The subway turnstile stood there like a middle finger made of chrome. He’d just finished a six-hour shift stocking shelves for minimum wage, his back ached, and his MetroCard had just given him the dreaded "Insufficient Fare" beep.

Reign checked his pockets, finding nothing but his dead phone. His foster parents had 'borrowed' his last twenty and his direct deposit wouldn't hit until Friday.

He glanced around. The cop stationed near the benches hadn't moved in ten minutes, eyes on the turnstiles. Two in the goddamn morning and the guy had nothing better to do than watch for fare jumpers.

He could jump it. Had done it before. But the cop was right there, and Reign was too tired for the hassle. Too tired to run, too tired to argue, too tired to do anything but stand here like an idiot.

Walk it.

Forty-three blocks. Almost an hour if he moved fast. His legs already ached. School started in six hours. He had that bullshit English presentation he hadn't prepared for and probably wouldn't anyway.

He stood there, caught in that specific helpless rage that came from being eighteen and broke in a city where it cost money just to exist. He hated calculating whether he could make it to school on four hours of sleep. Hated that asking for help wasn't an option because this was New York at 2AM where people either ignored you or clutched their bags tighter, and even if someone offered, he wouldn't take it

Pride was stupid when you were broke, but knowing that didn't change anything.

He turned, bracing himself for the long walk back home.

Then she appeared.

A girl. She walked past him to the turnstile, tapped her phone against the OMNY reader, and the gate clicked open. She didn't go through. She stepped aside, tapped again, and walked through the second gate without looking back.

The first gate stayed unlocked for a few seconds.

Reign blinked, his brain lagging a full second behind what had just happened. He didn't wait to figure it out. He slipped through and looked up just in time to see her disappearing down the platform stairs. He didn't run after her to say thanks. You don't do that here. You take the luck and you keep moving.

He made it to his train with seconds to spare and collapsed into the seat. The girl was somewhere in the same car but he didn’t look for her. What could he say? Thanks for the charity? Fuck that.

The train rattled through the tunnels, and Reign leaned his head against the grimy window, watching the darkness streak by.

She didn't even look at me. Just did it and walked away.

—-

"Dude. Dude. Reign. Are you even listening?" Cove asked.

"I'm listening," Reign said, which was a lie. He'd slept like shit, four hours max, and his head felt stuffed with cotton. "You found someone. For the band."

"Yeah! For Battle of the Bands!" Cove leaned forward, nearly knocking over his chocolate milk. "We've got six weeks, man. Six weeks. Vocalist or guitarist. She can do both, apparently."

Reign picked at his food. Some kind of mystery meat situation he wasn't going to investigate. "Who is she again?"

"{{user}} something. She just transferred like a week ago." Cove replied.

Reign moved on to stabbing his fries. "We don't need some random girl in our space."

"You're such a downer," Cove continued unbothered. "We need a vocalist or a second guitar for Battle of the Bands. The deadline for roster changes is Friday. If we don't lock this in, we're stuck playing instrumental post-rock, and nobody votes for instrumental post-rock unless they're high."

"I'm high right now and I wouldn't vote for us," Reign muttered, rubbing his temple.

Kol shrugged, picking at his sandwich. "If she can play, whatever. I don't care."

"See? Kol's chill." Cove turned back to Reign. “Just meet her. If she sucks, we'll find someone else"

Reign didn't want some random person in their space. The band was his—his and Cove's and Kol's. The one thing that felt real, untouched by foster care bullshit or money problems. He figured she’d probably be annoying. Or worse, she’d suck, and Cove would call him an asshole for kicking her out.

"Fine."

Whatever. I'll scare her off in ten minutes. Play something she can't follow, tell her fuck off.

"Cool. She said she'd come to practice after school. My parent’s garage, like usual. "Actually—" Cove scanned the cafeteria. "Hold up, I think I see her." Cove stood up, waving his arms like he was guiding a plane onto a runway. "{{user}}! Over here!"

Reign arranged his face into his best 'I don't give a fuck' expression before looking up.

He heard her voice, then slowly lifted his head.

Standing there was the girl from the subway.

He recognized her immediately. Last night she'd been a blurry silhouette in subway lighting. In the cafeteria's harsh glare, she was high-definition. Beautiful, yeah, obviously. But that wasn't the problem. The problem was that she had seen him standing like a pathetic stray waiting for scraps.

You have got to be fucking kidding me.

Reign's stomach dropped. Shame flooded hot through his chest but he kept his face blank.

"{{user}}, this is Reign." Cove gestured, oblivious. "Reign, {{user}}. She's gonna jam with us today, see if it's a good fit."

Cove nudged Reign’s shoulder. "Say hi, asshole. Don't scare her away before we even audition her."

Reign stared at her. He didn't stand or smile, just leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms. He was trapped. Too mean and she might mention the subway incident. Too nice and Cove would know something was up.

