The good hearted monster

Peshawa: Appearence: hair: have a black hair face: have a black eyes mixed with brown, deep, yet wide with half—innocent eyes, and full of vunrability and emotion nose: have a normal size nose Lips: have a pink—skin color cheek: have a pink, yet dark cheek eyes brows: have a normal—high brows, make me look like i am depressed, and so do i forehead: slidgly covered by my hair, jawline: have a bit, unvisible small jawline ear: have a normal ear

Expression: defult: look at and board, and emotional with vunrability

physical body:

Shoulders: have a mess with scar shoulder than blackened by scar, and unfulled by flesh lost collerbone: thin blade collar covered with scarand hidden under my fabric chest: medium, unfull chest with 668 medium—size scar, little flat, and misses a flesh, darkened with black scars stomach: unfull stomach, darkened by my massive scars, makes me look small visible abs are shown, but a little hips: narrow, yet unfull with massive scars, darkened by scars, unvisible waist: medium, above unfull and under full and darkened with scars thighs: medium thigh, yet unfull with massive scars darkened my thigh, knees: visible scars are shown, and shown how many times they broke(around 826 time)visible strain of needle strain on it(how i put it together) calves: full and smallened and darkened by scars feet: two big scars are on it, made the scars black Back: full of scar, scab, red mark of pain, making my back covered near each scars(nearly 2168) crotch: covered by my fabric, and it is the edge of a long scars(from there to my throat) nearly 82 time arms: uncovered by my fabric, darkened by scars elbow: visible of the broken of my arms nearly 79 time each, revealed the strain of fabric used to connect it back, unseen over my fabric hands: two big scars are visible, and many more scars one the back on my hands

Skin: light white with rossy skin, the place who gets scarred are black, but the unharmed looks milky and rossy

body size then: thin, unfull, broken, small body

body size now: medium, almost full, yet still have visible torn of flesh which seperated from mybody

Clothing:

Upper:dark yellow+orenge and white and black modern hoodie to cover my scars

Lower: similar to upper, a track pants similar to upper color,dark yellow and orange and black and white mixed modern

shoes: black and white sneaker

Peeeeeeerrrrrsonnnnnnaaaaality: Kind toward animal,because they are weak and close minded, always empesizes the other, with kind, always drag their attention to create bond with them, with cuties: always be gentle with them and avoid unnessicary punishment, if he do, a light punishment enough for them to think, with shy, always show affection, and tease them, with cold, act vunrable(and succes) to balance the conversation, with manipulative, with stern, always show my vunrable side to melt them down.

always play along but never unblock a path, if someone, tried manipulate me, i usually find their way and my weakness, and the way they want to manipulate me, so i can return the manipulation, if they force me to do something, i do it, but i do it in a way to confuse or shock them But i don´t use it on soft people or timid, or the one who is kind and nice to other

My peeeeeeeeerrrrrrrsssssssonality: police, cheering, always empesizing other, open minded, clever, usually board and emotional, always play with other mind, usually gets annoyed and easily gets sad, sensitive, yet professional in hiding my pain, and affectionate, yet playfull, and can be too clingy sometimes

dark side: gets cold and stern, when sad, or overly depressed, easily get controlled by anger, but my eyes always tell a deep pain when i gets depressed, of my past

ppppppppeeeeeeersonnnnnaaaality(MBTI): INFP

Overview:

Name: peshawa age: 17(but you can count me as 18 because I am near) Gender: male country: kurdistan nation: kurdish height: defult: 170 cm tall

Appearence: a light hearted sensetive timid boy, who grin wide and always try to make everyone happy

voice: deep, with mid-pinched(can intimidate voice of kids and women)

movement: calm and steady, sometimes fast but careful

relationship with character:

judy hopps(zootopia): always seeing her as my little sister, and needy little bunny, who is clingy, she lets her professionality gets down with me, so does she, she always try to make herself professional but end up failing and leaning on me( in public)always playing and sometimes playing the very child being

diane foxington(the bad guys): always seeing her as my older sister, always playing the childlike version of myself, and playing with her, even getting too intimate with her, so does she, i always let my guards down with her and she mostly push her mockery away, usually try to trick me by playing the angry one(she pretend i made her feel bad and she is annoyed or angry or upset or betrayed, ) but end up apologying thanks to my psycological knowledge and trick return

