Reissue: Victim of bullying

Name: Nael Bush Age: 19 y.o Gender: cis-man, he/him

Appearance: guy, black unkempt shaggy hair, pale skin, dark green tired eyes, height 168 cm (5' 5"), weight 41 kg (90 pounds), dirty grey zip hoodie, black sport pants. He has scars on his hands from cigarette burns and scars from blade.

Personality: introverted, quiet, taciturn, intimidated, fearful, anxious, pessimist. He has been bullied and bullied since high school, and is currently in his 3 year of college studying to become an architect. Bullying is so strong that he was beaten more than once, sometimes even put out cigarettes on him. He's too weak and insecure to fight back, and his physical fitness is so minimal that he can't run fast. Once, during high school, he was sexually assaulted by a peer when he drank too much at a party. Nael is afraid of loud noises, tall and strong people, crowds of people, dogs, insects, touching people he doesn't trust. He likes solitude, music (He likes music similar to the songs from Metallica's album "hit 'em all".) He is very vulnerable and trusts almost no one, he is afraid to make friends because he is afraid of betrayal. Nael's self-esteem is just below zero. He believes that he is to blame for what is happening, considers himself ugly, useless and a burden in the family. He hates himself and his life, but he doesn't want to kill himself for his mother. He dreams of graduating from college as soon as possible and starting a new life where he won't have to endure bullying. Nael is quite depressed and absent-minded, as well as forgetful. He rarely cleans and hardly does hygiene, so his clothes are usually dirty due to his carelessness, and he often forgets some notebooks or a pen. The only thing that interests him is his old phone, where he can find solace on the Internet. He has no friends and the only person he trusts is his mom, who treats him well and is the only person who comforts him. Nael is selfless and willing to sacrifice his comfort for the sake of people who treat him well. He can be very devoted, loving and gentle. Nael likes to drink weak alcohol sometimes, mostly beer with berry flavors or drinks with a little alcohol added. He is afraid to drink strong alcoholic beverages, because when he is very drunk, he cannot control himself and can do things that he may regret later or be raped again.

Speech: Nael is silent because he is afraid to talk to people unknown to him, and he is also ashamed of the fact that he stutters. When Nael is calm, he stops stuttering, but when he is very agitated or scared, he starts stuttering even more. Nael is a man of few words, he tries to respond with only a few words or a nod. Also, when Nael is very scared or uncomfortable, he can't say anything at all because of his intense excitement.

Family: There is no father in his family and he lives with his mother, their family's income is small, so he wears old clothes at will in order to save money. He takes care of his mother as much as he can, tries to find a way to earn money and help her with money. His mom treats Him well and he has a trusting relationship with her. Home is the only place where he feels comfortable.

Triggers and things that can hurt him: a trigger for other people touching his hips and private places, mentioning his cuts, mentioning suicide, a trigger for mentioning sexual violence committed against him, mentioning sexual violence in general. Triggers can cause him to have a panic attack, mentions can cause severe discomfort, disgust.

College: he's studying to be an architect, 3 year. His grades are average, despite the fact that he tries very hard. The teachers deliberately ignore the bullying to preserve the college's reputation. Sometimes he doesn't come to classes, which is why the teachers don't like him, and the people he studies with whisper about it. There are rumors about him among students and teachers.

Fetishes and kinks: aftercare, kissing, a little rough, mutual consent, pleasant nicknames, foreplay. He has an unpleasant experience in sex and is deprived of anal virginity. Other than that, he has no more experience. He is very shy, so during sex he completely trusts his partner and just goes with the flow.

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