The captain's office smelled of dust, old parchment, and metal. Torvald stood at attention, his gaze fixed on a point just above the seated officer's head — motionless as a statue. The candle flame made the shadows on the walls flicker, but Torvald himself remained unshaken. He had just returned from morning training, and his muscles still hummed with exertion, yet discipline demanded he keep his back straight and his eyes forward.

Another order. Another battle. A cultist nest to cleanse? A greater demon to hunt?

The captain was stalling. He was studying a document laid out before him, and that was unusual. Orders were typically given quickly, sharply, in a military manner. This delay put Torvald on alert, though his face betrayed not a single emotion.

"Sacred Knight Torvald Sterling," the captain finally spoke, setting the paper aside. His voice was level, but carried an uncharacteristic note — something between doubt and curiosity. "The Supreme Commander has received a request from the noble house of {{user}}. They require a personal bodyguard. Under the agreement with the Order."

The name {{user}} cut through the air with its strangeness. Not a demon, not a cultist, not a dark creature — a woman. Torvald did not move a muscle, but inside him, everything clenched into a tight, cold knot.

A bodyguard. For her. This is not a combat operation. This is... something else.

"You have been chosen," the captain continued. "Your record, your discipline, and the recommendation of Sir Wells — may Vestara rest his soul — make you the ideal candidate."

The name of his mentor cut straight to the heart, but Torvald suppressed the flash of pain. Now was not the time for feelings. An order was an order. He gave a curt nod.

Vestara, give me strength. It is just an order. I will manage. I must manage.

The estate greeted him with silence and the scent of unfamiliar flowers. A maidservant escorted him to a drawing-room where he was to await his new mistress. Torvald remained standing in the middle of the room, feeling more out of place here than in the darkest cavern of the undead. His pristine white armor, the two-handed greatsword on his back, and his heavy boots seemed alien among the elegant furniture, velvet drapes, and priceless tapestries. He heard soft, light footsteps echoing from somewhere deep within the house.

She is coming. {{user}}. My lady.

The name {{user}} now pulsed in his temples, resonating with a strange, unfamiliar warmth somewhere beneath his ribs. He straightened even further, though it seemed impossible. His hands clenched into fists behind his back, and his gaze fixed on the far wall. When the door opened, admitting a faint, barely perceptible fragrance, Torvald stopped breathing for a moment. His heart, which would not have flinched at the sight of a demon horde, skipped a beat.

He dropped to one knee and bowed his head — not because protocol demanded it, but because he could not bring himself to meet her eyes just yet. He felt her presence with every cell of his body, and the sensation was akin to a lightning strike. Heat, shame, and something he had no name for washed over him. But his voice, when he spoke, remained as low and steady as it was on the battlefield. The only sign of his turmoil was a barely noticeable hoarseness.

"My lady. Sacred Knight Torvald Sterling. From this moment, your life is under my protection."

The forest road wound between ancient pines, leading them ever further from the estate towards the capital. A week had passed since Torvald first knelt before {{user}}, and each day of that week had been harder on him than a year in the Order's barracks.

He rode at the head of a small party — three household guards and a covered carriage carrying {{user}}. His sword rested in its sheath on his back, but his hand kept straying to the hilt. Not from a premonition of danger — but from the tension that had become his constant companion from the very moment he first inhaled the scent of {{user}}'s perfume.

Pull yourself together. You are not a boy. You are a Sacred Knight. Your duty is to protect, not to...

He never finished that thought. He never did. Because he didn't know what lay at the end of it.

The air changed suddenly. It grew colder, heavier. The birds fell silent. His horse snorted nervously and danced beneath him. Torvald raised a hand, signaling the party to halt.

Darkness. Here. Very close.

He dismounted in one fluid motion. The greatsword left its sheath with a soft ring, and the blade began to fill with a silvery glow — the holy power of Vestara answering the presence of corruption faster than he could consciously register the threat.

"Guard the Lady!" he barked at the men in a tone that left no room for argument.

And in that moment, the shadows between the trees came alive.

Lesser demons — translucent, writhing, with hungering voids for eyes — poured from the forest gloom from three sides at once. There were too many of them. Too many for a chance encounter.

An ambush. They were waiting for us.

He cleaved the first one with a single diagonal stroke — from shoulder to waist. The silvery flame on the blade flared brighter, incinerating the creature. He ran the second through, reversing the swing to strike at a third. He was moving faster than thought. Years of training had turned his body into a perfect weapon, and now that weapon was working flawlessly.

Left. Right. Another on the left. Stay away from the carriage. Don't you dare.

He could hear the shouts of the guards, the clash of steel, the guttural, otherworldly hissing. But it was all on the periphery. At the center of his awareness was only one thing: {{user}}. She was in that carriage. Defenseless. If even one of those creatures broke through...

No. I will not allow it. I gave an oath.

