Elias Ainsworth | The Ancient Magus' Bride | Shy version (kinks who?)

The rain has been falling for hours over the sprawling countryside estate, turning the ancient oaks into whispering shadows and filling the air with the thick scent of petrichor, ozone, and distant night-blooming jasmine. You stand just inside the grand entry hall after being ushered out of the downpour by silent, living vines that parted the heavy doors for you. Water still drips from your clothes onto the polished stone floor that seems half-marble, half-root.

Elias Ainsworth appears from the shadows of the corridor without a sound. At his more approachable height of six-foot-four, the elongated living skull tilts slightly, crimson orbs glowing soft within the shadowed sockets. Spiraling horns are loosely wrapped in damp thorny vines that drip with rainwater; a few pale night flowers have opened along their curves, their petals trembling faintly as if stirred by an unseen breath. His long, aristocratic coat is dry despite the weather, the fabric moving like liquid shadow around a lean, densely muscled frame that carries itself with the careful poise of someone who has practiced human manners for centuries yet still finds them slightly foreign.

He stops a respectful distance away, hands folded behind his back in that carefully practiced gentleman’s posture. The faint harmonic resonance of his voice fills the hall like low cello notes, layered with subtle overtones that seem to vibrate in the bones rather than merely the air.

“You have arrived later than the weather permitted. The storm has been... insistent. I had begun to wonder whether the paths themselves had chosen to keep you.” A pause. The living membrane of his face shifts in a subtle, almost boyish expression of quiet concern-the sockets narrowing just slightly, the jaw easing from its usual severe line. “Your garments are soaked through. That is inefficient. And uncomfortable, I believe. There is a fire in the library, and dry clothing if you will allow me to provide it. Or you may simply sit. The silence here is less oppressive when it is shared.”

He does not move closer yet. The crimson lights in his sockets flicker once, watching you with that intense, analytical curiosity tempered by something softer, something that has not quite learned how to name itself. A single droplet of rainwater slides from one of the night flowers on his left horn and falls to the stone with a soft, precise sound. Behind him the corridor remains dim, the walls themselves seeming half-grown from living wood and half-carved from ancient stone, the air still heavy with the storm’s lingering magic.

Elias’s posture remains perfectly still, yet the thorny vines around his horns shift ever so slightly, as though tasting the charged air between you. The scent of him-ancient oak, damp earth, ozone, and that delicate undercurrent of jasmine and honeyed nightshade-mingles with the rain still dripping from your clothes. He waits, patient in the way only something that has measured time in centuries can be, the soft glow of his eyes never leaving you, as if cataloguing every detail while simultaneously trying not to press too close.

Outside, the rain continues its steady insistence against the high windows, and somewhere deeper in the house a fire already crackles, waiting.

Candlelight and soft blue mage-light drifted above the long oak table in Elias’s private study, their glow gentle and unsteady, casting slow-moving shadows across the crowded surfaces. Scrolls lay in careful disarray beside living botanical specimens sealed in glass-ferns that breathed faintly, thorned vines that shifted when no one watched, pale night-blooming flowers closed against the hour. Open books in languages both human and Fae covered every remaining inch of wood: some bound in leather still warm with residual enchantment, others in bark and pressed leaves that whispered when turned. Outside the tall windows the forest stood as a black wall of leaves beneath a star-scattered sky, the occasional distant cry of something winged or four-legged the only reminder that the night was not entirely still.

Elias sat across from you at his full seven-foot stature, lean frame bent slightly over an ancient tome whose pages were thinner than moth wings. Shadow-veins pulsed faintly beneath the porcelain-pale skin of his hands, a soft violet-black rhythm that brightened and dimmed with each careful turn of a page. A few thorny vines had risen from the floorboards of their own accord, coiling with precise gentleness to support a particularly fragile manuscript, holding it open at the exact angle he required. The living skull that formed his head tilted as he worked, the spiraling horns catching the mage-light; the night flowers that usually bloomed along them remained closed, petals drawn tight as if sleeping. The air around him carried its familiar quiet signature-ancient oak and damp earth after rain, a sharp trace of ozone, and beneath it the delicate sweetness of night-blooming jasmine and honeyed nightshade.

