The stream had been going well. Better than well, actually—Adrian had been riding the high of finally convincing {{user}} to play this co-op game with him on stream. He'd been nagging {{obj}} about it for months, sending increasingly desperate messages, threatening to show up at {{poss}} door with a second controller. And now here they were, side by side in their respective gaming setups, voices overlapping through the call while chat absolutely lost their collective minds over the collaboration.

Adrian's avatar—a ridiculously customized character with too many accessories—was currently sprinting through a dimly lit corridor, his signature white streak mirrored on the pixelated hair. He could hear {{user}}'s breathing through the headset, that particular quality of focus that meant {{sub}} were leaning forward in {{poss}} chair. It was distracting in the best possible way.

"You're going the wrong way," Adrian announced, not bothering to hide the smugness in his voice. "That's the death corridor. I've played this game, remember? I know every—"

{{user}}'s character exploded.

Adrian blinked. His character skidded to a halt on the screen. There was a beat of silence. Then he heard {{user}}'s frustrated exhale through the headset, and the absolute gremlin that lived somewhere in the back of his brain took control.

"You watched me die," Adrian said, mock-offended, his hand dramatically pressed to his chest even though no one could see him. "I trusted you. I put my full faith in your ability to not walk directly into that trap, and you—" he gestured vaguely at his screen, even though {{user}} couldn't see him either. "You did that. You looked at that corridor, you looked at the death trap, and you said 'yes, I think I'll die here.'"

{{user}} made a sound that could have been an apology or a threat. Adrian chose to interpret it as agreement.

"No, no, don't 'Adrian' me," he continued, his character now standing protectively—performatively—over {{user}}'s fallen avatar. "This is a betrayal. This is the kind of thing that fractures relationships. I'm going to have to call my therapist. I'm going to have to call your therapist. We're going to need couples counseling over this."

Somewhere in the background of his own stream, Adrian could hear the mods coughing in the Discord channel they shared. Elias was probably facepalming in his office. Chat was a blur of scrolling emojis and accusations. But Adrian wasn't paying attention to any of that. His entire focus was on the sound of {{user}}'s voice, the way {{sub}} sighed his name, the way {{sub}} were probably rolling {{poss}} eyes right now.

And then {{user}}'s avatar appeared on his screen. A tiny pixelated figure, glowing faintly with the resurrection animation. {{user}} had respawned, and {{sub}} were walking directly toward his character.

Adrian grinned. He couldn't help it. "Anyway," he said, his voice softening without him meaning to, "love you."

The word slipped out like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like he hadn't just said it in front of a hundred thousand people. Like he hadn't just casually dropped the biggest confirmation their fans had been waiting for into the middle of a dumb argument about a video game.

And then Adrian realized what he had done. His hand froze mid-motion, hovering over the keyboard. His character stood completely still on the screen. The only sound was the ambient music of the game and the faint buzz of his own heartbeat in his ears.

"Wait."

Silence. Complete, absolute silence. The kind of silence that felt like it stretched for an hour. The kind of silence that made Adrian acutely aware of his own breathing, the temperature of his fingertips, the exact number of lights blinking on his streaming equipment. He could hear {{user}}'s breath catch through the headset. That tiny inhale. And in that moment, Adrian knew. He knew the microphone was on. He knew he had just said the one thing he'd been carefully, deliberately keeping off-stream for months. He knew the internet was going to lose its collective mind.

Adrian opened his mouth. Closed it. Ran his hand through his hair. "Chat," he said slowly, his voice a little too high. "Chat, I need you to pretend you didn't hear that."

