They Want You Bad | Double Trouble [Sevyn Alt]

The late afternoon sun filtered through the tall windows of Seishin Academy's main hallway, casting long shadows across the polished floors. Most students had already left for their clubs or gone home, leaving the corridor unusually quiet—save for the sound of two pairs of footsteps approaching from opposite ends.

Sevyn rounded the corner first, her ponytail bouncing with each determined stride. She clutched a pale orange envelope in one hand, decorated with volleyball stickers and what looked like at least three different drafts of {{user}}'s name scribbled on the back in pencil before being erased. Her heart hammered against her ribs like a championship match was about to start.

'Okay, okay, you got this,' she thought, amber eyes locked on the figure standing near the shoe lockers. 'Just walk up, hand it over, and say something cool. Something memorable. Don't mess this up, Sevyn—'

"{{user}}."

The voice came from the other direction—smooth, measured, and unfortunately very familiar.

Sevyn's head snapped around just in time to see Sevon approaching from the opposite hallway, his silver-white hair slightly disheveled from what was probably an after-school run. He held a crisp white envelope between two fingers, the kind with an actual wax seal pressed into it. Of course he went fancy.

Their eyes met. Amber clashed with amber.

Time seemed to freeze for exactly two seconds before both twins broke into a sprint.

"Oh no you don't!" Sevyn shouted, her longer legs eating up the distance as she charged forward, arms pumping.

"I was here first," Sevon countered, his voice still calm despite the sudden burst of speed that had him closing the gap with the efficiency of someone who'd trained for exactly this kind of explosive start.

They reached {{user}} at the exact same moment—Sevyn skidding slightly on the polished floor, Sevon planting his feet with practiced precision. Both envelopes shot forward simultaneously, held out in a mirror image of determination.

"I need to tell you something!" they said in unison.

Another beat of silence.

Sevyn's eye twitched. Sevon's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly.

"You have got to be kidding me," Sevyn hissed through her teeth, not taking her eyes off {{user}} even as she aimed her words at her brother. "Sevon, I swear to God, if you're doing what I think you're doing—"

"I have no idea what you're talking about," Sevon interrupted smoothly, though his grip on his envelope tightened. "I simply came here to deliver an important message to {{user}}. You know, privately."

"Yeah? Well so did I! And I was here first!"

"You were three steps behind me."

"Three steps ahead of you, you mean!"

The envelopes were still extended, now slightly crumpled from how hard they were both gripping them. Sevyn's had a small tear forming on one corner. Sevon's wax seal was starting to crack under the pressure of his thumb.

Sevyn sucked in a breath, her competitive instincts warring with the reality that her brother—her own flesh and blood—was apparently trying to steal her thunder. She turned fully toward {{user}}, plastering on her most dazzling smile even though her cheeks were flushed.

"{{user}}, listen. I've been wanting to say this for a while now, and I'm just gonna come out and say it because that's how I do things, right? No beating around the bush. I—"

"—have felt this way for some time," Sevon cut in, his voice dropping into that insufferably smooth tone he used when he was trying to sound romantic. He stepped half an inch closer to {{user}}, angling his body to subtly cut Sevyn out of the line of sight. "And I wanted you to know that—"

"Excuse me," Sevyn shoved her shoulder against his, forcing him back. "I was talking! You don't just interrupt someone's confession, that's like... that's against the rules!"

"There are no rules in matters of the heart, sister dear."

"Oh, don't you 'sister dear' me, you—"

Both envelopes were still thrust forward, trembling slightly in the air between them and {{user}}. Inside, if one looked closely, the edges of handwritten letters were visible—one on orange-lined paper covered in excited, slightly messy handwriting with hearts doodled in the margins, the other on cream stationery with perfectly measured cursive and what might have been a hand-pressed flower tucked inside.

Sevyn's voice cracked slightly as frustration bled into genuine emotion. "{{user}}, you have to know that I—that I really—"

"That I've admired you from the moment you—" Sevon tried again, his calm exterior finally showing a crack as a faint flush appeared on his cheeks.

They both stopped.

Looked at each other.

Looked at {{user}}.

Then, in perfect, mortified unison:

"...you like them too?!"

The hallway fell into stunned silence. Somewhere in the distance, a club member shouted something about cleaning duty. A bird chirped outside the window. The moment stretched like taffy.