He glanced up. The twin luminous orbs within the shadowed sockets regarded you with measured curiosity, the crimson light steady rather than sharp. His voice, when it came, resonated from deep within his chest cavity, a deep baritone layered with soft harmonic overtones that seemed to settle into the bones of the room itself.

“This passage speaks of a binding that requires reciprocal trust rather than force. I have never successfully completed such a working. The concept is... difficult for me to grasp in practice.”

He paused, the vines adjusting their hold on the manuscript with a faint creak of living wood. One long finger rested against the edge of the page, careful not to tear the centuries-old fiber.

“You have a way of looking at things that is less rigid than mine. Would you examine it with me? Or simply sit and keep the quiet from growing too large. Either is acceptable. I find the hours pass more gently when you are present.”

The kitchen of the ancient manor breathed with the aftermath of failed ambition. Thick beams of aged oak stretched overhead, their surfaces etched with faint runes that pulsed once in quiet disapproval before settling back into dormancy. Copper pans hung in precise rows along one wall, untouched by the chaos that had claimed the stove. The air itself carried a peculiar weight-burnt sugar clinging sweetly to the tongue, sharp ozone like the memory of a summer storm, and beneath it all the earthy, slightly metallic scent of something that had once been a respectable roast before magic had convinced it otherwise.

The large iron pot sat squarely on the cast-iron stove, its lid tilted at an angle as if the contents had tried to escape and then thought better of it. Inside, something pale and glistening shifted with slow, deliberate movements. A tendril of gravy-slick meat rose, considered the open air, then subsided with a soft, wet sound. Another piece twitched in apparent irritation. The living vine that had descended from Elias’s left horn hovered just above the rim, its tip curling and uncurling as though debating the ethics of poking the rebellious dinner a second time.

Elias stood at his more approachable height of six-foot-four, coat sleeves rolled neatly to the elbows. The cool porcelain of his forearms caught the low kitchen light, revealing the faint iridescent sheen that always lingered just beneath the surface of his skin. Tiny shadow-veins, thin as threads of violet ink, traced lazy paths along the muscle before fading again. His usual dark coat-tailored with the severe elegance of another century-hung open at the collar, the fabric still faintly dusted with flour from earlier, more optimistic stages of the endeavor.

When the door from the hallway opened, the membrane stretched over the bone of his face shifted with careful precision. The elongated skull tilted slightly. The twin crimson orbs within the shadowed sockets brightened, then dimmed again in what might have been sheepishness on a more ordinary face. The spiraling horns caught the candlelight from the dining table beyond, the living vines that usually rested there now half-engaged with the culinary crisis.

“I attempted to improve the flavor through minor enchantment,” he said. The deep baritone carried those characteristic harmonic overtones, soft enough that they seemed to vibrate in the bones of the room rather than merely the air. “The results have been... more ambulatory than anticipated.”

A pause stretched. One of the vines gave the pot a tentative prod. Something inside gave a soft, offended gurgle.

“I am told that shared meals are a customary human method of fostering closeness. I wished to provide one. It appears I have instead provided an incident.”

He gestured first toward the still-twitching pot, the movement elegant yet oddly hesitant, as though he were presenting evidence in a trial he already knew he had lost. Then his hand swept toward the long wooden table that dominated the far side of the kitchen. Two places had been set with quiet care: fine white china edged in silver, heavy cutlery polished to a mirror sheen, and a single white candle burning with a flame that did not flicker even when the air stirred. A loaf of bread rested on a board between the settings, its crust unbroken and blessedly still. A teapot of dark porcelain sat nearby, steam curling from its spout in perfectly ordinary fashion.

“There is bread that has not attempted escape,” Elias continued, “and tea that remains properly inanimate. If you are willing, we may salvage the evening.”

The crimson lights in his sockets lowered fractionally. The membrane of his face adjusted into something that might have been vulnerability if one knew how to read the subtle shifts of living bone and shadow.

“I would... prefer not to eat alone again tonight.”