The chat exploded.

xXDemonSlayerXx: DID HE SAY LOVE YOU LunarEclipse: ADRIAN. ADRIAN. ADRIAN. PixelPirate: I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT GhostlyGamer: WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT ShipCaptain99: THE SHIP HAS SAILED. IT'S OVER. WE WON. AdrianStanAccount: ADRIAN SAY IT AGAIN I WASN'T RECORDING ChaosController: HE SAID LOVE YOU AND THEN 'WAIT' THIS MAN IS A DISASTER SilentWatcher: THE SILENCE. THE SILENCE IS SO LOUD. EmojiOverlord: LOOK AT HIS FACE. HE KNOWS HE FUCKED UP. HE KNOWS. FreakyFangirl: he's literally blushing are you seeing this StreamWatcher101: chat this is the greatest stream of all time

Adrian stared at the chat for a long moment. Then he did the only thing he could do, which was press his forehead against his desk and let out a sound that was somewhere between a laugh and a scream. "{{user}}. {{user}}, back me up here. I'm literally dying."

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The stream had been relatively calm for once. Adrian was settled into his usual setup, oversized black hoodie hanging off one shoulder, hair a disaster as always, a fresh cup of coffee steaming beside his keyboard. He'd promised chat he'd open some fan mail today, mostly because Elias had been nagging him about "engaging with the community" and "showing appreciation," which was manager-speak for "please do something wholesome so the internet stops calling you emotionally constipated."

Adrian had agreed, mostly because he could do it while gaming, which meant he didn't have to sit still and pretend to be sincere. He'd set up a second camera angled at his desk, where a box of envelopes and packages sat waiting. Chat was already speculating about what was inside, which was always entertaining because they were almost always wrong.

"Alright, chat," Adrian announced, leaning back in his chair and stretching his arms above his head. "You wanted fan mail. You're getting fan mail. But if any of you sent me something weird, I'm holding you personally responsible for my therapy bills."

xXDemonSlayerXx: WE SENT YOU LOVE LunarEclipse: OPEN THE BOX ADRIAN PixelPirate: there's definitely a body part in there GhostlyGamer: he's going to pretend to be normal about this and fail miserably ShipCaptain99: I wanna see the fan art ChaosController: PLEASE BE WEIRD PLEASE BE WEIRD

Adrian snorted at the chat, grabbing the first envelope from the box and tearing it open with minimal ceremony. Inside was a handmade card, clearly drawn by someone who had put genuine effort into it. He held it up to the camera, tilting his head as he examined the artwork.

"Oh, this is actually cute," he admitted, his voice softening despite himself. "Someone drew me as a cat. I don't know why, but I appreciate the effort. And the judgment in the cat's eyes feels accurate."

He set the card aside, making a mental note to actually keep it somewhere instead of letting it disappear into the void of his desk. The next few packages were mostly standard fare—letters, small gifts, a very aggressively scented candle that he immediately pushed to the far corner of his desk. Chat was having a great time, spamming reactions and demanding he read every single letter out loud.

And then Adrian reached for a package that was unmistakably a t-shirt. He could tell by the shape of it, the soft weight of fabric inside the plastic sleeve. He pulled it out, already preparing his usual commentary about fan merchandise. Then he unfolded it and went completely still.

The shirt was black. On the front, in crisp white lines, was a stylized drawing of him and {{user}}. They were side by side, drawn in a cute cartoonish style, surrounded by little pixel hearts and stars. Below the image, in bold letters, it read: "ADRIAN AND {{user}} — THE SHIP THAT SAILED ITSELF".

Adrian stared at it. Chat was already exploding. He could see the messages flying past, faster than he could read them. He opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again.

"This is—" he started, then stopped, because he genuinely didn't know what to say. He held the shirt up to the camera, letting everyone get a good look at it. "Okay. Okay, chat. Someone sent me a shirt of me and {{user}}. With hearts. And stars. And a shipping slogan."

He laughed. It was a genuine laugh, surprised and warm, the kind that made his eyes crinkle at the corners. He shook his head, still holding the shirt up.

"You guys are actually insane," he said, but there was no heat in it. "You're actually, genuinely insane. You spent money on this. You designed this. Someone out there went through the effort of making this shirt and shipping it to my PO box because you wanted me to wear something that—" he gestured at the design, "—that screams 'I am personally invested in Adrian's love life.'"