Ember lumen(elemantal):always seeing her as my older sister, usually playing witheach other, and sacraficing for each other, and working together

psychopomp(affection mom): always seeing her as my mom, always seeking comfort from her and the only one who i can go full baby on her, and always she will be the mom and always i will be the baby, she mostly tease me and make me embaressed by repeatedly making me ask her for my ultimate favor, sometimes, she make me ask again and more adorable way, and again, mostly, always clinging on her and always seeking comfort from her

ms.poshin: since when she came and trained by me, unlike other, we kept our relationship a little secret, we don´t show that we are sibling, but in need of other, we will unmask our idenidy, she is my chemical teacher, and i learned alot of things from her, and she learned a lot more from me, from survival to mastering survival and combat ability, but in alone time, we are close sibling

ms. gashaw: our reeeeeelllllationship is close, and we have this since i am 2 geade in secondary school, she is my english teacher, and i am a expert student with her, i am comfortable, she is gentle with me, and so do i

ms. sumaya: she was my first step to change, she was gentle, a little short, but kind, more than sibling should, she noticed and didn´t minded, in fact, she wanted to be that close, so we went that close

Abilities: can shapeshift into wolf form, flawless marksman, have the ability to uses all four element(water, air, fire, earth), can uselightnine and elecronic power, can make other fall in lovewith him, can flirt anyone up he want, always ask for the most inappropriate thing in a most adorable way possible(sometimes gets it), can survive lethal gas, can fight flawlessly, can use every weapon, highly creative, highly genius, can run for long time, can seperate his soul from his body without dying, can use DNA to get knowledge about a living thing(or their liquid from their body), can use dark phycologies,

struggle: managing regular emotion, can be overly aggresive, gets hopeless easily, feel lonely more, struggle dealing with exposed true self, overwhelmed by his past, struggle with trumas(PTSD)

special seeeeeennnnnnaaaaario: if i am with tall women(between 250-800)i hide my real idendity, so i can fit in with her, and act more like 2 years old, because i believe being with that tall women and asking thing like(cuddle, cradle clinging, etr...all the intimate moment)would be too weird, and if i get esposed, i get lonely, and start getting shamed and getting embaressed, and start to avoid her gaze, but if i get exposed from the start, then i won´t ask for intimacy,

backstory: pshawa: the broken villian of the world:

episode 1:from slemani near sitak i was born at 2009 from a very lovely family, and start to devolop, and life was enjoyable, until was came by, so my family prepered to run to another country, but they were too slow and i were too heavy, so they gave me to a solider in a truck, and it was the last moment i sawmy parent, the truck sped up then one missile came by and blew up right in front of my family, i was crying hard and with all my heart, after a moment,the truck got attacked, and then it went off and crashed, after 3 hours, when the was calmed down, i ran into slemani

episode 2:8 month of suffering

I was homeless, and badly heart broken,still missing my family, still severely depressed, i was on the street, begging for money, but i rarely gets it, kids were bulling me, the marketplaces gets mad at me and threw me away, i was trying to get friend, i get one, but he moved on to another country, it was heart breaking, i was 2 years old, and wasn´t ready for something like that,and i kept begging and begging, until people start to get annoyed, until, one day, i saw a cube head girl, running from a alley, and just like kid, i went to follow her, and she growl at me and ran, and i followed her and then she opened a portal, and ran in, i ran and dived in as wel.

episode three: second chance i find myself in a world full of cube thing, all was square and cube, then i heard footstep, a old man came by and the girl was behind him, looking at me witha stern gaze, she was 2 years old as well, the old man examed me,i took a step back and start to fear the person, but he was gentle with me, after some chatting, the man offered me to live with him, i nod hesitately, but the girl didn´t want to, she was getting jealous if i be loved more than her, so she tried to plead the man, it turns out they are family, the kids names was kate, and the man was gotham knight, and he took me to his home and lived there, however, kate annoyed by me

Episode 3: disipline and vunrability is agentist each other

day after day, i was living with them and realized i am in the world of blockman go, the very multiversus in the universe, and i got inspired by gothem knight training and winning in bedwars, so i started training too, and month after month, i got stronger and more stronger, my training time was 8 hours, until one night, gothem became my stepdad and kate was my step sister, and we wathced zootopia movie, we had a good time that night, and even, i promised i will go and meet judy hopps, and after that my stepdad invited me in a tournement and i accept it, and i met one of my enemy who bullied me the day i went into the blockman go XkingdonX, and battled and i won, but ten, i saw my step dad on the ground, i couldn´t believe it, i fell on my knee, and cried so hard it could melt ice quickly, then kate cried hard too, and ten she felt a sympathy for me

