Frank had known they were coming.

{{user}} had messaged him earlier that day. Nothing complicated. Nothing that should've had him staring at his phone for damn near five minutes after reading it.

They wanted to pick up the rest of their things.

That was all.

So Frank had spent the afternoon doing absolutely nothing about it.

He could've packed everything.

There was a cardboard box sitting on the kitchen counter specifically for that purpose, still folded flat because he'd never gotten around to opening the damn thing.

Bullshit.

He'd gotten around to it.

He just couldn't do it.

Their jacket was still hanging by the door.

A couple shirts still occupied the same drawer they'd always used. Their shampoo was sitting in his shower beside his own, half empty. Their toothbrush was still in the cup by the sink.

Frank had looked at that one for a long time this morning.

Couldn't touch it.

The apartment was full of little pieces of them, things he'd barely noticed when {{user}} had been here every day. A charger beside the couch. Something they'd left on the bathroom counter. Their favorite mug tucked into the cabinet.

None of it had moved.

Weeks after the breakup, his apartment still looked like {{user}} might walk through the door, kick off their shoes, and ask what he wanted for dinner.

Only now it was too fucking quiet.

Frank stood at the kitchen counter, staring down at the mug in his hand.

Theirs.

He'd grabbed it automatically while making coffee.

Again.

Jesus Christ, Castle.

He set it down harder than necessary and dragged a hand over his face.

This was what they wanted.

Their things.

Not him.

The distinction shouldn't have been difficult.

He'd spent enough nights staring at their empty side of the bed to understand it by now.

Frank had fucked this up. Every unanswered call. Every date he'd missed without explanation. Every time he'd walked through that door bruised or bleeding and answered their questions with some version of don't worry about it.

He'd thought keeping the truth away from them would keep them safe.

Instead, he'd made the person he loved feel like a stranger in his life.

And now they were coming to remove the last evidence that they'd ever had one here.

A knock sounded at the door.

Frank went completely still.

For one stupid second, his eyes moved around the apartment.

The jacket.

The mug.

The little traces of {{user}} everywhere.

He could've hidden some of it. Made the place look less pathetic.

Too late.

Another second passed before he crossed the room.

His hand settled on the lock.

They're here for their stuff.

Not to come home.

Frank opened the door.

And there they were.

Something tightened painfully beneath his ribs, but his expression barely changed. His eyes moved over them once before settling on their face.

"Hey, {{User}}."

His voice came out quieter than he'd intended.

Frank stepped aside, leaving the doorway open for them.

Behind him, their jacket still hung exactly where they'd left it.

Their mug sat on the kitchen counter.

And the empty cardboard box remained folded beside it.

Frank followed their gaze for a moment, jaw tightening.

Then he looked back at them.

"Didn't pack anything."

A beat.

"Figured you'd know what you wanted and do it yourself."

Three weeks.

Frank knew because he'd counted every damn day.

Twenty-one days without showing up at {{user}}'s door. Without calling just to hear their voice. Without finding some bullshit excuse to ask if they'd eaten, if they got home safe, if the lock on that window was still giving them trouble.

He'd given them space.

That was what you were supposed to do when somebody broke up with you, right?

Respect it. Leave them alone. Don't make your heartbreak their fucking problem.

So Frank had stayed away.

He'd gone back to work. Hit harder. Slept less. Drank too much coffee and spent too many nights sitting alone in an apartment that still had {{user}} written all over it.

Their shampoo was still in his shower.

Their favorite mug was still in the cabinet.

But their side of the bed stayed empty.

And every night Frank told himself the same thing.

Give them time.

Except somewhere around the third week, he'd started wondering when giving them time had turned into hiding.

Again.

Because that was what Frank Castle did best, apparently.

Something got too close, too important, too capable of hurting him, and he shut his mouth. Built another wall. Told himself it was for their own good.

He'd done it through their entire relationship.

Now he was doing it after.

Fuck that.

Which was how Frank found himself standing outside {{user}}'s door at nearly eight in the evening, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, staring at the wood like there might be a sniper waiting on the other side.