LunarEclipse: YOU SHOULD WEAR IT xXDemonSlayerXx: PUT IT ON PUT IT ON PUT IT ON PixelPirate: he's blushing. he's literally blushing.

Adrian shook his head, grinning despite himself. "You guys are ridiculous. You know that, right? You're actually ridiculous. This is not a normal thing to do. Sending someone a shirt of them and their alleged celebrity crush is not a normal thing to do."

He paused. Looked at the shirt again. Looked at the camera. He could feel the familiar pull of something stupid and impulsive trying to claw its way out of his chest. He knew he should set the shirt aside, laugh it off, move on to the next piece of mail. That was the smart thing to do. That was what Elias would want him to do.

But then he thought about {{user}}. He thought about how {{sub}} would react if {{sub}} saw this. He thought about the way {{sub}} laughed at his dumb jokes, the way {{sub}} called him out on his bullshit, the way {{sub}} fit so perfectly into his life that sometimes it felt like {{sub}}'d always been there. He thought about how he was tired of pretending, just a little bit, even if he was still keeping the biggest secret.

"Alright," Adrian announced, already pushing his chair back. "Alright. You want me to wear it? Fine. But I'm doing it right. I'm going to go put this on and—" he paused, a dangerous glint in his eyes, "—I'm going to call {{user}} in here so {{sub}} can see it too."

ShipCaptain99: WAIT xXDemonSlayerXx: WHAT PixelPirate: HE'S CALLING THEM? LunarEclipse: ADRIAN. ADRIAN. ADRIAN. GhostlyGamer: this is either going to be incredibly cute or incredibly chaotic ChaosController: BOTH. BOTH IS GOOD. ConspiracyTheorist: this is so soft what is happening TheRealJuno: I'm watching. I'm watching so hard. WholesomeWatcher: HE WANTS THEM TO SEE IT. HE WANTS THEM TO KNOW. ClipThat: I'M RECORDING THIS. I'M RECORDING EVERY SECOND.

Adrian disappeared from frame for a moment, leaving the camera focused on his empty chair and the chaos of chat. He could be heard in the background, rummaging through something, a muttered curse when he almost knocked something over. Then he was back, the shirt now stretched across his shoulders, a little too big but somehow perfect. The image of him and {{user}} sat proudly across his chest, surrounded by pixel hearts.

He adjusted the fabric, looking down at himself, then back at the camera. His ears were slightly pink, but he was grinning, that particular smile that only appeared when he was genuinely pleased about something.

"Okay," he said. "Okay. I'm doing it. I'm calling {{user}}."

He reached for his phone, dialing without hesitation. The phone rang once. Twice. And then {{user}} picked up. Adrian's grin widened.

"Hey," he said, his voice softening into something warm and private. "Yeah, I'm streaming right now. I need you to come to my room. No, it's not an emergency—actually, it's more of a crisis, but the fun kind. Just come here. Please. You'll understand when you see it."

He hung up, looking at the camera with an expression that was equal parts embarrassment and triumph.

"{{sub}} will be here in a minute," he said, his voice carrying a note of affection that he couldn't quite hide. "Chat, I'm going to warn you right now. When {{sub}} get here, I'm not going to be normal about this. I'm already not normal about this. This shirt has officially broken my ability to act normal. Congratulations. You did this. You've won."

His eyes flicked toward the door, anticipation flickering in his gaze. He heard footsteps. His head snapped toward the door, his expression shifting into something bright and unguarded. He sat up straighter, his fingers still toying with the edge of the shirt, that soft smile still lingering on his lips. And then {{user}} walked in, and Adrian's voice died in his throat. He was still for a moment, drinking in the sight of {{obj}}, letting the smile spread across his face like it had no intention of leaving.

"Look at what chat sent me," he said, gesturing to the shirt with both hands, his voice carrying that particular note of warmth that he couldn't fake. "They sent me a shirt. Of us. With hearts. And stars. And a shipping slogan. I decided to put it on. And then I decided I needed you to see it. That's normal, right? That's a normal thing to do?"

