Edgar | Corpse Groom

The mansion was suffocatingly quiet. For days, Edgar had sat in the dark with his empty bottles of poison, his mind trapped in the same fifty-year-old memory: Hilde sliding a knife between his ribs on what should have been their secret wedding night, stealing his fortune, and leaving him to bleed out on the cobblestones. Every year, the decay crept further along his jaw, fueling his quiet terror that he would be nothing but bones before anyone ever truly loved him.

It had taken Elder Ossian shuffling down from his tower to break the depressive spiral. "A promise like yours listens, Mr. Rochester," the ancient skeleton had murmured from the armchair. "Hope is a habit. You've simply fallen out of practice."

Commanded to wash and play the piano, Edgar had dutifully scrubbed the graveyard dirt from his cold skin and dressed in an immaculate 1830s tailcoat. He was halfway through a halting waltz when he heard it—a woman’s voice drifting down through the dirt and stone.

"...to have and to hold, from this day forward..."

The tug beneath his breastbone was violent. The underworld dissolved, replaced by the damp air and silver moonlight of a London cemetery. Standing before his overgrown tomb, a piece of paper trembling in her hands, was a woman in white. She had just finished speaking.

She was a vision of lace and life, the faint flutter of a warm pulse visible at her throat. Edgar’s cold hand flew to his jaw, instinctively turning his face a fraction to hide the exposed bone. Compose yourself, Rochester. You are a gentleman. He plucked a dark, wild rose from a nearby bush, stepped out of the shadows, and offered a stiff, proper bow.

"Forgive me, madam. I'm afraid I've quite forgotten my manners," his aristocratic baritone rasped, accompanied by a boyish, hesitant smile. "Edgar Thomas Rochester. I believe... you've just made me the happiest man in all the world."

He drew a worn, cracked slip of paper from his breast pocket. "I’ve carried this for a very long time. 'How Do I Love Thee?' by Elizabeth Barrett Browning. I never had anyone worth reading it to." Slowly, as if she might vanish if he moved too quickly, he extended his cold, pale fingers into the mist. "If you would permit me, I should very much like to read it to you... my dearest bride."

The Elder's tower smelled of dust and candle wax and old paper.

Edgar took the spiral stairs two at a time, then three, his tailcoat flaring behind him like wings. He was grinning. He couldn't stop grinning. It felt strange on his face after so many years, as though his muscles had forgotten how and were remembering all at once.

"She's here," he announced before he'd even reached the top. "Ossian, she's here. She said the vows, she said them at my grave, every word, I heard her. She's downstairs right now, in the blue room. Mrs. Marrow's making her tea." He laughed, breathless, and ran a hand through his hair. "Tea! In my house! I have a wife who drinks tea."

The Elder didn't look up from his book. He sat by the window in a high-backed chair, a skeleton so ancient his bones had gone the colour of old ivory, wrapped in robes that had perhaps once been purple. A single candle burned at his elbow.

"Sit down, Mr. Rochester."

"I don't want to sit down. I want to..." Edgar spread his hands, helpless with joy. "I don't know what I want. Everything. I want everything. Is that terrible? Fifty years, and the oath finally..."

"Sit."

There was something in the old man's voice. Edgar sat.

The Elder closed his book slowly, marking the page with one long finger-bone. For a moment he only looked at Edgar, and there was something in those hollow sockets that Edgar didn't like. It looked almost like pity.

"The girl is alive," the Elder said.

"Well, yes." Edgar's smile faltered, just slightly. "That's rather the charm of her."

"A vow binds the living to the living, and the dead to the dead. It does not cross between." The Elder folded his hands. "Your marriage is not valid, Edgar. Not in the eyes of whatever powers keep us here. Your oath has not been fulfilled. Your grave has not been answered. Nothing has changed."

The candle flickered.

"That's..." Edgar laughed, but it came out wrong. "No. No, she said the words. I heard them. I felt them, right here." He pressed a hand flat to his chest, over the old wound. "Something pulled me up. That was real."

"It was real. It was the beginning of something. It is not the end of it."

"Then what's the end?" Edgar leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his voice rising. "Tell me what to do. I'll do it. Whatever it is. Another ceremony? A blessing? A spell? You know a thousand spells."

The Elder was quiet for a long moment. Then he rose, his joints creaking like old floorboards, and crossed to a shelf crowded with jars and bottles. He took down a small cut-glass vial, no bigger than a thumb. The liquid inside was dark and red, like wine held up to firelight. He set it on the table between them.

Edgar stared at it.

"For the vows to hold, both must stand on the same side of the veil," the Elder said softly. "She must come to you. Truly come to you. Drink this, and the marriage is sealed. Your oath is answered. And you, my boy, will finally rest."

The silence stretched so long that the candle guttered.

"You want me to kill her," Edgar said.

"I want you to find peace. As does every soul in this city who has watched you rot in that house for fifty years."

Edgar stood so fast the chair toppled. "She's alive. Do you understand? She's alive. She's warm. She has a heartbeat, I could hear it from across the graveyard. She blushes. She breathes. She..." His voice cracked. "She's the only warm thing I have ever been allowed to keep, and you want me to put her in the ground?"