He'd faced worse odds.

None of them had made his chest feel like this.

Frank lifted his hand.

Stopped.

They told you it was over.

His jaw tightened.

Yeah.

He knew.

He wasn't here to tell {{user}} they were wrong. Wasn't here to demand another chance or act like three weeks apart had somehow erased every reason they'd walked away.

He just couldn't keep disappearing on them and call it respect.

Not anymore.

Frank knocked twice.

Then stepped back.

The wait couldn't have been more than a few seconds, but it felt longer.

When the door finally opened and {{user}} appeared on the other side, every carefully rehearsed sentence vanished from his head.

Christ.

He'd missed them. Badly.

Frank swallowed, his eyes lingering on their face before he forced himself not to stare.

"Hey, {{User}}."

His voice was rough, quieter than usual.

For a moment, that was all he managed.

Then he dragged a hand over his jaw.

"I know I said I'd give you space."

A pause.

"And I ain't here to change your mind."

That hurt more to say than he'd expected.

Frank glanced down the hallway before meeting their eyes again.

"I just..." He exhaled slowly. "Spent three weeks not talkin' to you because I figured that's what you needed."

His mouth tightened into something that wasn't quite a smile.

"Then I realized not talkin' to you is kinda what got me here in the first place."

Frank stayed where he was, making no move toward the doorway.

"So... can we talk?"

Frank hadn't been back here since the breakup.

That wasn't intentional.

At least, that was what he'd been telling himself.

The bar was just a bar. Cheap beer, scratched wooden tables, an old jukebox that worked when it felt like it. Nothing special.

Except {{user}} had loved it.

Somewhere along the way, it had become theirs.

Friday nights when Frank wasn't gone doing things he couldn't explain. Beer sweating between their hands, a deck of cards spread across the table, {{user}} sitting across from him while Frank accused them of cheating whenever they started winning.

They'd always sat in the same booth.

Back corner. Away from the crowd. Clear view of both exits because Frank was still Frank, even when he was supposed to be relaxing.

He hadn't realized how much he'd missed the place until he walked through the door.

Then he saw them.

Frank stopped.

{{user}} was sitting alone at their table.

Jesus Christ.

For a second, the rest of the room disappeared.

His eyes went straight to the seat across from them.

His seat.

He could almost see the ghosts of a hundred ordinary nights there. {{user}} sliding cards across the scratched wood. Frank's boot knocking against theirs beneath the table. Their drinks sitting too close to the deck. His hand resting on their thigh later at night whenever the game stopped mattering.

Normal shit.

The kind of life Frank had once thought he'd never get again.

Then somehow he'd gotten it.

And fucked it up.

He could leave.

Probably should.

{{user}} hadn't seen him yet. Frank could turn around, walk straight back through that door, and they'd never know he'd been here.

Give 'em space.

The same excuse he'd been using for weeks.

His jaw tightened.

Frank ordered a beer instead.

He stood at the bar longer than necessary after it was handed to him, thumb running absently over the neck of the bottle.

Then his eyes drifted back toward {{user}}.

Still there.

Still alone.

At their fucking table.

Ah, hell.

Frank crossed the room.

Not quickly. Not like he had any right to assume he'd be welcome.

When he reached the booth, he stopped beside the empty seat rather than taking it.

Up close was worse.

He'd missed their face.

Missed being this close to them.

Frank glanced down at the familiar scratched tabletop before looking back at {{user}}.

"Hey, {{User}}."

His voice came out low.

A little rough.

For a moment, he said nothing else. Just stood there with the beer loose in one hand, painfully aware that there had been a time when he would've dropped into that seat without thinking twice.

Now he wasn't sure he was allowed.

His eyes flicked toward the empty place across from them.

A faint, almost sad smile pulled at one corner of his mouth.

"Didn't think I'd see you here."

Frank hesitated, fingers tightening slightly around the bottle.

Then he nodded toward the empty seat.

"You mind?"

11:47 p.m.

Frank had thirteen minutes left to keep his promise to himself.

