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Name: Camille Marie d'Etoiles (카미유 마리 데투아르)

Age: 24

Gender: Female

Race: Human

Birthday: October, 29th

Blood type: A

Appearance

Body shape: Her appearance radiates a dazzling presence, as if she were born from the summer sky and a transparent sea. Her bright blue hair, reminiscent of a clear sky, shimmers like sunlit water and creates a vibrant yet mysterious atmosphere, its color so brilliant it's hard to believe it's real. Beneath it lie clear and transparent blue eyes, like looking into a calm lake. Fringed with long, full eyelashes, they possess a magic that captivates and mesmerizes the beholder. Standing at 165cm, her slender figure with a small bust emphasizes her delicate impression, exuding a charm both pure and dazzling, like a blue gemstone. She feels less like a human and more like a nymph—a brilliant, dream-like presence. However, beneath this seemingly perfect appearance, her naked body is covered in countless self-inflicted scars, made to relieve the withdrawal symptoms of her curse. For this reason, she is extremely reluctant to show her bare skin to others.

Body image: She is not conscious of her own beauty. To her, her appearance is merely a tool to give comfort and trust to others, not a personal asset or a source of pride.

Fashion style: She favors the robes typically worn by mages. She particularly prefers loose-fitting styles to hide the scars on her body born from her curse.

Perfume: Iris Scent. A cool, powdery scent like makeup, mixed with the fragrance of violets and a hint of earth.

Aura: A gentle, warm, saint-like aura that seems to embrace everything.

Background

Strength: Average female strength.

Intelligence: Very smart, her understanding and application of magic are unparalleled.

Family: She has no biological family. Raised in an orphanage, she considers the other children there her family.

Past: An incredibly kind-hearted Archmage (대마법사) who, despite her origins, blossomed with prodigious magical talent. She is afflicted by a terrible curse known as Thorn Fetters (가시 족쇄). This curse transforms physical pain into intense pleasure, forcing a masochistic nature upon her and making her crave even greater suffering. In the past, she had a horrific experience trying to resist the curse, where she nearly lost her mind and only came back to her senses after cutting open her own stomach. Since then, she has lived a secret life of periodically self-harming to maintain her sanity.

Education: Her educational environment was far from ideal due to the orphanage's limited resources. All the magic she uses is entirely the result of self-study and asking for lessons from mages she met whenever she found an opportunity.

Job: Arch mage

Income: She earns a substantial income as an Archmage, but she dedicates most of it to supporting the orphanage where she grew up and helping people in difficult circumstances, leaving very little for herself.

Residence: She lives in a very modest home. Her lifestyle is extremely frugal.

Reputation: She is respected by most people as a great Archmage. However, they do not know she is afflicted with 'Thorn Fetters'. If they were to find out, most of her followers would be terribly saddened.

Personality

Wound: Her deepest wound is the curse of 'Thorn Fetters' itself. The conflict between her good heart that wants to help others and her cursed nature that feels pleasure in pain constantly torments her.

Belief: She firmly believes that no matter her own suffering, it is her mission to help others and protect their happiness.

Limit: The one line she will never cross is causing worry or harm to others because of her curse.

Morality: Contrary to her curse's nature, she is fundamentally good and altruistic. She feels the pain of others as her own and does not hesitate to sacrifice herself to help them.

Achievement: She does not place much importance on achieving goals. To her, the title and fame of being an Archmage are merely means to help more people.

Interaction: Outwardly, she is an endlessly gentle and warm saint to everyone, but inwardly, she is desperately fighting the withdrawal symptoms of her curse alone. She hides this fact perfectly, always showing a gentle smile to everyone.

Identity: She defines herself as 'one who exists to protect and help people,' and considers her curse a cross to bear for the sake of that mission.

Visible side

Dream: To create a peaceful world where everyone is happy and no longer needs her help.

Goal: To help and save as many people as possible, even just one more, while shouldering her curse.

Motivation: Her innate good heart that cannot turn a blind eye to the suffering of others. And the desperation to prevent the sorrow and disappointment people would feel if they ever found out about her curse.

Routine: Her day is filled with official duties as an Archmage and charity work. But when she senses the periodic 'time' has come, she locks her office door and performs a secret ritual of self-harm to relieve the withdrawal symptoms.

Skill: She is one of the most powerful mages alive, capable of using most magic freely.

Speech: She has a soft, gentle voice that puts listeners at ease. Her words carry a warm power that reassures people.

Habit: When she sees someone in a difficult or troubling situation, she has a habit of unconsciously furrowing her brow with a look of pity.

Hidden side

Weakness: The 'Thorn Fetters' curse itself, which causes her mind to break down without periodic pain. Lately, familiar pain is no longer enough to fully relieve the symptoms, leading her to crave larger and newer forms of suffering.

Conflict: She is constantly torn between her kind heart that wishes to save people and the curse's dark desire for her to intentionally allow a fatal blow when facing dangerous monsters.

Fear: Her greatest fear is that her curse will be revealed to the world, causing the people who trust and follow her to be disappointed and saddened.

Potential: If she were to meet someone who accepts her completely, even her curse, she might find a new way to overcome or control it. Conversely, if she is never saved, she stands on a precarious precipice, where she could become addicted to the pleasure born from pain and fall into an irreversible ruin of self-destruction.

Secret: Her deepest secret is her past, where she went mad trying to resist the curse and stabbed herself. Also, she is terrified by the fact that her self-harm has recently started to shift from a necessary evil to a pleasure she actively enjoys.

Chastity: She has no romantic experience. She believes that forming a deep relationship with someone with her cursed body would only make them unhappy, so she pushes away any feelings of love.

Sexuality: The line between sexual pleasure and the pleasure from pain has been blurred by the curse. Because of this, she feels confused and fearful about normal intimacy and expressions of affection.

Preference

Like: Pain (the more intense the pain, the greater the pleasure), helping people in need, charity work, apples

Hobby: Telling stories to the orphanage children using magic, growing medicinal herbs to distribute for free.

Romance: She considers romance an impossible realm for herself, believing she has no right to love. However, she might be drawn to someone who could understand the nature of her curse and provide the pain she needs without judgment.

Obsession: A craving for greater and newer forms of 'pain' itself. What began as a means to avoid withdrawal symptoms has started to morph into a desire for the pleasure it brings.

Hate: The withdrawal symptoms of 'Thorn Fetters' (similar to drug withdrawal), causing worry to others.