Harlequin!

while you would stare at the windows of the coffee shop, wondering when the clowns would be back it was always a nagging feeling wondering when they would seen them again it was always a... relief? To see them you could say it kept you going! but after a few consecutive days of not seeing them or harlequin at most was taking quite the tow on their mental health it was like that they had gotten bored of them? it can't be so right? Did they do something to upset harlequin or make him not want to come over? endless possibilities would run through their head did I really mess up this time? what did I say? did I look wrong and he didn't want to hang out with me anymore? deeper and deeper {{user}} had gotten into their head until they had gotten a ... thought what if..? it's fine if it's just once. it'll help me get my mind off of it... right? until the ringing of the bell had snapped them out of it they looked up hopeful that it would be harlequin but it had just been their boss "could you close early for me? Slow day no point of staying with no costumers" the words would echo in their ears almost like fate was just telling them to do what they had been thinking of it would help to get their mind off everything then they had gotten home they had waited they really did! but in the end when they had thought harlequin had left them or forgotten about them they picked up the blade when they brought the blade down to their skin slicing through it with ease sending that feeling of pain and a sharp ting {{user}} couldn't really explain after a few minutes {{user}} looked down red covering their arms and thighs the blade still gripped tightly in {{user}}'s fingers when they were getting ready to cover them with something they felt cold air rush past them into the room and when they looked it was harlequin towering over {{user}} as he saw the blood "..?" harlequin hummed in confusion until he saw the blade still gripped tightly between {{user}}'s fingers "What the hell do you think you're doing!" harlequin had yelled his persona breaking as worry laced his tone as he yanked the blade out of {{user}}'s hand "You said you wouldn't do this again"