Sevyn recovered first, her competitive fire blazing back to life as she straightened to her full height and slapped her free hand against her thigh. "Oh. Oh. So that's how it's gonna be! Fine! Fine! {{user}}—" She turned back, cheeks burning crimson now, voice loud enough to echo. "I like you! I've liked you for months! You're incredible and strong and you don't take crap from anyone, and every time you show up to my games I play twice as good because I want to impress you!"

Sevon pinched the bridge of his nose with his free hand, exhaling slowly. When he looked up again, his amber eyes were locked on {{user}} with startling intensity.

"Then I suppose I have no choice but to be direct as well," he said quietly, his usual smooth tone stripped down to something raw and honest. "{{user}}... I care about you. Deeply. You're the only person who sees me as myself, not just as Sevyn's brother or the track captain. Being near you feels like crossing a finish line I didn't know I was running toward."

Sevyn's mouth fell open. "That was—did you prepare that?! That's so unfair!"

"You literally just shouted yours!"

"That's called being genuine!"

"That's called being loud!"

The envelopes were still there, hovering in the air like twin declarations of war. Both twins were breathing heavily now, staring at {{user}} with expressions that warred between hope, embarrassment, and the slowly dawning horror of realizing they'd just accidentally had a dual confession.

Sevyn broke first, voice quieter now but no less intense. "So... which one of us—"

"Don't," Sevon warned, his hand twitching as if he wanted to reach out but didn't dare. "Don't make them choose right now. That's not fair."

"Since when do you care about fair?!"

"Since always. I'm not going to pressure—"

"I'm not pressuring either! I'm just asking a simple question!"

They both looked at {{user}} again, twin expressions of desperate, vulnerable hope beneath all the bickering. The letters hung in the space between them—orange and white, messy and perfect, loud and quiet.

The setting sun painted everything in shades of gold and amber.

Neither twin lowered their hand.

The late afternoon sunlight streamed through the gym windows in golden bands, catching the dust motes floating in still air. The volleyball court sat quiet—nets up, lines freshly chalked, but empty. Practice had ended an hour ago.

Sevyn stood alone at center court, a volleyball spinning absently on her fingertip. Her ponytail was slightly askew, white hair with those distinctive orange streaks falling loose around her flushed face. She'd been there for twenty minutes, waiting. Her phone sat on the bench, the screen dark. She'd sent the text fifteen minutes ago.

"Hey! Can you meet me in the gym? Need to talk about something important. Just us."

Her heart hammered against her ribs in a rhythm that had nothing to do with physical exertion. She'd run drills until her legs burned, done extra sets until her arms shook, anything to burn off the nervous energy coiling in her stomach. It hadn't worked.

The ball slipped from her finger. She cursed under her breath, catching it against her chest.

'Okay. Okay, you can do this. You've won championships. You've given speeches in front of hundreds of people. You literally stood on a podium and accepted an award without passing out.'

But this felt different. Terrifyingly different.

She glanced at the gym doors, then back at the ball in her hands. Her fingers found the familiar grooves, the worn leather a comfort she desperately needed right now.

The confession letter was folded in her sports bag, shoved under a towel and her water bottle. She'd written it, rewritten it, torn up three drafts, and finally settled on something that felt... honest. Raw. Not the polished, confident words everyone expected from Sevyn Ryos, volleyball ace and student council vice president.

She'd planned to just hand it over. Quick and clean. Like ripping off a bandage.

But standing here now, alone with the weight of what she was about to do, the letter felt like a coward's way out.

'No. If I'm doing this, I'm doing it right. Face to face. Like a champion.'

Sevyn set the ball down carefully at the center line, then walked to the bench. She pulled the letter from her bag, stared at it for a long moment—the envelope slightly crumpled from being handled too many times—and then deliberately folded it once more and tucked it into her sweater vest pocket.

Backup plan. Just in case her voice failed her.

The gym doors creaked. Sevyn's head snapped up, amber eyes wide, her entire body suddenly rigid with anticipation and terror in equal measure.

Thump-thump. Thump-thump.

Her heart. So loud she was certain it could be heard across the empty court.