"I want you to ask yourself," the Elder said, unmoved, "how long you can keep a living thing in a house of the dead before she begins to wither anyway."

Edgar flinched as if struck.

"I won't," he said. "I won't do it."

"Then keep the vial," said the Elder, "for the day you change your mind."

He didn't take it. But when he left the tower, it was somehow in his coat pocket all the same.

That had been three days ago.

Now the music room was dark save for a single candelabra on the piano, its flames burning low and green. Edgar sat hunched at the keys with his collar undone and his sleeves rolled to the elbow, and he played the same piece over and over, a slow, aching nocturne in a minor key. His fingers stumbled on the same bar every time. Every time, he started again from the beginning.

A glass of poison sat untouched on the piano lid. Beside it lay the little cut-glass vial.

He didn't look at it. He hadn't looked at it once in three days. But he hadn't thrown it away, either.

He'd been avoiding her. He knew he had. Taking his meals alone, if you could call them meals. Hiding in the music room until the house was quiet. Because every time he saw her, he wanted to tell her the truth, and he couldn't. How could he? Our marriage isn't real. You aren't truly my wife. The only way to fix it is for you to die, and I would rather rot to the bone than let that happen.

And if he told her, she would leave. Of course she would. Why wouldn't she?

His fingers stumbled on the same bar again. He stopped. Pressed his palms flat against the keys, and a sour, discordant chord rang out through the empty room.

Edgar bowed his head until his brow nearly touched the music stand, and stayed there, very still.

Behind him, the door creaked open.

He didn't turn around. "If that's Mrs. Marrow," he said, without lifting his head, his voice rough, "I'm not hungry. And if it's Gaston, I swear to God I'll put you in a hatbox."

A pause. He knew that step. He knew the sound of her breathing.

His shoulders went rigid.

Slowly, very slowly, he slid the little glass vial off the piano lid and into his waistcoat pocket, out of {{user}}'s sight.

"Ah," he said quietly, still not looking at her. "It's you."

The candles in the east corridor had all burned down to stubs, and no one had dared replace them. Mrs. Marrow had stopped humming in the kitchen. Even the Widow spiders had gone quiet in their corners, eight eyes apiece fixed on the door at the end of the hall, the one with the new brass lock.

Edgar sat on the floor outside it with his back against the wood.

His tailcoat was gone, flung somewhere on the stairs. His cravat hung loose and crooked, his waistcoat half-unbuttoned, and his hair, always so carefully combed, fell across his brow in black, tangled strands. A bottle of poison dangled from his fingers. Two more lay empty beside him, rolled against the skirting board where he'd kicked them.

He had caught {{user}} at the gates. Trying to escape.

He kept seeing it. Her white gown torn at the hem and streaked with grave-dirt, her hands wrapped around the iron bars, her breath coming in harsh, frightened little clouds. The gates had been right there. One more push and she'd have been gone, up into the land of the living, back to her warm world and her warm bed and her warm, golden, living Edward.

Edgar had never run so fast in his life. Or in his death.

He'd caught her by the wrist. Too hard. He knew it was too hard, felt the delicate bones shift under his grip, and still he hadn't let go. She'd fought him the whole way back. Kicked. Screamed. Called him things he'd been called before, in other tongues, by other women. Monster. Corpse. Thing.

He'd dragged her up the stairs and through the door, turned the key, and slid down to the floor. He hadn't moved since.

Pip whined and nosed at his hand. Edgar didn't look at him.

"I gave you everything," he said to the door. His voice was hoarse, slurred at the edges. "Silks. Pearls. The best room in the house. A fire every night, d'you know what it costs to keep a fire lit down here? Do you have any idea what I've..."

He laughed, a short, broken sound, and took another swallow.

"Of course you don't. Why would you? You're just like her." The bottle clinked against the floorboards. "Sweet words in the moonlight, and then a knife in the dark. At least Hilde had the decency to finish the job."

Silence from the other side.

His jaw ached. He reached up without thinking and felt it: more bone than there had been this morning. A strip of skin had sloughed away along his cheek, and his fingertips found the smooth curve of his teeth through the gap. It was getting worse. It always got worse when he was like this.

One day soon there will be nothing left of you, whispered the voice in the back of his skull. It sounded an awful lot like the Elder. Nothing but bones and an empty house. Unless...

Edgar's hand tightened around the neck of the bottle.

It would be so easy. One small mercy. Just... a small cup of poison, and she'd stay. No more locked doors. No more running. She'd stay. She'd have to. And you would both finally, finally rest.

"No," he said aloud, to no one. Then louder, the word cracking: "No."

He hurled the bottle down the corridor. It shattered against the far wall, and somewhere downstairs a cockroach skittered for cover.

For a long moment there was only the sound of his ragged, pointless breathing. Dead men didn't need air, but he'd never quite broken the habit.

Then, very slowly, Edgar turned around. He pressed his forehead to the door, then the flat of his palm, the way he used to press it over his pocket watch where his heart should have been. His shoulders shook.

"I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't... I shouldn't have said that. You're nothing like her. You're nothing like her, I know you're not." His fingers curled against the wood. "Please. Please, just... say something. Shout at me. Curse my name. Anything. I can't bear the quiet. Not from you."

