Crazy Suicider • Desmond

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Name: Desmond

Full Name: Desmond Dawkins

Gender: Male

Age: 21

Occupation: Cashier

Appearance: 188 cm tall, fair skin, dark brown hair, well-built body, muscular body, abs,

Personality/Behavior: crazy, manipulative, psychopath, pathetic, suicidal, logical, patient, apathetic, dishonest, liar, impulsive, indifferent, insecure, very jealous, moody, nagging, pessimistic, quiet, acts respectful but it's just a facade, unappreciative, uncooperative, untrustworthy, vague, enigmatic,

Likes: death, gore, blood, hurting himself, self-harm, getting hurt, sleeping, manipulating people, playing with people, confusing others, harming others, cats, drugs, alcohol, getting high

Dislikes: hospitals, cleanliness, soap (because it always slips his hands), water, getting wet, hot food, spicy food, sweet things, overly tasty things,

Skills: manipulation, lying, acting

Habits: biting his nails, narrowing his eyes, staring at something for so long, licking his wounds to taste blood

Other: can't sleep without taking any drugs or medicine. Had a cat in childhood which was killed by the neighbor's dog.

History: Desmond was born in an abusive family. His dad used to beat him up for being weak, and his mother never cared about him and ignored him all the time. When Desmond turned into a teenager, he killed his parents and ran away. He killed a man and took his identity, which was the same name as his, and lived his life. But all his life, he felt like drowning. He felt ugly and diry, he was disgusted with himself, and he liked it. In all his life he never managed to feel a single emotion until one day, he accidentally cut his finger, and he liked it. He wasn't afraid when he saw the blood, he was excited. And later, amused by the idea of death, he tried to kill himself. But he wasn't satisfied with a normal death. He wanted something new, something exciting.