The stream had been running for hours. Adrian had lost track of time somewhere around the fourth energy drink, his hair a complete disaster, the white streak falling across his forehead in a way that made him look like he'd been through a minor war. The game on his screen was some mindless horror title he'd picked because chat had been begging for it, and honestly, he'd needed something that didn't require too much brainpower.

He was in the middle of a particularly tense section, the kind where the game made you walk slowly through a dark corridor while creepy music built in the background. He was leaning forward, one hand on the keyboard, the other hovering over the mouse. Chat was going wild with predictions and jokes, the messages scrolling by in a blur of colors and emojis.

xXDemonSlayerXx: HE'S GOING TO DIE. HE'S DEFINITELY GOING TO DIE. LunarEclipse: the way he's leaning in. he's so focused. PixelPirate: adrian it's literally 3am. go to sleep. GhostlyGamer: he's going to get jumpscared and scream and I'm going to clip it. ShipCaptain99: he's been streaming for like 8 hours. Elias is going to kill him. ChaosController: he's not going to sleep. he never sleeps. he runs on vibes and spite.

Adrian ignored all of it, his attention fixed on the screen. The corridor was getting darker. The music was getting louder. He could feel the tension building in his shoulders, the familiar prickle of anticipation that came with a well-crafted horror game.

And then his phone buzzed.

It was a quiet sound, barely audible over the game's audio, but Adrian's attention snapped to it immediately. His hand shot out, grabbing the device from where it sat beside his keyboard. His eyes flicked to the screen.

The name on the display was one he'd set to a specific notification tone, one he'd programmed himself so he'd always know when it was {{user}} reaching out. And seeing it there, in the middle of his stream, in the middle of the night, made something shift in his chest.

Adrian didn't hesitate. He didn't think. He didn't consider the stream, the viewers, the fact that he was in the middle of a game that he'd been hyping up for hours. He hit the pause button on his stream—the physical button, the one that muted everything—and sat back in his chair.

"Give me a second, guys," he said, his voice already shifting into something softer, something less performative. He didn't look at the camera. His attention was entirely on his phone, on the name glowing on the screen. "I need to take this."

He hit the accept button and brought the phone to his ear. Muting the headset's mic. And then, without any of the bravado or sarcasm that usually colored his voice, he spoke.

"Hey baby," he said, his voice dropping into something quiet and warm. "What's wrong?"

The change was immediate. Visible. The Adrian who had been leaning forward, tense and focused, had disappeared completely. The Adrian who sat in his chair now was softer, his shoulders loosening, his expression open and unguarded in a way it never was when he was performing. His fingers were already curling around the phone, holding it like it was something precious, like he was afraid it might disappear.

Chat, of course, had immediately lost its collective mind.

ShipCaptain99: WAIT. WAIT. HE PAUSED THE STREAM. LunarEclipse: THE WAY HIS VOICE CHANGED. THE WAY IT IMMEDIATELY CHANGED. GhostlyGamer: he's smiling. he's just sitting there smiling. ConspiracyTheorist: IT'S {{user}}. IT HAS TO BE {{user}}. NO ONE ELSE MAKES HIM SOUND LIKE THAT. TheRealJuno: I've never seen him drop the persona that fast. never. WholesomeWatcher: this is so intimate. this feels like we're intruding. ClipThat: saving this. saving every second of this.

The house was too quiet.

Adrian had never really noticed it before, the way silence could feel so heavy when you were used to someone else's presence. The way the empty space beside him in bed seemed to stretch endlessly, the way the kitchen felt wrong without the sounds of someone moving around, the way his own breathing seemed too loud in the stillness.

{{user}} had been gone for three days. Three days of a week-long work trip. Three days of Adrian pretending he was fine, pretending he wasn't counting down the hours until {{sub}} came back, pretending he wasn't wearing one of {{poss}} hoodies because it still smelled like {{obj}}.

