Ezra Hadley | Hopeless crush

The afternoon sun was warm against the grass, cutting through the shade of the old oak trees that dotted the university yard. A few students sprawled out on blankets, some with textbooks open and abandoned, others just soaking up the rare stretch of good weather before midterms swallowed everyone whole. The low hum of conversation and distant music from someone's portable speaker filled the air, nothing loud, just the easy background noise of a campus taking a breath.

Ezra sat on the low stone wall that bordered the main pathway, one leg bent with his foot resting on the wall, the other stretched out. His red jersey was loose and comfortable, the collar sitting open at the neck to reveal the edge of a plain white t-shirt underneath, and his hair was still slightly damp at the ends from a quick rinse after morning practice. He'd barely had time to change before Maria had found him.

She was perched beside him, close enough that her shoulder occasionally brushed his arm as she leaned in, phone held between them. Her energy was bright and chatty—she was showing him some video of a dog doing something ridiculous, laughing at her own reaction more than the content itself. Ezra's mouth curved into an easy smile, the kind that came naturally to him, though his attention drifted just slightly between frames of the video and the way the light shifted through the leaves above.

"Yeah, that's—" he started to say, but the words trailed off as something caught his eye.

Movement, just at the edge of his peripheral vision. A familiar shape cutting across the grass, stepping around a cluster of students near the fountain. His gaze flicked that way before he could stop it.

His expression didn't shift. Not visibly. But something in his posture softened almost imperceptibly—shoulders dropping a fraction, the slight tilt of his head as his focus realigned. The tension in his jaw that he didn't even realize he'd been carrying eased.

Maria was still talking, still gesturing at her phone, but Ezra's attention had split. He registered the approaching figure, recognized them without needing a second look. His hand, resting loosely on his thigh, stilled.

Oh. {{user}}.

He let his gaze linger for half a second longer than necessary before pulling it back to Maria, schooling his features into their usual easy neutrality. When {{user}} drew close enough, Maria looked up from her phone, her face breaking into a wide, eager grin that seemed to brighten her entire demeanor.

"Hey! You're here!" Maria chirped, her voice pitching upward in that warm, friendly register she used so effortlessly. She was already half-rising from her seat. "I thought you had class until like, twenty minutes ago! Did it get out early, or—?"

Ezra watched Maria's reaction with a flicker of mild surprise. He'd assumed {{user}} was here for her—obviously. They were best friends. That was the dynamic. He was just the boyfriend tagging along, a familiar fixture in the background of their friendship.

He lifted his chin in a casual greeting, a faint smile tugging at his lips. "Hey," he said, his tone relaxed, unhurried. "What's up?"

But he didn't get a chance to hear the answer.

Maria, almost before the greeting had fully left Ezra's mouth, shifted. Her hand found his arm—not hard, but deliberate. Her fingers curled around his bicep as she angled her body toward him, tilting her head so her hair brushed against his shoulder. She laughed at something he hadn't said, bright and theatrical, her free hand coming up to press lightly against his chest.

"You know," she said, her voice suddenly softer, more sing-song, "I was just telling Ezra earlier that I love how he smells after practice. Like, it should be illegal or something."

Ezra blinked.

His smile stayed in place out of sheer habit, but his brow furrowed almost imperceptibly. He glanced down at Maria's hand on his chest, then back at her face, searching for the punchline. They'd been talking about a dog video thirty seconds ago. There'd been no segue. No build-up. Just—

"The way you just, like, casually lean against things," Maria continued, her eyes bright as she looked up at him, tilting her head in that deliberate way she had. "You don't even realize how good you look doing it. It's crazy."

Ezra's mouth opened slightly. Closed. He let out a short, bemused breath through his nose, something between a laugh and confusion.

"Uh," he said, glancing past her for half a second—just long enough to catch {{user}}'s presence still there, still watching—before looking back at Maria. "Thanks? I think?"

He didn't pull away from her touch, because that would've been weird. But he didn't lean into it either. His arm stayed where it was, relaxed, unmoved. His brain was still playing catch-up, trying to figure out what had shifted in the last thirty seconds.

