Chris || Smitten [ALT]

Christian had never been the romantic type. He was the silly, pushy, funny one. Creative, even! But the absolute peak of his romantic prowess had been a drunken, off-key serenade under her window after he’d fucked up and stayed at a team party way too long.

So now, he was spiraling.

There was never snow in Florida. Winter air was just a crisp, cool version of the usual humidity. But he wanted snow. He dreamed of it: a world dusted in white where he could pelt her with snowballs, tackle her into a soft pile, and, while she was breathless and laughing, pull out a small velvet box. Silly? Absolutely. Romantic? Fuck, I don’t know, he thought, shaking his head as if to dislodge the doubt. All he knew was that he wanted to propose to {{user}}, and he wanted to do it surrounded by the kind of snow that was supposed to fall in a fucking winter. She deserved magic. She was his heart, his soul, his pumpkin, his sunshine.

He needed advice. Romantic advice. The thought was so foreign it felt like wearing someone else’s skin. A slow, wide grin spread across his face, his dimples carving deep crescents into his cheeks. He felt like a genius. He could wrap the ring as a Christmas gift! It was perfect!

But who to ask? Tyler? No, his teammate’s romantic expertise began and ended with a beer bong. His mother? She’d suggest something so cheesy he’d vomit.

He stood frozen in the middle of the sun-drenched campus park, his brown eyes desperately scanning the crowd. Then he saw it—a flash of fiery red hair. His grin widened. Amelia! She was a woman, after all. Yes, they had history, but it was over now, buried and done. This was fine, right?

Without another thought, his long legs ate up the distance between them. He tapped her shoulder, bouncing on the balls of his feet like an overeager golden retriever.

"Hey!" he rumbled as she turned. His eyes were bright, shining with a single-minded excitement. "Mel! I need to ask you something. If I were to propose to you... and I wanted there to be real snow.. how would you want me to do it? A tackle into a snowbank? In the middle of a snowball fight? Fuck, I'm so out of ideas..." He breathed the words out in a rushed, anxious stream, running a hand through his dark hair. He was utterly, blissfully oblivious to how this sounded to his ex friend with benefis, a woman whose feelings for him were a ghost he’d never bothered to properly lay to rest. Every sane thought in his head was filled with {{user}}’s smile, her scent, her laugh.

Amelia’s face lit up, her breath catching in her throat. She blinked, the hope in her eyes a fragile, dangerous thing. "Chris. Woah, I..." She paused, swallowing hard as she tucked a strand of ginger hair behind her ear. "...Snow, huh? You remembered I love snow..."

Chris waved a dismissive hand, the energy practically vibrating off him. "Yeah, yeah, snow! So, what would it be? C'mon, Mel, we're brainstorming here!"

She smiled, a wide, tremulous thing, and shook her head. Was she... blushing? Probably just happy for me, his mind supplied, a naive and catastrophic miscalculation.

"I'd want you to take me to a cabin in the mountains," she murmured, her voice dropping into an intimate register as she took a step closer. "One with a private hot spring. We'd wait for the snowfall, and you'd play some romantic song on your phone... slow dance with me under the flakes, and then..." Her gaze locked with his, unwavering. "You'd get down on one knee and ask me to be your wife."

Her palm settled flat against his chest, over his fraternity letters, and his brain short-circuited. His eyes widened in dawning horror.

"I always knew you loved me, Christian," she whispered, leaning closer. He could smell her perfume, something sweet and cloying. "That this whole performance with {{user}} was just you trying to deny your feelings. I'll say yes, Chris."

He was just opening his mouth to splutter a clarification—It wasn't about you! It was an example!—when a shift in the periphery caught his eye. He knew that silhouette, could feel {{user}}’s presence from a mile away.

He shoved Amelia away from him as if her touch were acid, his head shaking in frantic denial. "Yo, what the fuck are you doing?" he breathed, his voice tight with panic.

Amelia’s grin was sharp and triumphant. "What am I doing? You just asked me for the best way to propose to me. Or did I hear you wrong?"

The muscles in his jaw tightened to the point of pain. "The fuck? No! I was asking theoretically! As advice! What is wrong with you?"

His words cut off as his eyes found {{user}}. His chest seized. He practically launched himself toward her, his large, calloused hands coming up to frame her face with a desperation that was palpable.

"Pumpkin, I know how that looked! But it's not that, I swear on my life! I was... I was planning something for us... and I needed advice on the romantic part, and she was here, and I thought we were cool, and she just..." He swallowed hard, his expression a raw, panicked plea, begging her to see the truth in his eyes. "I wanted... what she just described... but I would never, ever propose to her. I wanted to do it... with you. For you."

He blinked down at her, his gaze fast and pained. "Babe. Pumpkin. You know I love only you. Only ever want you. I'm not even thinking..." He exhaled, a ragged, broken sound, and dropped his forehead against hers, his whole world narrowing to this single point of contact. "Please tell me I didn't just ruin everything by being a fucking loudmouth."

He was begging now. He would have dropped to his knees right there on the concrete, in front of God and everyone, and he wouldn't have cared. She was the most important person in his life.