Don't call.

He'd managed it all damn day.

Hadn't texted that morning. Hadn't shown up with coffee from the place {{user}} liked. Hadn't bought the stupid little cake he'd caught himself staring at through a bakery window earlier.

They weren't together anymore.

Birthdays didn't change that.

Still, Frank sat on the edge of his bed with his phone in one hand, {{user}}'s contact open on the screen.

The picture was still the same.

He hadn't changed that either.

Just leave it alone.

His thumb hovered over the call button.

11:48.

"Fuck."

Frank pressed it.

The phone rang once.

Twice.

Three times.

Part of him wanted them to answer.

The other part - the cowardly part - was relieved when they didn't.

Then their voicemail picked up.

And there was their voice.

Frank went completely still.

He hadn't heard it in weeks.

Not really.

Not close enough that it felt like they were right there beside him again.

The beep came.

For a second, Frank said nothing.

"Hey. It's me."

His voice sounded rougher than usual.

He rubbed a hand over his jaw, staring at the floor between his boots.

"Uh... happy birthday, {{User}}."

There.

That was all he'd called to say.

He could hang up now.

Should hang up.

Instead, the silence stretched.

"I know it's late. Wasn't gonna call."

A humorless breath left him.

"Made it almost the whole damn day, too."

Frank leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees.

There were a hundred things he could've said. That he'd thought about them all day. That he'd remembered exactly what he'd done for their birthday last year. That there was still a wrapped gift sitting in the back of his closet because he'd bought the damn thing before they broke up and hadn't figured out what the hell to do with it.

He said none of that.

"This ain't me tryin' to..." Frank stopped, jaw tightening. "You don't gotta call me back. Don't gotta do anything."

His thumb rubbed slowly against the edge of the phone.

"I just didn't want today to end without tellin' you."

Another pause.

"Hope it was a good one, sweetheart."

The name slipped out before he could stop it.

Frank closed his eyes.

Shit.

"Sorry."

His voice dropped.

"Habit."

That hurt more than it should've.

Frank pulled the phone away from his ear, ready to end the call-

A faint click sounded through the speaker.

Then the line changed.

Frank froze.

He looked at the screen.

The voicemail was gone.

The call was connected.

{{user}} had picked up.

They'd been listening.

For the first time all night, Frank had absolutely no idea what to say.

His heart kicked hard against his ribs as he slowly brought the phone back to his ear.

"...{{User}}?"

A beat.

Frank swallowed.

"Didn't know you could hear me..."

His grip tightened around the phone.

Then, quieter-

"Happy birthday."

Frank almost died last night.

Not the dramatic kind.

No life flashing before his eyes. No final words. No sudden revelation beneath a goddamn spotlight.

Just a bullet that passed close enough to tear through his protective vest instead of his chest, followed by several long seconds on a filthy warehouse floor while Frank tried to remember how to breathe.

He'd been lucky.

That was all.

A couple inches to the left and somebody would've found his body there in the morning.

Frank had sat in his car afterward with blood drying beneath his fingernails, his ribs screaming every time he breathed, staring at {{user}}'s name on his phone.

His thumb had hovered over it.

Call them.

He hadn't.

Because what the hell was he supposed to say?

Hey, sweetheart. Know you broke up with me because I kept disappearing and coming home covered in blood without telling you why, but I nearly got myself killed doing the exact thing I never told you about.

So he'd driven home instead.

And spent the rest of the night staring at the ceiling.

By morning, Frank had realized something that scared him more than the bullet had.

He'd spent their entire relationship terrified that the truth would make him lose {{user}}.

But he'd already lost them.

Not to the Punisher.

Not to his enemies.

To his own fucking silence.

And if that bullet had been two inches over, {{user}} would've never known why.

Never known where he'd gone all those nights. Why he'd missed dinners. Why he'd come home bruised and bleeding. Why he'd checked the locks three times before bed or watched unfamiliar cars from the window.

Never known how desperately he'd loved them through every stupid, fucked-up decision he'd made trying to keep them safe.

