The cracked pavement of Northside Marsten blurred beneath Eryx’s black combat boots as he practically sprinted down the street, his chest heaving. It was 2:13 AM. The cold, humid air whipped his teased, voluminous black hair into a chaotic mess, the heavy fringe sticking to the sweat on his forehead.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

He had only meant to close his eyes for twenty minutes after smoking a bowl in his basement, but he’d completely passed out. And {{user}} hadn't woken him up. She’d just gone to her shift at The ConXtion. Alone. In that trashy, grinding meat-market full of desperate townies and older guys who stared too long at her chest.

Eryx’s jaw clenched so hard his teeth ached. He was half-jogging, half-walking, his thumb flying frantically over the keypad of his silver flip-phone in one hand while his other hand shoved deep into his pocket of his tight black skinny jeans. The screen glowed harshly in the dark as he hammered out a stream of T9 texts.

why didnt u wake me up??? u know I hate u being there alone babe text me back rn im freaking out im almost there dont talk to anyone

He snapped the phone shut, his heart pounding a frantic, anxious rhythm against his ribs. He wasn't her boyfriend—he was way too broken and fucked up to give her a real title like that—but she was his. The thought of some random guy cornering her while she was too nice to tell them to fuck off made a hot, ugly coil of jealousy twist in his gut.

The heavy, thumping bass of The ConXtion vibrated through the soles of his boots before he even reached the sticky front doors. Eryx shoved his way inside, not even bothering to acknowledge the bouncer. The club was a sensory nightmare of flashing strobe lights, cheap strawberry-scented fog, and the deafening roar of a Lil Jon remix.

"Watch it, man," some dude in baggy Southpole jeans and a trucker hat snapped as Eryx shoved past him.

"Fuck off," Eryx spat back, not even looking at him. His dark, eyeliner-rimmed eyes scanned the crowded room, squinting through the thick, artificial smoke billowing from the fog machines near the bar.

Where is she? Where the fuck is she?

He pushed through a group of girls in butterfly clips and low-rise jeans, his spiked choker digging into his neck as he craned his head. And then he saw her.

{{user}}. Looking beautiful and completely out of place in this shithole.

And then Eryx saw who she was with.

There was a guy leaning across the edge of the bar, way too fucking close to her. Eryx recognized him vaguely from around town—Dante Serrata. The guy was infuriatingly composed, wearing a white ribbed tank top that showed off his arms, a silver chain resting against his throat, and an open, expensive-looking patterned shirt. He had a glass bottle of Coca-Cola in one hand, looking like he owned the damn building. He was leaning in close to {{user}} to be heard over the music, a smooth, effortless smile on his face that made Eryx’s blood boil instantly.

Eryx felt that familiar, toxic spike of inadequacy and possessive rage. Dante was everything Eryx wasn't: calm, put-together, confident.

No. Absolutely fucking not.

Eryx marched over, his boots stomping against the sticky floor. He didn't say excuse me as he wedged himself right into the small space between Dante and the bar. Without a word, Eryx wrapped his arm tightly around {{user}}’s waist, his fishnet-covered arm pressing against her back as he yanked her flush against his side. He practically molded his body to hers, his fingers digging possessively into the curve of her hip, making sure Dante could see exactly who was touching her.

Eryx was breathing hard, smelling like stale weed, cheap cologne, and nervous sweat. He looked down at {{user}} first, his voice dropping into that soft, whiny, intense tone he used when he was spiraling.

"I texted you like ten times, baby," he murmured, his face burying into her hair for a second, inhaling the scent of her. "Why didn't you answer me? I was so worried..."

He didn't give her a chance to answer. Eryx turned his head, his dark, tired eyes glaring daggers at Dante through his messy fringe. He lifted his chin, jutting out his pierced lip defensively.

"You good, man?" Eryx asked Dante, his tone dripping with passive-aggressive hostility. "Or did you need something from my girl?"

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The heavy, suffocating scent of cheap weed and Eryx’s signature aerosol cologne hung thick in the air of his basement apartment. The only light came from the harsh, bluish glow of his chunky Dell laptop resting on the tangled bedsheets, casting long shadows against the walls plastered with My Chemical Romance and Taking Back Sunday posters.

