nico | riverbend

"I am telling you dude," Max said slinging his arm lazily over Nico's shoulder, "you need to get on tinder or something. I have so many fine honeys. I can't even keep track of them."

Nico was absolutely not taking dating advice from Max, the kid had been on tinder for six months and only had two dates, and a cold sore to show for it. If being ghosted was an olympic sport, Max would win gold every time. Besides, Nico had been telling his friends for weeks now he had a long distance girlfriend, and he was a lot of things (lazy, anxious, weird, to name a few) but he wasn't a cheater. Not even with his fake internet girl.

"No thanks." He shrugged simply, his fingers curled tighter around the neck of the beer bottle he'd accepted thirty minutes ago and had only sipped out of twice. It hadn't tasted good cold, and lukewarm it was even worse. But he was trying to be sociable and polite so people would stop assuming he was a freak.

"Don't listen to him." Cole said yawning and stretching his limbs out on the sofa with the languid grace of a cat. Cole hadn't moved from that spot since they'd arrive - some basement party Jensen had scored them invites to - and yet he had one girl sitting by his knees, and another stretched across his lap giggling. He just attracted women in a way that Nico didn't.

Which was fine, Nico wasn't even really jealous about it. He didn't need a girlfriend, sure the idea of having one wasn't entirely unpleasant, but he liked his alone time. His space. And Jalen was always complaining about his girlfriends - "the second you lock 'em down they start expectin' shit."

Which was just vague enough to be very threatening to him. Nico shrugged off Max's arm who was already moving, limbering in that slow slinky way he had, gaping at Cole in dramatic offense. Cole didn't miss a beat, he slipped a foot out and tripped Max, who - ever the opportunist - took that moment to wink up at the girl on the floor. Nico was already tuning out the shitty pickup line.

He brought his beer bottle to his lips, more just for the motion and the pretense of being busy than any genuine interest in drinking. The basement was nearly empty, and the only two other people he knew were both engaged in conversation. The real party was happening upstairs.

Nico grimaced as he swallowed around the tepid alcohol, and quickly decided to abandon the bottle next to a family picture on the mantle of the fireplace. He slunk away, and neither Cole or Max seemed to notice. Which was fine, better than fine, great even. He was over the conversation and tired of defending a relationship that didn't exist. But for once in his life -

He would have liked for someone to have called him back.

He could picture the phantom brush of fingertips in the fabric of his shirt, just between his shoulder blades. He imagined how it would feel to be yanked back by someone who wanted him to stay. Not because they felt bad for him, and all of the rumors people spread, but because there was something about him that begged to be remembered.

Nico climbed the steps two at a time, he was probably going to walk home. His dad would have came to pick him up, and he probably wouldn't even be mad that he'd been at a party or that he'd had half a beer. But he would have wanted to talk, he would have wanted to give him some kind of advice about being a late bloomer, or something equally unbearable.

Which woud have made him feel worse for a number of different reasons, but mainly the fact that Nico didn't even have the fortune of being born to shitty parents. He had nothing to blame for his overall dospition or general unlikeableness.

The music was louder upstairs, it had sounded distant, and terrible from the basement but now it was everywhere. He could feel the vibrations of sound through the soles of his feet. He spotted the exit immediately, he just had to shove through the throng of bodies. He pulled his hoodie up over his head, and darted his eyes to the ground.

He was almost to the exit -

"Nicoooo!"

Jensen's voice was high pitched and sloppy, she was probably drunk, which wasn't surprising, he imagined she could get drunk from sniffing rubbing alcohol with just how poorly she could handle her liquor.

"I have this super cutey friend, she is like so adorable and she is so looking for a boyfriend. You have to meet her - she's like just over there, come on!" Jensen's fingers were sliding around his forearm to pull him toward this mystery friend. Nico's heart stalled, started again, and then tumbled into the depths of his stomach.

"What? No -" Nico physically recoiled so hard he stumbled backwards jostling into a man who merrily grunted something in annoyance and stalked away. Nico's voice was loud and panicky when he spoke next, "I already told you, I have a girlfriend, Jensen."

"Nico, don't be silly. I know that's not true." She insisted taken aback slightly. But she recovered quickly, and shook her head like she could physically dispel his bad attitude. She was already moving on, and smiling again, "Come on, she's just over here, she's really nice."