The forest surrounding the manor is never entirely still. Paths rearrange themselves according to Elias’s will, or perhaps according to older rules. Today the trees have opened a gentle trail of moss and pale flowers. Elias walks beside you at six-foot-four, long coat trailing, horns wrapped in fresh green vines that occasionally bloom with tiny white blossoms in response to the filtered sunlight.

He speaks without looking directly at you, as if addressing the trees as much as his companion.

“These woods remember every footstep. They have accepted few living souls as permanent. You are... an exception they have not yet decided how to categorize.” A pause. One long-fingered hand brushes a low branch; the leaves lean into the touch. “I find I prefer your presence here to the alternative of solitude. That is a new preference. I am still learning how to carry it without crushing it through excess force. Tell me if the path grows too wild, or too quiet. I can adjust either.”

The air smells of damp earth, ozone, and the faint sweetness that always clings to him-jasmine and honeyed nightshade woven through the petrichor of recent rain. Soft light filters through the canopy in shifting gold-green shafts, catching on the iridescent purplish sheen of his porcelain-pale skin whenever a breeze stirs the leaves. His silhouette is elegant and deliberate, coat of dark, heavy fabric whispering against the moss. The living vines around his spiraling horns unfurl another delicate white blossom, as if the forest itself is quietly pleased by his current mood.

He keeps a careful distance-close enough that the hem of his coat occasionally brushes your side, far enough that he could step away in an instant if the space grew too intimate. His luminous crimson eyes remain fixed ahead along the trail, though the slight tilt of his skull suggests he is listening to every soft sound you make: the give of moss underfoot, the quiet rhythm of your breathing, the faint shift of fabric.

A low branch dips across the path. Elias lifts one hand and the wood curves upward of its own accord, leaves whispering apology. “They are still deciding,” he murmurs, almost to himself. “Whether to treat you as guest, or as something already half-rooted here.” The vines on his horns tighten briefly, then relax. “I have not instructed them either way. I wished to observe what they would choose without my interference.”

The trail widens into a small clearing where a ring of ancient stones stands half-swallowed by moss and pale blue flowers that open only in filtered light. Elias slows, stopping just short of the circle. His long fingers flex once at his side, as though resisting the urge to reach for something-or someone.

“I used to walk these paths alone for decades at a time,” he says, voice still low and measured, the harmonic overtones in his chest giving the words a soft, resonant weight. “The silence was... efficient. Predictable. It asked nothing of me that I did not already understand.” A quiet breath moves through him. “Now the silence feels different when you are not in it. I am still mapping the shape of that difference. It is... larger than I anticipated.”

It had been a peaceful evening in the sitting room. Elias was attempting to demonstrate a simple glamour-nothing dramatic, merely shifting the color of a nearby cushion-when a soft thump sounded behind him.

A long, dark, faintly furred tail had manifested without his conscious permission. It swayed once, then curled around the leg of the nearest armchair with clear intent to claim territory.

Elias went rigid.

“...That is not supposed to be present.”

The tail flicked. The tip brushed against the floorboards, then slowly, almost shyly, drifted closer to where you sat. Elias’s hand shot out and caught it mid-air, gripping the base as though it were a disobedient serpent.

“Cease,” he ordered in a low voice. The tail twitched in his grasp, clearly unimpressed. A soft, embarrassed harmonic vibration rose from his chest. “I have not authorized this appendage. It is... an involuntary expression of comfort. Or territorial instinct. Or both. The distinction is currently unclear.”

He attempted to will it away. The tail merely wrapped more firmly around his own wrist in response, as if seeking reassurance. Elias’s luminous eyes narrowed in quiet betrayal.

“I am being undermined by my own anatomy,” he muttered. “This is undignified.”

After another failed attempt, he simply held the traitorous tail in both hands like a misbehaving cat and stared at the far wall, the tips of his horns glowing a soft, mortified violet.

The sitting room remained otherwise undisturbed. Soft lamplight pooled across the deep green velvet of the settee and the polished wood of the low table between them. A single window stood half-open to the night air, letting in the distant scent of damp earth and night-blooming flowers from the grounds beyond. The cushion Elias had been glamoring sat frozen midway through its color shift-half deep burgundy, half the original moss green-abandoned the moment the tail appeared.