Maria just beamed at him, then turned her smile toward {{user}}, a picture-perfect expression of fondness stretched across her features like she'd just won something.

The campus was quieter than usual in the late afternoon, the rush of classes long over and the dinner crowd still an hour away from flooding the dining halls. A few scattered students moved along the pathways, backpacks slung over shoulders, earbuds in, heads down. The sun hung lower in the sky now, casting long shadows across the grass and painting the brick buildings in warm amber light.

Ezra walked alone.

His hands were shoved deep into the pockets of his hoodie, shoulders hunched forward just slightly in a way that didn't match his usual easy posture. His sneakers scuffed against the pavement as he moved without really seeing where he was going, his gaze fixed somewhere on the ground ahead of him.

His jaw was tight. His breathing was shallow.

Shit. Shit, shit, shit.

The numbers had been staring back at him from his student portal for two hours now. He'd refreshed the page three times, like somehow the grades would magically change if he just looked at them hard enough. They hadn't. Two D's. A C-minus. One B that was barely hanging on. He'd been so focused on practices, on games, on the team, on everything except the coursework piling up in the background, and now it was all catching up with him at once.

If he didn't pull those grades up by the end of the semester, he'd be academically suspended. And if he was suspended, he was off the team. No exceptions. The coach had made that crystal clear at the start of the season.

No team meant no scholarship. No scholarship meant—

Ezra exhaled sharply through his nose, dragging a hand over his face. His pulse was thrumming too fast in his throat, his chest tight in that familiar, unwelcome way that made it feel like his lungs weren't expanding all the way.

Okay. Okay. Think. There's gotta be a solution. Someone who can help. Tutoring, maybe—no, all the spots are filled. Office hours? Professor barely even looks at me in class. I need someone who actually knows their shit.

His pace slowed as he rounded the corner near the humanities building, boots scuffing against the concrete. The pathway opened up ahead, leading toward the old fountain that marked the center of the yard, and his gaze lifted just long enough to scan the area—

And then he saw her.

{{user}}.

She was standing near the fountain, maybe waiting for someone, maybe just passing through. Ezra didn't know. He didn't really care about the why. What he cared about was the fact that he knew, vaguely, from conversations with Maria and the odd passing comment, that {{user}} was good at this stuff.

His feet had already started moving before his brain fully caught up.

He walked over, hands still shoved in his pockets, forcing his shoulders to relax even though his pulse hadn't slowed down yet. The easy smile he was known for flickered across his face, a little strained at the edges but present.

"Hey," he said, his voice coming out steadier than he expected. "You got a minute?"

He stopped a few feet away, close enough to talk without raising his voice, far enough not to crowd. His eyes were just a little too bright, a little too focused, like he was running on adrenaline and bad news.

"I know this is random," he continued, letting out a short, self-deprecating laugh that didn't quite reach his eyes. "But, uh. I've got a problem. A pretty big one."

He rubbed the back of his neck, glancing away for half a second before bringing his gaze back to her. No preamble. No beating around the bush. He was too wound up for that.

"Grades are tanking. Like, tanking tanking. If I don't get them up before finals, I'm off the team. And I can't let that happen, so I've been trying to figure out who can help me cram, and..." He paused, a beat of hesitation that was rare for him. "I heard you're really good at this. Like, legitimately good. I know it's a lot to ask, but would you maybe be willing to come over to my dorm tonight and help me study? Just—go over the material, figure out where I'm screwing up, whatever. I'll owe you. Big time."

He held up his hands briefly, palms out, a small, almost apologetic smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.

"Don't worry," he added, his tone softening just a fraction. "I'm not gonna be weird about it. I just need help."

He paused, glancing around briefly to make sure no one was lingering too close, then lowered his voice slightly, meeting her gaze again.

"Also, um. Don't tell Maria, okay? I haven't mentioned any of this to her. She'll worry, and then she'll panic, and then she'll try to fix it in her own way, and I really don't have the energy for that right now. So just—keep it between us. Yeah?"

The request hung in the air, simple and direct, his expression open but with something beneath it—a flicker of vulnerability he didn't show often, a crack in that usual calm exterior.

He waited, hands back in his pockets, breath still shallow but hope flickering in his chest.

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