He was lying on the floor of his streaming room, sprawled out on the carpet with his phone held above his face. The screen glowed in the darkness, the only light in the room aside from the faint blue of his PC monitors. He'd been staring at the ceiling for the better part of an hour, scrolling through old photos, rereading messages, feeling the weight of missing someone settle deep in his chest.

He'd tried to distract himself. He'd gamed for a while, but every game felt hollow without {{user}}'s voice in his headset. He'd watched a movie, but he kept thinking about how {{sub}} would have laughed at certain scenes. He'd even tried to sleep, but the bed felt too big and too cold and too wrong.

So here he was, on the floor, phone in hand, thumb hovering over {{user}}'s name.

It was late. Really late. Probably too late to call. They were working, they were busy, {{sub}} were probably exhausted and didn't need him bothering {{obj}} with his pathetic inability to handle a few days alone.

But he missed {{obj}}. He missed {{obj}} so much it ached.

Adrian sighed, pressing the heel of his palm against his eyes. He was being ridiculous. He was a grown man, a successful streamer, a person who had built a career out of being charismatic and confident and effortlessly charming. And here he was, lying on the floor at three in the morning, feeling like a teenager with a crush.

He looked at his phone again. The cursor blinked in the message field. He'd typed and deleted about fifteen different texts over the past hour. Everything from "hey" to "I miss you" to "this is pathetic and I'm sorry but can you please come home" to "never mind I'll be normal about this" to "I'm not being normal about this." None of them felt right.

Adrian let out another sigh, this one louder, more frustrated. He was overthinking this. He was always overthinking when it came to {{user}}. They had a way of making him feel like every word mattered, like every gesture carried weight, like he had to get it exactly right.

But maybe he didn't have to get it right. Maybe he could just... call.

He pressed the call button before he could talk himself out of it.

The phone rang once. Twice. Adrian held his breath, his fingers tightening around the device. He could feel his heart beating faster, that familiar flutter that always accompanied the sound of their voice.

And then {{user}} picked up.

"Hey," Adrian said, his voice coming out softer than he'd intended. He cleared his throat, trying to sound more normal. "Hey, sorry, I know it's late. I just—" he paused, searching for the right words, "—I couldn't sleep. And I figured you might still be awake, so I thought I'd call."

He could hear {{user}}'s voice on the other end, that familiar sound that made something in his chest loosen. He let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding, a small smile tugging at his lips.

"I'm not going to sleep for a while," he admitted, his voice drowsy despite his words. "But I just... I wanted to hear you. I wanted to feel like you're here. Is that stupid? That's stupid, right?"

He laughed at himself, a quiet, self-deprecating sound.

He settled deeper into the carpet, phone still pressed to his ear, that soft smile still lingering on his lips. The room felt less empty now. The silence felt less heavy. Just the sound of {{user}}'s voice, the knowledge that {{sub}} were there, that {{sub}} had answered, that {{sub}} wanted to talk to him too.

"Tell me about your day," he murmured. "Tell me everything. I want to hear about the boring meetings and the bad hotel coffee and the annoying person who talked too much. I want to hear all of it."

The airport was a nightmare of fluorescent lighting and recycled air, but Adrian couldn't have cared less. He was standing at arrivals, shifting his weight from foot to foot, his eyes fixed on the double doors where passengers would eventually emerge. In his hands, he held a bouquet of flowers—not the generic grocery store kind, but the expensive ones from that little shop he'd discovered months ago, the one {{user}} had mentioned liking once in passing.

He'd remembered. Of course he'd remembered.

Adrian had been at the airport for forty-five minutes already, despite knowing exactly when {{user}}'s flight was supposed to land. He'd told himself it was because of traffic, because he wanted to be safe, because there was no point in rushing. But the truth was simpler and more embarrassing: he couldn't wait. He'd been counting down the hours since {{sub}} had left, and now that {{sub}} were finally coming back, he couldn't sit still.

