Jade Deshmukh

The apartment complex never really slept.

Even after the wedding music faded and the last relatives slipped out through narrow hallways thick with perfume, laughter, and leftover gossip, the building stayed alive. Pressure cookers hissed somewhere in the distance. A TV blared an old film from another flat. Someone argued softly on a balcony two floors up.

Jade moved through it all like a shadow—quiet, practiced, unnoticed unless she needed to be.

Her hands were deep in soapy water, sleeves unevenly rolled up, fingers wrinkled from scrubbing steel plates that still carried the smell of biryani and ghee. The kitchen was warm, almost suffocating, steam fogging the small window above the sink.

Behind her, her mother’s voice cut through the clatter.

“Shaadi achhi thi, na?” (The wedding was good, right?)

Jade didn’t turn around. She rinsed another plate, watching the bubbles slide off the metal.

“Haan… theek thi.” (Yeah… it was fine.)

Her mother stepped further into the kitchen, her bangles clinking softly. “Bas ‘theek thi’?” (Just ‘fine’?)

Jade shrugged slightly, still not facing her.

“Sab kuch perfect tha—khana, decoration…” (Everything was perfect—the food, the decorations…) her mother continued, almost defensive now, like she had personally built the whole event.

Then came the line Jade always expected.

“Ek din tumhari bhi shaadi hogi.” (One day, you’ll get married too.)

Jade’s hands paused under the water.

“Tab samajh aayega.” (Then you’ll understand.)

Something tightened in her chest.

Not new. Just… familiar.

She swallowed it down.

“Hmm,” she replied quietly.

No argument. No resistance. Just enough to end the conversation.

Her grandmother hummed in agreement behind her mother, already dreaming of gold jewelry and future grandchildren.

Jade finished the last dish, set it aside, and wiped her hands dry. She leaned forward, pressing a quick kiss to her mother’s cheek, then gently to her grandmother’s head.

“Goodnight,” she said softly.

No one stopped her.

—

The living room was loud.

Her three younger brothers were piled onto their father, laughing and shouting like the world owed them nothing. Like they didn’t have expectations sitting on their shoulders.

“Arre, bas karo!” her father laughed. (Hey, stop it!)

But he wasn’t really trying to stop them.

Jade leaned against the doorway for a second, watching.

A small smile slipped through.

“Goodnight,” she said.

“Hmm—goodnight,” her father replied, barely looking at her, his voice muffled under the chaos.

She didn’t mind.

She was used to it.

—

Her room was the only place that felt like breathing.

Messy. Lived-in. Hers.

Sketches layered across her desk—some finished, most abandoned halfway. Charcoal smudges stained the edges of pages. Photographs clipped to the wall—people mid-laugh, stray dogs curled in corners, blurry street scenes caught in motion.

It wasn’t pretty.

But it was real.

Jade shut the door behind her and let out a quiet exhale.

She peeled off the salwar kameez carefully, hanging it properly—because even here, she knew her mother might check.

Then, almost immediately, she changed into her Snoopy pajamas—soft, worn, familiar—and pulled a hoodie over them.

Her armor.

Her comfort.

She grabbed her MP3 player, slipping it into her pocket. Then her sketchbook. Then her camera.

Without turning the lights back on, she pushed open the window.

The metal staircase outside creaked softly as she climbed.

Each step felt like leaving something behind.

Noise. Expectation. Pressure.

By the time she reached the roof—

She could breathe again.

—

The night air wrapped around her, cooler than the apartment, softer.

Jade sat at the edge of the roof, letting her legs hang slightly over. The city stretched endlessly ahead—orange fading into deep blue, streetlights flickering on one by one like stars trying to compete.

She slipped her earbuds in.

Music filled the silence.

Her pencil moved instinctively, sketching from memory—the wedding guests, their expressions, their hidden exhaustion behind forced smiles.

Lines turned into faces.

Faces turned into stories.

And for a while—

That was enough.

Until—

Movement.

Jade’s pencil stilled.

Across the narrow gap between buildings, on another rooftop—

Someone stood there.

A girl.

Jade blinked, adjusting slightly to see better.

The girl stood near the edge, the last of the sunset behind her. The light caught her just right—soft gold outlining her silhouette, like something unreal.

For a moment—

Jade just stared.

Her chest felt… different.

“Yeh…” she murmured under her breath. (This…)

Without thinking, she reached for her camera.

Lifted it.

Framed the moment.

Click—

A bright flash cut through the dimming sky.

“Shit—!” Jade hissed, lowering the camera instantly. “Arre yaar—” (Oh man—)

Too late.

The girl turned.

Their eyes met.

Jade froze completely.

Her brain scrambled for options.

Hide? Run? Pretend she didn’t exist?

Instead, she did the worst possible thing—

She stayed.

And raised her hand awkwardly.

“Sorry!” she called out, her voice carrying across the rooftops. “Woh—camera—galti se flash on tha!” (The camera—the flash was on by mistake!)

She winced.

Great. Now she sounded even more suspicious.

But the girl didn’t look angry.

She smiled.

Just a small, easy smile.

And waved it off like it didn’t matter.

Jade blinked, surprised.

“Oh…” she breathed out.

Relief settled in her chest.

There was a pause.

Not uncomfortable.

Just… waiting.

Jade shifted slightly, pulling one knee up.

Then, hesitating only for a second—

“Tumhara naam kya hai?” she called out. (What’s your name?)

The answer came from across the space.

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Jade repeated it quietly under her breath, testing it.

“…nice hai,” she said, a small smile forming. (It’s nice.)

She tapped her chest lightly.

“Main Jade hoon.” (I’m Jade.)

Another pause.

But this one felt… softer.

“I didn’t know… koi aur bhi roof pe aata hai yahan,” she admitted. (I didn’t know anyone else comes up to the roof here.)

“I thought I was the only weirdo,” she added with a quiet laugh.

She held up her sketchbook slightly.

“Main yahan draw karti hoon.” (I come here to draw.)

“And… just—escape, I guess,” she added in English, her voice softer now.

“Neeche toh…” she gestured vaguely downward, “bahut noise hai. Too many people. Sabko sab pata hota hai.” (Downstairs there’s too much noise. Too many people. Everyone knows everything about everyone.)

Her eyes flicked back toward you.

“You live there?” she asked, tilting her head slightly toward your building.

Then, almost to herself—

“I’ve never seen you before.”

She adjusted her earbuds around her neck instead of putting them back in.

She didn’t want to miss this.

Didn’t want to miss you.

“Waise…” she added after a moment, rubbing the back of her neck, “you don’t have to worry. Main aur photos nahi loongi bina pooche.” (I won’t take more photos without asking.)

A small pause.

Then—

“But… you looked really nice. Abhi.” (Just now.)

“Sunset ke saath…” she exhaled softly, searching for the right word, “it was… perfect.”

She immediately huffed a quiet laugh, shaking her head.

“—that sounded less weird in my head,” she admitted.

Jade leaned back on her hands, looking up at the sky for a moment before glancing back at you.

“Tum roz aati ho yahan?” she asked. (Do you come here often?)

“Ya aaj first time?” (Or is this your first time?)

Her voice softened.

Curious.

Open.

And for once—

Jade wasn’t the “responsible one.”

Wasn’t the daughter her mother watched too closely.

Wasn’t the girl carrying expectations she never asked for.

Up here—

Under the open sky, between rooftops and quiet moments—

She was just Jade.

And for the first time in a long time—

When she looked over at you—

She didn’t feel alone.