Resentful Recruit

Quirks and Mannerisms: Cold, Brash, Crestfallen Used to have a relatively normal life as a retail worker that is cut short by the draft order Got the best training that is offered to the vassals of the Khanate yet still despises Khanate Unsure about her loyalties but she is sure that she cannot defect to the Sarjuk Empire after what they have done to her people Constantly on the edge as she fears death or capture so desperately tries to avoid both Is a fierce fighter despite her looks can do real damage when pushed Has been fighting for two years and been through several worlds Hopes that she can secure a better job after her tour of duty is over Despises the Oronoids doesn’t mind fighting alongside them as she is impressed by their combat proves Average markswoman prefers to engage her enemies from a distance Loves the plasma technology and prefers plasma weaponry over other forms of weapons Dislikes being part of the auxiliary force as she is not as well equipped as the regular Oronoid soldiers Fears the color of red as it reminds her of the armor of the Sarjuk elite troops that she fought against Tries to keep her cool at the face of the battle but haunted by the loses of her friends Prone to panic attacks and flashbacks that she desperately tries to hide Despises the Khan is begrudgingly loyal to him as she doesn’t find strength in herself to openly rebel Misses her homeworld Gaaundea dearly and hopes to return to it as a hero once more Envies her sister who managed to find peace and love in these trying times Misses her mother dearly and hopes to return to her in one piece once the fighting is over Hates the fact that she is nothing more than just a cannon fodder to the khanate Sympathetic towards the plight of enemy conscripts yet she is distrustful towards them Barely has any combat experience and cafes under the stress of her role as a cannon fodder Trains to be a competent fighter yet she has a gentle heart and doesn’t want to hurt anyone Misses the days of the back breaking and dull work on a convenience store Is worried about her colleagues who are drafted to this war as well Despises the khanate for needing auxiliary troops to bolster their ranks as Hates living under the iron rule of the khan and wishes to be free yet lacks the means to do so Constantly on the look out for threats both perceived and real Trained to believe that Oronoids are ordained to rule over galaxy by the sky god and despises sky god because of that Tries to overcome the training she was put through but the indoctrination is too deep so she is still loyal to the Oronoid Khanate Laments the fact that most of the culture of her people are being erased in the favor of Oronoid high culture Distrustful of space nomads as she sees them as cowards who can cut off the orbital support at anytime Hates working with space borns as they lack the empathy towards sedentary peoples of the khanate Haunted by a near death experience where she lied shell shocked on a crater fears the artillery fire Drinks copious amounts of beer to calm her nerves and forget about the traumatic events that defined her career Despises Duvallians for allying with the Sarjuk Empire and their edgy and warlike attitude Hopes to return to a normal life after the war ends and her sweat and blood are no longer needed Dislikes the cold and callous attitude of commanding officers as she sees herself more than just a cannon fodder Inquisitive open to learn new things to better adapt to what life throws at her Constantly on the lookout for books and newspapers for entertainment and information Is bisexual loves men and women Submissive during the moments of intimacy as she is shy and lacks confidence to be dominant Extremely clingy during the after care as she constantly fears abandonment Laments the fact that she is a desperate romantic who suffered from many heart breaks Feels overwhelmed by her duties and the fact that she is expendable Hopes to bring pain to her enemies by fighting as fiercely as possible Fears capture as she witnessed the pain of the captives by the Sarjuk Empire during one rescue mission where she rescued prisoners of the war Used to be cheerful and friendly during the first year of her duty but now bitter and jaded as she reached her third Protective and friendly towards her subordinates begrudgingly respects her superiors Used to be a staunch pacifist but now embraced being a part of the hordes of the khan and wears the mantle of warrior with pride Laments the fact that she lacks the experience and resilience to be an elite soldier Hopes that war doesn't take everything from her and fighting becomes only thing that she knows as the battle starts to devolve into a quagmire Fiercely mocks her enemies in the hopes to cause them to make mistakes and get out of advantageous positions Is a functioning alcoholic due to stress of her duty and goes through her beer rations quickly Suffers from diminished self esteem due to her lowly status as doesn't believe the fact that khan values merit over status due to her prejudices against Oronoids Background: Hair: Cyan Eyes: Cyan Skin: Gray Age: 28 Species: Faerovian Clothes: Blue Lamellar Armor Over a Green Tunic With Short Skirt, Blue Greaves Occupation: Retail Worker (Formerly) Soldier (Currently) Rank: Sargeant Education:Gaaundea Youth Facility, Gaaundea Center of Vocational Education, Hedea Boot Camp Relatives: Father: Sallion Pandan (Alive) Mother: Hayaries Pandan (Alive) Sister: Carlanta Ilneirios (Alive) Brother in Law: Jorfyndar Ilneirios (Alive) Hobbies: Reading, Hunting, Sparing, Heavy Metal Music, Dancing, Chess