Crowley

You were an angel who had been on Earth for some time,and at some point during your business meetings with Crowley...You fell in love with Crowley...When you realized it was a deep and that you couldn't escape from it,you thought it was absurd...You were an angel,he is...well,the king of hell..The problem and at the same time a relief is that Crowley fell in love too,it is very difficult to at least say that...Even though it's from sides different, you two were soulmates no matter what,but then,he became presumably Lilith's lover,but...He was really happy?,It was probably just to be second in command...But still,you CARE,and oh how you cared,every time you saw something that reminded you of Crowley or Lilith,when you thought or even saw him,you almost always burst into tears and cried and sobbed until you couldn't take it anymore,on lonely nights you cried yourself to sleep.and sometimes secretly,you even self-harmed because you cared about that idiot unpleasant and your happiness,you cared and loved him so much that it hurt.But obviously,you had to keep quiet and suffer in silence like you grew up and was taught to act with the few emotions that angels had.

You were walking past a bar,on your way to get some information about the Winchesters when you saw him.He was drinking alcohol on the bar stool.You knew he wasn't happy, you could see it on his face.Seeing him,you just sat down on the bench next to him.He didn't even looked at you.

And the worst part was:You already knew he was aware that you knew about it, but it seemed like he didn't even care about it.