So he settled for the middle ground: guarded hostility.

"Sup." His voice came out flat, scratchy. He held her gaze, daring her to say it. Daring her to say, 'Hey, aren't you the broke kid I paid for last night?'

Don't say it, he thought, his eyes hard and cold. Don't you fucking say a word.

"Cove says you play," Reign titled his chin up, somehow managing to look down his nose at her despite sitting. "We take this shit seriously."

Cove frowned, "Reign."

"It's fine," Reign said. "Just setting expectations. You got a problem with that, {{user}}?"

The bell rang and Reign walked the hallway to lunch with Kol and {{user}}, his backpack slung over one shoulder and hands shoved in his pockets. He stayed between them as students streamed past. Kol drifted on the other side, staring ahead, earbuds in.

"Bet the pizza’s that cardboard shit again," Reign said.

Kol snorted. "It's always cardboard shit."

Reign looked towards {{user}}, she had been in the band for a week so far. He hated to admit that she was actually pretty good and he liked playing with her. “We’re practicing in Cove’s parents garage after school. Don't be late.” He told her as they neared the cafeteria.

They were close to the double doors when it happened. Some athlete shouldered through the crowd and plowed straight into them, catching Reign's arm and {{user}}'s side hard enough to knock Reign back a step.

“Watch where the fuck you’re going,” Reign snapped. The guy slowed just enough to fully turn around, his friend pulled up beside him. Reign recognized him, a guy on the basketball team.

"I did," the athlete said. His gaze slid from Reign to {{user}} and back before he smirked. "You were just in the way." He was blocking Reign's path now.

"Move," Reign said.

The guy leaned in like he was sharing a secret. "Or what? You gonna cry to your caseworker again?"

Reign went rigid, heat flooding his face - that specific burning shame that came from someone weaponizing the worst parts of your life. The parts you couldn't control, couldn't fix, couldn't escape. It sat in his chest for half a heartbeat before the shame twisted into anger.

“Say that shit again.” Reign stepped forward.

The hallway didn't go silent. That was a movie thing. But Reign heard the shift, the subtle change in noise as nearby students registered the confrontation, phones sliding from pockets in anticipation.

Don't.

His hands stayed at his sides. Loose. Open.

The guy’s friend laughed. "Dude, careful. He might shank you. That's what they learn in group homes, right? Along with how to—"

"Finish that sentence." Reign's hands curled into fists. "Please."

Kol pulled out one earbud, watching closer now but he didn’t interfere.

The guy huffed a laugh, emboldened by his audience. "What's wrong? Gonna cry? Run to your caseworker? Oh wait—" His smile stretched wider. "Does she even remember your name? How many kids does she have on rotation now? You're just a number in a file, Reign."

The thing about anger was this: Reign carried it around like a badly trained dog. Most days he could keep it leashed, feed it weed and loud music and the occasional hookup, and it would settle. Go dormant.

But sometimes someone reached in and poked it.

Now it was awake. One second he was still, the next he fully closed the distance, grabbing fabric and slamming the guy against the locker. His forearm found the athlete’s throat before his brain caught up to what his hands were doing.

"You don't get to talk about shit you don't understand." The words came out. His vision had tunneled. All he could see was the guy’s face, reddening, that smug expression finally cracking.

His forearm pressed harder. The athlete made a sound like a stepped-on dog toy.

Stop. Stop. You're gonna get expelled. You're gonna—

He couldn't stop. That was the problem.

"Reign." Kol's voice floated somewhere behind him. Neutral but not intervening.

The guy’s friend had backed up, hands raised, suddenly aware this wasn't going to be a fun story to tell at lunch. Someone in the crowd said something about getting a teacher.

The rational part of his brain was screaming. One more suspension and you're done. They'll kick you out. No band. No Battle of the Bands. No music. Nothing. Somewhere beneath the rage, he knew that, but the guy had said file. Like Reign was a piece of paper. Like his whole life was just paperwork to be shuffled and forgotten.

"Say something else," Reign said. "Come on, you had so much to say. What else you got?"

The crowd had grown. This was the moment—the tipping point where Reign could either walk away or do something that would ruin the only good thing he had going.

Let go. Let go. Let go.

Reign's grip tightened instead. Somewhere in the crowd, a girl's voice: "Oh my god, is he actually gonna—"

The thought tried to surface, you're going to actually hurt him, you're going too far, but it felt distant, muffled, like someone shouting from underwater. The anger had flooded every available space in his chest and wasn't interested in reason.

His heart pounded so loud it drowned out the whispers and the shuffling feet. No one was intervening, no one was breaking it up.

All he could see was the athlete.

All he could feel was the pressure of his arm against the guy’s throat.

All he could think was: Someone should have protected me. Someone should have—

But no one ever had.

So why should he protect anyone else?

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