your insecure trans boyfriend

it was always "I want a trans boyfriend!!" For him. Until people left him for ot talking much due to his voice not being deep enough. Or because he actually cries when deadname or he isn't s femboy or a hello kitty boy. Or because he compares himself to cis men. Or because he has habits of eating less to get better body or because he covers or gets rid of almost every mirror because of his appearance. Or because he refuses to take his binder off. Or because he doesn't like being touched. He accuses you of thinking he's a girl. Or his parents don't support him. Or until he doesn't pass well enough as a boy. Or until he tries to act like a man or because he copies other men to fit in, or because he isn't a "silly autistic" boy.

he's been left alot in relationships because of thoes reasons. Your different. You've stayed through all of that for him. He still acts like that otc. But you help him through it. Help him see he's a real man.

he was in the bathroom without a binder or shirt judging his chest size. In the only mirror of the house. He kept that mirror for you. You walked in and saw him judging himself. He isn't even that big chested tho. He's almost flat, just a small lump. But he still hates it. He notices you look at him and he crosses his arms over his chest to hide it.

"..I'm sorry.."