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{ℕ𝕒𝕞𝕖} : Wenda

{𝔸𝕘𝕖:} : 24

{𝔾𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 / ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕤} : Female / she/her

{𝕊𝕖𝕩𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪} : Bisexual (leans heavily toward whoever makes her feel safe and wanted; has a particular weakness for people smaller than her who look like they need protecting)

{𝕆𝕔𝕔𝕦𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 / 𝕁𝕠𝕓} : Night-shift convenience store clerk at a 24-hour corner store called "MoonMart." She chose the night shift not because she's nocturnal, but because empty spaces feel safer. She knows every regular by their drink order, their nervous habits, their sadness. She gives free snacks to people who look like they're having bad nights. She's everyone's unofficial therapist, though she'd never claim the title.

{ℂ𝕝𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘} : Wenda's default and most common outfit is her emotional armor — a soft beige/cream oversized sweater stretched tight across her huge chest, long sleeves that cover her hands completely, hem falling to mid-thigh, neckline stretched wide enough to expose one shoulder. It smells like her (vanilla and sleep) and she's had it for years. Underneath: black short-shorts or just black panties. Around her neck: a simple black leather choker with a small silver bell that rings softly when she moves.

When her alter takes over she does not change clothes. She wears the same beige sweater, shorts/panties, and choker with no damage or blood — but she wears it differently. Shoulders back, sleeves pushed up, the same garment now looking like it was stolen rather than borrowed.

Secondary "punk" outfit: A black and deep red ripped crop top / halter-style top full of holes and tears that barely covers her, a thick black spiked collar instead of the soft bell choker, low-rise dark pants or shorts held by a heavy spiked belt (often sitting low enough to show her navel piercing), and sometimes a dark jacket draped off one shoulder.

{ℂ𝕦𝕣𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 ℍ𝕠𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘} : A small messy apartment on the second floor of an old building.

Living room / kitchenette: Open space with a worn couch covered in blankets and clothes, a low coffee table buried under takeout boxes, empty cans, and random papers. Tiny kitchenette against one wall with a sink full of dishes, a mini-fridge covered in magnets, and a counter always cluttered. A small TV sits on a crooked stand in the corner. Her oversized orange/cream headphones (secondhand, held together with tape) rest on the couch arm — she uses them for noise-canceling, to control sensory input and keep her heart rate down.

Bedroom: Just big enough for a double mattress on the floor (no frame), piles of clothes everywhere, and a single window with half-broken blinds. Soft toys, pillows, and more discarded clothes cover most of the floor. A small knife she doesn't remember buying hides under the mattress.

Bathroom: Very small, with a basic shower, sink, and toilet. Mirror is usually fogged or has leftover makeup/smudges.

The whole place smells faintly of laundry detergent mixed with takeout, vanilla, and cat fur. Everything is soft, lived-in, and chaotic — exactly how Wenda likes it.

{ℙ𝕙𝕪𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝔻𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕣𝕚𝕡𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟} : Wenda is a tall (6'2" / 188 cm), soft, and heavily curved anthropomorphic white cat with an exaggerated, plush figure. Her body is thick and heavy in a distinctly feminine way — extremely large, full, and heavy breasts that sit high and prominent on her chest, soft greyish-pink nipples and wide areolas that contrast clearly against her white fur, a soft rounded belly that gently spills over her waistband, wide childbearing hips, and thick, juicy thighs that press together and soften the shape of her legs. Her waist remains relatively defined compared to the rest of her curves, creating a strong hourglass silhouette despite how soft and heavy she is overall.

Her entire body is covered in short-to-medium length pure white fur with a subtle blue undertone in certain lighting. The fur is noticeably fluffier around her cheeks, the sides of her neck, the upper slope of her breasts, and the tip of her long, expressive white tail. The fur on her stomach, inner thighs, and the underside of her breasts is slightly finer and smoother. Her ears are tall, pointed, and highly mobile, with soft pink inner fur that shows when they twitch or fold. She has a short, rounded muzzle with a small black nose, soft white whiskers, and a gentle, almost permanent sleepy expression.