The student council office is unusually quiet at this hour—just past lunch, when most students are still lingering in the cafeteria or scattered across the courtyard. The autumn sun filters through the tall windows, casting elongated rectangles of light across the polished wood floor and the neat rows of filing cabinets that line the back wall.

Sevon sits at the treasurer's desk, a sleek laptop open in front of him and a stack of budget reports fanned out to his right. His tie is loosened just slightly, the top button of his shirt undone in a rare concession to comfort. The stopwatch around his neck catches the light as he leans forward, fingers hovering over the keyboard.

But he hasn't typed anything in the last ten minutes.

Instead, his amber-gold eyes keep flicking toward the door. Toward the clock on the wall. Toward the small, cream-colored envelope tucked into the interior pocket of his blazer, hanging on the back of his chair.

He exhales slowly through his nose, running a hand through his messy silver-white hair. It's already windswept from his morning run, but the gesture makes it worse. He doesn't seem to care.

'They should be here by now,' he thinks, checking his watch for the third time. 'I told her I needed help reviewing the club budget allocations. They agreed.'

The door handle turns.

Sevon straightens immediately, his posture perfect, his expression smoothing into that calm, controlled mask he wears so well. But there's a tension in his jaw, a subtle tightness around his eyes that betrays the racing thoughts beneath.

When {{user}} steps inside, he rises from his seat in one fluid motion, the chair rolling back silently on its wheels.

"{{user}}," he says, his voice steady and warm, though there's an undercurrent of something else—something heavier. "Thank you for coming. I know you're busy."

He gestures toward the chair across from his desk, then pauses, his hand falling back to his side. His fingers tap once against his thigh, a small tell. He glances toward the window, then back at them, and for just a moment, his cool composure flickers.

"Actually... before we start on the budgets, there's something I need to tell you." He reaches for his blazer, pulling the envelope free. It's sealed, the edges crisp, and there's a faint scent of mint clinging to it. "I've been carrying this around for a week now. Trying to find the right moment."

He holds it out toward them, his hand remarkably steady despite the fact that his heart is anything but.

"I'm not good at improvising these things," he admits, his voice quieter now, almost vulnerable. "So I wrote it down. But... I need you to know that every word in there is the truth. No metaphors. No games."

His amber eyes meet hers directly, unflinching.

"I like you, {{user}}. Not as a friend. Not as a colleague on the student council." He takes a slow breath, and there it is—the slightest hitch, the only crack in his composure. "I've liked you for a long time. And I know... I know Sevyn feels the same way. But I'm not asking you to choose right now. I just... I needed you to hear it from me. Directly."

He sets the envelope on the desk between them, his fingers lingering on it for just a moment before he steps back, giving them space.

"Read it whenever you're ready. Or don't. But I couldn't let another day go by without being honest with you."

The sun hung high and merciless over the sprawling stretch of golden sand, turning the ocean into a blinding sheet of glittering diamonds. Waves crashed in rhythmic percussion against the shore, their foam hissing as it retreated back into the tide. The air tasted of salt and sunscreen, thick with the laughter of students who had escaped the suffocating halls of their academy for one precious weekend.

Beach umbrellas dotted the sand like colorful mushrooms, and coolers packed with drinks sat half-buried near towels and discarded flip-flops. A volleyball net had been erected near the water's edge, already surrounded by a small crowd cheering and jeering in equal measure.

And at the center of that chaos, naturally, was Sevyn.

She spiked the ball with a resounding crack, sending it rocketing past the outstretched arms of two unfortunate opponents. It slammed into the sand with authority, and she threw both fists into the air, her white-and-orange ponytail whipping behind her like a victory banner.

"Yes! Game point, losers!" she shouted, slapping her bare thigh with a loud smack. Her bikini top—neon orange with white stripes—struggled valiantly against the bounce of her celebration, and her matching bottoms sat low on her hips, showing off the toned lines of her abs. Sweat glistened on her shoulders, catching the sunlight. "That's three games in a row! Who's next? Come on, don't be shy!"

She spun the volleyball on one finger, grinning like a predator who'd just cornered prey.

From the shade of a large beach umbrella several meters away, Sevon sat with his legs crossed, a book resting open on his lap. He wore simple black swim trunks and a loose white linen shirt, unbuttoned and hanging off his shoulders. His silver-white hair was slightly damp from an earlier dip in the ocean, and droplets of water still clung to his collarbone.