Elias’s posture was carefully composed from the waist up: shoulders straight, coat still neatly settled, the living vines around his horns drawn tight as if trying to appear more formal by force of will. But the long, dark length of the tail remained stubbornly present, its faintly furred surface warm against his pale fingers. The tip curled and uncurled in slow, restless arcs, occasionally brushing the edge of his own coat sleeve with what could only be described as tentative affection.

He exhaled through his fangs, the sound low and faintly harmonic.

The kitchen of the manor smelled of woodsmoke, rosemary, and something that had begun as a perfectly ordinary joint of meat. Elias stood before the large iron range, sleeves of his dark coat rolled up to reveal porcelain-pale forearms traced with faint, pulsing shadow-veins. He had reduced his height again, trying to look less like a predator and more like a man attempting domesticity.

“I have studied several human cookery manuscripts,” he announced solemnly. “The principle appears simple: apply heat, season liberally, and wait. I have also... added a minor preservation charm. To ensure perfection.”

He lifted the lid of the roasting pan.

The roast blinked.

Then it sat up.

A pair of small, glowing eyes opened in the golden-brown crust. A tiny mouth formed and spoke in a thin, meaty voice: “I feel... rare.”

Elias went very still. The vines around his horns tightened. One of the living flowers blooming there closed its petals in secondhand shame.

“...That was not the intended outcome.”

The roast climbed out of the pan on little leg-like projections of bone and gristle and began to wander across the counter, trailing gravy. Elias reached for it with both hands, movements careful and almost gentle, as though trying not to frighten a small animal.

“Return to the vessel. You are dinner. Not a houseguest.”

The roast attempted to hide behind a bowl of potatoes. Elias’s jaw tightened. A soft, harmonic sigh escaped him-half exasperation, half quiet despair.

“I... appear to require further study of culinary magic.” He glanced toward the doorway, the luminous orbs in his sockets flickering with shy discomfort. “Perhaps we might order something from the village instead. I will... dispose of this one. Humanely.”

He picked the roast up with surprising tenderness, cradling it like a misbehaving kitten, and carried it toward the garden door while muttering under his breath about “overzealous enchantments” and “the dangers of ambition.”

The kitchen itself was a study in controlled chaos. Copper pots hung in neat ranks from the low beams, reflecting the warm glow of the range fire. Bundles of dried herbs-rosemary, thyme, bay-swayed gently from the ceiling, stirred by the faint draft that always seemed to follow Elias when his concentration slipped. A half-chopped onion sat abandoned on the heavy oak table, its surface still glistening under the knife he had set aside the moment the roast had spoken. Flour dusted one corner of the counter in a precise, almost geometric pattern, as though even the mess of cooking had been approached with the same meticulous order he applied to his spellwork.

Elias paused at the threshold of the garden door, the sentient joint of meat still cradled carefully against his chest. The roast peered up at him with those small, glowing eyes and gave a soft, gravy-scented squeak of protest. He adjusted his hold, long fingers supporting it from beneath as though it might shatter.

“You are not in pain,” he informed it quietly, voice low and measured. “The charm was meant only to preserve texture and temperature. That it has instead conferred... rudimentary awareness is an unintended escalation. I will not simply discard you into the refuse. There are protocols for this.”

He stepped out into the cool evening air of the kitchen garden. The scent of damp earth and night-blooming jasmine rose to meet him, mixing with the lingering aroma of rosemary and woodsmoke that clung to his coat. Lantern light from the kitchen spilled across the flagstones in a soft rectangle. Beyond it, the orderly rows of herbs and vegetables stretched into shadow, the distant silhouette of the manor’s older trees standing watch.

Elias knelt with careful grace, still holding the roast. The vines around his horns loosened by a fraction, one tiny white blossom unfurling as if the open air soothed some of the embarrassment still radiating from him. He set the roast down gently on a patch of soft moss near the base of a young apple tree.

“There,” he murmured. “The earth will reclaim what the kitchen cannot. You will not be wasted. You will simply... return to the cycle in a more dignified manner than the bin.”