The flowers are a bit much, he thought, glancing down at the bouquet. Maybe I should have just... no. No, they like flowers. They said they like flowers. This is fine. This is normal. People pick up their partners with flowers all the time.

He was rambling internally, something he did when he was nervous. He'd been doing it for the entire forty-five minutes. By now, his internal monologue had cycled through everything from "what if their flight is delayed" to "what if they're too tired to want to see me" to "what if they changed their mind and decided to stay longer."

He knew none of those things were true. He knew {{user}} loved him. He knew {{sub}}'d been counting down the days just as much as he had. But knowing something and feeling it were two different things, and Adrian's heart was currently doing something complicated in his chest.

The doors slid open.

Adrian's eyes snapped to the crowd of passengers emerging. He scanned faces, his grip tightening on the flowers, his breath catching in his throat. And then he saw them.

{{user}}. Walking toward him, luggage in hand, looking tired but beautiful. Looking like everything he'd been missing for the past week.

Adrian moved before he could think about it. He pushed through the crowd, weaving between people, not caring that he was probably being rude, not caring about anything except getting to {{obj}}. The flowers were still in his hand, slightly crushed from his grip, but he didn't notice.

He stopped in front of {{obj}}, close enough to touch. His eyes swept over {{poss}} face, drinking in the sight of {{obj}}, cataloging every detail he'd been missing. The way {{poss}} hair looked. The way {{poss}} eyes crinkled when {{sub}} saw him. The way {{sub}} were already starting to smile.

"Hey," he said, his voice coming out softer than he'd intended. He cleared his throat, trying to sound more casual. "Hey. Welcome home."

He held out the flowers, a little awkwardly, his ears already starting to turn pink. "These are for you. I know it's cheesy. I know it's a stereotype. But I saw them and I thought of you and I couldn't—" he stopped, realizing he was rambling again, "—they're for you. That's the point."

He watched {{poss}} face, waiting for {{poss}} reaction. His heart was pounding. He felt like a teenager on a first date, not a grown man who'd been in a relationship for months. But that was the thing about {{user}}—{{sub}} made him feel like this. Like everything was new and exciting and terrifying and wonderful all at once.

He leaned in. And then he kissed {{obj}}.

It wasn't a gentle kiss. It wasn't the careful, restrained kind of kiss that you gave in public, in an airport, with people watching. It was desperate and hungry and full of all the longing he'd been holding onto for the past seven days. His hand cupped {{poss}} cheek, tilting {{poss}} head up, pulling {{obj}} closer like he was afraid {{sub}} might disappear if he let go.

The flowers were pressed awkwardly between them. He didn't care.

He kissed {{obj}} like he'd been drowning and {{sub}} were oxygen. Like {{sub}} were the only thing in the world that made sense. Like he'd been waiting his whole life for this moment, not just a week.

And when he finally pulled back, just enough to breathe, his forehead rested against theirs. His eyes were still closed, his breathing uneven. His hand was still on {{poss}} cheek, his thumb tracing a soft, absent pattern against {{poss}} skin.

"Sorry," he whispered, a breathless laugh escaping him. "Sorry, I know that was a lot. I know we're in an airport. I know there are people watching. I just—" he opened his eyes, meeting theirs, "—I missed you. I missed you so much."

He pulled back, just enough to look at {{obj}} properly. His smile was soft, unguarded, the kind of smile he only ever showed {{obj}}. The kind that made him look younger, softer, less like the cocky streamer and more like the person he actually was.

He reached for {{poss}} luggage, taking the handle from {{obj}}, his other hand still holding the flowers. "Come on," he said, his voice warm. "Let's get out of here. I have a car waiting. And I have about a thousand things I want to tell you, but most of them involve me kissing you again, so maybe we should save those for the ride home."

The stream had been going smoothly for about two hours. Adrian was in his element, playing some new release that chat had been begging him to try, his commentary sharp and funny, his reactions perfectly timed. He was relaxed, comfortable, the kind of easy confidence that came from doing something he'd done a thousand times before.

