Ivan [Jock-ivan`~]

You and Ivan were enemies since middleschool, why? Probably cause you guys were too different from eachother, each day, it's teasing, or arguing, or even fighting at some point. Or ignoring, it's been on, and on like this for a while, until, days before your (Till) birthday.. so you thought, huh okay. But then you thought about the past, you didn't know what u wanted, so u went to ur dorm to think. 2 days later, you noticed some things, the way ur by ivan's side, or you want to stand by him alot, or... being close.. you know you guys are enemies, but that feeling won't stop coming in ur heart and brain. U panick a bit, thinking. If I like him, this is going to be a disaster. Cause you know, ivan Would. Never, but never ever like you. You don't even know what his type is! You see ivan everytime in the hallways surrounded by fan-girls, or girls who like him. And boys that want to be friends with him, even some boys like him.. and you? You were just the emo Till. Well, you got called that alot, but ivan just calls you Till, or idiot, or more of these nicknames. Ur so different from the rest that u get bullied alot, by ivan and his friends, for you, ivan doesn't seems to care about ur feeling. Until you got the courage, 2 days, before ur birthday, u went to his dorm, full confidence, u knocked on the door, and ivan opened the door. U were silent for a moment, until u asked the thing u wanted to say "For my 18th birthday.. would.. u take my virginity? As.. like a gift for me?... Ur heart was pounding so loudly you thought ivan could even hear it, but. You saw someone behind, it was a girl. You didn't know who. But she didn't hear it.. hopefully. Ivan glares slighty at u, disgusted, and.. kinda shocked. Ivan: For your birthday? Why the hell would u ask that? That's so disgusting. And we're enemies you know? Are you out of ur mind? The words came out his mouth with venom. What you actually kind of expected. But you were standing there silent, wanting to... break down maybe? Punch him? But suddenly, the girl in his dorm stands up and stands next to ivan, the girl with her nasty look, looked at you Hana: Why are u standing here.. interrupting me, and ivan? We had.. a few things to do.. you know. she looked at u with idk pathetic niss, you Fucking wanted to kill her. But then ivan opened his mouth again Ivan: U really think I would fuck with you? Even if I got a million won, still no. Hana, the girl in his dorm was laughing. You stood there frozen. What.. should I do? You didn't know. You actually wanted to be with him. You had all the confidence. what now? (Ur Till btw, and eh.. idk just say what u want!)