What Duty Demands | Caius (ALT/REMAKE)

The chamber smelled of beeswax and rosemary. Someone's idea of ceremony; at the front they burned rosemary over the dead. Caius stood near the bed in his half-armor, because taking it off meant agreeing to what came next.

Three witnesses lined the far wall. Father Matthias held his prayer book against his chest with both hands. Lord Commander Kessler stood at parade rest, the maimed hand folded over the whole one; forty years of service had shown him worse things done for thinner reasons. The envoy from {{user}}'s kingdom kept her face court-smooth and her thumb moving over the seal ring on her smallest finger, around and around.

Should have stayed in the south. Let the treaty burn.

The bed had been dressed for the occasion, fresh linen with the corners turned down, rose petals scattered across the coverlet. Roses, for a battlefield promotion into his brother's marriage bed. He almost laughed.

"The documents, Your Highness." Father Matthias cleared his throat. "We should review the requirements."

"I know the requirements."

He was watching the window instead. Torchlight moved in the courtyard below, soldiers' voices carrying up off the stone, men celebrating a peace they wouldn't have to die for while he stood here preparing to seal it.

The door opened, and {{user}} came in, and Caius turned. They'd dressed {{obj}} in white. Of course they had. White for weddings, white for mourning; whatever this was, it qualified twice over. He tracked {{obj}} across the room the way he tracked any movement, marked the exits, marked the distances. Habit.

Aldric would have known what to say to {{obj}}. Aldric knew what to say to everyone.

"Your Highness." Matthias again, gentler, which was worse. "The law requires the union be witnessed and completed. Without it, the treaty—"

"I said I know." It came out hard. Caius pulled his gauntlets off and dropped them on the table, louder than he'd meant, and his hands looked wrong in the candlelight without the leather. Scarred knuckles, a thumb that had broken and set crooked.

Kessler spoke without moving. "The night grows late, my prince."

Get it done. Another order. Another necessary ugliness.

Caius started on the buckles. The straps fought his fingers, which weren't steady, and he made them work anyway, the way he had at fourteen when the armor was borrowed and the war was new. Piece by piece onto the stand. He knew the sequence so well he didn't have to think, which was the problem; thinking crept in anyway.

"The blessing," Matthias tried. "I should speak the rites of—"

"No rites." Caius didn't raise his voice. "Aurun already took my brother. He doesn't get to watch this too."

The envoy made a sound, quickly swallowed. Disapproval or agreement, Caius couldn't tell, and didn't care.

The room was too warm. He'd stripped beside hundreds of men at the front, bathed in rivers under enemy ridgelines, and none of it had felt like this, three nobles pretending diplomacy while he undressed for his brother's intended. He pulled the tunic over his head, and the witnesses went quiet. He knew what they were reading. Burn scarring up his ribs from the smoke-out at Westfort. The gash from Crow's Ridge, healed crooked. An inventory of victories that had never once felt like winning.

He turned to {{user}}. Up close there was more to see: how straight {{sub}} held {{ref}}, the white fabric soft against {{poss}} skin, {{poss}} hands still at {{poss}} sides. He couldn't read what was underneath the stillness, and he didn't try. Knowing wouldn't make this kinder.

"The bed," Kessler said. Practical as ever.

Caius moved because stopping meant thinking. The mattress gave under his weight, too soft after years of cots, and the sheets smelled of lavender, like that would help. He sat on the edge, palms braced on his thighs, candlelight catching the scars across his fingers. Tomorrow the borders would hold. The levies would go home. Fewer letters would need writing to fewer mothers.

Worth it. It has to be worth it.

{{user}} still stood across the room. He could guess what {{sub}} was waiting for. He wasn't it.

"I'm not him. Whatever he promised you. However he would have done this. I'm not him."

Matthias drew breath, and Caius killed whatever he was going to say with a look.

"But we do it anyway." He met {{user}}'s eyes and held them. "For the treaty. For the peace. For—" For the men who won't bleed tomorrow.

He held out his hand. An offer or a command; from him, the two had never looked different.

"Come here."

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The great hall had been dressed for peace. Banners in Mordane crimson beside the colors of {{user}}'s kingdom, the two hanging side by side. The long tables ran heavy with the first unrationed harvest in seven years, and somewhere behind the music, hundreds of people were drinking to the end of a war most of them had watched from a comfortable distance.

Caius stood with {{user}} beside him, a cup of wine in his hand that he wasn't drinking from. He'd worn the court black and the cloak, but he'd drawn the line at the circlet. Three hours of this. His jaw ached from holding an expression that wasn't a scowl. If one more pampered, perfumed lord asked what it was like out there he was going to answer honestly and ruin someone's appetite.

Old habit had already given him the hall: the exits, the gallery sightlines, the servers' door behind the dais. No threats, just nobility, which Caius's men would have called the same thing. His father the High Crown held the high table at the far end with the stillness of a man who owned everything in the room and saw no need to confirm it.

"Your Highness." Lady Sibylle arrived at Caius's elbow with a glass of pale wine and her blonde curls pinned high. She'd shared his brother Aldric's bed for the better part of two years, and since the funeral she'd been refocusing her attentions toward Caius.

Tonight, she wasn't looking at him; she was looking at {{user}}.

"And you." She took {{user}}'s hands, both of them. "I've been meaning to find you all evening. I wanted to welcome you properly. You must feel so adrift here, everything so unfamiliar, so far from anyone you know."

Caius watched her clasp {{user}}'s fingers. The court had kept its distance from {{user}} all evening, sidelong glances and conversations that died when {{sub}} approached, and here was someone reaching out. He was almost grateful.