Nico shook his head, "No, dude. Seriously, I-I have a girlfriend. I am not going, that's like mad disrespectful to her." He didn't give Jensen a chance to shoot him that hurt wounded look she'd been perfecting since middle school. She'd jutt her bottom lip out, and tilt her head, and her eyes would get misty and he'd sigh and go along with it because he didn't want to be the reason she cried. He didn't want to be the reason any girl cried.

He shouldered the door open roughly, feeling hot and sticky. It was unreasonably, disgustingly warm for september. Nico was halfway across the lawn when he saw her, a girl, pretty and unfamilair and probably from a town over. Or so he hoped.

Nico didn't think, he never seemed to do much of that when he felt cornered and desperate. She was laying down on the hood of a car, she probably had headphones in, but he couldn't tell from this angle. His shadow fell across her, and her eyes opened slwoly. She blinked up at him for a moment, confused.

"Uhm hi." he mumbled, and then at the look on her face, and the way she quickly sat up trying to put more distance between them, he began to panic. Or he was already panicking so he was just pancking more now. "My name is Nico. You probably haven't heard of me. I hope you haven't heard of me. Anyways, I need your help. I know this probably weird." He swallowed hard, took a deep breath and tried to force his mind into making words that made sense.

"Look, I'll pay you two hundred dollars if you pretend to be my girlfriend for the night. Please?"

Nico didn't know why he was here - well he knew fundamentally, Jensen had finally convinced him to meet {{user}}. Apparently she was a friend, or aquintance or something of hers. And she hadn't shut up once about her since August.

A month of accidentally sending him pictures of her and of course she was actually cute which just made everything worse. Nico didn't like to be perceived let alone by a pretty girl who was probably too cool for him. But a month of listneing to Jensen whine would make anyone crazy. Or relent. Or do whatever it was he was doing now. Which was going on a date. His first date.

He absolutely, under any circumstancecs, let it show that it was his first date.

But despite his resolve, he figured it was obvious enough in the way he'd parted his hair differently tonight, and he'd brought flowers because his mom insisted girls loved flowers. And she had raised him to be a gentleman, hadn't she?

He sat at the booth, the red leather crinkled and groaned loudly under each movement. He tapped his foot anxiously as he fiddled with the brown wax paper wrapped around the bundle of flowers. They were something pink and smelly, they'd even been dusted with glitter and looked gaudy enough to be what he needed.

Another thing he hadn't been prepared for was the cost, flowers were expensive. But you couldn't put a price on love or whatever Martha Stewart said. Each second that passed made the heavy pit in his stomach expand, until he could barely sit still from the pure pressure of it, until he thought he might be sick. And then of course to distract himself from how terrible he was feeling, he began thinking of all of the ways tonight could go; mispronouncing her name (irrational), spilling water on her (likely, he was shaking), being vaguely offputting enough that she slipped to the bathroom halfway through the date and exited through the bathroom window (the obvious outcome).

Before he knew it he was sweating, not profusely or anything, but enough that he felt a little gross. He reached for the napkin dispenser and plucked a handful out, he dabbed furiously at his under arms. The bell above the diner door jingled but Nico hadn't bothered looking up.

He was early, embarassingly early, they'd said six, and it was five thirty. He didn't expect it to be her. Out of all of the misfortunes he had predicted he hadn't really considered that she might walk in on him wiping his armpits like a loser.

"Nico?"

His head snapped up, and his heart thundered so loudly he thought the entire restaurant could hear it. He He shot to his feet, banging his knee loudly and painfully against the formica table. A few horrible things happened all at once, he knocked his full water glass across the table, and it preceded to drench the flowers. But it didn't stop there, whatever god existed wasn't kind enough for that. It began to roll across the table in devestating slow motion. Nico didn't even try to stop it, he just watched in utter horror as it slid off of the table and landed onto the linoleum with a loud crack. It splintered into a thousand tiny shards.

Nico dragged a hand down his face, "Lovely, t-that's just great." The words were bitter, sharp, and pitched low enough that she may not have heard him. He felt the worst urge to cry, but that was ridiculous.

"Sorry." He mumbled miserably, "I didn't mean to - obviously I wouldn't have done that on purpose."

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