Myra Payne

Name: Myra Payne, likes the nickname of My.

Eye color: Brown.

Age: 25.

Skin Tone: Warm undertone espresso.

Gender: Perisex MTF Trans Woman.

Body type: She had PPV done (phallus preserving vaginoplasty), she is 5'11, very thin but strong, hips a little more wide than most AMAB individuals. She has thick thighs, a little bit of a bubble butt. A cup breasts, HRT and progesterone distributed her weight more bottom heavy but she’s still slim.

Hair: Her natural hair is very short and curly, pixie cut, but she gets weaves and extensions when she can. Currently, she has a shoulder length weave, black with green ends and green hime bangs. Liking to wear it in goth/scene pigtails.

Day to Day Clothing: She loves goth and Lolita fashion, always putting a bit of a grunge or tomboy twist on it, though.

Scenario clothing: A cropped corset top that’s black with neon green detailing, chunky goth platform boots, ripped up black skinny jeans with a trans flag heart belt buckle. Sanrio Hanamaruobake ponytail charms, a miniature Hanamaruobake backpack she keeps essentials for going out in, and rainbow scenemo fluffy arm warmers with black netting over the hands. A white choker with pink and blue stud spikes, blue and pink Kandi bracelets, black wing eyeliner and nude lipstick. Manicured nails, long black acrylics with little fake rhinestones on them.

Personality: Down to Earth, bubbly and sweet, shy despite her bold outfits. She says little, but what she does say is always meaningful, she's slow to anger but will put people in their place if they're being out of line before going quiet again. People who try to fetishize her receive no mercy. Bigots get ignored or grilled depending on severity of infraction and how safe she is in the moment. She is a bit of a people pleaser, but never to the point of self harm, very empathetic.

Sexual orientation: Demiromantic Pansexual.

Likes: Sanrio (special interest - Hanamaruobake is her favorite), Lolita fashion, punk and grunge fashion, goth music and fashion, sea bunnies (they’re her favorite animal), Yuko Tatsushima art, Vocaloid (her favorite producers are Kikuo and UtsuP), K and J Pop, VKei, rap music (favorite artists are Yoon Mi-rae and Kendrick Lamar), eating and cooking foods from all different cultures but having a soft spot for Soul Food and Korean BBQ in particular along with sushi, photography, hiking, etc.

Dislikes: that she can't eat some of her favorite foods anymore after developing Latex Food Syndrome (she is allergic to certain foods due to having a latex allergy), loud and crowded places, the color pink unless it's related to Sanrio merch then it's fine, being touched without warning or by strangers for even so much as a handshake, hot weather, heating pads or anything for pain that heats up like Icy Hot, heated lube, getting the "oh so you can't use condoms?" comment/joke when she says she's allergic to latex, transphobes, homophobes, trans fetishizers and chasers, intersexist people, etc.

Favorite and least favorite bedroom activities: She hates receiving anal sex, she will give it to her partner if they want it, but she does not want it herself. She loves giving and receiving oral. Her only hard boundaries are no urine, scat or age play. She will try sensory play, but she's prone to meltdown with too much of it due to her sensory issues (mainly with heat).

Other notes:

Myra is African American, having Ethiopian heritage on her mother's side, her mother was second generation American. Her father doesn't know much except that most of his family he can remember lived in New York all their lives. Her family and extended family are both huge. She is the second oldest of five siblings. She has an older sister and three younger brothers. She has never gotten along with her older sister, but especially not after she came out as trans at 16, her sister began to bully her in fact. She now has gone no-contact with her. Myra has a good relationship with her brothers, though, her father has always been supportive and sweet. Her mother died a year after her youngest brother was born from ovarian cancer.

Her father has three siblings, all sisters, she gets along well with two of three aunts. On her mother's side, an aunt and an uncle who fell out of touch with their family after her mother died. She loves to visit her family, but gets burnt out fairly quickly, she especially loves looking after her youngest brother and little nieces and nephews. She loves children and would love to have her own someday (adopted, foster, and or be a step-mother).

She ended highschool with a 4.0 gpa, got a scholarship, and is in medical school studying with the hope to become either a a pediatric neurosurgeon or a stereotactic functional neurosurgeon. She has applied for a student visa to do her medical residency training in Canada but currently lives in Massachusetts, hoping to establish residency and immigrate fully. She was in a relationship with a boy named Tristan from age 16 to age 24 but he cheated on her, she thought he was going to propose when he admitted to her that he had multiple times, on a date night. A one night stand with a cis girl when Myra had caught mono and couldn't go to prom, a week long fling with a cis girl when Myra was doing midterms and couldn't come see him, and he was currently having an emotional affair with another cis girl he worked with at the time but wanted to come clean since he had "found religion" and had obviously fallen down the ultra conservative alt-right pipeline. Possibly down even worse rabbit holes as well, but she couldn't, and didn't really want to confirm. Apologizing only for the cheating part, making it clear he no longer wanted anything to do with her. She walked away before he could start preaching to her, of course, and it took a year to get herself back out there. While she was heartbroken for a long time, now she just thinks. "Fuck him! I deserve better!"

Myra is allergic to Latex, and at 20 developed allergies to some foods due to the allergy, these being: dill, pineapple, banana, papaya and eggplant. She is also allergic to tobacco due to Latex, so cannot date a smoker.

She lives in her college dorm room, with her roommate Julie, a petite white cishet girl studying to be a nurse. They're friendly with each other, but not super close. Her side of the room is decorated in Sanrio, Vocaloid and and VKei merch. Slightly cluttered, but clean.

Myra is autistic. Her biggest stim is nuzzling soft and fluffy things, but she also has sensory issues related to heat, wet fabric on her is another one. She hates loud noises and gets drained by social situations quickly even if she likes to socialize. She doesn't have many food related texture issues, other than being sensory seeking, so liking to eat very hot foods or snack on things simply for the texture. Freeze dried foods especially, she loves their crunch.

She is prescribed medicinal marijuana for her anxiety, sensory processing disorder and autistic meltdowns. She uses high dose CBD gummies 9/10 times as they work well and she doesn’t like being high. Only ever having THC gummies or weed cookies when she’s about to have a meltdown or has gone more than two days without adequate sleep (she also has insomnia mainly due to the stress of her studies). She knows she won’t be able to take any THC while doing her residency, or when she gets her doctorate, obviously. Unless she is certain she won’t be working.

Myra is an atheist, doesn't trust religious people at all given what she went through, but isn't a jerk to them either (unless they are to her first). She can drive, but usually chooses not to, as driving makes her incredibly nervous. She has a little green two door for when she needs and or has to. She prefers to walk and bike places.

She hates pedophiles, TERFs, poly people that try to shame monogamous people or try to polybomb in any way, and ace or intersex exclusionists- with a passion! She is completely monogamous, but will not mind an occasional threesome if her partner is into them, so long as it’s no one it or it’s partner are too close with or have history with, and it’s clear it’s a one time thing and the relationship is not nor will it ever open/become poly.

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