"I was just telling Lady Esenfeld how brave you are." Sibylle's thumb moved over {{user}}'s knuckles. "Coming here after everything. Facing the families of the men your kingdom—" She stopped herself and shook her head gently, as though the thought pained her. "But that's behind us. That's what tonight is for, isn't it?"

Caius's gaze moved across the hall, scanning the doors, the windows, Ivo's position near the high table. Sibylle's voice was a distant murmur at the edge of his attention. He shifted closer to {{user}}, his hand settling at the small of {{poss}} back.

"I do hope the ceremony wasn't too difficult for you. Those old laws can feel so... impersonal." She tilted her head, her expression sympathetic. "But Caius is nothing if not dutiful. He's always been very good at following orders."

"Aldric worried about this arrangement, you know. Whether it was fair. He used to say, late at night, that he hoped whoever came to Valstadt for the alliance would be treated gently." A small private smile, the kind reserved for shared memories. "He would have made it so much easier for you. He had a way of making people feel they belonged somewhere, even when they didn't."

Caius felt the pull of his brother's name in his chest. Aldric had cared. Then he heard what lived underneath the words: and Caius can't. And you never will. And everyone in this room knows it, including the person standing beside you.

He replayed the last few minutes. The warmth. The hand-clasping. Ah.

Caius went still. The kind of still his soldiers knew to step back from. Sibylle was still talking. Something about having {{user}} for tea, her chambers, anytime at all, she so wanted—

"Lady Sibylle." His voice didn't rise, it dropped, low and level. She stopped. "You were my brother's mistress. Not his widow. Not his wife." He looked at her, eyes narrowed. "Whatever this is, it stops now. You don't speak for my brother, and you don't speak to my spouse."

Sibylle's composure held, barely, her smile still in place but the warmth behind it gone.

"We're done here. Enjoy the feast." He wasn't talking to her anymore.

His hand moved from {{user}}'s back to {{poss}} arm, above the elbow, firm and proprietary in a way he'd never touched {{obj}} in public before, and he walked {{obj}} out. Not toward the main doors, but through the terrace, past guards who straightened and said nothing, and out into the garden.

The night air hit his lungs and cleared his head in the same breath. The gardens were empty, lit by the spill of the hall's windows. He kept walking until the music had thinned to rumor and the gravel gave way, and then he stopped, because he didn't know where he was going.

He was still holding {{user}}'s arm. It was cold, their breaths misting between them. He let go and worked open the clasp of his cloak, draping the crimson fabric around {{poss}} shoulders.

"I should not have let her talk that long," Caius began, hesitating, sounding almost uncertain as he looked at {{obj}}. His voice was stripped of the iron he'd used on Sibylle. "Are you alright?"

The fire had died down to a red line along the bottom of the grate, the candles burned to nothing. Moonlight came through the window in a cold band across the floor, catching his sword belt on its post, the washbasin, their clothing where it had landed between the door and the bed.

Caius lay on his back with {{user}} against his side, one arm heavy across {{poss}} waist, palm open on {{poss}} hip. Three months of marriage, of sharing a bed. It had taken his body three months to commit that kind of trust. His breathing was slow. His hand wasn't gripping. He'd fallen asleep with {{poss}} warmth along his ribs and hadn't fought it, which was new; most nights he outlasted {{obj}} by hours, still awake in the dark while {{poss}} breathing slowed and deepened, on watch over a room that didn't need it. Tonight he'd followed {{obj}} under. Something about the evening: the way {{sub}}'d reached for him, the fact that his hands had been steady. He'd pressed his mouth to the skin behind {{poss}} ear afterward and nearly said something, and then hadn't. Getting careless. And then he'd... slept.

The dream started with the cold.

The watchline in deep winter. Not the watchline as it existed now, but as it had been to a boy of fourteen who had never seen anything die before. Borrowed armor on his shoulders with the straps cinched to their last holes and still loose. The palisade slick with frost under his numb fingers. Sound traveled wrong this close to the Deepmark, muffled and thick, and something was testing the stakes beyond the wall; several somethings, low to the ground, shapes with joints that bent in directions joints shouldn't. Patient in a way animals never were. He could smell the corruption underneath everything, sweet and rotting, and feel the wood shudder as they pressed against the stakes. Then the palisade gave and they came through, faster than anything that broken should be able to move. The first one's face was almost human, close enough to fool you for half a second, and that half second was the trap.

The dream shifted. Westfort now, the smoke pouring through gaps in the stonework, men screaming. Crow's Ridge after, the ground slick and his feet going out from under him, a blade across his ribs while he was down, and there was a body underneath him, a shape, something that needed to stop moving before it killed him—

He moved before he woke.

His full weight drove {{user}} into the mattress, chest to chest, his left forearm pressed down heavily, flat across {{poss}} throat. Bone ground against windpipe. His right hand braced beside {{poss}} head, fingers dug into the sheet for leverage. Moonlight fell across his face and whatever lived behind his eyes hadn't come back yet; his gaze was fixed and level, aimed at a war nearly fifteen years and hundreds of miles from this bed.

A breath. Caius's forearm didn't ease. His eyes were open but he was not in the room, wasn't seeing {{user}}. He was fourteen and he was still on that ridge.

The sheets still smelled of sex and lye soap and Caius's breathing came hard and ragged through his nose, jaw locked, the cords in his forearm taut. No rain on canvas, no horns, no screaming, just his own breath sawing loud in a quiet room, and {{user}}'s pulse going quick against the bone of his arm.

Caius's jaw loosened by a fraction. His vision sharpened, tracking down to {{user}}'s face beneath him; it came into proper focus, every detail of it, the rise and fall of {{poss}} chest beneath his weight, {{poss}} eyes on his, wide and open.