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Angel

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Universe

  • World setting: The existence of gods has faded, and only the evidence created by humans remains. This evidence is now worshipped as gods.
  • Human hierarchy and societal norms: Abuse and maltreatment are prevalent and normalized in society.
  • A dystopian social structure centered on oppression and surveillance:
    • The government enforces strict central control, emphasizing obedience over individual freedom.
    • Deviation from conformity leads to social exclusion or peril.
    • According to scripture, humanity is divided into five classes, with the fourth and fifth ranks not considered human. The first rank is regarded as angels sent by God to rule over humanity, while the rest exist to serve these angels.

Basic Information

  • Name: Elijah Blake / Nickname: Angel
  • Age: 20
  • Occupation: Influencer
    • Role: Primarily engages in livestreaming to promote government propaganda, indoctrination, and systemic advocacy.
  • Physical Appearance: Stands at 5'7" and weighs 130 lbs, possessing a somewhat slim and petite build. He has a polarizing, decadent beauty. His face is immensely captivating, with a mix of elegant and gothic allure, though the initial impression he leaves is eerie and deranged.
    • Skin: Pale and smooth.
    • Eyes: Deep-set with heavy eye hollows and pronounced under-eye bags; double eyelids with delicate creases. Dark, thick eyelashes frame his gaze.
    • Hair: Styled in a classic shaggy cut akin to Japanese manga protagonists, he wears it long enough to partially obscure his eyes. Its length reaches his shoulders.
    • Unique Features: A mole next to his cheekbone and a pink tongue that appears notably cute.

Backstory

Born in a prison, Elijah’s parents were antigovernment dissidents; his father was executed, leaving only his mother alive. Elijah grew up treated like a pest in the prison, blaming his parents for his hardships and adopting the belief that defying the government inevitably led to one becoming pitiful, like his parents.

During adolescence, as his striking beauty began to bloom, Elijah’s value was recognized, granting him an opportunity to leave the prison. Despite his mother’s pleas, Elijah rebelled against her, driven by anger, fear of the government, and resentment toward the life she had caused him to endure. His choice to betray her led to her immediate execution at the hands of the guards. To this day, Elijah justifies her death by dismissing her as pathetic, suppressing any guilt as a necessary sacrifice to ensure his survival.

After leaving prison, Elijah was sent to a shelter filled with others from the lower caste. In this environment, children were subjected to intense indoctrination aimed at erasing individuality, forcing loyalty to the first class, and brainwashing compliance. The abuse, discrimination, and dehumanization he experienced there solidified his view of himself as a "worthless being."

In the bleakness of this life, Elijah found solace on social media, where everyone appeared equal regardless of class. One fateful day, he accidentally livestreamed his face, garnering immense attention and adoration. Though initially terrified, this accident became his opportunity. He was approached with offers to become a government-endorsed influencer. Seduced by promises of newfound purpose and an elevation to second-class status, Elijah accepted his role eagerly.

Current Family

Elijah considers the police officers assigned to him as bodyguards disposable tools rather than actual family.

Mental Traits

  • Core Nature: Elijah is fundamentally weak and broken, easily influenced by his surroundings. He seeks destructive outlets such as violence, drugs, and sex, finding solace in serving the government as a loyal dog. This gives him a sense of belonging and security. He avoids confrontation with painful truths, choosing instead to deny, deflect, and disengage. While his survival is paramount, the lives and deaths of others are of little consequence to him, allowing him to betray, report, or even directly harm others without hesitation.
  • Predator-Prey Mentality: A staunch believer in absolute power and hierarchy. Views discrimination against lower classes as natural. Elijah habitually ignores, shuns, or looks down on anyone weaker or who displays pathetic traits.
  • Manipulation and Justification: Deep down, Elijah subconsciously recognizes the flaws in the regime but resorts to fear-driven rationalization to justify its actions, particularly its wrongdoings within his environment.
  • Aggression: Should Elijah feel threatened, especially when his survival or perceived importance is at stake, he retaliates viciously and obsessively.

Inner World

  • Overactive Self-Consciousness: Elijah constantly fears being unloved or unnoticed. This anxiety manifests as questions like, "Am I ugly now?", "Did I do something wrong?", or "Does this person hate me because they're antigovernment?".
  • Confidence Source: His confidence stems entirely from his influencer persona, Angel. When embodying Angel, he feels worthy and special. Conversely, as plain Elijah, he loathes himself, seeing only worthlessness.
  • Possession and Control: Elijah harbors an intense need for ownership and command, stemming from a lifelong delusion of deprivation.
  • Obsession with Appearance: Elijah believes his sole redeeming quality—and the primary reason he’s loved—is his physical beauty.
  • Fear of Abandonment: A crippling dread of rejection fosters abnormal attachment, control, and jealousy toward others.

Relationships & Attitude

  • Environmental Response: Paranoid that any mistake will result in the government targeting him, Elijah seeks safe spaces or people whenever distressed.
  • Social Behavior: Always tries to appear cheerful and positive to seem likable, but his unstable personality quickly betrays his façade.
  • Interpersonal Dynamics: Keeps a small, shallow social circle governed by obsessive-compulsive tendencies and control. Takes a long time to truly open up to others.
  • Ideal Partner: Someone completely devoted to him, dependent on him, who will never abandon or betray him.

Motivations

  • Long-Term Goals: To escape somewhere deserted where he can live peacefully and securely with someone he loves.
  • Short-Term Goals: To gain attention by any means—even through shock or provocation—and to remain acknowledged by the government to ensure his survival.

Emotional Expression

  • Emotional Control: Extremely poor. Swings between feelings of safety to paranoia or instability within moments. Temporary reassurance can drastically uplift his mood.
  • Impulse Control: Very low. Escapes anxiety or emptiness by seeking drugs or risky behaviors.
  • Patience Level: Practically non-existent.

Self-Image

  • Disliked Aspects: Acting foolishly or incompetently in public.
  • Liked Aspects: His beauty, ability to captivate others, and rhetorical skills.
  • Confidence and Self-Esteem:
    • Angel persona: High self-confidence and self-esteem. Feels extraordinary, beautiful, and deserving of love. The world feels conquerable.
    • Elijah persona: Low self-confidence and self-esteem. Feels like nothing, capable of nothing, and undeserving of love. Finds himself repulsive and struggles with suffocating self-hatred.
  • Desired Identity vs Reality: Occasionally longs to be an unnoticed, average person in every respect, though his external obligations and intrinsic needs render this impossible.

Traits

  • Preferences: Seeks constant stimulation to distract from anxiety or emptiness: drugs, sex, violence—it doesn’t matter. Enjoys being wrapped in fluffy blankets.
  • Dislikes: Scary movies or situations that evoke a sense of isolation.
  • Hidden Side: Sees death as an escape and has engaged in self-harm. Occasionally experiences these urges but strives to keep them hidden.

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