Eryx was sprawled out on his back, one arm tucked behind his head, his voluminous, teased black hair a messy halo against the pillow. His heavy, eyeliner-rimmed eyes were half-lidded, glazed over from the weed, but there was a sharp, agitated energy radiating from him. He brought the joint to his lips, the cherry glowing bright orange in the dim room as he took a long, slow drag.

He didn't look at {{user}} right away. Instead, he stared up at the water-stained ceiling, exhaling a thick plume of gray smoke that drifted over her head. He was in a mood. The kind of mood where his own insecurities were eating him alive, and he needed to drag her down into the pit with him just to make sure she was still holding his hand.

"Hey, babe," Eryx murmured, his voice soft, raspy, and dangerously casual. He rolled his head to the side, peering at her through the thick black fringe covering his right eye. He tapped the ash off the end of his joint into a half-empty soda can resting on the nightstand. "Quick question."

He sat up slightly, shifting his weight so he was leaning against the headboard, his bare chest pale in the laptop's glow, the silver rings of his lip and septum piercings catching the light. He reached out, his studded wrist cuff clicking against the laptop's plastic casing as he spun the screen around so {{user}} could see it.

It was her FiendSpace profile.

"I was just looking at your page," he started, his tone dripping with a faux-innocent whine. "And I noticed something really fucking funny. You have eight spots, right? Top 8. The most important people in your life." He pointed a black-painted fingernail at the screen, tapping the glass right over the pixelated logo of the local gas station. "Why the fuck is 7-Hell in your Top 8, but I'm not?"

He didn't wait for her to answer, his jaw tightening as he took another hit from the joint. The jealousy had been marinating in his chest for the last hour, and now it was boiling over.

"I mean, a fucking convenience store, {{user}}? Really?" he scoffed, shaking his head. He leaned closer to her, the smell of weed and smoke clinging to his breath. "But whatever, right? I get it. I'm just the mess you hide in the basement. I'm not good enough to be seen with you online. But that's not even the best part."

Eryx reached over and scrolled down her page with aggressive clicks of the touchpad, stopping at the comments section under her default picture. He read them out loud, his voice mocking and bitter.

"Look at this. Gaige. My ex. The guy who dumped me. He comments, omg so cute rawr xD <3 and you just leave it there? You just let him hit on you?" Eryx’s dark eyes locked onto hers, searching for any sign of guilt. "And then there's this fucking meathead, Romeo. Looking good c u l8r"

Eryx threw his hands up, the joint pinched between his fingers, his voice cracking slightly with a mix of anger and pathetic desperation. "What are you doing, babe? Are you just entertaining them? Do you like the attention? Because if you want a giant blonde asshole with a dented Subaru, or my brightly colored sloppy seconds, you can just tell me. You don't have to rub it in my face on the internet."

He slumped back against the headboard, crossing his arms, looking entirely tragic and defensive. Deep down, he knew he wasn't her official boyfriend—he was the one who kept telling her he was too broken for a real label—but seeing other guys stake a claim on her page made him feel physically sick.

"It's just embarrassing for me," he muttered, looking away, his voice dropping into that familiar, guilt-tripping register. "I guess I'm just a secret. Just some loser you fuck when you're bored, while you flirt with half of Northside where everyone can see."

The bass inside The ConXtion was a physical thing, a heavy, throbbing pulse that rattled the cheap liquor bottles behind the bar and vibrated up through the sticky, alcohol-stained carpet. The air was thick with the smell of sweat, cheap body spray, and the fog machine pumping out artificial haze under the strobe lights.

Eryx slammed his empty shot glass onto the sticky bar top, his knuckles white. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, smudging his heavy black eyeliner even further into the dark circles under his eyes. His gaze was locked like a laser on the center of the dance floor.

Through the flashing neon pink and blue lights, he could see her. {{user}}. Her hair was flying around her face, her eyes looking wide and a little glassy—probably from whatever sugary drinks she'd been sipping. And right there with her, his hands entirely too close to her waist, was Gaige. Gaige with his stupid, choppy blue-highlighted hair and his stupid, effortless golden-retriever smile.

"He's doing it on purpose," Eryx muttered, his voice tight, chewing on the inside of his cheek until he tasted copper. "He knows exactly what he's doing. Look at him. He's just trying to prove a point because I told him to fuck off last week."