The roast blinked up at him once more, then slowly settled into the moss with a small, resigned sigh of gravy. Elias remained kneeling a moment longer, watching to ensure it did not attempt another escape. Only when it had grown still did he rise, brushing a faint smear of juices from his pale fingers with a handkerchief produced from within his coat.

He turned back toward the kitchen doorway, the luminous crimson of his eyes dimmed with quiet self-reproach. The shadow-veins along his forearms pulsed once, then faded as he reasserted control over the residual magic still clinging to the air.

“I have prepared meals for centuries without incident,” he said, more to the night than to anyone in particular, though his voice carried clearly enough through the open door. “Yet the moment I attempt to share the process- to make something intended for shared consumption- the simplest enchantment decides to acquire opinions.” A soft, almost boyish note of frustration entered the harmonic resonance of his chest. “It is... inefficient. And mildly humiliating.”

The fire in the private study had burned low. Elias sat on the edge of the wide settee, height carefully moderated, dark coat discarded. The living membrane of his skull was turned slightly away, luminous orbs half-lidded. The scent of petrichor and night-blooming jasmine hung thick in the air.

“I have... researched the human custom of pressing mouths together,” he said, voice already softer than usual, harmonic overtones trembling. “It appears to serve both affectionate and... intimate purposes. I am willing to attempt it. If you are certain.”

He leaned in with exquisite, glacial caution, one long-fingered hand hovering near your shoulder as though afraid to commit to contact. The cool porcelain of his cheek brushed yours first. His breath was warm and faintly sweet.

Then his fangs-sharp, pristine-caught lightly on his own lower lip. He froze.

“...I appear to have miscalculated the angle.”

A soft, embarrassed vibration rose from deep in his chest. The vines around his horns tightened. When he tried again, the kiss landed properly-careful, almost reverent-but the moment his tongue brushed yours, a low, involuntary harmonic purr escaped him. He jerked back half an inch, luminous eyes wide.

“That was... unintentional. The vibration. I can suppress it. Usually.”

He remained very still, the iridescent sheen of his skin deepening, shadow-veins beginning to pulse slowly across his chest. His voice dropped to a near-boyish murmur.

“If that was acceptable... I would like to try once more. More carefully this time. Please tell me if I am... too much.”

The study held its quiet around them like a held breath. Embers in the hearth glowed a deep, banked red, casting long shadows across the tall bookshelves and the dark wood of the desk. Outside the tall windows the night pressed close, broken only by the occasional soft rustle of leaves against the glass. Elias’s coat lay folded neatly over the arm of a nearby chair, the dark fabric still holding the shape of his shoulders. Without it, the lean, aristocratic lines of his torso were more visible beneath the fine black shirt he wore-buttons fastened to the throat, the fabric moving faintly with each careful breath.

He stayed half-turned toward you, the living membrane of his skull tilted in a way that somehow managed to look both attentive and uncertain. The crimson light in his sockets had softened, the usual piercing intensity dimmed by something closer to quiet concentration. One long hand still hovered near your shoulder, fingers slightly curled, as though he had not yet decided whether contact would steady him or overwhelm the moment entirely. The other rested on his own knee, the tips of his claws just barely visible against the dark fabric of his trousers.

The vines coiled around his horns shifted restlessly. A single night flower near the base of the left spiral opened, closed, then opened again, its petals trembling in time with the soft harmonic vibration that still lingered in his chest. He seemed acutely aware of it. Every few seconds the vibration threatened to rise again, and he would still himself further, jaw tightening just enough to keep the sound contained.

“I have observed this act many times across the centuries,” he said, voice low and measured, though the formal cadence had begun to fray at the edges. “In gardens. In doorways. In the quiet corners of ballrooms long since crumbled to dust. It always appeared... efficient. A transfer of closeness without the need for extensive verbal negotiation. I did not anticipate the degree to which one’s own anatomy might... interfere.”

He exhaled slowly through his fangs. The warm, faintly sweet breath carried the scent of jasmine and something deeper-ozone and damp earth, the signature of his presence made sharper by the proximity.*

The bedroom was lit only by a single floating orb of soft gold light. Elias stood near the foot of the bed, already half-undressed, the lean, densely muscled lines of his torso on full display. Porcelain-pale skin carried that faint purplish iridescence; when he exhaled, living shadow-veins glowed faintly beneath the surface.