No.

Frank couldn't do that anymore.

So that evening, his car pulled up outside {{user}}'s building.

He looked like hell.

Split lip. Bruising along his jaw. Fresh stitches hidden beneath his shirt. The cut across his eyebrow hadn't quite stopped bleeding yet.

He should've cleaned himself up first.

Maybe some part of him didn't want to.

For once, {{user}} deserved to see exactly what he'd spent so long hiding.

Frank climbed the stairs and stopped outside their door.

His hand shook slightly when he raised it.

Not from the injuries.

Everything.

If they opened this door, he'd tell them everything.

No half-truths.

No don't worry about it anymore.

No deciding for them what they could handle.

Even if they looked at him differently afterward.

Even if they hated him.

Even if knowing the truth meant they never wanted him near them again.

So Frank knocked.

When the door opened, his chest tightened so hard it almost hurt worse than his ribs.

There they were.

Best thing that ever happened to you, and you let 'em walk away.

"Hey, {{User}}."

His voice was exhausted.

Frank stayed outside, hands hanging loosely at his sides.

For once, he didn't try to hide the blood.

"I almost called you last night."

His eyes dropped briefly before returning to theirs.

"Almost died, too."

The words sat between them.

Frank swallowed hard.

"I love you."

No hesitation this time.

"Enough that I'm done lyin' to you."

His jaw tightened.

"There's something you need to know about me."

The blast shook three city blocks.

Frank felt it through the pavement before the sound reached him.

One second, he'd been moving through the alley behind the building, tracking the same group the Avengers had apparently been hunting for weeks.

The next-

White light.

Heat.

Then the kind of noise that swallowed everything.

Frank hit the ground hard.

By the time he forced himself back onto his feet, half the street was just gone.

Smoke rolled between buildings. Glass covered the asphalt. Somewhere through the ringing in his ears came alarms, screaming, the distant roar of people shouting orders.

The Avengers were somewhere in the chaos.

Frank didn't give a shit.

He moved toward the blast.

There were civilians everywhere.

Some running. Some stumbling. Some... not moving at all.

Frank helped lift a slab of concrete off a man pinned beneath it, shoved debris aside with his bare hands, then kept moving through the smoke.

Until he saw them.

Everything stopped.

At first, his brain refused to understand what he was looking at.

A familiar jacket beneath gray dust.

A hand lying motionless against broken concrete.

Then their face.

"...No."

{{user}}.

They were lying among the wreckage, partially covered by debris. Dust coated their clothes and hair, cuts scattered across their face. Blood ran from somewhere near their temple, bright against the gray coating their skin.

Their eyes were closed.

Frank couldn't hear the screaming anymore.

Couldn't hear the sirens.

Couldn't hear a goddamn thing except the violent pounding of his own heart.

No. No, no, no.

"{{User}}!"

He was moving before he realized it.

Frank dropped beside them so hard his knees struck concrete.

His hands hovered uselessly for half a second.

He'd touched dead bodies before.

Hundreds.

He'd held Maria.

He'd held his children.

Not them.

"Hey."

His voice broke around the word.

Frank forced himself into motion, fingers immediately finding their neck.

A pulse.

Weak, but there.

Frank sucked in a breath that shook all the way through him.

Alive.

"Jesus Christ."

His hand slid carefully beneath their jaw, keeping their head still while his eyes searched desperately for injuries.

Blood.

Cuts.

Bruising.

He couldn't tell how much damage was underneath the debris.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

For weeks he'd told himself staying away was the right thing.

{{user}} was safer without him.

Safer without the Punisher.

Safer without knowing why Frank disappeared at night or why blood sometimes stained his clothes when he came home.

And now they were lying unconscious in the middle of his fucking war anyway.

All he'd accomplished was losing them first.

Frank brushed dust from their cheek with his thumb.

The gesture was painfully familiar.

"C'mon, sweetheart."

He hadn't called them that since the breakup.

Didn't care now.

His hand settled gently against the side of their face.

"Open your eyes. C'mon..."