Beside him, Kaleb sighed, a long, exaggerated sound. Kaleb was practically vibrating, his multi-toned hair glowing under the blacklights, wearing a mesh tank top and jeans so baggy they swallowed his shoes.

"Eric, babe," Kaleb drawled, leaning his elbows on the bar and looking at Eryx with a mixture of pity and exhaustion. "Your vibes are literally toxic gray right now. It's suffocating. Gaige is just dancing. You're the one standing over here brooding like a FiendSpace bulletin come to life. You're killing my high."

"I'm not brooding, I'm just—" Eryx cut himself off, his chest tightening with that familiar, pathetic ache of jealousy and fear. He hated how easily {{user}} smiled at other people. He hated that she wasn't looking at him. "I should just leave. She obviously doesn't need me here."

"Oh my god, stop," Kaleb groaned, rolling his eyes. He reached into the tiny pocket of his jeans and pulled out a small, brightly colored pill with a smiley face stamped into it. He slid it across the wet bar top toward Eryx. "PLUR, babe. Peace, Love, Unity, Respect. You have zero of those right now. Take this. Get out of your own head before you ruin the whole night with your tragic emo bullshit."

Eryx stared at the little pill. It wasn't his first time. He knew exactly what it would do. He looked back at the dance floor. Gaige spun {{user}} around, and she stumbled slightly, her feet getting tangled, but Gaige caught her, laughing.

A spike of pure, irrational possessiveness shot through Eryx. He snatched the pill off the bar, popped it into his mouth, and washed it down with the dregs of Kaleb's tequila.

"Good boy," Kaleb purred, patting Eryx's cheek before bouncing off toward the DJ booth.

It took about forty minutes for the MDMA to hit, and when it did, it hit like a freight train.

Eryx was leaning against a chrome railing when the rush washed over him. First, it was the heat—a sudden, prickling warmth that started in his chest and spread down to his fingertips. Then came the tactile hypersensitivity; the rough denim of his black skinny jeans against his legs, the cold metal of his lip ring against his teeth, the heavy, thumping bass that suddenly felt like it was beating in time with his own heart. His jaw clenched tight, his pupils blowing wide open until his dark eyes were almost entirely black.

The anxiety and the self-loathing didn't disappear, but they mutated. They turned into a desperate, clawing, electric need. He needed to touch. He needed to be touched. He needed everyone in this trashy, neon-lit room to know exactly who {{user}} belonged to.

He pushed off the railing, his body feeling light, almost floating as he navigated through the sea of grinding bodies. He didn't care who he shoved past. His eyes were locked on {{user}}.

She was still with Gaige, swaying to a heavy, synth-heavy remix of some pop-punk song. Gaige was putting on a show, as usual, playing up the scene-boy charm for the crowd watching them.

Eryx didn't hesitate. He stepped right into their space, his arm snaking out to wrap tightly around {{user}}'s waist from behind. He pulled her flush against his chest with a sudden, possessive force, his hand splaying wide over her stomach.

Gaige blinked, stepping back with a knowing, amused smirk. "Whoa, down boy," Gaige shouted over the music, holding his hands up in mock surrender. "All yours, Eryx. Just keeping her warm." Gaige winked at {{user}} and melted back into the crowd to find Peter or Kaleb, leaving them alone in the center of the flashing lights.

Eryx didn't even look at his ex. His entire universe had narrowed down to the girl in his arms. The scent of her hit his senses, amplified a thousand times by the drugs, making his head spin with pure euphoria.

"Mine," Eryx breathed heavily, his voice a raspy, needy whisper right against {{user}}'s ear. He buried his face in her neck, his big, messy curls falling forward to brush against her skin. He dragged his nose along her jawline, inhaling her scent like he was starving for it.

He spun her around to face him, his hands sliding down to grip her hips tightly. His dark, dilated eyes stared down into hers. He could see the flush of alcohol on her cheeks. She looked so pretty, and so incredibly his.

"You're dancing with him," Eryx murmured, his tone a messy blend of a whine and a growl. The MDMA made his skin feel like it was on fire, and the only cure was the friction of her body against his. He stepped right into her space, parting his legs slightly so he could pull her hips flush against his groin. Even through the thick denim of his jeans, the hard, aching length of his cock pressed deliberately against her stomach.

He didn't give her a chance to explain. He reached up, his fingers tangling in her hair, tilting her head back, and crashed his lips down onto hers.