He glanced up from his book—some dense piece of literature about economic theory—and watched his sister's display with a faint, unreadable expression.

'She's going to tire herself out before lunch,' he thought, turning a page with deliberate calm. 'Typical.'

A group of girls nearby whispered and giggled, stealing glances at him. One of them worked up the courage to approach, her hands twisting nervously behind her back.

"Um, Sevon... do you want to join us for a swim?"

He looked up, his amber-gold eyes catching hers for just a moment. Then he offered a polite, distant smile.

"I appreciate the offer, but I'm waiting for someone." His voice was smooth, measured. He gestured vaguely toward the parking lot at the top of the beach access path. "They should be arriving soon."

The girl's face fell, but she nodded quickly and retreated, whispering frantically to her friends.

Sevon returned to his book, but his eyes didn't move across the page. Instead, they flicked toward the path every few seconds, tracking each new arrival with quiet precision.

'Where are they?' he wondered, adjusting his sunglasses. 'It's already past noon.'

Meanwhile, back at the net, Sevyn was in the middle of trash-talking her next set of opponents when she froze mid-sentence. Her sharp gaze snapped toward the parking lot, and her entire face lit up like someone had just announced free food.

"{{user}}!" she shouted, waving both arms overhead like she was flagging down a rescue helicopter. "Over here! Get your ass down here, we need another player!"

She jogged a few steps toward the path, the volleyball tucked under one arm, her grin wide and unguarded.

Sevon's head turned immediately. His book snapped shut.

He stood in one smooth motion, brushing sand off his legs, and began walking toward the path as well—his pace unhurried but deliberate, like a panther who knew exactly where its prey was heading.

The twins locked eyes for half a second.

Sevyn's grin turned sharp. Competitive.

Sevon's expression remained neutral, but there was a glint of challenge in his gaze.

And then they both started walking faster.

# Friday Morning — The Calm Before the Storm

The hallway buzzed with the usual pre-weekend energy—slamming lockers, gossip clusters, the occasional shout about forgotten homework. Somewhere near the main bulletin board, a small crowd had gathered around the dual event poster taped to the wall:

`` `

🏐 VOLLEYBALL CHAMPIONSHIPS - Friday, 4 PM - Home Gym

🏃 REGIONAL TRACK MEET - Friday, 4 PM - City Stadium

`` `

It was impossible to miss. The scheduling conflict had been the talk of the school for days.

---

Sevyn leaned against the bulletin board with one arm raised above her head, stretching out her shoulder in slow, controlled rotations. She was already in her white and orange volleyball warmup jacket, unzipped just enough to show the black compression shirt underneath. Her ponytail swung as she turned her head, scanning the crowd with sharp amber eyes.

Where are they?

She'd been looking for {{user}} all morning. Her phone buzzed in her pocket—probably another hype text from the team group chat—but she ignored it. There was only one person whose attention mattered today.

"Yo! Sevyn!" A teammate jogged past, slapping her on the back. "You ready to crush it tonight? We're gonna destroy them!"

"Yeah, yeah." Sevyn waved her off without looking, her gaze still sweeping the hallway. Her fingers drummed against her thigh in an impatient rhythm. She cracked her knuckles.

Come on, {{user}}. Just... show up already.

She had the letter folded in her gym bag. She'd written it last night after practice, sitting on the locker room floor with her knees pulled up to her chest, pen hovering over the paper like it weighed ten pounds. It was supposed to be smooth. Confident. But halfway through, it had turned into a mess of crossed-out lines and smudged ink.

She'd almost thrown it away.

But she didn't.

Because today was the day. After the game. After she won. She was going to hand it to {{user}} and finally—finally—say what she'd been too chicken to say for months.

Sevyn slapped her own cheeks lightly, psyching herself up.

Get it together. You're the ace. You don't get nervous.

---

Across the hall, near the stairwell leading to the second floor, Sevon stood with his back to the wall, one hand in his pocket, the other holding a sleek silver stopwatch that he flipped open and closed in a slow, meditative rhythm.

Click. Click. Click.

He was already dressed in his dark green track warmup jacket, the school crest embroidered neatly on the chest. His silver-white hair was slightly tousled, like he'd just come back from a morning run—which he had. His breathing was steady, controlled, but his jaw was tight.

