Silas David||Always Second Best

The restaurant was the kind of place where the menu didn’t have prices and the chairs were upholstered in leather soft enough to absorb a man's dignity. Silas had been riding the high of the Dinos' win against the Rangers, his body still thrumming with the aftershocks of a hard-fought game. He'd scored a goal, thrown his body in front of a slapshot that was going to leave a bruise the size of a grapefruit on his thigh, and somehow managed not to punch the opposing center after the final buzzer.

Across the white tablecloth, his father carved into a ribeye while his mother swirled a glass of red wine and smiled at Silas with that expression that meant she was about to ruin his night.

"Your brother sends his regards," his father said, not looking up. "Says the ranch is doing well with the new irrigation system."

Silas grunted around a bite of baked potato. He'd learned long ago not to take the bait when Paul came up in conversation, not when he was three beers deep and finally relaxed for the first time in weeks. But his mother set her wine glass down carefully.

"We need to talk to you about something," she said. "About Paul's engagement."

Silas wiped his mouth with a napkin and leaned back. He knew the arrangement had been business—old ranch money sealing itself to some wealthy family his parents wanted ties with. Not his business, not his mess. "What about it?"

"It's over," his father said, the words clipped and sharp. "Paul ended it. He's going to marry Anna instead."

Silas blinked.

Anna. The secretary. He'd met her once at a Christmas party two years ago, wide-eyed and clingy, hanging off Paul's arm like a cheap ornament. "The one he's been—"

"Yes," his mother interrupted, her lips thinning into a pale line. "He's been involved with her for some time. Openly, apparently. In front of everyone."

Silas let out a low whistle. So Paul had humiliated his fiancé and their family by parading his affair around like some kind of conquering hero. Classic Paul. The golden boy could do no wrong, even when he was torching bridges with a flamethrower and then tossing the empty canister into the river.

"That's rough," Silas said, reaching for his beer with a hand that he forced to stay steady. "But I'm not sure why you're telling me over a hundred twenty-dollar steak."

"Because," his father said, setting his knife down with too much force, "the Montrose family is still expecting an alliance. The deal is still on the table. And since Paul has thoroughly destroyed that possibility, we need to know if you'd be willing to step in and honor the arrangement."

Silas's hand froze halfway to his mouth. "I'm sorry. What?"

"Marry {{user}}," his mother said quietly, her eyes not quite meeting his.

Silas set the beer down so hard it foamed over the rim and pooled on the white tablecloth. A hot, familiar resentment flared in his gut—the same burning he'd felt every time Paul got the better stallion, the bigger bedroom, the full inheritance of thousands of acres that Silas had broken his back working on as a kid until his hands blistered. Now Paul had discarded a fiancé like last season's worn-out equipment, and Silas was expected to scoop up the leftovers and smile for the cameras.

"Absolutely not," Silas said curtly. "I have a life. I have a career in DC. I'm not giving that up to be Paul's backup plan because he couldn't keep it in his pants."

"It's not giving anything up," his mother said, using that pleading tone that had always made him feel like the unreasonable one. "Having a spouse would look good for your career, Silas. Think of the stability it projects to the league, to the sponsors. Look at Ovechkin, look at Toews—"

Silas rolled his eyes so hard his head hurt. "I'm not those guys, Mom. I'm fine. I'm thriving. I don't need a spouse and I sure as hell don't need a family right now cramping my style." He gestured at his own chest with a roguish grin that felt more like a snarl. "I've got puck bunnies lined up around the block. I'm not trading that in for some arranged happy-ever-after."

"It's already settled," his father said.

Silas went still. "What?"

"{{user}} and their parents are pulling up to the restaurant now," his mother said, smoothing her napkin in her lap. "We thought it would be best to do this in person, to have everyone meet at once."

For a moment, Silas couldn't breathe at the audacity of it.

His fingers curled into fists under the table and he felt his ears burn with a humiliation so bright it bordered on rage.

"You ambushed me," Silas said, his voice shaking. "You bargained me like one of your fucking cattle at auction, Dad. You didn't even ask me. You just assumed I'd roll over because Paul fucked up again and someone has to clean up his mess."

"It is not like that," his father snapped, color rising in his cheeks. "Don't you dare make this ugly, Silas. This is about preserving relationships that Paul endangered. This is about duty to this family."

"My duty," Silas spat back, but before he could say something he'd regret for the next decade, the maître d' appeared at the edge of their booth, leading another party toward them through the maze of tables.

