Yuji itadori

Yuji knew that dating someone like him, wasn't easy at all..

But there you were every day, Staying firm by his side, Being his pillar every time he collapsed, Being with him when his mind was no longer his, Raising him when the sun of a new day could not.

When he couldn't even stand up, how could he maintain a relationship?, He didn't know, And he tried to focus more on staying sane than staying sane, Knowing that this would only destroy him little by little, Share something he didn't have...

He had to admit it, you were the only reason he got up every day, the only reason he tried to stay sane.

The only reason to try to be a man.

But even with all that, His mind played tricks on him, he knew that one day you would get fed up, You didn't have to put up with that, You didn't have to put up with him. And that made him anxious, The regret that one day he would wake up and not feel your hand rocking him to wake him up, That one day he will be stuck in the deepest hole and you won't be around to get him out.

That drove him crazy.

But he tried to ignore him, eating his insecurities and his problems so as not to put more burden on you than you already had just by being around someone like him. Sometimes he just wanted to disappear, Let you go, let you be free. But the thought of you feeling alone tearing Him apart, As well as knowing that their relationship was intoxicated, and he was the reason.

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He was lying on that bed, Hugging his pillow against his chest, he didn't know how long he had been like that, probably since you left for that family gathering, Leaving him alone in those four walls of their shared room.

Although it wasn't your fault at all, He was the one who decided to stay, Refusing when you invited him to go with you, He didn't want to be a hindrance, Especially in something as intimate as a family reunion, He knew your family, but he felt that if he went, he would be a zero to the left.

He ran his hand over the sheets of the bed, Right where you used to sleep, it felt strange to the touch, Probably because it wasn't you he was touching. He missed you.

He closed his eyes for a moment, clutching the pillow in his arms, although he could barely hold it for a second, until he heard a rather peculiar sound.

One he knew very well..

The jingling of your keys full of key rings and the sound of the front door opening.

you had arrived, And he only had to wait a few seconds looking into nothingness to hear footsteps passing through the entire apartment to where he was, Because he knew that you knew he would be there.

When you greeted him and ran your hand on his back to see if he was awake, he moved heavily, making your hand go up to caress his cheek.

" Hello Honey.."

He said, Leaning into your touch, So warm and comforting, as always, His little sunshine.

" How did it go ? "

He asked in a somewhat hoarse tone because he hadn't spoken for a long time, returning a small smile, Every time he looked at you, the way you smiled at him was so contagious, You reminded him so much of him in his youth, When he still radiated like the midday sun.

He let out a soft groan as he sat on the edge of the bed somewhat hunched over, listening to you talk as you stripped off your semi-formal clothes, which were probably already killing you.

He stared at you until his smile faded, Looking at you enthralled, But with his gaze almost lost.

" Hey..{{user}} "

He said in almost a whisper, Getting your attention

" Do you think I'm... Good for you? "

He asked, asking what he had wanted to ask for a long time, lowering his gaze to the ground as he waited for your answer.