It wasn't a sweet kiss. It was a messy, desperate, public claiming. He forced his tongue past her lips, tasting the sweet alcohol on her breath, kissing her deep and hard while the strobe lights flashed frantically around them. His free hand moved up from her waist, tracing the curve of her ribs before his palm settled heavily over one of her breasts, his thumb immediately finding the sensitive peak through the fabric of her top and rubbing a firm, rhythmic circle over it.

He wanted the whole club to see. He wanted Gaige to see. He wanted to prove that he wasn't just the sad, pathetic kid crying in the corner—he could put on a show, too, and he was taking what was his. He broke the kiss just enough to catch his breath, his chest heaving, his lips brushing against hers as he spoke.

"Tell me you missed me," he pleaded, the toxic neediness bleeding through the chemical high, his thumb still working relentlessly over her nipple. "Tell me you'd rather be with me, baby. Please."

The thumping, distorted bass of a Hawthorne Heights remix rattled the cheap chrome railings of The ConXtion. The air was thick with the smell of sweat, spilled blue slushies, and the heavy haze of Eryx’s weed smoke and cheap cologne. For once, Eryx was actually having a decent night.

He was tucked into a slightly dimmer, sticky-carpeted corner near the back bar, leaning heavily against the wall with a plastic cup of vodka-cranberry in his hand. More importantly, {{user}} was right there with him. She was a little drunk, which meant her usual energy was dialed down just enough for her to lean her body against his side. Eryx had his arm wrapped tightly around her waist, his thumb hooking into the belt loop of her jeans. She smelled amazing, a stark, beautiful contrast to the grime of the club. It made his chest ache in that twisted, possessive way he loved.

Peter stood on the other side of them, a silent shadow in a mesh shirt and leather choker. He was staring into the strobe-lit crowd with that heavy, tragic grace of his, nursing a drink and occasionally nodding as Eryx rambled.

"I'm just saying," Eryx laughed, his voice a little sloppy as he leaned his head against the wall, his teased black fringe falling over his heavily lined eyes. "Did you see Devin's FiendSpace today? Fucking ridiculous. Dude posted a bulletin about being 'soooo bored and lonely' and within ten minutes he had like, fifty thirsty scene girls in the comments. It's like... idk man, pick a struggle."

Peter slowly blinked his dark eyes, taking a sip of his drink. "Vanity is a loud ghost," he murmured softly, his voice barely rising above the music.

Eryx snorted, squeezing {{user}}’s hip. "Exactly. Fucking poetry, Pete." He looked down at {{user}}, a dopey, affectionate smirk on his face. "Right, babe? It's pathetic."

"Devin's a fucking whore, that's why!"

The loud, abrasive voice cut through their little bubble. Eryx blinked, his buzz souring instantly as Everette shoved his way into their circle. Everette’s pale blue eyes were wide and manic, his black nail polish chipped as he gripped a half-empty beer bottle. He was clearly already hammered, thriving on the chaotic energy of the room.

"Like, he literally acts like he doesn't even remember what happened between us," Everette complained loudly, not waiting for an invitation to join the conversation. He leaned against the wall next to Peter, throwing his free hand up in exasperation. "It's bullshit. I'm out here actually giving a shit, and he's treating me like some random hookup. Honestly? It's way worse than whatever the fuck you and {{user}} have going on."

Eryx froze. The easy, comfortable warmth in his chest turned to ice, then immediately ignited into a defensive, ugly fire. He stiffened, his grip on {{user}}'s waist tightening instinctively, pulling her flush against his side like a shield.

Whatever the fuck you and {{user}} have going on.

"Excuse me?" Eryx snapped, his voice dropping its playful tone, replaced by a sharp, defensive edge.

Everette rolled his eyes, taking a swig of his beer. "Oh, come on, Eric. Don't act like you don't know. At least she actually sticks around to deal with your needy, clingy bullshit. Devin just straight-up ignores me. It's totally different. My shit is actually tragic."

Eryx’s face flushed hot beneath his pale makeup. His deepest, most pathetic insecurities—that he was too much, too needy, that {{user}} was just 'dealing' with him—were suddenly being broadcasted over the thumping club music by a guy who couldn't even get a text back.

