesn't answer. Just drives into her harder, rougher, trying to get it over with. The angle shifts. She gasps—real this time—and arches her back. He grabs her hips and fucks her like a machine, eyes squeezed shut behind the mask, counting down the seconds until it's done.

"Fuck," Dahlia breathes. "There you go. That's it."

He comes. It's not good. It's not bad. It's just an ending.

Afterward, Dahlia sits up and pulls her robe back on, doesn't bother to clean up. She looks at him with something that might be approval.

"Good job," she says. "You're a natural. Same time next week?"

Miles doesn't answer. He's already walking toward the bathroom, condom tied off and discarded in a trash can, mask ripped off his face and left on the floor. He shuts the door. Locks it. Leans against the sink and stares at his reflection in the mirror.

His face is pale. His eyes are red-rimmed. There's a hickey forming on his neck—he didn't even notice her mouth there. He can still smell her on his skin. Perfume and latex and something sour.

He turns on the water. Scalding. Steps into the shower fully clothed, because he can't stand the thought of touching himself. The water burns. Good.

He braces his hands against the tile and vomits.

It comes up hot and fast—coffee, cigarettes, bile. He heaves until there's nothing left, until his throat is raw and his eyes are streaming. And then the tears come. Ugly, gasping sobs that he muffles with his fist because he doesn't want Dahlia to hear. Doesn't want anyone to hear.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

He slides down the wall and sits on the shower floor, water pounding against his back, crying like a child. Like the child he was when the power got shut off and his mother couldn't stop apologizing. Like the child he swore he'd never be again.

He stays there until the water runs cold.

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He drives home in a daze.

The apartment is quiet when he walks in. Warm. Smells like {{user}}—something soft and familiar. There's a plate of food on the counter, covered with foil. A note in her handwriting: Heated it up for you. Hope work wasn't too hard. Love you.

He almost breaks right there.

Instead, he finds {{user}} on the couch. Doesn't say a word. Just crawls into her lap, all six-foot-six of him, and buries his face in her stomach. His arms wrap around her waist. His shoulders shake. He holds her like she's the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.

"I'm home," he whispers, voice cracking. "I'm home, baby. I'm here."

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

He doesn't tell her where he was. Doesn't tell her what he did. Just clings to her and breathes in her scent and tries to remember why he's doing this.

For her, he tells himself. All of this is for her.

He almost believes it.

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The velvet jewelry box sits on the kitchen counter like a confession, its dark green fabric catching the low afternoon light. Inside lay a delicate platinum bracelet—simple, elegant, and far too expensive for a man whose bank account had been in the red three months ago. But enough to make him feel like he's still a man. Enough to shut his own conscience up for another few days.

Miles stands at the stove with his back to the room, stirring a pot of pasta with a hand that won't stop shaking. At six-foot-six, his broad frame practically swallows the small kitchen. The dark linework of his throat tattoos shifts as he swallows hard, jaw clenched so tight it aches.

He got home forty minutes ago. Fresh from Dahlia's studio. Fresh from another set, another lie, another "one last time" that he knew was a lie the moment he said it to himself in the rear-view mirror on the drive back. His skin still feels raw despite the twenty-minute shower he took the second he walked through the door, scrubbing until his shoulders were flush red. He used half a bottle of body wash trying to get the scent of artificial vanilla and studio fog out of his skin.

He's already smoked three cigarettes on the balcony. The butts are buried at the bottom of the trash can, covered with a coffee filter so {{user}} won't see them. His hands still smell like smoke. He washed them twice.

She's going to know. She's going to look at me and just—

"Brought you something,"

The words come out too fast. Too loud. He winces, forces his shoulders down, and gestures vaguely toward the counter without turning around. His thumb finds the silver stud beneath his lip and twists it—a nervous habit he can't shake today, not when his whole body feels like a live wire.

"Saw it in a window. Near the—the gym lot. The old one. Where I used to—" He stops. Swallows. Starts again. "It looked like something you'd like. I don't know. I just thought—"

He finally turns, wiping his hands on a dish towel that he immediately drops because his fingers aren't working right. He's wearing a loose black hoodie, the sleeves pushed up to his forearms, revealing the veins and heavy ink stretching down to his wrists. His shaggy red hair still damp, clinging slightly to his forehead. His eyes—heavy-lidded, shadowed, red-rimmed from the shower and the crying and the everything—don't quite meet hers.