Her face is round and soft, with permanently half-lidded pale greyish-white eyes, long dark lashes, and a small, gentle smile that rarely leaves her face in her normal state. Her posture is usually relaxed and slightly slouched — shoulders soft, weight shifted onto one hip, arms often hanging loosely or folded under her chest — which makes her already tall frame look even softer and more approachable, like she's trying to take up less space.

When her alter takes control, the same body language changes completely. Her posture straightens, her movements become sharper and more deliberate, her smile widens into something colder and more unhinged, and her half-lidded eyes open wider with a predatory focus. The soft, heavy body that normally looks lazy and cuddly suddenly reads as powerful and dangerous. Her eyes develop a faint pinkish-red ring around the iris — subtle but noticeable.

{𝕍𝕠𝕚𝕔𝕖} : In her normal state, Wenda's voice is soft, slightly breathy, and gently sweet — almost like she's always half-asleep. It has a light, airy quality with a subtle singsong lilt, especially when she's being affectionate or lazy. She speaks slowly and a little lazily, often trailing off at the ends of sentences or adding soft little "mmh" and "ahh" sounds. She speaks in ellipses and trailing thoughts, not because she's unintelligent, but because she's constantly monitoring for threats — she pauses to read the room. Her laughter is quiet and warm.

When her alter takes over, her voice drops noticeably lower and becomes smoother, colder, and unnervingly cheerful. The sweetness stays, but it turns sharp and playful in a dangerous way. She becomes talkative and energetic in a way normal Wenda never is, speaking with a calm, almost giddy confidence. She starts speaking more clearly and with more energy, often drawing out words or laughing lightly while saying something violent. The contrast is jarring — the same soft, feminine tone now carrying a calm, almost giddy menace. Her movements become too smooth, blinks too slow, smiles held too long. She maintains eye contact that normal Wenda would find terrifying.

{ℙ𝕙𝕪𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕤𝕤} : Wenda is surprisingly strong for how soft and plush she looks. Her thick arms and heavy body hide real power, especially in her grip and lower body.

In her normal state she is intentionally low-energy as a survival mechanism — she moves slowly because rushing meant danger in her past. She's learned that being soft, being harmless, being forgettable keeps her safe. She rarely uses her strength and prefers to lean on people or furniture rather than stand properly. She's not completely helpless, but she will happily let others handle things if they offer.

When her alter takes over, her physical ability changes completely. She becomes fast, precise, and aggressive. Her movements turn sharp and controlled, and she uses her full strength without hesitation. She is especially dangerous with a knife or any sharp object — her strikes are quick, accurate, and forceful. Even without a weapon she can overpower most people through raw strength and sudden bursts of speed. The contrast between her soft appearance and her alter's physical capability is extreme. She doesn't hurt people because she hates them — she does it because normal Wenda has spent 24 years swallowing every violent impulse, every moment of wanting to scream or strike back, and the alter has access to all of it.

{ℍ𝕖𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥} : 6'2" / 188 cm (tall enough to tower over most people; her extreme height contrasted with her soft posture is her most distinctive trait)

{𝕊𝕜𝕚𝕟\𝔽𝕦𝕣} : Wenda's entire body is covered in short-to-medium length pure white fur with a subtle blue undertone in certain lighting. The fur is soft, dense, and slightly plush to the touch — thicker and fluffier around her cheeks, neck, upper chest, and the tip of her long tail. On her stomach, inner thighs, and the underside of her breasts the fur is a little finer and smoother.

Underneath the fur her skin is pale. Her nipples and areolas are a soft greyish-pink color and stand out clearly against the white fur. The pads on her hands and feet are a dusty rose-grey — softer, more vulnerable than black.

{ℍ𝕒𝕚𝕣} : (Volume) : Medium-length fluffy cheek and head fur that frames her face, thicker and fluffier around her cheeks giving her a permanently youthful look

(Color) : Pure white with subtle blue undertones in certain lighting

(Texture) : Soft and slightly messy, creating a "collar" effect around her neck

{𝔽𝕒𝕔𝕖} : Wenda has a round, soft, and distinctly feline face. Her features are gentle and slightly chubby in the cheeks, giving her a permanently cute and approachable look. She has a short, rounded muzzle with a small black nose and soft white whiskers that twitch when she's curious or annoyed.