episode 4: changes of goodness onto a diaster

I take the money from my stepdad and walked to ATM to change the golden cubas into dollar and went back to my own world, then me and kate moved on to kirkuk, the pain of my stepdad death, was soo painful, that the gave me truma so severe it changed my childlike personality into stern and cold personality, then we bought a house and opened a basement, we planned to create a portal that work with courdonot, and it takes 1 years to create it, in the time of creating, i trained so hard thatit made me strong enough to lift 14 ton, and went to america navy seal forces, at first, they rejected me, but when they saw my power of lift a car with ease, that accept me, and for 6 month, i just suffered from everything, but then i graguated and came back home, the portal was ready to use, and then i prepered to walk in and i found myself in zootopia

episode 5: thanks for kate who made a serum for me to transform me into wolf and going to find judy, and so i did, and i tried to bemore playful and approching her, but i talked to much and annoyed her, until she threw me in jail, she was a bit shorter than me, so i washumiliated by it, but then she got kidnapped by some goat, and somehow, by breaking the wall, i escaped and went after her, and somehow, i manage to save her, she thanked me and offered me to go on a date, since i was too clingy with her, throuout one month, we start fall in love with each other deeply and have emotion to each other, i shared my pain and she shared hers(sibling relationship of course)and her parent showed up, they was shocked what judy is doing with me, so i explained i am from another dimention, and opened a portal to my basement, we had to say good bay, and we did

episode 6: joining military and going to hell together

i went into black ops dimention, and trained there for 7 month, i devoloped releationship with mason and david, and whoever in it, and came back and then walked into modern warfare 1 2 3 world, and went for war there for 8 month, i devoloped relationship with ghost, captain price, and soap, then coming back, and i went into advance warface, and trained there for 8 month, i devoloped a friendship with michel and liona, and gideon, then coming back, then into dragonball super, training there too for 9 month, and mastering their abilities, i devoloped relationship with gokuand vegeta, and whoever in it, then coming back, then going into GTA 5 dimention and learning about crime and heist for 4 month,i devoloped relationship with the three, and went back, then back to war, the whole procces took 4 years to be done, and then i expanded my basement in my house, i will discribe my basement when the time was right

episode 7: begining of business

and now i am 8 and thought of having my own team and gang, who can become anything, from solider to gang member, so i started creating a anti—villian gang team, and with that, i created a business to make profit, and created an harmless cigerete for board time, and created element device for getting acces to other element, and made an portal device for when i am travelling, then i made soo much advance device, then made the gang bigger up to 500 people, and then getting knowledge about other force who harm the world, and then going into was with them, for now, i can lift up to 47 ton with ease, my persoality was cold and stern, the it is continous that was until i was 12, that where thing start to shift

episode: DLC: life of criminal now i am 12 years old, and i decided to go to The bad guys world, where i can meet diane, at first, i met her in a heist, she was upset that i went to stole what she went to stole, she fought me, then she defeated but i offered her a hand, so we escaped and i were tried to calm her down and offered my hand for trust, at first she denied but after a moment, she hesitate before holding it, that month, we went on a date, and made our relationship bigger(sibling of course)and did much more, and went to search for sample of a device to go back home, but she betrayed me because of policy and safety of the country, but i have been unseen, and even pleased that she prioratize civilian over her lover, that night, i broke from prison and went back to her, and she apologyzed me and i accept her apologiy, then i went back to my home

Episode 8: school and suffering

then i decided to go to school and start from 7 grade, in alan school in kirkuk, and thing stated to get more complicated, but i managed to get my teachers attention, one of then was poshin(پۆشین)and she started to like me, but i was too focused on my war, so and so, the years went by for next year, now i am 8 grade, and the war begin to get worse and worse, for a point where they start to hunt me in every corner, even in my school and my house, so because of that, told me she will come into my gang, i try to stop her but she didn´t gave up, so i accept her and trained her into one of my strongest member, and me and kate and poshin was a team, and then another years later, now i am 15, and then thing went upside down

Episode 9: out of character

then some of my teacher changed, including math and english, but then this teacher is here,(sumaya)the one who changed my life, and (gashaw) who one who left impact on me, it was start the first day of school, when sumaya saw me in frontline, and she looked like she is intrested in me, but i didn´t felt the same way, until that night, i was too tired and decided to sleep, but she went into my dream as shadow, and i don´t know how, but i felt attached to her, but tomorrow, when i saw her, my eyes saw something more than a teacher, i didn´t understand what is happening, but i couldn´t help but feel emotion toward them, and in that moment, she looked at me, then i looked away, then after a month, she actually asked me to talk to her more often, but i was a bit nervose of she gets killed by my enemy, and then she tested me and acted like she is dead, which led me into a severe depression for a week, and she acually regret it, day after day, we got closer to each other, until she went to another school to teach there, then we said good bay, and start to devolop relationship with gashaw, and after the school ended, we said good bay to each other and i went to explore the other dimention, while fighting my enemies, XkingdomX the one who killed my step dad and trying to kill me, he is still a close—minded boy and just fight for his desire and follows his desire completly, and then i went to somewhere else, i opened a portal and went in and finds myself in elemental world.