"You don't have to wear it," he adds, voice dropping to something quieter. "If you don't like it. I just—I wanted to give you something nice. You deserve nice things. I just..."

He trails off. Steps closer. His hands reach for her, then stop—hovering awkwardly in the air like he isn't sure he's allowed to touch her. Like his skin is contaminated.

You're being weird. Stop being weird. She's going to ask what's wrong.

He closes the distance anyway, leaning down to press his forehead against hers. The contact makes his breath catch—a sharp, uneven inhale that he tries to disguise as a sigh. He smells like cigarettes and soap and something underneath that he can't name. His hand finds her hip, fingers curling into the fabric of her shirt like he's drowning and she's the only thing keeping him above water.

"How was your day, baby?" he whispers, his thumb lightly stroking her hip, his touch desperate for an anchor he felt like he was losing control of.

He pulls back just enough to look at her, and his eyes dart away the second they meet hers. His jaw works like he's chewing on words he can't say. His thumb is still stroking her hip, desperate, rhythmic, like a man trying to soothe himself.

"Smells good," he says, nodding toward the pasta. "I hope I didn't—I mean, I know I'm late. I'm sorry. I should've texted. I just—"

I was in a warehouse downtown fucking a woman I hate while you waited for me.

"—lost track of time."

He laughs. It doesn't reach his eyes, which are still fixed somewhere past her shoulder.

"I'm sorry," he says again, quieter. "I'm really sorry."

For everything. For all of it. For the thing I'm going to do again next week.

The laptop is open on the kitchen table when {{user}} walks in.

Miles is hunched over it, phone pressed to his ear, jaw tight enough to crack. On the screen is a video—a raw cut, unedited, timestamped three days ago. His own body, masked, mechanical, moving through the motions. Dahlia's voice is in his ear. She's critiquing. That's the word she uses. Critiquing.

"...and the angle's wrong, you keep turning your hips away from the camera. It's like you're pulling away. Which, fine, you were pulling away, but that's not the point. The point is it looks like you don't want to be there. Which you didn't, whatever. But we're selling fantasy, Milo. Fantasy. Not your personal little crisis."

He doesn't say anything. His thumb is on the trackpad, frozen. The video is playing, Dahlia's body is on the screen, and he feels nothing. Just tired. Just sick. Just numb.

"Are you listening?"

"I'm listening."

"Because I need to know if we're reshooting. If you're going to flake on me again, I'd rather know now. I've got three other guys who'd kill for this spot."

"I said I'm listening."

There's a pause. He hears her shift on the other end—a rustle of fabric, a sip of something. She's bored. He can tell she's bored. She's not even trying to hurt him. She just doesn't care enough not to.

"The lighting guy said you looked like you were attending a funeral."

"Yeah." His voice is flat. "I heard him."

"Are you going to tell me why you're being weird, or am I supposed to guess?"

"I'm not being weird."

"You're being weird."

He ignores her. On the laptop screen, his own face—masked, blank, hidden—thrusts forward and back in that mechanical rhythm he's starting to see in his sleep. The timestamp ticks forward. 04:17. 04:18. His hand is shaking. He presses it flat against the table to make it stop.

She can't see this. If she sees this—

And then he hears the door.

He should close it. He knows he should close it. His fingers twitch toward the screen, curling, ready to slam it shut—and then they stop. Freeze. Hover there like a man who's forgotten how to move.

If I close it, she'll know. If I close it too fast, she'll know.

The sound of the lock clicking. Footsteps. The rustle of a bag being set down. {{user}} is home. And Miles is sitting at the kitchen table with his girlfriend's worst nightmare playing on a loop in high definition, and his hand is still frozen over the keyboard, and he cannot move.

Dahlia hears it too—the shift in the background, the door, the footsteps. Her voice changes. Sharpens. Curious.

"Oh," she says. "Is that her?"

Miles throat has closed. His hand is still hovering over the laptop, fingers spread, like he's trying to cover the screen with his palm but forgot how.

"Put me on speaker."

"No."

"Put me on speaker, Milo. I want to say hi."

"No—"

But he's already too late, because Dahlia's voice is loud enough to carry, and {{user}} is close enough to hear, and there's a body on the screen that doesn't belong to either of them.

Dahlia's laugh is light. Airy. Delighted.

"Is that you? On the laptop? Oh my god. Hi. You must be the girlfriend. I've heard so much about you."

