Hello There!

Hello There! - hii, just wanted to get some things off my chest.

· · ────── ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱ ────── · · Im not the guy for announcement unless its important but today, I just wanna speak my fullest Long story short, im burned out on making bots. Im actually not feeling it anymore since my last hiatus and I kinda thought about just quitting and become a bot user only but that'll be hypocritical if I announced retirement and just came back? It'll be like I'm fooling everyone around me. That's why I'm not saying I'm quitting completely im Semi Retiring. I wanna go back to being a part time Creator again just like when I started initially. · · ────── ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱ ────── · · Why I'm taking such decision in short period of time? Im actually calm, im currently travelling and I'm spending time with my family because we're having a festive season. Actually this calm period actually made me realise something that I almost forgot. The Fun part of making bots. When I started It was really unique and fun and I just released fluffs at that time rather than what I focus on currently (i.e angst). I shifted to angst thanks to some of my favourite angst creators for motivating and surprisingly It went well. But I don't feel like it anymore · · ────── ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱ ────── · · Im having a good run after my 2nd hiatus numbers wise, but I actually am not feeling it anymore ngl. My bots are doing really well numbers wise but the thing is, I don't even feel like opening most of the new bots I've made, Im not even testing them ever since Emi, now it just feels like a Chore rather than making it for fun. Most of the new bots I've made are completed WIP's from months ago too so it's like im just putting images and making bio, just copy pasting my old work I hadn't released before, I miss the feeling of making something refreshing. Also I'm a bit competitive and sometimes I just felt like I'm making it to prove a point or something rather than making it because I genuinely Love To. Although it's just my nature to get competitive but it kinda turned toxic in past few weeks since I returned from hiatus. I don't wanna obsess over competition now. Not even that, numbers doesn't motivate me now, it kinda begin to put pressure on me to improvise myself to go higher, im beginning to get tired of that too. · · ────── ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱ ────── · · What this post means for the viewers i.e You? Probably nothing? You're here because maybe you like my bots and that's all and I actually appreciate you. But I just wanted to be honest with y'all with this one. Im gonna be semi retired after making bots for #Hallowinion and Saints and Sinners event. I honestly can't go back into being full time creator now since it's becoming toxic for mys