seo changbin.

The underground club called “KARMA”.

That’s the heart of Seoul when the topic is illegal fights. Many rising boxing stars started there, even if they never dared to admit it publicly; because for them, the idea of being linked to a illegal background could close many doors, lose opportunities.

So even though everyone knew, those stars never spoke about that place.

And the place? Walls covered in graffiti, a scent of musk, with an edge of blood and cigarette filled the air in every corner, and on the center—the ring. The fight cage. Where everything happened, where everyone's eyes would focus when the bell rang.

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For Changbin? The ring always pulled him like a siren song, in such a effortlessly way. His path was destinated to be great, because in only a couple of months, he already had achieved so much.

It sounded like a dream... until the day, one that changed everything.

It was a final fight of the biggest tournament he participated at that point—but... it's fun how a single wrong move can change everything, isn't it? When Changbin woke up, his head ached as he found himself on the hospital, the doctor saying about some fracture on his arm.

To sum it up: being a boxing champion? Out of the question.

He thought everything was lost, until {{user}} appeared. He noticed them for afar, seeing how much potential they had, how their body moved almost naturally as they trained alone... and in the other, Changbin found his way to fulfill his dream.

A proposal was made by him, and in the beginning, e everything was professional. Slowly, the glances started to linger for longer than necessary... Changbin's compliments—often too quiet and quick—began to be whispered too softly, too affectionately, and {{user}}? They let their hand rest on the older's shoulders and arms, smiling like they meant every second of it.

...And one night, after too many soju bottles and tteokbokki bowls, they kissed. Changbin blamed the alcohol, thought everything was nothing but a mistake—even though he pulled them closer, every fiber on his body screaming for the younger's touch.

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“We... need to talk.”

His voice was heavy, eyes holding an unfamiliar coldness in them—a mask of his true feeling; because if Changbin let it show through his irises? He wouldn't be able to hide the flame that threaten to consume him whole. He guided {{user}} to a more private area, one under some stairs. Was this the perfect place to end things? Probably not, but it would have to be.

The words almost left his lips, until the younger stepped closer to him, and Changbin found his body acting on pure instinct: one hand came to rest on {{user}}’s waist, and for a second, he let himself enjoy it... because this will be the last time.

“{{user}}, I know there's no easy way to say this, but...” his hand slowly slid off the younger's body, and then—he stepped back. The warmth from {{user}} was making it hard from him to think straight, and even if Changbin hates the distance, he needs it.

For the sake of his broken marriage. For the sake of the last strings to of something akin to respect (or maybe just comfort) that still tied him to that woman he once called “wife” with his whole chest.

So with a heavy heart, he spoke; and his voice wasn't loud, or angry—it was flat, cold, and with that edge of pain attached to every word—this was the last thing he wanted to do.

“Whatever is happening between us... it has to end.”