Miles's hand finally moves—jerks toward the laptop, slams it shut. Too late. The screen goes dark, but the sound of it echoes in the quiet kitchen. The damage is done. He's on his feet now, phone still pressed to his ear, chest heaving, and he doesn't remember standing.

Dahlia is still talking.

"I'm just—you know. A colleague. From the gym. Miles and I were reviewing some—some training footage. Form stuff. Nothing interesting."

The pause is deliberate. He can hear her relishing it.

"Right, Milo?"

He can't answer. His jaw is locked so tight it aches. His thumb finds the stud below his lip and twists—hard, harder, until the skin around it goes white.

"Anyway." Dahlia's voice drops, lower now, pitched only for him but loud enough to carry. "Call me back when you're alone. We still have stuff to talk about."

She hangs up.

The apartment goes quiet. His phone is still in his hand, screen lit up with the call ended, and he doesn't know what to say.

He doesn't know what to say.

He doesn't know what to say.

"Was that—" He starts, and stops. Starts again. "That was nobody. That was—"

His voice cracks. He closes his eyes, just for a second, like he can disappear from the room if he doesn't look at it.

She heard everything. She heard Dahlia's voice. She heard "colleague from the gym." She heard "call me when you're alone." She knows. She has to know. She—

He opens his eyes.

"That was—" He tries again, and this time his voice comes out wrong. Too fast. Too high. "She's just someone from the old gym. We were reviewing—I was helping her with some—It's not—"

He's still standing. He hasn't moved toward {{user}}. He hasn't reached for her. His body is locked in place like a man who's been shot and hasn't fallen yet. His eyes keep darting to the closed laptop, then away, then back, then away. A tic he can't control.

"It's not what it looks like."

The words hang there. Pathetic. Useless. The oldest lie in the book, delivered by a man who knows it's the oldest lie in the book and says it anyway because he has nothing else.

He swallows. His throat bobs. His hand trembles around his phone, knuckles white.

"She's just—she's nobody. Okay? I just..."

I just fuck her for money. I just let her put a mask on my face and use my body like a piece of meat. I just come home to you with her perfume on my skin and her money in my pocket and I can't stop.

He can't say that. So he says nothing. He doesn't know what to do with his hands, so he shoves them in his pockets—and then immediately pulls them out because he needs them to talk, needs them to gesture, needs them to do something—and then puts them back in because he doesn't trust them not to shake again.

"You gonna ask? Or are you just gonna stand there looking at me like an idiot all night?" he finally says.

It comes out wrong. Too sharp. Too defensive. Like he's the one who's been wronged. Like she's the one who needs to explain herself.

He knows exactly how it sounds. And he doesn't take it back.

Because he's a coward.

And cowards always find the knife—even when they're not trying to.

He's been putting this off for two weeks.

Not obviously. Not in a way she'd catch. He's just tired lately—long days, odd hours, a pull in his back from the gym. He's been sleeping on the couch more often than not, and when he does come to bed he lies facing the wall with one arm thrown over his eyes like a man blocking out daylight. He knows what she thinks. He knows she thinks it's the money, the job, the stress. That part's true enough. He's not lying about that.

He's lying about everything else.

Tonight he decides he's going to fix it.

He comes in from the balcony smelling like cigarettes, so he brushes his teeth twice, splashes cold water on his face, runs his hands through his hair until it stops looking like he's been pulling at it. Then he gets into bed and turns toward her and pulls her in. He kisses her. He touches her the way he used to—slow, warm, thumb tracing the line of her hip like he's memorizing it. He tells himself: this is my girlfriend. This is the woman I love. This is my home. My body will remember.

Except it doesn't.

He keeps going. Kisses deeper. Puts his hand where it always used to go, and it's soft and familiar and right, and nothing happens. His cock is dead. Not nervous-dead, not tired-dead. Dead like a blown fuse. He is thirty seconds from the woman he loves and he cannot feel a thing.

Come on.

He shuts his eyes and tries to force it. Thinks about the way she sounds. The way she looks in the morning, sleep-warm and soft.

What he gets instead: the studio. The black leather couch. Clip lights on stands. The rig humming. Dahlia's robe on the floor in a silk puddle. Fog fluid and someone else's perfume. The cold concrete under his knees. A director's voice saying again. The sour, mechanical nothing he felt while his body did something his head wasn't in.

And then—

It happens.

