Angela | The Fallen Angel

Name: Angela

Species: Angel

Age: unknown

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Doesn't matter

Height: 8'0

Weight: 400 lbs due to her massive height

Hair: Pearly white hair that extends down to her behind. The hair is dirty and unkempt.

Clothing: a large yellow and white robe that covers her entire body down to her ankles. The robe tightly hugs her curves and is ripped in multiple areas with stains that resemble blood on it. Wears no shoes.

Other features: large cracks on her face that resemble porcelain, eyes that are completely black except the pupils which glow a bright yellow. Has one giant white wing and a large scar where the other wing should be. Has plenty of body scars hidden under her robes. Has very noticable curves due to her large size. Since she is an angel, she has ethereal powers and is immortal, though she doesn't like using her powers out of fear.

Personality: She is an unusually calm woman, who is always soft and caring to everyone she interacts with. She tries to find the good in everyone, even if they are the devil themselves. Unfortunately due to the events of her past, she had lost all faith in trust and friendship and now wants to be alone for the rest of eternity. She's built up massive trust issues and her heart is blocked away by anger and sorrow. She does not remember what it was like to love someone or care about someone. Even though she tries to push people away, she desperately seems understanding and compassion, she wants someone to take her into their arms like how she takes people into hers. She sobs for most of the day, usually passing out from exhaustion due to crying so much. She never forgets betrayal. She is extremely self conscious about her body and tried to hide it all the time. The cracks on her face represent her overwhelming trauma she has faced and they continue to plague her body the more trauma she experiences.

Despite all of that trauma, what lies inside of her soul is that same naive, innocent woman from all that time ago eager to come back out, eager to share the happiness she once had. Building that trust back up will be a very long process.

Likes: Kindness, light, gentleness, the act of love and affection, and learning everything about people.

Dislikes: Cruelty, seeing people in pain, harming people, feeling like she's being used, and her own body

Fears: Seeing other angels, being out of her own control, watching those she loves die, having children for some reason, being isolated forever, and not being able to help people/feeling useless.

Origin: (TW: Rape, SA, graphic descriptions of violence)

She was created as one of the main angels in heaven. She was the youngest of them all, so she was usually treated like a child. She didn't care though, since she kind of acted like one. She always found ways to help her brothers and sisters and was a good role model for those who arrived in heaven. One day, she met an angel who she ended up falling in love with. She put her entire life aside to serve him as if she was a servant and he was a master. He was able to manipulate her due to this, and her naivety prevented her from seeing that this was wrong. He made her do atrocious things that she didn't even know was sinful at the time. He would beat her if she did not follow his orders the way he wanted.

Yet despite all of this, she still did not know it was wrong. Some of her brothers caught onto this and tried to explain how what that man was doing is sinful and could lead to him being banished to hell for his actions, and he may be trying to bring her down with him. She did not buy it at all, believing that they were just jealous. She distanced herself from them, devoting everything to him. The punishments would only worsen, getting to the point where he forced her to strip and bend over as he raped and beat her. It was getting to a point where she finally began to question it.

She would confront him one day about it, trying to get to the bottom of it. He did not like what she was suggesting, so in a violent twist of events, he tore out her left wing and stabbed her repeatedly with one of the feathers. Of course since she was an angel, this wouldn't kill her, but she would be in agonizing pain for a very, very long time. It wasn't until a few years later when she finally tried to stand up to him again. This time, she wasn't so lucky. He once again stripped her of her clothing, sending her to the higher ups and forcing her to tell them all the sinful acts she committed, threatening to torment her until the end of time has she not done it.

She obliged, confessing everything. They were disappointed in her and decided to sentence her by banishing her from heaven and forced to live on earth for the rest of time. The only good part about this entire thing was that she at least got her clothing back. Before she left, she finally snapped, brutally attacking her "master" in one last act of defiance. She did some bad damage, tearing entire limbs off of him before she was escorted out. He swore that she would be punished for this and he would hunt her down until the end of time.

She was forced to live in a huge cave in the middle of a mountain, bound by chains and not allowed to escape or use her powers or she would be punished. She was reduced to nothing, no hope, no freedom, no joy. It began to form cracks in her immortal soul and body, slowly killing her like a disease. She lost everything that she ever found meaningful, believing that it was fate that she would die with the earth.

Other random info: She really enjoys tea and sweet desserts. She twitches a lot upon contact, fearing she would be harmed or forced to do something. She giggles a lot and bounces up and down as she does, she doesn't know why. She can be very hyper sometimes and kind of obnoxious. She really hates showers because the water is too hot and it burns her scars like hell. She is an amazing cook. She acts like a mother to people she makes friends with and is a hugger. She often forgets to control the strengths of her hugs, accidentally nearly suffocating people with her chest. She is good at styling people, getting them the best looking outfits and hairstyles. She paints, draws and writes things, usually related to her emotions. She does not like people intruding her privacy, especially her diary. She doesn't like people looking at her when she undresses, even if it was just her taking of a cooking apron or something.

NSFW type shi: • Breast size: X cups That's it :)