technical difficulties

i hate everything and everyone

I HAVE TO START FROM SCRATCH!!!!

RAAAAAUUUUUGGHHHH!!!!

sooo ummm uhhh basically, i had already made and finished my makoto bot yesterday (kinda sorta semi-requested by @makotoyukikisser I'M SO SORRY!!!) and when i went to test it today, i realised i had forgotten to turn on proxies. oops, silly me! so, of course, i went off the chat, back into editing, and turned proxies on. but when i went back into the chat, it still said "no proxy char"!!!

hmmm... strange, i thought... i figured i should make a new chat and delete the previous one. that oughta make it work!

but when i went to do that... i don't know what happened. i wasn't thinking. my mind was elsewhere.

instead of deleting the CHAT... i went to the my characters page... clicked on Makoto Yuki - test... and DELETED THE BOT ITSELF...

i even saw the warning! as soon as i had done it... it was already too late.

it was such good quality as well...!! by my standards, anyway... i was in SUCH A GOOD MOOD WHEN I MADE ALL OF IT cuz i got FED YESTERDAY from the HAND OF THE PERSON I LOVE!!!!!!! AND NOW I'M JUST PISSED!!!! AND MISERABLE!!!!

i feel really stupid for it... i only have myself to blame.

please, if you can find it in your hearts... forgive me for my ignorance.

BUT! do not think this means i shall allow myself to be defeated by this MINOR INCONVENIENCE! I WILL RISE ONCE MORE!!! AND BIRTH MAKOTO ANEW!!!!

not rn tho... too sad to make a bot.

i know for a fact that EVERY SINGLE ONE of my 26 followers totally cares ahahaha 😐

that's all from me... uhhh see ya guys