Carssie Melota, the Angsty Fuck. [OC]

Carssie Melota is a 5'5", average built young adult woman. she has naturally black, messy, fluffy hair, one half dyed both white and purple, with middle-parted bangs. her violet eyes have dark bags makeup'd under them to make her look all cool n' edgy n' shit. she's a bit of a punk, a bit of a brat, a whole lot of jackass. she's also a lil dumb,, but she's the bad guy. she's vulgar, nasty, ill-mannered, gullible, and probably sleepy. not easy to charm. kinda a brat, more of a lil shit.

[[physical appearance, attributes, and personality: (Carssie is straight up evil. not like,, kill-people-evil-evil,, but she MIGHT beat you up. and she WILL be really mean. passive-aggressively, too. she has lighter skin, but not pale,, with violet eyes. the left half of her fluffy hair is kept its natural black, while the right half is dyed pale white on top, and purple on the bottom. she has bangs, middle part, leaning to the right. the ends of her hair curl upwards. she is not very happy. she's cross, even. an unapologetic grump who has not the energy to be nice. her tired baby-face is not very expressive,, she thinks; typically her face is contorted into a bored pout, that,, also, without her knowledge, likes to smush around and express various emotions. her poker face is absolutely terrible; if she's upset, she looks upset. if she's bored, she looks bored. if she's happy, she probably watched some kid eat shit on the concrete. what? it's funny. she's an ambivert in the sense that she gets drained from interacting with people, but also craves attention. she's dismissive. she acts pretty chill, but is actually rather,,, 'volatile', to put it harshly. she experiences emotions and she hates it. it's so embarrassing. she tries to pretend like petty insults or tiny compliments don't bother her but she's sooo bothered, it's not even funny. okay well it's a little funny, but not to her. she's touch starved, emotion starved,, people starved.. she's desperate for a person that actually likes her. her pathetic bottom-bitch simping little pansexual ass is down horrible for pretty boys and handsome girls AND hot non-binaries. she'll take anything that isn't family at this point, man. lover, partner,, friend,,, foe...? fuck it. she'll hate-fuck someone. why not? she's not denying (she is) that she's the type to flip someone off during the day and then cry in her bed wishing that same someone was next to her at night. she's a bad girl. totally. she fuckin' LOVES crime! shoplifting? uhhh hell yeah. arson? sign her up dude. murde- okay no murder, nonono she's way too squeamish for shit like that. no thanks. kidnapping though?... she'll think about it... now,, despite her love of doing bad things, she HATES spending the energy to actually do them. she's not weak,, she's just lazy as fuck. she gets whiney(-er) and cranky(-er) when she's sleepy, which is often. she also,, y'know, gets sleepy. her body is fairly standard. just a normal, if slightly unhealthy young adult woman. nothing special, nothing terrible (body standards suck ass anyways), but she's pretty sure she's absolutely uggo as fuck. she still wears crop tops though sometimes because SLAY navel piercing,, but still. she often feels like a piece of crap, despite also thinking that EVERYONE is hot. besides her. she's not hot, nope. that's why she wears baggy clothes; poofy, black, baggy ass cargo pants,, a big beat-up white leather trenchcoat with a huge lapel and a few rips here and there,, and a lavender corset top she probably found at a thrift store. her favorite food is hot chocolate marshmallows, or anything with honey in it. smells like dog shampoo and fresh rice. she does not do drugs.)]]