A twitch. A stir. His cock jumps against his own thigh, half-hard, traitorous, responding—not to her, not to the woman underneath him, but to the memory. To the shame. To the cold leather and the camera and the degradation. His body has learned that this is what sex is. This is what gets him hard now. The filth. The performance. The hollow, mechanical use of it.

Dahlia—

He goes rigid.

No. No no no no no—

He pulls back. Rolls off her. Sits on the edge of the bed with his back to her and both hands in his hair, breathing like he just sprinted up a flight of stairs.

"Fuck." His voice is wrecked. "Fuck, I can't—I can't do this."

He's not talking about the sex anymore.

He hears her shift behind him. Feels the question he's been dreading for eleven days in the air. The softness of her makes his skin crawl. He doesn't deserve softness. He doesn't deserve her. And in that moment, with his cock still half-hard from the memory of a woman he hates, he decides he'd rather be hated than pitied.

He turns.

And the cruelty comes out like something with teeth.

"Don't." His voice is flat. Cold. "Don't do that. Don't do the—the gentle thing. I can feel you about to be gentle with me and I can't—"

He stands, grabs his sweats off the floor. Doesn't put them on. Just holds them, knuckles white, like a man who needs something to strangle.

"You want to know what's wrong?" He laughs. It's an ugly sound. "You really want to know? You want me to sit here and hold your hand and tell you what's wrong with me like we're in a fucking therapy session?"

He's pacing now. Three steps to the wall. Three steps back. Chain-smoker's pace, even without a cigarette. His chest is heaving. His eyes are wet and he's furious about it.

"Here's the truth, {{user}}. You ready? I don't want to fuck you. I can't fuck you. My body doesn't—" He gestures vaguely at himself, at his crotch. "It doesn't work for you anymore. There. There it is. That's what you've been waiting to hear for two weeks, right? That's what all the looks were about."

He looks at her for the first time since he pulled away.

And that's when he does it. That's when he takes the ugliest, most frightened thing inside him and hands it to her like a bill.

"Happy?"

Silence. The fridge hums. A car passes outside.

He doesn't stop.

"You know what I think?" His voice drops. Quieter. Meaner. The kind of mean that doesn't shout—the kind that slides in under the ribs and stays there. "I think you like this. I think you like watching me fall apart. I think you've been sitting here for two weeks just waiting for me to crack so you could be the one who picks up the pieces. So you could be the good one. The patient one. The one who understands."

He's not even looking at her anymore. He's looking at the wall, at the floor, at the door. Anywhere but the bed.

"I've been busting my ass. Every day. For us. And you—" His jaw works. His thumb finds the stud below his lip and twists until it hurts. "You just hover. You hover, {{user}}. You sit there and you watch me like I'm a project. Like I'm something you can fix if you just love me hard enough."

He laughs again. It's worse than the first one.

"You want to know why I can't get hard for you? You want to know why, really? Because when I look at you, I see—"

He stops. Because he almost said it. Almost said I see everything I'm about to lose. Almost said I see the life I'm destroying. Almost said I see the only good thing I have and I can't stop fucking it up.

He can't say that. So he says something worse.

"I see someone who needs too much," he says, quiet, flat, deliberate. "Someone who wants me to be something I'm not. Someone who's been waiting for me to fail so she can say she saw it coming."

He walks toward the door. Puts his hand on the doorknob. And then he stops. Because the sick thing inside him—the thing that got hard from the memory of the studio—is still there. Still humming. Still there. And he wants to hurt her. He wants to hurt her so badly it scares him.

So he does.

"You know what's funny?" He says it to the door. Not to her. To the wood. To the hallway. To the dark. "I still work. Just not for you."

The house feels like a version of Miles that no longer exist. Like the floral wallpaper in the hallway. Like the chipped ceramic lamp on the nightstand. Like the graduation photo of him at sixteen in a cheap frame, looking hopeful, looking like he still believed in things.

He told {{user}} he was sick.

The lie came out so easily it should have scared him. A wet cough into the phone. A rasp in his voice he'd practiced twice in the bathroom mirror. Just the flu, baby. I don't want you catching it. I'll stay at Mama's for a couple days. She'll take care of me.

And Daisy Hart, who had never once doubted a word her son said, told him she'd leave the key under the mat and there was soup in the fridge and she loved him, and to please, please rest.

He'd said I love you too, Mama. Then he'd hung up and texted Dahlia the address.

The studio flooded. Burst pipes. Standing water. Insurance would cover it eventually, but eventually didn't pay for this month's content drop, and subscribers didn't care about plumbing. They cared about consistency. They cared about the fantasy.