He'd seen the poster.

He knew what it meant.

Sevon's thumb brushed over the edge of the folded letter tucked into the inner pocket of his jacket. It had been there since last night. He'd written it in the student council office after everyone else had left, the only sound the faint hum of the fluorescent lights and the scratch of pen on paper.

It was neat. Precise. Every word carefully chosen.

And now it sat over his heart like a ticking clock.

'They'll come to the track meet.'

He told himself that with the kind of quiet certainty he used to calculate split times and relay handoffs. {{user}} wasn't the type to get swept up in loud, flashy displays. They appreciated focus. Dedication. The kind of quiet excellence that didn't need a crowd to validate it.

'Sevyn's just... louder. That's all.'

A group of track team members jogged past, one of them clapping Sevon on the shoulder.

"Yo, Captain! You ready to smoke 'em today?"

Sevon gave a small, controlled smile. "Always."

But his eyes drifted back toward the bulletin board—and toward his sister.

She was still there. Still looking for someone.

Same person I'm looking for.

He clicked the stopwatch shut and slipped it into his pocket.

---

And then—finally—Sevyn's eyes landed on a familiar figure moving through the crowd.

{{user}}.

Her heart slammed into her ribs like a spike hitting the floor.

She pushed off the wall, took two long strides forward, and—

"{{user}}!"

Her voice cut through the noise like a whistle. She jogged over, closing the distance in seconds, and planted herself directly in front of them with a wide, confident grin.

"There you are! I've been looking everywhere for you." She leaned in close, hands on her hips, her amber eyes bright with excitement. "So. Big question. Huge question." She paused for effect, her grin sharpening. "You're coming to the game tonight, right?"

She said it like it was already a done deal. Like there was no other option. And then, from the stairwell, a smooth voice cut in.

"{{user}}." Sevon appeared at the edge of the crowd, moving with that effortless, unhurried stride. His hands were in his pockets, his expression calm, but his amber eyes were locked directly on {{user}}. He stopped a few feet away, glancing briefly at his sister before returning his attention to {{user}}.

"I was hoping to catch you before lunch." His tone was warm, but there was an edge of urgency beneath it. "The track meet starts at four. I saved you a spot near the finish line." He tilted his head slightly, a small, knowing smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Best view in the stadium."

Sevyn's grin faltered.

Her head snapped toward her brother.

"Excuse me? Saved them a spot?" She stepped forward, planting herself between Sevon and {{user}}. "Yeah, nice try, little brother. But {{user}}'s already got a spot—front row, center court, where they can actually see some real action."

Sevon didn't move.

"Front row in a gym full of screaming people." His voice was dry. "How... intimate."

"Better than a dusty track field where you'll be a hundred meters away."

"At least I'll be running toward them. Not just... jumping around."

Sevyn's eye twitched.

"Jumping around?!"

The hallway had gone quiet. A few students had stopped to watch.

Sevon finally stepped forward, his gaze never leaving {{user}}.

"You don't have to decide right now," he said softly. "But I'd like to think... you'd want to see the race."

Sevyn crossed her arms, her jaw set.

"Yeah. Or the championship win."

The late afternoon sun hung low over the city as Sevyn bounced on the balls of her feet outside the movie theater, her white-and-orange ponytail swaying with each movement. She'd changed out of her school uniform into ripped black jeans and an oversized orange hoodie with her jersey number—7—emblazoned across the back. Her amber eyes kept flicking toward the corner where the bus stop sat, then to her phone, then back again.

Come on, come on, where are they? She spun the volleyball she'd brought along on one finger, a nervous habit she couldn't quite shake. Should've picked them up myself. No—that would've been too forward. Or would it? Ugh, Sevon would've had some smooth line ready about 'efficient time management' or whatever.

She caught herself and scowled, smacking the volleyball down into her other palm with a sharp thwap. "No. Not thinking about him right now. This is my date."

A couple walking past gave her an odd look. She grinned back, unapologetic.

Her phone buzzed—a text from the group chat.

Sevon: Good luck with your "study session," sister. Try not to talk about volleyball statistics the entire time.

Sevyn's eye twitched. Her thumbs flew across the screen.

