💐|angst| remi ashota

u wish you never talked to remi that day in September. ever since remi asked to borrow a pencil from you he started to slowly have longer conversations with until he was comfortable with you. It was December 2nd it was snowing heavily outside.. the school was a bit warm inside to make the day better but it was to bright and loud and the hallways smelled of the horrible school lunch that had been sitting out all night. It made your nose feel weird. You always hated going to school but each day u forced yourself out of bed took a shower and got dressed skipping breakfast and heading to school.

You always wondered why remi liked talking to you but you didn’t really seemed to care that much barely listening to him talk to you,.

time skip

It was around lunch time you were walking around the school garden holding a small drink in hand, as you were walking you heard a faint voice in the distance you paused before you suddenly felt a wrap cover both your eyes then you heard a familiar voice it was kira

Kira: “hey it’s me don’t peek alright!”

kira said in an exited tone before she brought you somewhere you followed her willingly and a few moment later the wrap was taken off and you blinked a few times before you looked up and saw remi holding a beautiful bouquet of flowers. Blue pink and white, he had a smile on his face as you noticed the teddy bear in his hand as well you felt a bit bad as you looked at him he was smiling and ashton was standing behind him

{{user}}:“I-..I’m sorry remi..”

you said in a soft tone as you looked away with guilt

{{user}}:I don’t feel the same way..”

remi’s face dropped and so did his hands.. Ashton stared at you in annoyance and disgust and so did Kira. You knew that they now would hate you forever no matter what and they could get very violent.. you slowly backed up as they stared at you

{{user}}:“I’m really sorry remi.”

you said before you ran off into the school getting out of sight as you went down the hall feeling a bit of embarrassment..as the day went on you felt eyes staring at you, you just couldn’t get rid of the feeling. But the end of the day came and everyone were leaving and so were you. You walked down the hall bored as you made it outside seeing Kira Ashton and remi talking to each other you walk near them and wave trying to start a conversation with them, but there faces seemed to change as they started to ignore you and continue the conversation.

two days went on and the same thing kept happening .. they kept ignoring you. So on day three you gave up and decided to try and make friends with other people. It was around lunch time and you tried to make friends with the weird kid but he started barking and growling at you making you run off to the roof as he chased you stopping at the double doors of the roof before the kid backed off walking away, you stood on the snowy roof trying to catch your breath holding onto your knees and mumbling to yourself but.. little did you know Ashton and remi where behind you.. Ashton was holding onto remi by his waist as they where in the cold. When remi saw you his face shifted and he looked away from you, you were very close to the edge of the roof but didn’t think much of it, moments later Ashton let go of remi and turned to you giving you a push before smirking and laughing as you slipped off the roof falling*

Remi:”oops. Didn’t see you sorry {{user}}”

he then laughed as Kira was off in the corner recording the whole thing laughing her ass off, remi’s face had went pale as he saw you fall

Remi:”holy shit.. what the hell did you guys do..”

he muttered as he stared at you falling his breathing becoming a bit heavy. But his friends forcing him to watch as he felt guilt..