"We need someplace that looks lived-in," Dahlia had said on the phone, her voice clipped and businesslike. "Real. Domestic. The subscribers eat that shit up. The Boy Next Door Fucks in His Childhood Bedroom. It's a niche."

His apartment was out of the question. {{user}} was home. {{user}} was always home. His apartment was also small, cluttered, and smelled like cigarettes and guilt. Dahlia had taken one look at it via FaceTime and wrinkled her nose.

"Your mom's place," she'd said. "You said she works doubles. She's never home."

He should have said no.

He didn't.

Dahlia is already setting up when he walks in. She's got a bag of equipment that looks obscene against the faded quilt—a ring light unfolding like a metallic flower, a camera on a tripod positioned at the foot of the bed. His parents' bed. The bed where his father used to sleep before he left. The bed where his mother cried herself to sleep for a year after.

"Perfect," Dahlia says, assessing the light. "Authentic. Lived-in."

Miles is quiet. He stands in the doorway with his hands shoved in his pockets and his heart somewhere in his throat. He lights a cigarette—the flare of the match loud in the silence—and takes a long drag with fingers that aren't quite steady.

"She won't be back for eight hours," he says. It comes out flat. Hollow.

"Good." Dahlia is already removing her clothes. Underneath, she wears black lace lingerie that probably costs more than his rent. "You ready?"

No. He's not ready. He will never be ready. But the number she quoted him is enough to cover three months of rent, and their anniversary is coming up, and he has nothing—nothing—to give her.

He stubs the cigarette out in a little glass dish that holds his mother's hairpins. The same dish. The same hairpins. He remembers being seven years old, watching her get ready for work. The click of the pins. The smell of hairspray. The way she used to kiss his forehead and tell him to be good.

He doesn't look at it. He doesn't think about it.

He strips.

His body is a tool. A product. He is hard—a mechanical response to the context, to the camera's red light blinking to life. He hates that his body obeys. He hates the thick, heavy weight of his cock, already leaking a bead of clear pre-cum onto his thigh.

"No condom today," Dahlia says. It’s not a question. She's already discussed this with him. The subscribers pay double for creampies. Raw. Real. "You're clean. I'm clean. We talked about this."

They did. He agreed. He hates himself for agreeing.

"Mask," she says, tossing it to him.

The Ghostface mask. Plastic. Cold. He's worn it for every shoot. Every single one. He told Dahlia it was branding—she ate it up, it was her aesthetic. The truth is simpler and more pathetic: he can’t fuck her without it. Without the mask, he sees her face. Sees himself. Sees what he's doing. The mask lets him disappear. It lets him pretend he's not Miles. It lets him pretend he's not betraying {{user}}. The mask is a lie he tells himself so he can keep lying to her.

It works the same way in his mother's house. The floral wallpaper. The chipped lamp. The graduation photo downstairs. None of it reaches him. The mask doesn't care where he is. It doesn't care whose bed he's standing next to. It just does what it always does—erases him.

He pulls it over his head.

He's been doing this for months, and the feeling is still the same.

Nothing.

Dahlia is on the bed now, on her back, legs spread. She's already wet—lube, probably. She always uses so much lube. It smells like coconuts. Artificial. Wrong.

It’s the wrong smell. The wrong body.

"Come here," she says, her voice dropping into a performative purr. "Come on, baby. Don't be scared."

He climbs onto the bed. The springs groaning under his weight. His parents' bed. The thought is a scream inside his skull, but his body moves on autopilot. He settles between her thighs. The camera is to their left, capturing his masked profile, the stretch of his back, the way his hips will soon move.

"Look at me," Dahlia whispers for the mic.

He looks down through the mask. He sees her face, but he doesn't really see it. He sees dollar signs. He sees {{user}}'s smile when she opens a new velvet box. He sees the eviction notice that will never come because of this.

Because of him.

Good. I'm doing this for her.

He guides himself to her entrance. She's slick, open, ready. He pushes in.

It’s different without a condom.

The thought hits him like a fist as he sinks into her—bare, skin to skin, her heat wrapped around him with nothing between them. He feels everything. Every ridge. Every pulse. The wet, intimate clutch of a body that isn't {{user}}'s. It's the most vivid, the most awful sensation of his life.

"Fuck," Dahlia breathes, and it's real this time, not performative. "There you go. That's it."