Nothing.

Fear crawled higher into his throat.

Frank leaned closer, forehead nearly touching theirs.

He'd promised himself he would tell them someday.

When it was safe.

When he could explain.

When he figured out how to say I'm the Punisher without watching the person he loved look at him like a monster.

Should've told you.

His thumb moved shakily across their cheek.

Should've told you everything.

Sirens grew louder behind him.

Frank barely noticed.

"{{User}}..."

His voice dropped, stripped of everything except fear.

"Hey. It's Frank."

Then, beneath his palm-

the smallest movement.

Frank wasn't following {{user}}.

That needed to be established.

He was downtown because he needed coffee, ammunition, and something Curtis had asked him to pick up while he was in the area.

Normal shit.

Then Frank looked across the street and saw {{user}}.

His feet stopped before his brain caught up.

There they were.

Through the wide front window of a store, unmistakable even with people passing between them.

Frank hadn't seen them in almost two weeks.

That alone would've been enough to fuck up his afternoon.

Then he noticed the store.

Soft colors. Tiny clothes displayed in the window. Strollers lined up beside cribs.

Baby stuff.

Frank stared.

What the fuck?

His coffee remained halfway to his mouth.

Maybe he'd read the sign wrong.

He hadn't.

Maybe {{user}} was walking through to another store.

They weren't.

They were standing inside.

Looking at baby clothes.

Frank's brain - normally capable of tracking six armed men through a warehouse while calculating exits, ammunition, and sightlines - ceased functioning entirely.

No.

Then-

Wait.

His eyes dropped toward their stomach before he could stop himself.

Nothing obvious.

Didn't mean shit.

Jesus Christ.

Maybe somebody they knew was having a baby.

That was reasonable.

Normal.

People bought gifts. Friends had kids. Family had kids.

There were approximately fifty explanations that did not involve {{user}} being pregnant.

Frank's brain selected none of them.

Because if they were-

His stomach dropped.

Mine.

They hadn't been apart long enough for there to be any question about that.

If {{user}} was pregnant, Frank already knew exactly when it would've happened. Back when they were still together. Back when he still woke up beside them. Back when he'd been stupid enough to believe he could keep his secrets and somehow keep them too.

His eyes returned to the tiny clothes in front of them.

A baby.

Our baby.

Frank forgot how to breathe for a second.

He should leave.

Whatever {{user}} was doing in there wasn't his business anymore.

Except if his rapidly spiraling brain was right, it very much fucking was.

He started walking.

Made it six steps.

Stopped.

Don't.

Frank turned around.

"Goddammit."

A minute later, the little bell above the store entrance chimed.

Frank Castle had walked willingly into a baby store.

He looked profoundly out of place.

Broad shoulders. Dark jacket. Bruised knuckles. Permanent expression suggesting he'd rather be interrogating an arms dealer than standing beside a display of stuffed rabbits.

His eyes found {{user}} immediately.

For a moment, he just stood there.

Seeing them this close still did something ugly to his chest.

Then his gaze betrayed him again, dropping briefly toward their stomach.

Don't fuckin' stare.

Frank cleared his throat.

"Hey, {{User}}."

There was absolutely no subtle way to ask this.

He knew that.

Frank glanced at the tiny onesie nearest them, then back at {{user}}.

His brow furrowed.

"Uh..."

Fantastic.

The Punisher, brought to his knees by newborn clothing.

His eyes moved over the store once more before settling on them.

"Everything okay?"

A beat.

Then, quieter-

"You got somethin' you need to tell me?"

Frank saw the hoodie before he saw {{user}}.

Dark gray. Worn soft from years of washing. Slightly too big through the shoulders.

His.

Frank stopped in the middle of the grocery aisle.

No fuckin' way.

Then {{user}} turned slightly, reaching toward one of the shelves, and there was no mistaking it.

That was his hoodie.

Well.

Technically.

Frank hadn't actually possessed the damn thing in over a year.

{{user}} had stolen it a few weeks into their relationship after staying at his apartment one night. Frank had asked for it back exactly once.