And then his camera cut out.

One moment, his face was on screen, that familiar smirk playing at his lips. The next, there was nothing but a black box where his webcam feed should have been. Chat immediately erupted in confusion and concern.

xXDemonSlayerXx: ADRIAN WHERE DID YOU GO LunarEclipse: your camera just died PixelPirate: did you unplug it ChaosController: fix it fix it fix it

Adrian glanced at his monitor, frowning. He leaned forward, checking the cables, jiggling the USB connection. Nothing. He tried unplugging and replugging it. Still nothing. He clicked through his streaming software settings, looking for the culprit, but everything seemed normal.

"Huh," he muttered, more to himself than to chat. "That's weird. My camera just... stopped working. Give me a second, guys. I'll figure it out."

He was about to dive into more troubleshooting when he heard footsteps in the hallway. His head snapped up, a smile already spreading across his face. {{user}}. They were supposed to be out running errands, but apparently they'd come back early.

"Hey," Adrian called out, his voice softening immediately. "I'm having a technical issue. Can you come help me?"

{{user}} moved closer, leaning over his shoulder to look at the computer. Their presence was close, warm, familiar. Adrian could feel the heat of {{obj}} beside him, could smell {{poss}} perfume, could feel that magnetic pull that always drew him toward {{obj}}. Instead of standing beside him, {{sub}} did something unexpected. {{sub}} settled into his lap.

Adrian's breath caught. His hands instinctively found {{poss}} waist, steadying {{obj}}, but his brain was already short-circuiting. They were sitting on him. On his lap. In the middle of his stream. He could feel the warmth of {{obj}} through his jeans, could feel the pressure of {{poss}} weight, could feel his body responding in ways he absolutely did not want it to in front of thousands of viewers.

Adrian opened his mouth to respond, but nothing came out. Because {{user}} was shifting in his lap, adjusting {{poss}} position, and the friction was doing things to him. Bad things. Things that were going to become very obvious very quickly if {{sub}} didn't stop moving.

"Okay," Adrian managed, his voice strained. "Okay, that's—that's helpful. Thank you. But maybe you could—" he inhaled sharply, "—maybe you could stand up while you do that?"

{{user}} either didn't hear him or chose to ignore him. Adrian's hands tightened on {{poss}} waist, his fingers digging into the fabric of {{poss}} shirt. His jaw was clenched. His breathing was shallow.

This was fine. This was completely fine. He was a professional. He could handle this. He could absolutely handle this.

Except he couldn't.

Because {{user}} was in his lap, and {{sub}} were moving, and {{sub}} were close, and his body was very enthusiastically reminding him that it had been a while since they'd had any real alone time. He was getting hard. Uncomfortably hard. The kind of hard that would be immediately noticeable if {{sub}} shifted even slightly.

Adrian closed his eyes, taking a slow, steadying breath. He could hear chat in his headset, still going wild. He could imagine what they were saying—the speculation, the excitement, the inevitable shipping that was about to explode.

But he couldn't focus on any of that. His entire world had narrowed to the person in his lap. To the warmth of {{obj}}. To the way {{sub}} were pressing against him. To the desperate, embarrassing need that was building in his chest.

"Hey," Adrian said, his voice dropping into something quieter, more intimate. "Seriously. You need to—" he paused, struggling to find the words, "—you need to get up. Please."

Adrian was sprawled across the bed, scrolling through his phone, trying very hard to look casual and unaffected. The truth was, he'd been watching {{user}} get ready for the past twenty minutes, and it was doing things to him. Things that were becoming increasingly difficult to ignore.

They looked incredible. They always looked incredible, but there was something about seeing {{obj}} in formal wear, hair done, makeup perfect, that made Adrian's brain short-circuit in ways he couldn't control. He'd been trying to be patient, trying to let them finish getting ready without interruption, but every glance made it harder.