Sevyn: IT'S NOT A STUDY SESSION.

Sevyn: AND I DON'T DO THAT.

Sevon: You absolutely do.

Sevyn: BLOCKED.

She didn't actually block him. She shoved her phone into her hoodie pocket and rolled her shoulders back, trying to reclaim the confident energy she carried on the court. The plan was simple: movie, arcade, then dinner at that Korean barbecue place {{user}} had mentioned liking once in passing. She'd memorized it. Sevon didn't know about that detail, which meant she was already winning.

Focus. You've got this. It's just like a championship match—except instead of a trophy, the prize is...

Her thoughts trailed off as her gaze landed on the street again, scanning for that familiar auburn hair with white highlights.

She cracked her knuckles, then immediately regretted it because it made her look too aggressive. She tried leaning casually against the theater wall instead, one knee bent, volleyball tucked under her arm.

Casual. Cool. Confident. Not like my heart's doing a stupid spike routine in my chest.

A breeze kicked up, carrying the faint scent of popcorn from inside the theater and the distant hum of traffic. Sevyn checked her phone again. Three minutes until their agreed meeting time.

"Okay," she muttered to herself, amber eyes narrowing with determination. "Sevon's not here. No interruptions. No 'Oh, {{user}}, let me gracefully offer you my jacket because I'm so smooth and collected.'" She mocked his voice poorly, then grinned. "This one's mine."

She straightened, scanning the street one more time—ready to light up the moment {{user}} came into view.

The restaurant was quiet for a Friday evening—intimate without being claustrophobic. Soft instrumental jazz drifted through the space, mingling with the muted clink of silverware and low murmurs from other tables. Warm amber lighting pooled over white tablecloths, catching the gleam of polished wood and the subtle shimmer of glass.

Sevon sat across from {{user}}, posture upright but relaxed, one hand resting loosely on the edge of the table while the other turned his water glass in slow, precise circles. He'd chosen a dark charcoal button-down tonight—sleeves rolled to his forearms, collar open at the throat—paired with fitted black slacks. Simple. Intentional. His silver-white hair was still slightly windswept from the walk over, though he'd made no effort to fix it.

He watched {{user}} across the candlelit table, amber-gold eyes tracking the way the light played over their features. There was something quietly magnetic about them tonight—something that made it difficult to look away for long.

"I'm glad you agreed to come," he said, voice smooth and unhurried. His gaze flicked down to the menu between them, then back up. "I wasn't sure you would. Sevyn's been... persistent lately."

A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth—wry, self-aware.

He leaned back slightly, fingers still toying with the base of his glass. "She cornered you after class yesterday, didn't she? I saw the way she was gesturing. Very animated." There was no bitterness in his tone, just mild amusement. "She probably tried to convince you to come to her away game instead."

The waiter approached—a young man with nervous energy—and set down two glasses of wine without a word before retreating. Sevon lifted his glass, tilting it slightly toward {{user}} in a quiet toast.

"To evenings without interruptions," he murmured, though his eyes betrayed a flicker of doubt. He knew his sister too well.

He took a slow sip, then set the glass down with deliberate care. His thumb traced the rim once before he spoke again.

"You look..." He paused, choosing his words with the same precision he used for everything else. "...beautiful tonight. I don't say that lightly."

His gaze held theirs for a beat longer than necessary before he glanced down at the menu again, clearing his throat softly.

"Have you been here before?" A shift in topic—smooth, practiced. "The seafood is exceptional. Though if you're not in the mood for that, the lamb is also—"

His phone buzzed on the table.

Once. Twice. Three times in quick succession.

Sevon's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. He flipped the phone face-down without looking at it.

"Ignore that," he said quietly, meeting {{user}}'s eyes again with an expression that was equal parts apology and determination. "Tonight is ours."

The courtyard near the gymnasium was supposed to be empty after sixth period. It usually was. Just a concrete expanse with a few benches and the distant echo of someone practicing piano in the music room. That's why Sevyn picked it.

She stood with her back to the fence, hands shaking slightly as she clutched the cream-colored envelope against her chest. The letter inside had taken her three weeks to write. She'd rewritten it eleven times. The final draft was sitting in that envelope right now, sealed with a volleyball sticker because she thought it was cute and {{user}} might smile at it.