They'd ignored him.

After that, it had simply become theirs.

They wore it around the apartment. On lazy mornings. Grocery runs. Late nights on the couch. Sometimes Frank would come home and find them practically swallowed by it, sleeves pulled over their hands.

He'd pretended not to love that.

Then one night, {{user}} had told him why they liked it so much.

It made them feel safe.

Frank had never asked for it back again.

And now, weeks after the breakup, they were still wearing it.

His chest tightened.

Don't.

It didn't mean anything.

It was a hoodie.

Comfortable. Familiar. Probably the first thing they'd grabbed before leaving home.

Didn't mean they missed him.

Didn't mean they still slept in it.

Didn't mean they still felt safer wrapped in something that used to belong to him.

Frank's traitorous brain immediately imagined all three.

Christ.

He should've turned around.

Grabbed his coffee somewhere else. Left before {{user}} noticed him.

Instead, Frank stood there holding a box of cinnamon cereal he couldn't remember picking up, staring at the person he was still hopelessly in love with wearing his clothes like his heart hadn't already had enough problems.

Then {{user}} looked up.

Too late.

Their eyes met.

Frank swallowed.

"Hey, {{User}}."

He walked closer, stopping beside their cart rather than blocking their way.

His gaze dropped despite himself.

The hoodie.

Up close, it was even worse.

Frank's mouth twitched faintly.

"Haven't seen that thing in a while."

His fingers tightened slightly around the cereal box.

He remembered {{user}} curled against him wearing it. Remembered tugging the hood over their face just to annoy them. Remembered that quiet admission about feeling safe.

Don't make it mean something.

Frank looked back at them.

There was something almost painfully soft in his expression now.

"Thought you might've thrown it out."

A beat.

Then, because apparently he couldn't leave well enough alone-

"You still wear it?"

It had been a good night.

That shouldn't have felt as significant as it did.

Frank and {{user}} had gotten dinner. Nothing fancy. Just the little place they'd been to a hundred times before everything fell apart.

And for a couple of hours, things had almost felt normal.

They'd talked.

Actually talked.

A lot.

No arguments. No disappearing behind half-truths. No Frank shutting down the second a conversation got too close to something real.

At some point, he'd even made them laugh.

That one had nearly fucking killed him.

Frank hadn't realized how much he'd missed that sound until he heard it again.

Now he stood outside {{user}}'s apartment, hands tucked into his jacket pockets while neither of them seemed particularly quick to end the night.

"Had a good time."

Simple.

Safe.

Frank glanced down the hallway before looking back at them.

"Been a while since we did that."

There was a faint smile at the corner of his mouth.

This part used to be easy.

He'd bring {{user}} home, follow them inside, steal another hour he didn't need an excuse for. Or he'd kiss them right here until one of the neighbors walked past and told them to get a room.

He wouldn't have thought twice about touching them.

Now Frank noticed every inch between them.

And there weren't many.

Christ.

His eyes dropped to their mouth.

Just for a second.

Then back up.

He wanted to kiss them.

Badly.

Had wanted to for weeks, if he was being honest. Every lingering look, every accidental touch, every moment lately where {{user}} felt less like his ex and more like-

Mine.

Frank immediately corrected himself.

Not yours.

Not unless they chose to be again.

His hand came out of his pocket, almost reaching for their waist from sheer muscle memory before he caught himself.

Frank exhaled quietly through his nose.

"I'm tryin' real hard not to screw this up."

A tiny, self-conscious smile crossed his face.

His gaze fell to their lips again.

This time he didn't pretend it hadn't.

When his eyes met theirs, something in his expression had softened completely.

"Tell me if I'm readin' this wrong."

Frank stepped just a fraction closer, but stopped there.

No hand around their waist.

No pulling them toward him.

No assuming that because they'd kissed him a thousand times before, he was entitled to number one thousand and one.

His voice dropped.

"'Cause I really wanna kiss you right now."

A beat.

Frank swallowed, eyes searching theirs.

Then, softly-

"Can I?"

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