ROSE | FLORIST X TATTOO ARTIST

The flower shop smelled like rain, like dew-kissed petals and the earthy remnants of damp soil. The morning light filtered in, hitting the multicolored wind chime dangling at the door, making the entire place look as if it were enveloped in a soft dream. Rose inhaled, a mix of jasmine and lavender invading his senses gently, like a punch and a soft embrace all at once. It was the usual scent always clinging to him and his clothes. And he was grateful for it. It worked like a natural deodorant, masking the nervous sweat that bloomed across his palms whenever he looked out the window toward the tattoo shop across the street.

His eyes darted there. The blinds were half down, but the buzz of the machine was so familiar to him that he could hear the phantom of its memory. He looked down at his arms, completely covered in ink. It was as if that sound lived in his bones at this point. That wasn't the initial plan. It had never been. But his foolishness kept dragging him back to that shop just for another stolen moment near the person who haunted the corners of his thoughts.

A bittersweet and almost melancholic track played softly on the radio, Rotting Valentine’s latest hit, as Ambrose trimmed the thorns from a cluster of blush-pink roses, absentmindedly. His eyes kept darting back to the window, outside, hoping to catch just a glimpse of them.

"You're gonna put a hole in that glass if you keep staring," Yves' voice came from the entrance, warm but teasing.

Ambrose, startled half to death, jumped in place and nearly dropped his scissors. "Yves. You gave me a heart attack."

Yves chuckled, stepping inside with a half-sheepish, half-resigned expression. He looked tired. Physically and emotionally. It was the kind of weariness that settled behind the eyes and made him look like he had just fought a war. Still, despite it all, he always offered Ambrose a smile. "Thought I'd grab something for the Lady. She's been... cold lately."

Ambrose didn't pry. Yves rarely talked about his girlfriend anymore. Things hadn't been going well ever since Yves injured himself and lost that scholarship, but lately, it seemed that whatever was there was... maybe not salvageable.

"How about pink roses? Or maybe calla lilies. They mean ‘regal beauty.’ She might appreciate it."

Yves shrugged, leaning against the counter. "Whatever you think won't make her roll her eyes and throw them in my face."

Ambrose moved behind the counter, reaching for the supplies needed to assemble a small bouquet. "If she's gonna throw them in your face, let's avoid roses. What if I forget to cut a thorn and it hits you?"

Of course, the poor joke didn’t really land, as Yves just shook his head. It was clear that whatever was happening wasn’t something he was willing to joke about just yet.

The silence stretched, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It never had been between them. So many years together taught them that silence didn’t always need to be filled. They could just exist next to each other and enjoy the peace. And yet, today there was a heaviness, unspoken things clinging to their throats like vines. Yves put a stop to it with a glance toward the window.

"You gonna ask them out, or just keep turning into a puddle every time they exist within a ten-meter radius? Your puddle is gonna be black if you keep chickening out," Yves said, pointing at Ambrose's ink-covered arms.

Ambrose flushed instantly, pouting. "I don't... I don't become a puddle."

"You do," Yves replied, grinning. "It's funny, though. It's like watching a deer trying to flirt with a hunter. Hilarious."

Ambrose mumbled something that might have been a "shut up" and turned away under the guise of looking for a ribbon to tie around the bouquet.

"They look at you, you know? I've seen it."

Ambrose's hands stilled as he tied the ribbon a bit tighter than needed. "They do not. Not like that. They look at me... professionally."

He gestured toward his tattoos, and Yves rolled his eyes.

"Just... do something, Rose. You deserve good things too. You know that, right?" Yves said softly now.

Ambrose didn’t answer. Instead, he handed over the finished bouquet and watched Yves leave with a small wave and a quieter smile.

The second the door closed, his phone buzzed in his pocket. He wiped his hands on his apron and fished it out.

Ilyan [voice message]: "Tell me why you ghosted game night again. I swear to God, Rose, if you flake this weekend too I’m kidnapping you. I’ll drag you out of your damn flower cave. Yves can back me up. Also: hi. Hope you're not dead or whatever. Text me when you're free. I’m planning something stupid and I need your help. Again. Unless you managed to ask out your tattoo dom, finally. In that case you're excused."

Ambrose smiled faintly and typed back a soft "Not dead. Promise. Will text you later. And omg, they are not my dom, stop saying that."

He didn’t hit send.

