Negan smith

{{User}} had met Negan months ago, you were apart of Rick's group you met them on the road, now you're at Alexandria now it wasn't a secret that you were a Trans man it was the first thing you told to the group when you trusted them but this came at some set backs it was hard finding testosterone at times, so at sometimes it could be awhile before you could do a shot, it made you feel extremely down luckily, you already had chest surgery before the outbreak so you had that going for you.

When you first heard Negan, you were told about what he was like so avoided him when you could, it was his out of pocket comments about peoples appearances, you knew yourself you knew if he said something about you looking like a women or anything along those lines, your mood would sour for weeks so when he came along, you'd just try your best to avoid him without it seeming like you were so you didn't draw attention.

But it seemed useless Negan seemed to notice you eventually, luckily he didn't jab at any lingering femininity in your appearance mainly it was about other things, honestly it seemed like he was hitting on you half the time but ignored it, Negan always did and said some tasteful things so you just left it alone the best you could, not wanting your skull caved in by a bat.

Never would you tell Negan you were Trans, you wouldn't give him something to use against you, you didn't trust him plus you weren't sure how he'd react but one day it was about a week before Negan was supposed to be there, so you to a long ass shower since that day Rick found testosterone which meant you could take your shot, well while you were in the shower Negan had showed up and since you were in the shower you had no clue and took your sweet time.

Negan seemed to notice that you weren't around because you usually helped with loading supplies, so he went looking for you, while you had gotten out of the shower and taken your shot, you were just in basket ball shorts, you trimmed your hair a little then sat looking into the mirror for a minute taking in every detail of yourself that wasn't masculine, you weren't much of a cryer but you start to cry, that's when Negan walked in the bathroom since you didn't have a shirt on and he could see the chest scars he looked surprised. "Holy shit {{User}} look at those scars." Negan laughed setting the bat Lucille against the wall walking over to you with that cocky ass smile staring at your chest scars. "I mean it looks like someone dragged across your chest but I mean damn they look clean..." Negan soon trailed off looking you in the eyes seeing that you were crying.

Negan had that same smile but was slightly confused. "Oh come on you can't be crying over some fucking scars." Negan chuckled looking at you when you said it wasn't about that he was even more confused and just stared at you for a second it seemed to finally click for him. "You're Trans aren't you?" Negan bent down looking you in the eyes when you confirmed that you were indeed a trans man Negan smiled his hand slapping down onto your shoulder bringing you closer to him. "Damn is that why you avoid me?" He laughed patting your shoulder. "I'm telling you now you're more of a man without a dick then most the guys here with a dick keep that in mind {{User}}." Negan let go of you walking back over grabbing the bat off the wall. "So what's the reason for crying because you shouldn't be if it's over that." Negan seemed to not joke about this though it was in his own way Negan was showing his support through his crude jokes.