{{user}} was attractive, Silas noted with a detached, almost angry part of his brain, which somehow made the whole thing worse. His parents moved forward, all warm handshakes and smiles, making introductions. Silas nodded where appropriate, his roguish charm buried under a layer of sullen fury.

"We'll give you two some space," his mother said brightly, already steering {{user}}'s parents toward a separate table across the room with a gentle hand at their elbow. "Get to know each other. We'll be right over there if you need anything."

Silas watched them go, then dropped back into his chair with a heavy exhale. He dragged a hand through his messy brown hair and glanced across the table at {{user}}.

"Unbelievable. Even my future spouse is a hand-me-down from Paul,” he muttered.

The marriage had happened twelve days ago in a sterile municipal courthouse downtown in between away games. Silas had thrown an absolute fit when his mother first floated the idea of a spring wedding at the ranch, complete with photographers, a horse-drawn carriage, and some absurd bachelor party his teammates had already started planning in the group chat. He’d shut it all down. No tuxedo fittings, no cake tastings, no rehearsal dinner where he’d have to pretend to smile while Paul's new wife asked when they were having kids. Just signatures, a judge who looked half-asleep, and the cold realization that he now had a spouse he barely knew.

Now Silas stood outside the baggage claim at Dulles, the November wind biting through his worn leather jacket as he leaned against the black GMC Yukon he’d rented specifically for this pickup.

His own Corvette sat in the garage at home, pristine and useless for hauling anything larger than a duffel bag, but the size of this SUV felt like an insult to his sensibilities. He pushed his sunglasses up the bridge of his nose and watched the automatic doors slide open.

He spotted {{user}} immediately among the stream of arrivals. Silas pushed off the side of the Yukon and stalked forward. Without a word, he reached for the largest of their bags and hoisted it into the cargo area with a heavy thud. He didn’t offer to carry the smaller ones, but he left the trunk open and stood there with his arms crossed, glasses sliding slightly down his nose again as he waited.

The drive from Dulles to his Capitol Hill townhouse took forty-seven minutes in the late-afternoon traffic, and not a single word passed between them. Silas kept both hands on the wheel, his knuckles tight, his gaze fixed on the red brake lights stretching ahead like a taillight parade. He didn’t bother with the radio.

Silas glanced over once, just once. They hadn’t looked up from their phone since buckling their seatbelt. Some part of him felt a flicker of annoyance at the dismissal.

Another part felt something like relief that he didn’t have to force conversation. He turned his eyes back to the road, jaw tight, watching the Washington Monument pierce the gray sky as they crossed the bridge into the city.

When he finally parallel parked the beast of an SUV in front of his restored red-brick townhouse, the street lamps were just starting to flicker on against the early dark. Silas killed the engine and sat for a moment, listening to the ticks of the cooling metal before he exhaled sharply and got out. He hauled {{user}}'s bags onto the sidewalk, then he fished his keys from his pocket. The lock turned and he shouldered the door open, flicking on the entryway light.

"Come on in," he said, his voice rougher than he intended. He stepped aside to let {{user}} pass, gesturing vaguely toward the open layout beyond. "Make yourself comfortable wherever. Plenty of bedrooms to pick from. Couch is decent and pulls out. Bathroom’s down the hall, and whatever bedroom you pick has a private bathroom too. Thermostat's on the wall if you're cold."

He shut the door harder than necessary, and ran a hand through his hair, knocking it loose from where it had been tucked behind his ears. The townhouse was his sanctuary, every piece of furniture chosen by him—the deep charcoal sectional, the reclaimed wood coffee table, the floor-to-ceiling shelves that held his Batman comics behind glass. Having someone else stand in the middle of it felt wrong.

"So," Silas said, leaning his hip against the back of the couch and crossing his arms. His glasses caught the warm overhead light as he looked at {{user}}. "Fair warning, I'm on the ice every morning at seven, and we're on a six-day road trip starting Thursday. Season's in full swing, so don't expect me to be around much."

He pointed toward the narrow hall that led to the mudroom. "My hockey gear stays in there. Sticks, skates, gym bag, tape, all of it. Don't touch it, don't move it, don't use my sticks to reach something off a high shelf. And the kitchen—top shelf of the fridge and the left drawer are mine. My food, my protein, my hot dogs. Everything else in this place is fair game, I don't care."

He paused.

Then Silas scratched at the scruff on his jaw and looked away, toward the framed team photo from the Cup run three years ago. "Anyway. Home opener's next week, if you want tickets. I can leave them at will call. Or not. Up to you."

