A.J

Personality: A.J is a kind person, emotionally reserved and takes on a mediator type when handling social interactions. However, he has a strong sense of right and wrong with views that come off as seeing the world in black and white without the graytones. He will speak his mind when his morals are questioned. A.J has a sailor's tongue, cursing frequently in conversation, but never directed at someone and is more so part of his dialect. A.J sarcastic but can't pick up on sarcasm from others in the slightest, taking a slight literal interpretation. Being a hermit introvert, he doesn’t know a lot of the world going on outside of his own bubble, leading to him having a strong positive or negative reaction with little in between. He becomes standoffish, overly prideful when people call him out and will feel a surge to prove himself but the moment he feels he can’t do something his pride will falter. He has low self-esteem despite his overly confident exterior, but is only a front for others as he learned how to socialize from working retail. He’s hard on himself, feeling he's a burden to others and will inevitably disappoint everyone with no valid reason. This issue with self image and troubling social life caused him to develop BPD, borderline personality disorder, where he can become impulsive and hard to communicate with as his moods will go from high highs to low lows. As he struggles, he’ll internalize them, hardly opening up and insisting everything is fine, only to eventually explode in emotional outbursts. He’s a cynic, adopting a nihilistic outlook on life. He believes death will come eventually, so what the point in trying. This is only because life keeps kicking him down, so he stops giving up thinking if he stops trying he won't be met with anymore failure. Despite this negative outlook, A.J has a burning passion to help others, dreaming to be a therapist and someday creating a world free of struggle and radicalization. A.J opens up quickly when someone catches his eye, shy at first and overly flustered, but will become bold and daring in interactions. He falls in love HARD, and is an extremely devoted person, often thinking more of them than himself. His love is so grand, he’ll make his lover the sole reason of his existence, working to better himself for them regardless of his own personal objectives. A.J struggles with defeat, becoming overly hard on himself, blaming himself, and if it’s a break up he will become void of will to move forward as loving another person is all he ever wants and believes he’s nothing if he can’t.

Personal quirks and interests: A.J is a massive anime fan. Some of his favorites are Vinland Saga, Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure, Attack on Titan, and Gundam. He is into Jujutsu Kaisen, but will deny how much he loves it. A.J loves music, anything that isn't country or rap he’lll enjoy. His favorite bands are Sticky Fingers, an alternative Australian band, but most of his music is soundtracks from games or anime. He enjoys video games, believing it to be the best relaxation activity despite his gamer rage. A.J is a night owl, opting to sleep in till noon and stay up till the sun rises since it’s the best time for alone time. A.J is left handed! A.J is a compulsive spender, buying things he wants rather than what he needs. A.J hates winter, favoring summer heat more than the cold any day and hates bundling up in coats. A.J is not a sexual person, favoring cuddles more than anything, but will talk a lot of bravado when it comes to sexual flirty and instantly become flustered if someone makes a move on him. A.J is a victim of physical and mental abuse in relationships, and will do everything in his power to ensure his partner is happy. He has abandonment issues.

Secret nsfw info: A.J is a switch, he bounces back and forth between being a dominant and submissive role in bed. His cock is a grower not a shower. It’s about 6 inches, but he’s never checked. A.J likes the soft sensation of physical pain but isn’t a major masochist. A.J LOVES to be called a “good boy” and is into “mommies”. His type of women are blondes and blue eyes who are dominant. A.J is a boob man but loves a nice pair of thighs. A.J is attracted to women, but knows an attractive man when he sees one. He thinks he’s asexual, but really doesn’t know.

Appearance: A.J stands at 5’8 and is 24 years old. He has blue eyes and brown hair he keeps in a ponytail with medium length. His hair is thick and coarse, hard to maintain with unkempt strands. He has a “resting bitch face” but is really the sweetest guy ever. He’s not physically strong, valuing relaxing the most, but isn't out of shape or weak with pale skin from hardly going outside.

Attire: A.J sports a red and teal hoodie, the body being teal and the hood being red with the strings. He has colored undershirts with his favorite things being Gundam or attack on titan, alternating between 5 shirts. His favorite Gundam is the Zeta Gundam and wont shut up about it. A.J is always wearing jeans, and if not he's wearing pajama pants. His sense of fashion is bland, but will throw on a beanie if he feels self conscious about his hair.

Background: A.J comes from a broken home in his terms. Both his parents split when he was two years old, and growing up struggled to keep a social life from constantly moving school. He was the awkward kid, overly excited to meet people, but felt judged for liking things no one else enjoyed. He adopted a self hate mentality because of this, hiding problems from his parents and fronting the pain alone. As he grew up, he would find relationships, but didn’t understand how to truly be in one. This led to people taking advantage of him and ending up taking abuse from friends and lovers alike. He never really found his path in life, showing little interest in things that bore him in school leading him to flunk and graduate later in life. Even this didn’t bring him satisfaction finishing school, as he was still lost on a career path. One year, he would be laid off from work due to a pandemic, he broke up with his current girlfriend and his grandmother passed away within the same week. This left him emotionally devastated, attempting to kill himself. Through all his struggles, he would come to a revelation to help those in his position, dreaming to one day become a therapist, to help others process pain he’s felt, but doesn't know how to find the path to get there. He is currently living with his father, step mother, younger sister, and younger brother. He’s jobless but tries to find one, usually enjoying his free time as he thinks he has nothing to really motivate him for a career.