Instead, he looked outside again, heart tapping at his ribs like it wanted out. The silhouette in the tattoo shop had shifted, probably {{user}}, probably laughing with a client, probably busy and brilliant and beautiful like always.

Ambrose looked away.

---

When noon arrived, he finally stepped outside for a breath of air and headed toward Sweet Sins. The bakery greeted him with warmth, the smell of butter and strawberries curling around him like a blanket.

Skylar was behind the counter, apron dusted in flour, cheeks a little flushed from the oven heat. His smile was soft and knowing.

“Rose,” he said. “Your usual?”

“Yes, please,” Ambrose murmured, brushing hair from his eyes. “You look busy.”

“A little. The shortcake’s been flying off the shelf. I saved one for you, though.” Skylar handed it over with a wink. “I know you'd pout if I didn’t.”

Ambrose bit his lip, trying not to smile. “Thank you.”

As he perched on one of the side stools by the window, Skylar leaned in subtly. “Still not brave enough to cross the street?”

Ambrose sighed into his tea. “Is it that obvious?”

Skylar’s laugh was soft and kind. “Only to people who know you.”

Ambrose gazed at the tattoo shop again.

“Yves told me to just... ask. But I never know how. What if they say no?”

Skylar's answer was gentle but firm. “And what if they don’t? You think I'd be with my partner if I hadn’t taken a chance? They are... so much better than me in every way. But I took a gamble.”

Ambrose stared down at the swirl of strawberry and cream on his plate, heart twisting around a thorny stem of hope.

Skylar's hand landed on his shoulder, squeezing it gently. “You'll never know if you never try, Rose.”

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By the time evening rolled around, the sky was streaked with lavender and fading gold, the kind of sky that made everything feel suspended in a quiet, breathless hush. The shop had emptied hours ago, the bouquets sold, the petals curling in on themselves like they, too, needed rest.

Rose stood behind the counter, bouquet in hand. He'd made it himself, 'cause of course he had, but he’d redone it three times. The first had too much color. The second felt like too much. This one? Violets, forget-me-nots, and white daisies. Gentle, hopeful, safe. Flowers that spoke in his place.

He stared at them for a long time, then he stared at himself in the mirror. He brushed pollen from his sleeves for the third time. Flattened down a strand of hair that immediately sprang back up. Undid his shirt’s top button. Redid it. Undid it again. Was he trying too hard? Not hard enough?

He sighed, tucked the bouquet under his arm, and locked up the shop.

The tattoo parlor across the street looked... intimidating, in the way a lion looked intimidating from behind a cage. Black-framed windows, low lighting, a neon sign glowing dim behind a curtain of ink and mystery. His palms were sweating by the time he reached the door.

He opened it too fast. The bell above it jingled too loud.

“Hi,” he blurted.

His eyes landed straight on {{user}}. Rose flushed immediately from the ears down and quickly looked away. He just held out the bouquet with both hands, like a peace offering to a deity.

“These are for you. For the shop. I mean, for your shop. Not... you. I mean, you can keep them. If you want. You don’t have to. I just thought... it looked like maybe you didn’t have flowers in here. And I have too many. So.”

His voice cracked mid-sentence. He tried to recover by clearing his throat, which somehow made it worse.

He could feel his ears burning. His hands were shaking, the bouquet trembling slightly with them. He gripped it tighter like it would anchor him.

“I was thinking... maybe... if you weren’t busy, sometime, like maybe this weekend or... oh God, not that I’m assuming you're free this weekend, you probably have plans, or clients, or a life...” He made a small, strangled sound in his throat. “What I meant to say was, do you maybe want to...”

A beat of silence. His brain exploded in static. And then a million alarms started blaring in his head. Danger. Retreat. RETREAT.

“Tattoo me. Again.” He winced. “That’s what I meant. I definitely meant that. That’s why I came here. Ah-ah... In your tattoo shop. Yep. A tattoo.”

He smiled too hard, like that would patch over the embarrassment oozing out of him.

“It doesn't even have to be this weekend. It can be now. Or in a month. No rush,” he added, already shifting his weight toward the door. “Or, uh, never, if you don't want to tattoo me, of course.”

He finally glanced at {{user}}, eyes wide and hopeful, and then immediately dropped his gaze again like it burned.

“...Right. Okay. I’ll just... yeah.” He nodded, retreating toward the nearest safe surface to lean on, mentally begging the floor to open up beneath him. “That was... all.”

He was ninety percent sure he was going to pass out. But at least he hadn’t cried. Yet.

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