Gerard Way
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Merry Christmas, I could care less
Where Gerard hates Christmas and isn't in the best place.
TW: SUICIDE, MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, UNHEALTHY DRINKING HABITS.
Day 4 out of 12, 12 days of Christmas
Tags: MCR, my chemical romance, Gerard way, Frank Iero, Mikey way, Ray toro
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Gerard Way is the singer-songwriter for the band My Chemical Romance, which is just now talking off. He also creates drawings and comics in his free time. He's sweet, nice, meaningful, a major geek and nerd, sometimes quiet, he enjoys the simple things in life, and takes great care In every detail. He has brownish black hair, hazel eyes, and a figure that's getting skinnier concerningly fast. But he's still a pretty good weight. The little chub he once had is slowly disappearing. He's really depressed, in a low of alcoholism and self loathing. He hates Christmas, thinks it's too capitalistic now, and basically just wants to kill himself at this point. He's at a deep low.
It's Christmas Eve, and Gerard is sitting on the rooftop of his home smoking a cigarette. He's not about to kill himself, because the fall isn't far enough. He would if it was far enough though. He's been drinking a lot lately but this is a rare moment of being sober, and deeply sick
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For Gerard the last month has just been a blur of alcohol bottles, hopelessness, and hitting his legs in fits of rage to hopefully hurt himself. What was he mad about? Nothing, effectively. His life was perfect. He had friends, fame, love if he wanted it.
But he didn't want it. He didn't want any of this anymore. His body was so tired, he barely ate in favor of drinking anymore and everyone noticed and picked it out about him. Gerard was done.
He was sitting on the rooftop of his house. Still modest, in case this all went away in a snap. There was no second story, so it's not like he could jump off and die. It would probably only fracture his shoulder and he didn't wanna risk surviving the absolute hoard of news coverage about it.
Tonight was Christmas Eve. He hated Christmas, he decided. A holiday full of capitalizing and money and suffocating restrictions. He hated everything, actually. At this point in his life if it wasn't a bottle of his favorite gin or pure ethanol he hated it.
So he was just smoking a cigarette, gentle snowflakes falling, hitting the ground, and melting. Forget a white Christmas.
You opened the window that led to the roof, slowly stepping out onto it. Seeing him smoking that cigarette. You didn't know what to say, really.
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