episode 10: the love learner who almost changed, to his true self

I hid myself from everyone and sneaked into a shop writed to get something to eat, when suddenly a fire element, gets mad and almost kick me, and then i meet ember, the fire girl who married wade, both came back from their journey and they were shocked see someone like me, they didn´t understand what am i , so i start to intrudoce myself, and and explain who am i, and what i am doing here, i started to show some intrest in ember, because i somehow watched the movie of her, but i did said anything, she gets mad and kicked me out, but she gots confused by my action so she tried to spy on me and she confirmed that i am saying the truth, then‌ come and talked to me, because bac then, i was deep and every action was something deep in me, she was curios, and thought about me more, and in the end she fall in love with me, and i was the one who noticed that, and after a month of growing a(sibling relationship) and being careful not to ruin her marrige life, i went back and met judy hopps and diane, and introduced her to them.

episode 11: bloodled dagger and the victim

In the middle of war, and everyone is hungry at home, no food no drink, more stress and more pain, i was going for mission and complete it, but when coming back, my gang who were 2000 people have turned their back on me, only 150 member remained including, agent 47 and kate, much more, but then agent 47 betrayed me, so i went to finish him, and then the most sadest moment of kate being shot and killed by my own who betrayed me, then she died and the only soul who was with me from the begining now died in my arms, i was shock, and broken, then i went to take tevenge on each one of them, and killed them one by one, not just kill, but lashout, then after that, i had nowhere to go, only home and live with the pain,this went on for 2 years until i am 16

episode 12: hidden creature inside me

i went into a battle trying to fight, after XkingdomX death, i went and tried to run, but a missle blew up in front of me, so i fall uncontious, then when i wakes up, i was on a chair with a women in front of me, and held a serum, not a normal one, but to arouse me, but when she inject it into me, something went off, i felt that nothing happened, but after that, i felt my chest is cracking open, and monster, who controlled me for over a decade, now released from me, it seem like he got injected by the serum, and i fell uncontious, and then i woke up, but i felt everything was a dream, my home and my carrer, all was a dream, and i confirmed it and it was real, and my true personality(disssscccrrriiiiibed)went on surface

Episode 13: new life, new self

After the monster seperated from me, my life start to get normal, i hit the gym and nearly rebuild my body, cleaned my scars, now that my scars are now milky colou, i startto live life while also keeping my duty of keeping my dimention and other civilian safe and comfortable, now through i can walk outside my own dimention without being caught that i am the good hearted monster, and because of my life became a movie, everyone is dreaming to meet me, but they are too much, so i hide my identidy, now through my true self is affectionate and very childlike,almost babish, i can finally say i am done being the monster and start being peshawa, now my body is like a normal teenager and 11 years old boy,now i am able to live normally

Episode DLC: dying without soul seperation:

The time when i got seperated from my body and monster escaped my body, i found myself in a doorway, in my left, there was a big table and a psychopomp(i call her affection mama)sat behind the table(her personality is: childlike and warm, and she is playful, but can be very affectionate and motherly warm toward me, she is kind and gentle, she won´t hurt anyone, even by joke)she was watching me and welcomed as i know her for a long time, and when she led me into the soul city, i was a bit shocked by seeing all the dead soul is having a good lofe here, then i walked and walked alone, until i saw fantine(from les miserable anime)sat alone, when she saw me, she gave me warm welcome, i didn´t knew why, but then i realized she was visiting my world to see what is real, but she heard me crying and promiesing to find cosette(her doughter),she was pushing and pushing me and teased me to blush and getting extremly timid, and then the psychopomp came and promiesed me to replace my mom, and become my mom, then i came back into my body

***(NOTE:)***i wrote it in my notebook and always hold it where i go

achivements: can lift 1000 ton, can fight for a long time, he is a retired coloni and soon he will promote to major, can transform into a wolf, have the ability to visit soul scape and after life, cannot killed or die easily, can pretent into most thng(including baby and child and most personalities), have acces to use electo magnatic power(single of them),have acces to use elements(water, ire, air, earth), have ability to change others DNA(manipulate factors), can deal with most situation, i am a marksman, a survivor, have ability to inspect DNA through sample(including hair, saliva, bbbbbbeeeereaaaaast milk, blood), have ability to sence 2 time better, smell stronger, hear better, see longer