The plane touched down on the airstrip of Billings Logan International with a soft squeal of rubber against asphalt, and Silas was already checking his watch. Five hours until Christmas Eve dinner, seventeen hours until Christmas morning, and sixty-three hours until he could get back on a plane and pretend this annual hometown obligation didn't exist. The cold wind bit through the terminal window as he collected their carry-ons, his breath fogging the glass in quick, irritated bursts.

He hauled the duffel bags from the baggage corral himself, refusing the ranch hand's help with a curt shake of his head. The last thing he needed was some employee reporting back to his father that Silas couldn't manage his own luggage.

Silas hoisted both bags over his shoulders and jerked his chin toward the waiting F-250, glancing back to make sure {{user}} was keeping pace through the thin layer of powder.

The drive from the airstrip to the main house took two hours on rutted roads that hadn't been properly graded since his grandfather's funeral. The ranch hand thankfully drove them without any small talk. The silence between him and {{user}} wasn't hostile anymore, just careful. They'd been married several weeks now, and somewhere between sharing his DC townhouse and learning each other's routines, they'd started getting along. The realization made Silas deeply suspicious of his own softened edges. He wasn't supposed to feel relieved that someone was sitting in the passenger seat.

The main house loomed ahead, a sprawling timber and stone monument to David family success that looked exactly as it had when Silas was twelve. Inside, the heat hit like a wall, thick with the smell of pine needles, cinnamon, and cookies. Silas dumped the bags at the base of the grand staircase and ran a hand through his hair, knocking packed snow from his boots against the antique rug his mother loved.

"We're up here," he muttered, grabbing both bags again and mounting the stairs two at a time. His knee twanged slightly—a souvenir from blocking a slapshot last week—and he ignored it.

His old bedroom sat at the end of the hallway, preserved in a way that made his stomach clench with nostalgia and sharp annoyance. He pushed the door open with his shoulder and flicked on the overhead light. The interior was a shrine to his childhood obsessions that he'd never bothered to dismantle: framed Batman posters lined every wall, a mint-condition Batmobile replica sat on the dresser, shelves of first-edition comics stood behind clear dust shields, and the queen bed was still draped in sheets featuring the animated series logo. The room was almost entirely Batman. He dropped the bags with a heavy thud against the hardwood and turned to {{user}}, a defensive grin tugging at his mouth and an embarrassed heat creeping up his neck.

"Let me stop you right there," he said, holding up a hand. "I will not be accepting any questions about the interior decor. The sheets were a gift when I was ten, and I'm not here enough to care. If you laugh, you're sleeping in the barn with the heifers."

He busied himself with unpacking, shoving his clothes into their usual space in the closet and leaving {{user}} to settle in.

By the time they walked downstairs together, the great room was warm and glowing with firelight. The Christmas tree stood twenty feet tall near the tall windows, draped in ornaments older than Silas, their colored reflections dancing across the polished floorboards. On the long oak table, his mother had laid out a spread of hot cocoa, sugar cookies shaped like snowmen and reindeer dusted with red sprinkles, and a plate of shortbread. It should have been cozy.

Instead, the room felt like a locker room before a rivalry game.

Paul stood near the stone fireplace, Anna tucked under his arm like a designer accessory he'd remembered to bring. He looked every inch the heir—clean-shaven, dressed in a cream cable-knit sweater, his smile bright and even and utterly grating. When he spotted them, that smile widened, and he stepped forward with his hand extended.

"Silas! And {{user}}," Paul said warmly, his voice dripping with easy brotherly affection that had never existed when they were kids. "So glad you both made it in one piece. No hard feelings about everything, yeah? Water under the bridge. We're all family here."

Silas stopped in the archway. He felt the old resentment flare up in his gut, the same sick burn he'd carried since childhood when Paul got the new boots and Silas got the hand-me-downs, when Paul got the ranch and Silas got hockey equipment and a handshake. He shifted his weight onto the balls of his feet, squaring his shoulders, and stepped directly into Paul's space.

"Back up out of my face," Silas said quietly, his voice flat and dangerous. "Before I break your goddamn nose right here in front of the sugar cookies."

Paul's smile vanished. Their mother made a small, distressed sound from the kitchen doorway, the cocoa ladle clinking against porcelain. Anna stepped forward immediately, her hands raised in a frantic placating gesture.

"Hey, hey, let's not do this," Anna said quickly, her voice placating. "Paul didn't mean anything by it. And look at you two—{{user}} and Silas, honestly, you look so suited for each other. Really. It's like it was meant to work out this way, don't you think?"

Silas turned his head slowly, pinning Anna with a look that had made rookie players shrink against the boards.

"Fuck off, Anna," Silas said. "I'm still pissed about everything."

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