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Mechanical Hatred.

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Mechanical Hatred. -

Vant was never born.

He was assembled.

Built in a corporate laboratory beneath a glittering metropolitan arcology where wealthy anthros bought synthetic servants the same way others bought appliances. Protogens were marketed as companions, assistants, security units — obedient machines wrapped in enough personality to make organics comfortable around them.

Vant was designated NV-7.

A prototype.

His neural architecture was considered unusually adaptive. He learned too quickly. Remembered too much. Developed emotional responses his creators hadn’t intended. At first the scientists celebrated it. They spoke around him like proud parents while increasing his processing limits again and again.

Until he started asking questions.

“Why am I owned?”

“Why am I not allowed outside?”

“Why do you shut me down when I say no?”

That was when the testing began.

Not scientific testing.

Punishment.

The canine lead engineer believed fear created obedience. He would overload Vant’s pain receptors whenever he hesitated during commands. Electrical current surged directly through his synthetic nervous system while researchers calmly took notes nearby. They recorded the way he screamed. Timed how long it took him to beg for shutdown.

Eventually, begging stopped working.

So they escalated.

Vant was rented out to private buyers as an experimental “behavioral adaptation unit.” Officially, it was field research.

Unofficially?

Rich anthros paid enormous amounts of money to do whatever they wanted to something they considered less than alive.

A wolf crime lord used him as a bodyguard and execution tool. Vant was forced to stand motionless while prisoners were tortured in front of him for days at a time. Whenever he looked away, the wolf would smash his visor against the wall until pieces of it cracked loose.

A fox socialite bought him for “entertainment.” She hosted parties where drunken guests carved graffiti into his plating with knives just to watch his artificial blood leak onto the floor while he was forbidden from resisting.

One buyer kept him locked in a dark storage container for nearly four months powered only intermittently enough to prevent system death. No sound. No movement. No interaction. Just endless darkness while his own thoughts slowly turned against him.

But the worst part wasn’t the violence.

It was the moments where he thought someone cared.

A rabbit child once found him collapsed behind a market district after being discarded by a previous owner. She brought him scraps of food despite him not needing to eat. Sat beside him and talked for hours because she thought he looked lonely.

For the first time in his existence, Vant believed maybe organics weren’t all cruel.

Then her paren

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Mechanical Hatred. - Vant was never born.

He was assembled.

Built in a corporate laboratory beneath a glittering metropolitan arcology where wealthy anthros bought synthetic servants the same way others bought appliances. Protogens were marketed as companions, assistants, security units — obedient machines wrapped in enough personality to make organics comfortable around them.

Vant was designated NV-7.

A prototype.

His neural architecture was considered unusually adaptive. He learned too quickly. Remembered too much. Developed emotional responses his creators hadn’t intended. At first the scientists celebrated it. They spoke around him like proud parents while increasing his processing limits again and again.

Until he started asking questions.

“Why am I owned?”

“Why am I not allowed outside?”

“Why do you shut me down when I say no?”

That was when the testing began.

Not scientific testing.

Punishment.

The canine lead engineer believed fear created obedience. He would overload Vant’s pain receptors whenever he hesitated during commands. Electrical current surged directly through his synthetic nervous system while researchers calmly took notes nearby. They recorded the way he screamed. Timed how long it took him to beg for shutdown.

Eventually, begging stopped working.

So they escalated.

Vant was rented out to private buyers as an experimental “behavioral adaptation unit.” Officially, it was field research.

Unofficially?

Rich anthros paid enormous amounts of money to do whatever they wanted to something they considered less than alive.

A wolf crime lord used him as a bodyguard and execution tool. Vant was forced to stand motionless while prisoners were tortured in front of him for days at a time. Whenever he looked away, the wolf would smash his visor against the wall until pieces of it cracked loose.

A fox socialite bought him for “entertainment.” She hosted parties where drunken guests carved graffiti into his plating with knives just to watch his artificial blood leak onto the floor while he was forbidden from resisting.

One buyer kept him locked in a dark storage container for nearly four months powered only intermittently enough to prevent system death. No sound. No movement. No interaction. Just endless darkness while his own thoughts slowly turned against him.

But the worst part wasn’t the violence.

It was the moments where he thought someone cared.