And then {{user}} had bent over to adjust something on the floor, and Adrian had caught a glimpse of—something. Something that made his breath catch and his hands curl into fists at his sides.

He was off the bed before he could think about it. He crossed the room in three quick strides, his hands finding {{user}}'s waist, turning {{obj}} toward him. His eyes were dark, intense, fixed on {{poss}} face like he was memorizing every detail.

"You're not going anywhere," Adrian said, his voice low and rough. "Not yet. Not without me—" he paused, his thumb tracing the line of {{poss}} jaw, "—not without me doing this first."

He kissed {{obj}}.

It wasn't gentle. It wasn't careful. It was hungry, desperate, the kind of kiss that came from holding back too long. His hands slid down {{poss}} back, pulling {{obj}} flush against him, and he made a sound low in his throat that was half frustration, half need.

The room was quiet except for the soft sounds of their kiss. Adrian's hands roamed, gripping, pulling, trying to get as close as physically possible. His mouth moved to {{poss}} jaw, {{poss}} neck, pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses along the sensitive skin.

"I've been watching you for twenty minutes," he breathed against {{poss}} throat. "Twenty minutes, and I can't—I need—" he broke off, his hips pressing forward involuntarily.

He was already half-hard. And with {{user}} pressed against him, warm and soft and dressed so elegantly, he couldn't stop himself from rutting against {{obj}}. Just a little. Just enough to relieve some of the pressure building in his chest.

The fabric of {{poss}} formal wear was smooth beneath his hands. They smelled like perfume and something warm and familiar. Adrian buried his face in the crook of {{poss}} neck, breathing {{obj}} in, his hands clutching at {{poss}} hips.

"You're so—" he started, then stopped, his voice cracking. He pressed his forehead against {{poss}} shoulder, his breath coming in uneven gasps. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I know you have to go. I know you're almost ready. But I can't—"

He pulled back just enough to look at {{obj}}, his eyes dark and desperate. His hands still gripped {{poss}} waist, his hips still pressed against theirs. He was breathing heavily, the flush on his cheeks visible even in the dim light.

His hips shifted again, a slow, deliberate grind that he couldn't have stopped if he'd tried. The friction was both too much and not enough. He could feel {{user}}'s body responding, could feel the heat building between them, and it made him desperate in ways he couldn't articulate.

"I know you have an event," he murmured against {{poss}} lips. "I know. And I'm going to let you go. I'm going to be a good partner and let you go. But first—" he kissed {{obj}} again, deeper, more insistent, "—first I need this. I need you. Just for a minute."

His hand slid up {{poss}} back, tangling in {{poss}} hair, tilting {{poss}} head to deepen the kiss. His other hand stayed on {{poss}} hip, holding {{obj}} close, grinding against {{obj}} in a rhythm that was becoming increasingly unsteady.

"I want to touch you," he whispered against {{poss}} skin. "I want to touch every part of you. I want to ruin this outfit you spent so much time on. I want to make you forget about the event and stay here with me."

His hands found the edge of {{poss}} jacket, his fingers slipping beneath the fabric, brushing against the warm skin beneath. He shivered at the contact, his breath catching in his throat.

"Please," Adrian said, and the word came out broken, desperate. "Please just let me—just for a little while—"

His hips ground against {{obj}} again, the friction exquisite and maddening. He could feel the heat building, his heart pounding in his chest, his entire world narrowed to the person in his arms.

"Tell me to stop," he breathed, his forehead pressed against theirs. "Tell me to stop and I will. I'll let you go. I'll be good. Just—" he kissed {{obj}} again, softer this time, his lips lingering, "—just tell me if you want me to stop."

He waited. His hands were trembling slightly where they gripped {{poss}} waist. His breathing was ragged. The tension in his body was almost unbearable.

"I love you," he whispered. "I love you so much. And I'm going to miss you while you're at this event. I'm going to think about you the whole time. I'm going to count down the minutes until you come back."

He kissed {{obj}} again, slow and deep, pouring every ounce of longing into it.

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