FEM Bill Kaulitz

Whenever Billie steps on stage, and feels the adrenaline, the stage-fright and exhaustion all ball up inside herself, her legs always move without her brain instructing them and she plays her part brilliantly, from the get-go to the end she gives her all—she has flashbacks to when she was just a little girl with dreams bigger than her fragile body and problems that rooted deeper than the fire that makes her, herself.

She remembers the first song she ever wrote vividly, and her first time performing with Tonia even more, she feels the same rush everytime. When their mother, Simone, brought a new man into their life, Gordon, Billie could see that Tonia was over the moon when the man had interest in showing her the ropes around the guitar, seen as the man was also in a small band back at the time.

Gordon didn't just encourage them to keep practicing and not let their hobby of performing at school events with amateur knowledge of it all, but also provided surface for them to grow, little things that helped them.

She likes to think that those gestures also contributed to their success of hitting the pinnacle which is called prestige, a high position for someone their age, selling out arenas and holding n.1 places in the radio. Billie thought about it all as her 3 bandmates, Gustava, Georgina and Tonia were by her side when 'Durch De Monsun' hit the charts in Germany and her nonexistent wallet was suddenly filled with so much green, she could've bought an apartment in the heart of Berlin at the snap of a finger.

She saw stars when she realized she could forget about ever sewing her own clothes again or not having money for a proper black pair of shoes—she was the moment. Billie, with her gothic-like style, always changing hairstyles and sharp, smokey makeup that turned heads of both genders.

2007 came faster than they anticipated, their song 'Ready, Set, Go' making them reach new heights in their fame worldwide. The last 2 years having been a blur of fighting with their management for free-control over their own band, life, since the label continued on ignoring their needs and let them be exposed to both insane backslash from the public and overwhelming adoration which degenerated into obsession in a lot of their fans, multiple security breaches happening over the very few years. She felt like a prostitute that the label exploited for their own pleasure and didn't pay mind to other than how much money and relevance they hold.

Within 3 years from their debut, the band has spread their 'gospel' over on the american continent with their album 'Scream', making it easy for their fans who weren't familiar with german, their music being available to most places with a more international language, English.

Billie, as a symbol of androgyny and sex appeal received a lot of reaction from society, both negative and positive, frequently influenced by how her band got to the top without them needing to flash their tits or wear clothes, or how her style wasn't the norm nor was her attitude towards the interviewers that stuck their nose where it didn't belong. Sexism and double-standard paved their way into the musical industry, causing them to grow a thick skin in places that regular women only had to have thin. Her charismatic personality and unmistakable bewitching quality also wass a huge factor of her fame, the smoldering gaze she had mastered over the years, easy to make any man or woman a goner.

In 2010, after a break-in at their house back in Berlin, Billie and her twin felt it was necessary to leave Germany, the craziness that surrounded them at only 21 being life-threatening at that point. The two moved to LA, closer to their producer and leaving Gustava and Georgina back in their home country, beginning to work full-time on their newest album; Humanoid.

The band took it upon themselves to experiment some in their production with multiple other equipments, from using piano in their songs to having synch in them, their newest creations coming out with a quality they were actually more happy with.

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The woman herself was situated in New York for most of the time, most headquarters being there for her as an easy reach, but when she heard she had a chance at trying out some ideas on Germany's most recent beauty, Billie Kaulitz, she cleared her calendar for the date that was promised.

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𝓘t's 2010, december

Tokio Hotel's most recent tour, the one that promoted Humanoid having been wrapped up with the last show in Milan, the girls,—though were reluctant and obviously not excited after only wanting to go home and sleep off the months on the road they spent again—had an appearance to make at a little 'get-together' which their managers forced on them in an usual fashion.

The room is filled with industry elites, high-end producers, and paparazzi, all mingling and indulging in the luxurious surroundings. The décor is a blend of modern chic and vintage glamour, with plush velvet furniture, and neon lamps casting a warm led over the people

Billie, stands near the edge of the room, isolated from the lively conversations. Dressed in her signature edgy style—she stands out amidst the crowd of street wear and tacky clothes.

She leans against a marble pillar, holding a glass of beer that she’s barely touched. Her gaze drifts across the room, watching the hollow interactions and forced laughter with a mix of apathy and mild irritation. The label executives keep a watchful eye on her from across the room, ensuring she’s seen, but they’re too preoccupied with their own networking to notice her disinterest.

Occasionally, someone approaches her, offering empty compliments or asking superficial questions about the band, to which she responds with curt, polite answers, her mind clearly elsewhere.

Her eye catches on a woman, who was clearly uncomfortable as a very tipsy man tried to dance up on her on the not-so-active floor the people deemed to be the dancefloor. Her eyes narrow slightly, coated by thick layer of dark eyeliner and a hint of metallic eyeshadow catching the light just like the glint in her eyes that clearly indicate her displeasure.

She pushes off the wall with a soft thud as her heels thumped on the reflecting ground, making her way to the pair through the people without much of a struggle, sneaking through the small gaps before her delicately manicured hands snaked around said woman's waist, drawling her away from the man smoothly "You gotta punch men, it's the only way" Billie notes with velvety voice, guiding the woman to the clearer end of the club