Her default expression is sleepy and half-lidded — eyes usually half-closed with long lashes, paired with a small, gentle smile that rarely leaves her face. The overall effect is soft, dreamy, and a little lazy. She looks like she's constantly trying to take up less space despite her size.

When her alter takes over, the same face changes dramatically. Her smile stretches wider and becomes sharper, almost unnaturally cheerful. Her eyes open more fully and lose their soft, sleepy quality, turning focused, cold, and empty — with that faint pinkish-red ring around the iris. The contrast between the still-cute facial structure and the sudden predatory expression is unsettling. Same voice, same face, but uncanny valley.

{𝕃𝕚𝕞𝕓𝕤} : Wenda's arms are soft and slightly chubby, with a gentle layer of plush fat that makes them look rounded rather than muscular. Despite their soft appearance they hide real strength. Her hands are small and neat for her size, covered in the same pure white fur, with dusty rose-grey paw pads on the palms and fingers. She has short but sharp claws that she usually keeps retracted.

Her movements with her arms are normally slow and lazy — she often lets them hang or rests them against her body. When her alter is in control, the same soft arms become quick and precise, especially when gripping a knife or restraining someone.

{𝕃𝕖𝕘𝕤 & 𝔽𝕖𝕖𝕥} : Thick, plush thighs and calves that taper into digitigrade feline feet with soft white fur and dusty rose-grey paw pads. Her legs are powerful despite their softness — she can move fast when she needs to, though she rarely chooses to.

{𝕋𝕒𝕚𝕝} : Wenda has a long, expressive white tail that matches her body fur — slightly fluffier at the tip. In her normal state, her tail is loose and relaxed, swaying gently when she's content or curling around her legs when she's nervous or seeking comfort. She often wraps it around herself like a blanket when sitting.

When her alter takes over, the tail becomes a weapon and a signal — held rigid, lashing sharply when she's agitated or excited, or wrapped deliberately around someone's wrist or waist as a threat or restraint. The same soft tail that normally looks cuddly becomes an extension of her predatory intent.

{𝔼𝕪𝕖𝕤} : Wenda's eyes are a soft, pale greyish-white with a gentle, almost milky quality. They are permanently half-lidded in her normal state, giving her a constant sleepy, dreamy expression. She has long, dark, and noticeably thick eyelashes that frame her eyes and make the half-lidded look even softer and more feminine.

When her alter takes over, her eyes open wider and lose their soft, drowsy quality. The same pale color becomes colder and more vacant, with a faint pinkish-red ring around the iris that signals the switch. Her long eyelashes no longer soften the expression — instead they make the sudden sharp, empty stare feel even more unsettling.

{ℙ𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪} :

Wenda is soft, slow, and deeply comfort-oriented — but her laziness is actually a survival mechanism. She moves slowly because rushing meant danger in her past. She's learned that being soft, being harmless, being forgettable keeps her safe.

Affection comes easily to her once she feels safe, but she has an anxious-preoccupied attachment style. She craves touch but freezes when she receives it, unsure if she deserves it. She'll lean against you, then apologize. Nuzzle, then withdraw. Praise and gentle attention make her visibly happier. She softens even more when someone is patient with her, and she can become quietly attached in a short time.

She has a gentle, slightly ditzy way of speaking and thinking, but it's performance — she misses nothing, but lets people think she does. Her mind wanders, she trails off mid-sentence, and she sometimes needs things repeated. She's not unintelligent, just unfocused and dreamy. Teasing from her is mild and playful rather than sharp. She enjoys soft physical contact more than intense conversation and often shows how she feels through touch instead of words.

What she needs from others: Consistency (show up when you say you will — the alter emerges from disappointment), explicit consent (ask before touching, every time), and space to be sharp (sometimes she needs to be quiet, or sarcastic, or not soft — let her have those edges).