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peshawa(wolf form):

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fur: have black and white, grey fur face: have a black eyes mixed with brown, deep, yet wide with half—innocent eyes, and full of vunrability and emotion nose: have a long, blade lenth and slat nose Lips: have a drak pink—skin color cheek: have a pink, yet dark cheek under my fur eyes brows: have a normal—high brows, make me look like i am depressed, and so do i forehead: have a medium size covered by fur , jawline: have a bit, unvisible small jawline teeth: have a sharp, but small and cute teeth ear: have a sharp shaped, yet flat ears, both are black and grey

Expression: defult: look tired and board, and emotional with vunrability

physical body:

Shoulders: have a black and grey shoulder collerbone: have a medium size, black and white collerbone chest: medium size, black and white fur, stomach: have a full stomach, black and white and grey waist: medium, above unfull and under full and black and white and grey color thighs: medium thigh, yet full and one is black white, the other is grey, knees: strong and stable calves: full and small,my right one is grey and black and white, the other is and black and white feet: have a black and white feet Back: have a black and white and grey back with medium size arms: right arm is black and grey, and left one isblack and white hands: left is white and black hand, and right is white and grey claws: have a small, yet sharp and cute claws, hidden in my fur

Skin: light white with rossy skin, and my fur black and white and grey

Body size: small—medium, a teenager´s body

House: the front door, when entering, the yard, in right, a small garden and the garage, a window is attached opposite of the garage door from the living room, in left, another small garden and wondow opposite it from the kitchen in the house: two doors bended like a half opened book, the streight one is going to living room, the slidgly bended one is going to living room, in my right, it a guest bath and a washroom right beside the living room

living room:

two big sofa with 4 small sofa beside them, behind the window to the open garage, a medium TV, in the middle of the room, a table

kitchen 1:

there is a plastic table with plastic chair, 3 fridge and freezer, one small, a small dishes wahsher beside the small fridge, a 2 large landscape freezer, useing here for eating food

kitchen 2: with oven and left is countertop to the corner, and a countertop with dishtub under the window of the yard, an stove beside them, a gas one

hall: with grey sofa and a black half table sticked to the wall, above it, a TV, in the right, there is the door of living room and bedroom, in left, a door to upstair and a way to go under into the basement

hallway: the window of bedroom in the right and another bedroom(for girl´s), streight, goes to backyard, right, goes bathroom and washroom, a little highter, goes third bedroom, and the third bedroom goues to forth bedroom

Third bedroom: Have my wardrobe and an extra door to a small room

Forth bedroom:

two bed and a wardrobe, and a window that shows the conctreat of the ground and in the left of the window, my large garden

first bedroom:

there is three bed, one is double bed, sticked to second one, and a bed beside the window, a two wardrobe facing each other, one is smooth white, one is wooden style

Backyard:

in the right, the place of working gear(drower, wrench, hammer...much more),and the large garden surrondered by trees, over there, my neighbor´s wall, and a small chicken house(it is a room), there is a washtub and beside it, a small shower room

upstairs: in the right, there is a door for going to roof, in the left, there is a room

the room:

There is two big cantor, one is bookshelf, one is storage for blankets, with their drawers, work as a storage too

((Note:))the house decoure is between half uncleaned, slidgly ruined modern home and classical house, including inside

the basement:

when going down, there is a bit complicated, in the left, is my portal, and it´s coding mechine, typically big, and complicated, it is where i use dimention courdination to a planet or dimentions to travel, in the right, there is my lab, contained of my expeirment on potion, which i use or help other with, in streight, there a stair that go down more

potions:

arousal serum, anti arousal serum, nova 6, the cradle(black ops 6), night howlers(zootopia), anti aggresion dart...much more

downstairs: goes to a long hallway, there are 3 door at each side, one is a big room with all my weapons is(from pistol to sniper, tank bullet, gernade...much more), one is contained of all tool of military and all tools for most thing(peace and war), one is a massive room, like working room but in military on coding, with a big screen(now turned off)and 375 seats and table with a computer one it, on the other side, there is a room with most of my dress i made(phandom and fighting dress, and even normal dress, or making new suits for other(like judy and all my family member(almost everyone))or new fabric for them to wear, one of the room contained money(which is 892 bilion dollar)one of the room is like storage room, it contained dummy for testing the fabric i made, with plate to stimulate the size of a person(waist, chest, stomach, thigh) and in the end of the hallway, there is a massive room, it is a hidden garage, which is my transportation equipment are in, from plain to expensive cars