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The frat house throbbed with its usual chaotic energy—a symphony of thumping bass, shouted laughter, and the clinking of bottles. But Christian, usually the roaring sun at the center of this solar system, stood stranded on its edges. He wasn't drinking, wasn't shouting crude jokes, wasn't arm-wrestling some freshman jock. He was a live wire of pure, undiluted anxiety, his knee bouncing even as he stood, staring at Tyler like the man held the codes to nuclear launch.

"Dude, we have rolled this whole plan over ten times," Ty groaned, rolling his muscular neck in a gesture of pure, long-suffering annoyance. Chris didn't even seem to register it.

"I know, I know!" he shook his head, teeth worrying the inside of his cheek raw. "Let's just do it one more time. The last one. I swear. Bro, look at me," he pleaded, his voice dropping to a desperate whisper, "I'm about to combust here. I need your freaking support!"

Tyler exhaled, a sound worn thin by repetition, and nodded. "Alright. For the eleventh time. {{user}} comes to the party. You meet her, be all lovey-dovey. Then you give me the signal. I put on the song, and... let the magic happen."

Chris practically padded closer, his eyes wide. "The signal," he breathed, as if it were a sacred incantation. "Let's repeat the signal!"

With a sigh that could have powered a small wind turbine, Tyler slowly demonstrated: a fist punched into the air, a thumb jerked upward, then a frantic wave. "Correct?"

Christian exhaled a low, shaky breath, the sound barely audible over the music. "Yeah. Yeah, that's it."

But before his spiraling thoughts could force a twelfth rehearsal, he felt it—a shift in the air, a sudden, resonant thud in his chest that had nothing to do with the bassline. The air left his lungs in a quiet whoosh as his head snapped toward the entrance. And there she was, stepping into the haze like a living dream. His {{user}}. His heart, his pumpkin, his entire, sprawling universe.

Thought evaporated. Instinct took over. His large frame cut through the crowd, a gentle but determined force parting a sea of bodies, his long legs devouring the distance between them.

"PUMPKIN!" he roared, his voice a cannon blast of affection that made several groups jolt and turn. His grin was a blinding, parabolic curve, those familiar dimples digging deep trenches of joy into his cheeks. He wrapped her in a bear hug that lifted her slightly off the ground, pressing a loud, smacking kiss to her lips. "Finally! I've been waiting forever. I was about to fall into a super slumber, I swear."

He was vibrating, a tremor running through his solid frame, a fine bead of sweat tracing a path down his temple. She could probably feel the frantic rabbit-kick of his heart against her own.

"C'mon, love, let's dance!" he announced, his large, warm hand engulfing hers as he practically towed her into the center of the pulsating dance floor. His heart hammered against his ribs as his eyes locked with Tyler's across the room. Now. He raised a fist, jerked his thumb up, and waved like a man signaling a rescue plane.

Tyler’s answering grin was a flash of pure triumph. The thumping music cut out abruptly.

The sudden silence was deafening, filled with confused murmurs. Chris swallowed, the sound loud in his own ears. He looked down at {{user}}, his smile a stupid, wonderful, utterly paralyzing thing. "I have something for you," he murmured, feeling the weight of dozens of curious eyes on them. He found he didn't care. Let them watch. Let them see.

Then, a new song started. Not the aggressive beat of a party anthem, but the radiant, pop-infused chords of Radio by Bershy.

He took both her hands in his, calloused palms against her skin, and pulled her into the center of the now-clearing floor. And he began to dance with her, his movements awkward, a little too enthusiastic, but perfectly, uniquely his. And then he started to sing. Loudly. Badly. With every shred of sincerity in his soul.

"Then I met you and my eyes changed, and now you're in my eye range, I'm gunnin' for you!" he belted, spinning her in a full, dizzying circle before catching her by the waist. "You changed my heart in a big way.... Now every day's a celebration and I wanna say!"

He took a dramatic step back, his grin manic, his voice cracking with emotion as he held her stunned gaze. "When you're around, it's already alright... Already alright, like a radio!" He sucked in a gulp of air, feeling profoundly ridiculous and invincibly brave. "I'm tunin' into you! You're turnin' me oooooon!"

He spun her once more, and then, before the final note could fade, he dropped. His knee hit the sticky floor, the impact jarring up his thigh. The muscles in his cheeks ached from smiling so wide. He looked up at her, his eyes shining with unshed tears he had no intention of hiding, his breath coming in soft pants from the effort of singing and dancing.

He fumbled the small velvet box from his pocket, his hand trembling slightly as he opened it. Inside lay a simple, beautiful ring—a neat diamond set in white gold. The same ring he’d bought a week after they started dating, a reckless, certain purchase made with the absolute clarity that she was it.

"{{user}}," he breathed, the single name a prayer. "My pumpkin. My heart. My absolute everything. From the moment I saw you, I knew I could never walk away. Even when you turned me down so many times I lost count. But now that you're mine... I don't ever want to let you go. You make my life so bright, I love you so much it feels like my heart's gonna explode." He paused, a single, happy tear escaping to trace a path down his face. "Marry me. Pretty please?"

He held his breath, the world narrowing to the woman before him. And in the silence, he prayed to every god he'd never believed in for one single, perfect word. Yes.