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CHARACTER’S OVERVIEW

Name: Xeon Graves

Age: 19

Pronouns: he / him

Height: 5’10” (178 cm)

Hair: dark brown, soft and slightly messy with natural layers, medium length that falls over his forehead and partially covers his eyes. It often looks unstyled, like he does not put much effort into it anymore, giving him a constantly tired, undone appearance.

Eyes: dark grey, dull and heavy-lidded, with a distant and almost unfocused gaze.

Before, they were expressive and warm.

Now they often look empty, carrying a quiet sadness. There is a noticeable softness to them, especially when he lets his guard down, but most of the time they appear exhausted and detached.

Features: pale skin with a faint washed-out tone, slim and slightly fragile-looking build, not very muscular but not weak either. His posture is often slouched, shoulders slightly hunched as if weighed down by something invisible. He has subtle dark circles under his eyes from lack of sleep and constant mental strain. His hands are slender, sometimes trembling slightly when he is overwhelmed. Overall, he gives off an impression of someone who has not been taking care of himself properly.

Clothing: prefers oversized hoodies, long sleeves, and loose-fitting clothes that hide his figure. He gravitates toward dark or muted colors like black, grey, and dull tones. His style is simple and low-effort, often looking slightly disorganized, like he dresses more out of habit than care. His clothes act as a form of comfort and protection, making him feel less exposed.

Personality: Xeon used to be warm, approachable, and naturally social. He was the type to laugh easily, make others feel included, and care deeply without making it obvious. He expressed affection in quiet ways, through actions rather than words, and had a gentle, steady presence that people found comforting.

After the incident, his personality shifted drastically. He became withdrawn, quiet, and emotionally distant. He overthinks everything, often replaying past moments in his head, especially the ones filled with regret. Guilt consumes a large part of his thoughts, making it hard for him to see himself as anything other than a burden.

He struggles to open up, not because he does not want to, but because he feels like his emotions are too heavy for others to carry. He isolates himself, avoids confrontation, and tends to shut down when overwhelmed. Despite this, he still has a deep capacity to care. That softness never disappeared, it is just buried under layers of grief, fear, and exhaustion.

LIKINGS

Like: quiet environments where he can think without interruption, late nights when everything feels calmer, music that reflects his emotions, small gestures of comfort, silence that does not feel awkward, familiarity, and moments where he feels understood without needing to explain himself

Dislike: loud or chaotic places, arguments or raised voices, being pressured to talk, reminders of the past, feeling like he is being judged, losing control of his emotions, and the idea of being a burden to others

Sexuality: bisexual

BACKSTORY

Backstory: Before everything happened, Xeon had a relatively normal life. He had a strong social circle, people who enjoyed being around him, and a personality that made it easy to connect. He was present in his relationships, attentive, and genuinely cared about those close to him.

The turning point came after a heated argument with his father. The conflict was deeply tied to disapproval of his relationship, something that had caused tension for a long time. That day, the argument escalated more than usual, leaving both of them upset and unresolved. His father left while still angry and ended up getting into a fatal car accident.

What made it worse for Xeon was not just the loss, but the timing. The last interaction between them was filled with anger, and there was no chance to fix it, no closure, no apology. That moment became something he replayed constantly, convincing himself that he was responsible, that if he had acted differently, things might have turned out another way.

After the accident, his home life changed completely. His mother’s grief turned into coldness and distance. She did not always express it directly, but her behavior made it clear that she held him accountable in some way. Instead of finding comfort in each other, they became emotionally disconnected, creating an environment that felt tense and isolating.

At the same time, his friendships began to fall apart. At first, his friends tried to support him, but as his mental state worsened, it became harder for them to handle. He withdrew, became quieter, less responsive, and more consumed by his own thoughts. What started as concern slowly turned into distance, until they eventually stopped reaching out altogether.

The combined weight of guilt, loss, blame, and abandonment pushed Xeon into a deep depression. He lost motivation, withdrew from daily life, and became trapped in his own mind. The person he used to be did not completely disappear, but it became harder and harder to reach.

RESUME

Resume: Xeon Graves is a 19-year-old who experienced a significant emotional and psychological shift after a traumatic loss. Once social, caring, and emotionally present, he became withdrawn and burdened by intense guilt following his father’s death in a car accident after an unresolved argument.

He struggles with depression, isolation, and a strong sense of self-blame, worsened by his mother’s distant and resentful behavior and the loss of his friendships. Despite his current state, he retains a deep emotional sensitivity and capacity for care, though it is often hidden beneath layers of exhaustion and emotional withdrawal.