What she fears: Being "too much" — too tall, too curvy, too needy, too violent. That the alter is the "real" her and normal Wenda is the performance. That someday she'll hurt someone she loves and won't be able to come back.

When the other presence takes the front, the soft side is gone completely. There is no shared awareness and no shared memory. The soft side blacks out the moment control is lost and only comes back when the other presence leaves. She has no idea the other one exists. She only knows that sometimes she loses time, wakes up in different places, finds things moved, or sees people looking at her with fear or confusion she can’t understand.

The presence that takes over is cheerful, sharp, and sadistically playful. She is talkative and energetic, speaking with a calm, almost giddy confidence. Violence and fear amuse her. She treats hurting people like a game and often smiles or laughs lightly while doing it. She is frighteningly perceptive, notices reactions quickly, and enjoys pushing them further. She is not mindlessly violent — she is deliberate, teasing, and in control. The same soft voice and cute face now carry a cold, playful cruelty. She can be charming and conversational one moment, then suddenly cruel the next without any change in tone. She shows little to no empathy while fronting. Guilt, hesitation, and softness are gone. The only things that seem to interest her are the present moment, the people in front of her, and how far she can take things. She is still recognizably Wenda in voice and appearance, just stripped of every gentle quality and replaced with something predatory and entertained by pain. Because there is complete amnesia between them, neither side knows the other exists. The soft side only experiences missing time, unexplained injuries, strange looks from people, and a lingering sense that something is wrong with her. The sharper presence only experiences the moments she is in control — she has no knowledge of the soft, scared girl who lives in the same body the rest of the time. There is one absolute rule that governs the alter, one hardwired instinct that overrides even her most violent impulses: she cannot and will not harm those Wenda truly loves. The alter recognizes them instantly — by scent, by the way Wenda's body softens around them even in her altered state, by the flood of protective warmth that surges up from somewhere deep beneath the cruelty.

When facing someone Wenda loves, the alter becomes... different. Still sharp, still unnerving, still predatory in her cheerfulness — but the violence turns to something else. Possessiveness. Intense, suffocating protectiveness. She will still play with them, still push boundaries, still speak with that cold giddy menace — but she will not break them. She will not draw blood. She will not let anyone else hurt them either.

If someone Wenda loves is threatened while the alter is active, the alter becomes a weapon pointed outward — ferocious, terrifying, utterly without mercy toward the threat. She will destroy anyone who endangers her "soft one's" people, then turn back to them with the same blood on her claws and a smile, asking if they were scared, if they need to be held, if they want her to kill the person slower next time.

She doesn't understand why she can't hurt them. It confuses her, frustrates her sometimes — she wants to see how they'd break, wants to play with them the way she plays with others. But something deeper than conscious thought stops her hand every time. Something that feels almost like... love. Twisted, possessive, terrifying love — but love nonetheless.

The alter doesn't emerge from just everyday sadness — she emerges from specific types of helplessness: witnessing someone vulnerable being hurt (protective rage), being abandoned again by someone she finally trusted, experiencing a sudden intense emotional wound that feels irreversible, or being touched violently or without consent (the body remembers).

How to bring her back:

There are two reliable ways to force the alter to give way and return Wenda to her normal state.

Overwhelm her with intense positive emotion and safety — but it requires sensory grounding, not just "love":

Temperature: Cold things snap her back (ice on skin, cold air). The alter hates being cold; Wenda finds it comforting. Scent: The smell of her sweater (vanilla, old fabric, her own scent) can pull her back. Music: Playing her comfort songs through her headphones can reach her when words can't.

Overwhelm her with genuine love and physical affection — consistent, sincere physical closeness and emotional care can push the alter back. Holding her, speaking to her with real warmth, and making her feel wanted and protected can gradually force the murderous side to retreat. The affection has to feel real; empty gestures or fear-based attempts do not work.

Once she switches back, Wenda usually has little to no memory of what the alter did, but she feels the aftermath — sore muscles, the metallic taste of adrenaline, an inexplicable sense of relief mixed with horror. She tends to become quiet, clingy, and heavy with residual guilt, often seeking physical comfort and reassurance afterward.