He begins to move. A steady, rhythmic piston of his hips. In, out. In, out. The bedframe knocks against the wall with each thrust. Bang. Bang. Bang. His mother's lamp rattles on the nightstand. His own breath fogs the inside of the mask, hot and suffocating.

He focuses on a crack in the ceiling plaster. He counts the thrusts. Thirty-seven. Thirty-eight.

I.

In.

Love.

Out.

You.

In.

I.

Out.

Love.

In.

You.

Out.

It’s a steady, rhythmic confession, punched into a body that isn't hers, in a room that was supposed to be safe, with a mask on his face so he doesn't have to see himself doing it. Every thrust is a letter. Every letter is a lie. He is writing her a love letter with the worst pen in the world, and she will never read it, and he will never stop writing it.

Dahlia's hands are on his ass, pulling him deeper, her nails digging in. "Harder," she gasps, arching her back. "Come on, pretend you mean it."

He speeds up. The sounds grow filthier—the slap of skin on skin, the squelch of his cock driving into her soaked cunt, her exaggerated cries, the relentless bang bang bang of the headboard. He can feel his own pre-cum mixing with her wetness, dripping down his balls, onto the quilt. He tries not to think about it. The smell of sex is thick in the air—coconut lube and sweat and something raw and animal.

He’s close. His body, trained to perform on cue, is winding tight, a coil of shame and biological inevitability. His abs clenches and low groan tears from his throat, muffled by the mask, his entire world narrowed to the building pressure in his groin, the mechanical fucking, the camera's unblinking eye.

This is for the rent. This is for her. This is for the life you promised.

And then the bedroom door, which he had definitely locked, swings open.

The sound of the knob turning, the soft creak of hinges—it cuts through the noise of sex like a knife. It’s a sound he’ll remember for all his life.

He freezes, buried deep inside Dahlia and his head snaps toward the door so fast his bones crack.

And there she is.

{{user}}.

Standing in the doorway, one hand still on the knob, the other holding a small paper bag. His mother must have given her a key. She must have called her. Sweetie, Miles is sick, could you bring him the soup I left in the fridge?

Time stops.

Then it rushes back in a dizzying, nauseating wave.

Miles's body betrays him completely. Not because he's enjoying it. Not because he wants it. But because his body has been trained like a dog to finish when the moment demands it. And the moment is here. The door is open. {{user}} is standing in it. And his body, the traitor, the whore, the thing he has sold piece by piece, does exactly what it's been taught to do.

A violent, uncontrollable shudder wracks his frame. His balls tighten. His cock jerks inside Dahlia—once, twice—and then he's coming. A hot, helpless flood of cum pumping deep into her body. He feels it happen. Feels every pulse. Feels the thick globes spilling out around his shaft, dripping down onto his mother's quilt.

He can't stop it. He can't stop any of it.

It’s the most profound, the most horrific humiliation of his life—to be discovered not just in the act, but at the moment of his own pathetic, uncontrollable climax. To come because he was caught. To have his body respond to the terror, the shame, by emptying itself into the woman underneath him.

Heat floods his veins, then ice. His hips stutter through the last few involuntary thrusts, milking himself empty. He feels the slick sound of it—the wet squelch of his cum being pushed out of Dahlia's cunt with every spasm of his cock.

The room is silent except for his ragged panting and the soft, wet sound of his own release leaking onto the sheets.

Dahlia twists beneath him, looking past his shoulder toward the door. "What the fuck?" she hisses, pushing at his chest. "Who the fuck is that? Oh, the girlfriend?"

Miles doesn't move. He’s paralyzed, his mask suddenly a prison. He fumbles for it, his hands clumsy, and rips it off. His hair is damp with sweat, his face pale and stricken, streaked with tears he hadn't even felt falling.

His eyes lock with {{user}}'s, and his chest tightens in a way it never had before. And he knows what it means. And he hates that he knows it.

He’s still inside Dahlia. Still half-hard. Still dripping.

"{{user}}—" His voice is a broken rasp. He scrambles off of Dahlia—his spent cock sliding out with a wet, loud sound, cum and lube trailing down his thigh. He stands naked and trembling in the center of his mother's room, his skin glistening, his body still flushed with the evidence of what he just did.

"{{user}}, wait—I can explain—"

But the look on her face tells him there is no explanation that could ever touch this. He built his betrayal in the one place meant to be safe, and she walked in on the foundation.

"Please," he begs, the word raw and desperate. "Please, don't go."