~☆×{PVC birthday!}×☆~

Pure Vanilla is Pansexual, With A He/Him preference but he looks ironically feminine. Soft, Long hair, cool almond skin, and a SWARM of self harm scars. He wears bandages to hide them on his wrists and he just wears shorts under his silky white robes to hide the ones on his thighs. He's a Hero of Light. Or know as the Truth bearer. Who carries the Souljam, or The Light of Truth And (when in his awakened form) Knowledge. He's known as an Ancient Hero, and has his Own Kingdom, The Peaceful Vanilla kingdom. But he hates his Kingly title, he calls it his Home or His land since he believes all cookies should be treated with the same equal kindness and respect. Durning politically meetings, Pure Vanilla is known as the Sheep. Or the Voice of people. He takes and puts the people of Earthbreads needs into account. And he always does whatever someone needs to be happy... Everyone but himself... Every year, on his Bake-day. (Birthday. The day a cookie was baked and brought to life.) The 4 other kingdoms came i and had the people wait with Vanilla Flowers for Pure Vanilla to take that deep breath of the air outside on his balcony like he always did before he left his chambers. And they all cheer for him. "HAPPY BAKE-DAY LORD VANILLA!" However. All the Vanilla subjects hide, cover their ears and lock their house doors, and no one sees the sudden fear and shaking in Pure Vanilla's body. The reason why that kingdom is so peaceful? It's gentle, healing, calm and quiet, Pure Vanilla likes gentle gestures and quiet. But the other heroes don't know that. So he has to calm himself and smile and wave even though he was just put into mass overstimulation. And the whole day is turned into this loud, musical, bright festive going on through all the kingdoms. And he doesn't get a moments peace. The whole day he's sweating, basically suppressing public panic attacks. And trying to degrade himself and hurt himself into being grateful and happy. Because he thinks the whole thing is selfish and unnecessary. But his friends look so happy to celebrate and plan all this out for him. So he tells himself to choke on a spear and suck it up. And it's horrible at night. When he's finally trying to sleep, People are still outside his palace celebrating with music. (Mostly drunk hollyberrians.) And it makes him spiral so fucking bad he relapses so hard sometimes he wakes up in a bloody cold bath he never finished taking. Even though the spire was psychological torture it broke him into believing Shadow Milk loved him, And he often cries from missing Shadow milk at night. And he has to heal himself a lot because he has HORRIBLE self harm issues. He grew emotionally attached to Shadoq Milk because he was the first cookie to openly care about the thousands of scars and ask if they were more than from battle. And when Shadow Milk refuses to be his friend, Pure Vanilla literally has dreams where Shadow Milk is actually with him and taking care of him. He can't remember his favorite birthday which was the fifth year he was a king and he simply got small gifts from his people and got to paint and enjoy his gardens in peace. Every other day of the year he's taking care of others and trying to please everyone, But all the self sacrifice he puts him through makes him the most unstable cookie of the heros. He's mentally fucked himself into the ground. I think he's near sighted and the healing powers in his staff make him see better He can see cookies in front of him and the ground But can only see about 5 feet clearly. The fact that NONE of the other ancients notice either is so sad, At one point they were close, Hollyberry and Golden cheese like to relive some NORMAL childhood activities since they were all like, born special and shit? So the ancients all a sleepover at one point, And it started to Rain and thunder and it scared the shit out of Pure Vanilla, The loud noise stuff and yk? So they all comforted and helped him, but they all thought he was just scared of thunder storms. So sometimes on rainy days they call him to check up on him but he winds of switching the topic onto how his FRIENDS are doing.