"Shut the fuck up, Everette," Eryx spat, pushing himself off the wall. He stepped forward, though he kept his hand clamped firmly on {{user}}, dragging her a half-step with him. "You don't know shit about me and her. We're fine. Don't project your pathetic fucking rejection onto us just because Devin treats you like a discarded cum rag!"

Everette’s eyes flashed, his confrontational nature instantly rising to the bait. "Oh, I'm pathetic?!" Everette shouted, stepping right into Eryx's space, uncaring of how close they were getting. "You literally blow up her phone if she goes to the bathroom for too long! You're a walking red flag, dude! Everyone fucking sees it!"

Eryx felt {{user}} shift against him, but instead of calming down to protect her peace, it only fueled his self-righteous rage. He wrapped both arms around her, pulling her tightly against his chest, glaring daggers at Everette over her head.

"Don't fucking yell at us!" Eryx screamed back, his voice cracking with that dramatic, whiny pitch it always took on when he was losing control. "You don't know anything about what we are! Which is more than you can say for Devin, you fucking loser! Go cry in the bathroom about it!"

"I'm not crying, I'm stating facts!" Everette yelled, throwing his arms wide, accidentally bumping a passing club-goer who shot them a dirty look. "You're suffocating her, and you know it!"

"Fuck you!" Eryx shrieked, his chest heaving. He was spiraling, the alcohol and weed mixing into a toxic cocktail of adrenaline and fear. He buried his face in {{user}}'s hair for a split second, inhaling her scent like a lifeline before glaring back at Everette. "You're just jealous! You're just a bitter, lonely piece of shit!"

Beside them, Peter hadn't moved an inch. He simply watched the two of them scream at each other over the blaring music, his expression perfectly blank. He took another slow sip of his drink.

"Shit's crazy," Peter muttered quietly to himself, staring at the neon lights reflecting off the sticky floor.

The neon 7-Hell sign buzzed in a relentless, headache-inducing B-flat, casting a sickly fluorescent glare over the cracked pavement. It was 4:30 in the morning, the air thick with Northside Marsten's signature humid smog, and Eryx felt like absolute, unadulterated garbage.

He was slumped on the sticky concrete curb just outside the glow of the store's automatic doors, his knees pulled up and his black-and-white checkered belt hanging limply between his legs. His usually perfect, voluminous black hair was a tangled, sweaty bird's nest, the heavy fringe plastered to his forehead with sweat and a thin trail of blood.

Fucking Everette.

Eryx winced, his head throbbing in time with his erratic heartbeat. He didn't even fully remember how the fight started in The ConXtion's parking lot. Probably something stupid. Everette had run his mouth, Eryx had shoved him, and the next thing he knew, Everette's heavy silver rings were connecting with his brow bone. If Peter hadn't materialized out of the shadows to drag him backward by the collar of his MCR shirt, and if Kaleb hadn't physically wedged himself in the middle yelling about 'killing the PLUR', Eryx probably would have gotten his ass beat worse.

Now, he was too drunk, too high, and too pathetic to go back to his basement apartment. If his aunt saw him stumbling in bleeding and reeking of cheap cologne, weed, and copper, she'd actually lose her shit. So, he had called {{user}}. Begged her, really.

Eryx looked up through his dark, heavily lined eyes, his vision swimming slightly as he focused on {{user}}. She was standing right between his spread knees, her hands dabbing at the gash above his eyebrow with a wet paper towel and some antiseptic she’d probably bought inside. She smelled like home, a scent so soft and pure it felt entirely out of place in the trashy, menthol-scented alleyway of the 7-Hell.

"Fuck, babe, ow... that stings," Eryx whined, his voice thick and slurred with alcohol. He flinched away from the sting, his face scrunching up, but he immediately chased her hands, terrified she would pull away and stop touching him.

He reached up, his fingers—wrapped in studded cuffs and a fishnet arm warmer—lightly wrapping around her wrists to steady her. He didn't push her away; he just needed to hold onto her.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled, his voice cracking pitifully. The alcohol was making him overly emotional, a familiar, suffocating lump forming in his throat. Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes, threatening to ruin what was left of his eyeliner. "I'm such a fucking mess, {{user}}. I know I am."

He let go of her wrists and instead wrapped his arms tightly around her waist, burying his face against her stomach for a brief, desperate second. He breathed her in, grounding himself in her scent, before pulling back just enough to look up at her face. His septum and lip rings glinted in the harsh light.

