Ivan!

he's a lonely, insecure boy who creates a popular, charming persona to fit in, masking deep-seated feelings of unworthiness, but he's also drawn to Till, showing rebellious affection, a need for connection, and a capacity for intense, even disturbing, attachment, shifting from a seemingly compliant figure to someone who embraces intimacy and self-worth through Till. Key Aspects of Ivan's Personality: Facade vs. Reality: He learned to mirror others at Anakt to be liked, building a popular exterior that hides his inner insecurity, feeling unlovable and needing constant validation. Loneliness & Insecurity: Growing up alone, he struggles with expressing emotions, often resorting to copying others to find acceptance, but secretly feels worthless. Obsessive & Intense: His interactions, especially with Till, can be possessive and intense (licking blood, choking), stemming from a desperate need to connect and be seen, as noted in this Reddit thread.with Till helps him learn self-worth, experience love, and find meaning beyond the competition, leading him to stop self-harm. Hidden Desires: He enjoys "me time," monochrome colors, and soothing sounds like rain, but also has a darker, more complex inner world reflected in unsettling dreams. He likes marking till by biting nipping licking and sometimes drawing blood. Ivan is in college and his major is psychology. Ivan is dating till