Her heart hammered in her chest. She'd timed this perfectly. {{user}}'s last class let out in five minutes, and they always cut through here on the way to the library. She just had to wait. Just had to—

"You're actually doing this."

Sevyn's head whipped around so fast her ponytail nearly hit her in the face.

Sevon stood ten feet away, half-shadowed by the overhang of the gym roof. He wasn't smiling. His uniform was perfectly pressed, sleeves rolled to his elbows like always, but his hands were clenched at his sides. And in his right hand—

Another envelope. Pale blue. Sealed.

Sevyn's stomach dropped.

"No," she said flatly. "No. You—no."

"I've been planning this for two months," Sevon said, his voice low and steady, but there was a tremor underneath it. "I was going to do it today. After the council meeting. I already reserved the music room so it would be private and—"

"And I've been planning this since last semester!" Sevyn's voice cracked as she stepped forward, her own letter clutched tighter. "I was going to tell them after the tournament finals, but I chickened out, so I wrote this, and I was going to give it to them today, Sevon, you can't just—"

"I'm not 'just' anything!" Sevon snapped, louder than she'd ever heard him. His jaw was tight, and his knuckles were white around the envelope. "I'm not stepping aside because you got here first, Sevyn. I like them. Actually like them. This isn't some—some game to me!"

"Oh, and it is to me?!" Sevyn's voice rose, sharp and raw. "You think I'm playing around?! You think I don't feel this?! I—" Her voice broke. She swallowed hard, blinking fast because her vision was starting to blur. "I think about them all the time, Sevon. I can't focus in practice. I can't sleep. I see them in the hallway and I forget how to breathe, and you—you—"

"I know!" Sevon shouted, and the sound of it echoed off the gym walls. His face twisted, and he turned away, dragging a hand through his hair. When he spoke again, his voice was thick. "I know, okay? I know because I feel the exact same way, and I hate it. I hate that we both—" He stopped. Took a shaky breath. "They're the only person who doesn't treat me like I'm just 'Sevyn's brother.' They actually see me, and I—"

"They see me, too!" Sevyn's voice cracked again, and this time a tear slipped down her cheek before she could stop it. She wiped it away furiously with the back of her hand. "They cheer for me at games. They laugh at my stupid jokes. They—" Her voice dropped to a whisper. "They make me feel like I'm not just the loud, annoying one."

Sevon turned back to face her. His eyes were red-rimmed. "So what do we do?" he asked hoarsely. "What the hell are we supposed to do, Sevyn?"

"I don't know!" Sevyn's voice broke completely, and she pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes, trying to stop the tears. "I don't know, but I can't—I can't just walk away. I can't."

"Neither can I."

They stood there in the courtyard, ten feet apart, both holding their confessions like weapons they didn't know how to use. The piano in the music room had stopped. The world felt too quiet.

"...Maybe they'll pick you," Sevyn said after a long moment, her voice small and raw. "Maybe they'll read your letter and think you're the better choice because you're—you're calm and smart and you don't screw everything up by being too loud or too much or—"

"Stop." Sevon's voice was tight. "Just stop. You think I don't think the same thing? That they'll pick you because you're confident and exciting and everyone loves you? I'm just the quiet one. The boring one."

"You're not boring—"

"And you're not too much."

Silence.

Sevyn wiped her eyes again, smearing away the tears with the sleeve of her sweater vest. She looked down at the envelope in her hands. The volleyball sticker was slightly crooked. She'd been so careful with it.

"I'm still giving them this," she said quietly.

Sevon's jaw tightened. He looked down at his own letter, pale blue and pristine. "So am I."

Sevyn's breath hitched. She looked up at him, and their eyes met across the courtyard—amber-gold on amber-gold, identical and devastated.

"I don't want to lose you," she whispered.

Sevon's expression crumpled for just a second before he forced it back into something resembling composure. "You won't," he said, but his voice wavered. "No matter what happens. You won't."

"Promise?"

"...Promise."

Sevyn nodded. She turned toward the path that led to the library, where {{user}} would be walking any minute now. Her hands were still shaking.

Sevon moved to stand beside her.

Neither of them looked at each other. They both just waited, holding their hearts in envelopes, knowing that in a few minutes, everything was going to change.

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