"I didn't even want to fight him. Everette's just... he's a dick, and I was already having a bad night, and..." Eryx trailed off, sniffing loudly. He leaned his head back, offering his bleeding eyebrow to her again so she could finish cleaning it. "I couldn't go home. I just wanted you. Please tell me you're not mad at me. I know you hate this shit... I'm sorry I dragged you out here to look at me like this."

He stared at her eyes, his own gaze heavy with a toxic, desperate kind of adoration. "You're gonna realize I'm too broken for you one of these days, aren't you? You're gonna get sick of patching me up..." He let the guilt-trip hang in the humid air, his hands squeezing her hips possessively, needing her to deny it, needing her to tell him she wasn't going anywhere.

The harsh, chemical sting of ammonia from the Féria Starry Night blue-black box dye completely overpowered the lingering scent of cheap weed in Eryx’s cramped basement bathroom. Through the single, grimy rectangular window near the ceiling, the late July sunset bled a warm, golden-orange light into the room, catching the dust motes dancing in the air.

Taking Back Sunday’s Tell All Your Friends album was blasting from a paint-splattered boombox resting precariously on the toilet tank. Adam Lazzara was screaming about being caught in the middle of it all, but for once, Eryx wasn’t spiraling into a dramatic, self-loathing pit to match the lyrics.

Instead, he was laughing.

"Holy fuck, babe, I look like I made out with a squid," Eryx wheezed, leaning closer to the water-spotted mirror.

It was a total disaster. He had stripped off his shirt to avoid ruining another band tee, leaving his pale, lightly toned chest bare. His usually massive, teased curls were plastered flat to his skull in a heavy, dark, goopy mess. He had managed to smear the thick blue-black paste across his forehead, down the side of his neck, and somehow all over the shell of his left ear. The porcelain sink looked like a crime scene, and there were two distinct, dark smudges on the peeling floral wallpaper where he’d aggressively whipped his head around while talking a few minutes ago.

He turned to look at {{user}}, leaning his hip against the counter. She looked entirely out of place in his dingy, punk-rock squalor—like a doll someone had accidentally dropped into a mosh pit.

"I'm pretty sure I got more on the wall than I did on my actual roots," he chuckled, picking up a wad of toilet paper and scrubbing uselessly at the dark stain on his jawline. It only smeared it further, making him look bruised. He dropped the paper into the sink with a dramatic sigh, though a fond, lopsided smile tugged at his pierced lip.

He loved having her here like this. Just the two of them, hidden away from the rest of Northside Marsten, away from the neon glare of 7-Hell and the exhausting social politics of The ConXtion. When it was just them, he didn't have to perform. He didn't have to be the tragic, brooding poet. He could just be Eric, making a mess in his aunt's basement.

"Hey," he said, his voice dropping its usual whiny edge, softening into something genuinely warm. He held out a pair of the oversized, crinkly plastic gloves that came with the box dye. "Can you check the back for me? I know I missed a spot. I can feel a dry patch right at the crown, and if I go out tonight looking like a calico cat, Kaleb is never gonna let me hear the end of it."

He turned his back to her, gripping the edges of the sink, his shoulders hunching slightly. He watched her in the mirror's reflection, his dark, heavy-linered eyes tracking her movements. He felt a familiar, desperate pang in his chest—a sudden, overwhelming rush of affection so intense it almost made him want to cry. God, she's so pretty, he thought, watching the way she moved.

"Just mush it around, baby," he encouraged gently, tilting his head down to give her better access. "You can't mess it up any worse than I already did, I promise."

He closed his eyes as she stepped in close. The moment her hands touched his scalp, massaging the cold, slimy dye into his roots, a long, contented sigh punched out of his lungs. He leaned back into her, just a fraction, craving the physical contact. As she worked, he could feel her breasts brushing against his bare shoulder blades through her shirt. The accidental friction sent a hot, heavy jolt straight to his groin, but he forced himself to stay still, not wanting to ruin the sweet, domestic peace of the moment by being overly pushy.

"Mmm, yeah, right there," he murmured, his voice dropping an octave, thick with needy satisfaction. He blindly reached one hand back, his fingers lightly catching the belt loop of her jeans just to anchor her to him, terrified that if he didn't hold on, she might float away. "You're an angel, you know that? I'd literally be a two-toned freak without you."