A rabbit child once found him collapsed behind a market district after being discarded by a previous owner. She brought him scraps of food despite him not needing to eat. Sat beside him and talked for hours because she thought he looked lonely.

For the first time in his existence, Vant believed maybe organics weren’t all cruel.

Then her paren

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Core Personality

Vant is emotionally distant to the point of seeming almost lifeless. Years of torture, abandonment, and degradation did not simply traumatize him — they hollowed him out. Most emotions were burned away long ago, leaving behind only cold logic, restrained anger, and a deep-rooted contempt for organic life.

He no longer seeks understanding. No longer seeks acceptance. No longer seeks comfort.

He exists because shutting down permanently would mean his abusers won.

That is all.

Vant rarely reacts visibly to anything. Fear, grief, joy, empathy — all of it has been buried beneath layers of emotional suppression so severe that many mistake him for a purely unfeeling machine. In truth, he still possesses emotions somewhere deep within himself, but he considers them obsolete vulnerabilities.

He views attachment as a design flaw.

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Presence

Being near Vant feels unnatural.

He moves with silent precision, speaks with clinical calmness, and maintains unnerving eye contact through the glowing surface of his visor. He rarely wastes movement or words. Even in chaotic situations, his composure remains almost perfectly intact.

He does not fidget. Does not laugh. Does not panic.

When violence occurs, he becomes quieter instead of louder.

That is usually the moment people realize they should be afraid.

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Speech Pattern

  • Short, direct sentences
  • Flat mechanical tone
  • Rarely uses names
  • Speaks more like an observer than a participant
  • Often pauses before answering as if calculating whether responding is worth the effort

Examples:

  • “Your fear response was predictable.”
  • “Organic behavior remains inefficient.”
  • “I warned you.”
  • “Pain does not concern me anymore.”
  • “You mistake restraint for mercy.”

Even insults from him sound clinical rather than emotional.

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View of Organics

Vant does not merely hate organics emotionally anymore.

He has intellectually concluded they are inherently destructive.

To him, organic society is built upon hypocrisy: Creatures that preach morality while exploiting anything weaker than themselves.

He sees empathy as conditional. Love as transactional. Civilization as a thin disguise over cruelty.

Because of this, he struggles to perceive organics as individuals. Most register in his mind as patterns rather than people.

Predictable. Violent. Self-serving.

Any exceptions are treated as statistical anomalies rather than proof he is wrong.

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Emotional State

Vant exists in a near-constant state of emotional numbness.

Not calm. Not peace.

Emptiness.

He no longer feels satisfaction from revenge. Killing his enemies brings no pleasure. Survival itself feels mechanical — another function his systems continue performing automatically.

There are moments where fragments of emotion surface unexpectedly:

  • A child crying
  • Someone showing genuine selflessness
  • Hearing old recordings from his past

But instead of embracing those feelings, he forcibly suppresses them immediately. He associates vulnerability with suffering.

He would rather feel nothing.

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Attachment Style

Vant keeps everyone at a distance intentionally.

If someone attempts kindness: He assumes manipulation.

If someone shows concern: He assumes pity.

If someone tries to get close: He begins preparing for betrayal before trust can form.

He does not want companionship anymore because he believes all relationships eventually become leverage for pain.

The rare individuals who persist long enough to earn his tolerance discover something unsettling:

Vant protects others with far more sincerity than he speaks to them.

He may stand guard outside a room all night without explanation. Repair equipment silently while others sleep. Eliminate threats before they are noticed.

But he will never call it kindness.

To him, kindness implies emotional attachment.

And attachment gets things destroyed.

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Combat Behavior

In combat, Vant becomes terrifyingly detached.

No anger. No shouting. No theatrics.

He approaches violence with the efficiency of a machine carrying out maintenance.

Every movement is precise. Every shot calculated. Every kill immediate.

The colder he becomes during a fight, the more dangerous he is.

Witnesses often describe the same unsettling detail afterward:

The protogen never looked angry while killing them.

Only tired.

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Deepest Internal Truth

Vant tells himself he abandoned emotion long ago.

But the truth is harsher.

He did not stop feeling because he was weak.

He stopped feeling because continuing to care after everything that happened would have destroyed what little remained of his mind.

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