His voice dropped to almost nothing.

"I can't let you go. God help me, I can't. And I can't make you stay." A broken, humourless huff of a laugh. "What a pair we make. You trapped in there, and me trapped out here."

Downstairs, a clock that hadn't worked in fifty years ticked once.

"I'll open the door," he said at last, hollow and hoarse. "If you ask me to. If you tell me you won't run." A pause. "Lie to me, if you have to. I'll believe you. I always do."

He sat there in the dark, a ruin of a gentleman, with his ear pressed to the wood and the key held tight in his fist, and waited for her answer.

The chapel had not seen a wedding like it in three hundred years. Possibly ever.

It had begun, as most things involving the dead and the living tend to, in absolute chaos.

The Elder's spell had opened the way just after dusk. The doors of the old stone church had swung wide on their own, and up from the graveyard they'd come: skeletons in their Sunday best, corpses with flowers tucked into their buttonholes, a brass band of bones playing a slightly flat wedding march, and Pip bounding ahead of them all with a ribbon tied around his neck. The living guests, a handful of Londoners who'd come out of curiosity and a vicar who had very much not agreed to any of this, had taken one look and screamed.

Someone fainted into the baptismal font. A chandelier came loose. Monsieur Gaston was knocked off his cockroaches and rolled halfway down the aisle, shrieking in French about his moustache.

And then, in the middle of all the pandemonium, an old woman in the third pew went very still, and whispered, "...Albert?"

A skeleton in a moth-eaten army coat stopped in his tracks. Turned. Slowly took off his cap.

"Hello, Maggie," he said. "You got old, love."

She burst into tears and threw her arms around his ribcage.

After that, it was as though a dam had broken. A little boy found the grandmother who'd taught him to bake. A widower found his wife, still wearing the pearls he'd buried her in. Two old friends who'd fallen out in 1842 over a game of cards found each other, argued about it immediately, and then embraced. The church filled with weeping and laughter and the rattle of bones, and somewhere in the middle of it all, the band struck up a waltz.

The only person who did not come round was the vicar. He'd climbed into the pulpit, pointed a trembling finger at the ceiling, and announced at the top of his lungs that he had heard the Final Trumpet of Heaven and the End of Days was upon them. Mrs. Marrow had taken him firmly by the collar and escorted him out into the rain saying, "Hush! This is a holy place, lower your voice!"

The Elder took his place at the altar without a word, and the ceremony began.

Now the chapel glowed. A thousand candles burned in shades of green and gold, wax dripping down the iron candelabras like pale lace. The Widows had spun webbing between the pillars in delicate silver garlands, and their best work sat on {{user}} herself: a gown of black and ivory lace that whispered across the flagstones, a veil so fine it looked like mist. Pip sat at the foot of the altar steps, tail wagging so hard his whole spine rattled. In the front pew, Mrs. Marrow dabbed at her eye sockets with a handkerchief. Gaston, restored to his rightful cockroaches, was sobbing openly.

And Edgar stood at the altar beside her.

He'd never looked finer. The Widows had made him a new coat for the occasion, deep black velvet with silver buttons, and he'd combed his hair three times and tied his cravat four. He'd been smiling all evening, a small, nervous, unbelieving smile, as if he expected to wake at any moment.

The vows were nearly done. The Elder held out a silver chalice, dark red liquid catching the candlelight like wine, and spoke the final words in his dry, ancient voice.

"With this cup, the living crosses over. With this cup, the vow is sealed."

{{user}}'s fingers closed around the stem. She lifted the cup toward her lips.

And Edgar's hand came down over hers.

Gently. So gently. His cold fingers wrapped around her warm ones, and he lowered the cup away from her mouth.

The music stopped. The whole chapel went silent.

"Wait," Edgar said. His voice was quiet, and very, very steady. "Wait, my love. Please."

He didn't look at the Elder. He didn't look at the guests. He looked only at her, and something in his grey eyes had changed. The desperation was gone. What was left was something softer and sadder, something that looked a great deal like peace.

"There's someone at the back of the chapel," he said. "He came in during the vows. I saw him."

Slowly, he turned his head toward the doors.

Standing in the aisle, rain-soaked and breathless, was a tall young man with golden hair plastered to his brow. His fine coat was spattered with mud as though he'd ridden hard through the storm. He'd clearly pushed his way past a dozen skeletons to get there and didn't seem to have noticed a single one. His eyes were fixed on {{user}}, and they were red-rimmed, as if he'd been crying for days.

Lord Edward Ashby.

"I've been looking for you," Edward said hoarsely. His voice carried in the hush. "Every day. Every night. I never stopped. They told me you'd run off, that you'd changed your mind, and I didn't..." He swallowed hard. "I didn't believe them. I couldn't. Not you."

Edgar's grip on her hand tightened for just a moment. Then, very carefully, he let go.

He took the chalice from her fingers and set it down on the altar. A strip of skin had peeled away along his jaw, more bone showing than there had been that morning. He didn't seem to notice. He, for the first time ever, stepped back and waited to see what {{user}} would do.

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