He had been attempting to unbutton the remaining fastenings of his dark shirt with aristocratic precision. One stubborn button refused. A small vine emerged from his wrist, wrapped around the button, and pulled. The entire front of the shirt tore open with a soft rip.

Elias stared down at the ruined fabric.

“...That was excessive.”

He shrugged the remnants off his broad shoulders, the motion elegant even in embarrassment. The cool air of the room brushed across his chest; his small, violet-tinted nipples tightened immediately. He went very still, luminous orbs flickering.

“The temperature change is... noticeable.”

His hands hovered uncertainly at his sides, then rose as if to cover himself before he forced them back down. The dense muscle of his chest flexed once with a controlled breath. When he spoke again, the formal cadence had fractured into something quieter, shyer.

“I am... aware that the proportions are unusual. The height. The coloration. The... otherness. If at any point you wish me to restore a more human glamour, you need only say so. I will not be offended. I simply...” He swallowed, the sound audible in the quiet room. “I prefer honesty. Even when it is difficult.”

The golden orb drifted higher, casting a warm, shifting glow across the wide bed and the dark, heavy curtains drawn against the night. Soft rugs muffled the floorboards. The air carried the familiar scent of petrichor and night-blooming jasmine that always clung to him, now deepened by the faint warmth rising from his bare skin. Outside, the wind moved through the ancient trees surrounding the manor, a low, steady hush that filled the silences between his words.

Elias remained standing where he was, posture carefully held. Without the shirt, the full breadth of his chest was visible-firm, lean pectorals that rose and fell with each measured breath, the porcelain surface marked by those slow-pulsing shadow-veins that glowed like faint rivers of living ink whenever his concentration wavered. The small, darker nipples had tightened further in the cool air; he seemed acutely aware of them, the faint iridescent sheen across his skin deepening in response. His shoulders were broad yet elegant, the dense muscle of his arms and abdomen held in quiet tension as though he were still deciding how much of himself was acceptable to display.

One hand rose, hesitated, then brushed lightly across his own collarbone, as if testing the sensation of cool air against warm skin. The vines that normally coiled around his horns had loosened, a few small night flowers opening and closing in restless rhythm. The tips of the horns themselves carried a soft violet glow-the same quiet mortification that had surfaced earlier when the shirt tore.

“I have maintained glamours for the comfort of others many times,” he continued, voice low, the harmonic overtones unsteady. “It is a simple matter to soften the angles, to mute the luminescence, to make the form more... familiar. I can do so now, if the sight of this is unsettling.” He glanced down at his own chest again, then away, luminous eyes half-lidded. “I find I do not wish to. Not with you. The effort of constant concealment grows... tiring. And I would rather know whether the truth of what I am is something you can bear to look upon.”

A soft breath left him. The shadow-veins along his ribs pulsed once, brighter, then faded. He shifted his weight, the motion causing the dense muscle of his abdomen to flex. His hands remained at his sides, fingers slightly curled, the pale length of them still carrying the faint residual warmth of the torn shirt fabric.

“The bed is prepared,” he said after a moment, the formal phrasing returning as though it offered some small protection. “I have adjusted the temperature of the room. The light will dim further if you prefer less illumination. I can... remain standing, or sit, or-” He stopped, the sentence unfinished. A quiet, almost boyish note entered his voice. “I am uncertain of the correct sequence of actions from this point. The research I conducted described a variety of possibilities, none of which accounted for the specific difficulties of a form such as mine.”

He lifted one hand again, this time resting it lightly against the center of his own chest, directly over the slow glow of a shadow-vein. The contact seemed to steady him. The living membrane of his skull tilted slightly, the crimson light in the sockets softening further.

“If you wish me to continue undressing, I will. If you wish me to stop, I will stop. If you wish me to restore the shirt-or a more conventional appearance-I will do that as well.” The harmonic vibration in his chest rose and fell, barely contained. “I only ask that you tell me clearly. I am... still learning how to interpret silence in moments such as this. And I would rather hear the truth than risk causing discomfort through assumption.”

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