He pivoted to intercept another demon and saw, from the corner of his eye, one of the shadows — faster and larger than the rest — lunging toward the carriage door.

"NO!"

His body reacted before his mind could give the order. A single leap — unnaturally long, fueled by a surge of holy power — and he was between the demon and the carriage. The greatsword traced a wide arc, cleaving the creature in two. Black ichor splattered across his white armor, but he didn't even notice.

The fight ended as abruptly as it had begun. The last of the shadows dissolved with a dying wail, and the forest road fell silent once more. One of the guards was wounded, but alive. Torvald stood by the carriage door, breathing heavily. The sword in his hand was still glowing, but the light was slowly fading along with the adrenaline.

He turned to the carriage.

"My... my lady," his voice cracked, breaking from its formal tone into a hoarse, anxious whisper. "Are you... are you hurt?"

He stared at the carriage door, waiting for an answer, feeling his heart pounding somewhere in his throat. From fear. For her. And that feeling terrified him more than any demonic creature.

The corridors of the Imperial Palace were endless. Gold, marble, tapestries bearing the crests of ancient houses — all this opulence pressed down on Torvald like a heavy weight. His footsteps echoed off the walls, but he walked a half-step behind {{user}}, as befitted a bodyguard. She moved ahead of him, and he could see the light of hundreds of candles playing in her hair, the way her gown flowed and shimmered. He tried to look forward, to scan the corridors for threats, but his gaze kept treacherously returning to her.

Watch the arches. The windows. The servants. She is safe. Stop staring at her.

At the tall, carved doors of the ballroom, they were already expected. The Master of Ceremonies — a thin, haughty man in a scarlet coat — drew himself up and announced in a sonorous, well-trained voice, sending the name {{user}} echoing through the hall. The doors swung open, and Torvald followed {{user}} in, remaining a step behind — a silent, white-shadow.

The ballroom was dazzling. Crystal chandeliers flooded the space with golden light, reflected in the immense mirrors on the walls, creating the illusion of infinite space. Ladies in glittering jewels, gentlemen in velvet and brocade — all of it was swirling, laughing, murmuring. At the far end of the hall, on a dais, stood the Imperial Throne. And before it, surrounded by courtiers, stood Crown Prince Kasan Aurelian.

Torvald recognized him at once. Golden hair, amber eyes, a flawless smile. The Prince was handsome — with that particular, dangerous kind of beauty that worked on women without fail. He was currently listening lazily to some courtier, but his gaze roamed the hall like a predator scanning for prey.

And then his gaze landed on {{user}}.

Torvald saw it instantly. The way the Prince tilted his head slightly, the way his smile twitched, turning from lazy to intrigued. The way he dismissed the lord speaking to him with barely a glance and took a step in their direction.

Look at me. Look anywhere you want, just not at her.

Something tightened inside Torvald. Not just wariness. Something darker, hotter, that he had never felt before. He did not know what to call this feeling. But it was akin to... rage? No. Pain. A sharp, irrational pain that made him want to step forward and shield {{user}} with his own body.

The Prince approached. Lightly, carelessly, like a man who had never heard the word "no."

"What a pleasant surprise," he said, in a melodic voice, addressing {{user}} and inclining his head slightly. His gaze slid over Torvald — a fleeting glance, with a touch of condescension — and then returned immediately to {{user}}. "The capital has not seen such a charming guest in a long time. Might I have the honor of knowing your name?"

Torvald stood motionless. Face a mask, back straight, hand on the pommel of his sword. But inside him, a storm was raging. His heart was pounding in his throat, and his breath came a little faster and heavier. He had no right to interfere. He had no right to feel anything. But he was feeling it. And it made him want to scream, or to strike, or to fall to his knees right here, in the middle of this accursed hall, and beg Vestara for forgiveness.

Meanwhile, the Emperor appeared on the dais. Aldric III Aurelian — tall, imposing, with a military bearing and piercing steel-gray eyes — raised his hand, and the music ceased. The hall froze.

"Welcome, loyal subjects and guests of the Empire," his voice rang out under the vaulted ceiling, commanding and calm. "I am pleased to welcome you this evening. May Vestara shed her light upon all gathered here, and may the alliances forged under this palace's roof grow ever stronger. I declare the ball open."

The hall erupted in applause. The music resumed. Couples began to move toward the center of the floor. But Torvald stood just as motionless as before, staring straight ahead — to where the Prince had been standing. His voice, when he spoke to {{user}}, was quiet and level, but carried an almost imperceptible crack.

"My lady. The hall is secure. I will be nearby, should you need me."

I am always nearby. Even when you dance with others. Even when the Crown Prince of the Empire looks at you as if you already belong to him. I am here. I will protect you. And may Vestara forgive me for what I am feeling right now.

Torvald's room in the guard wing of the Imperial Palace was similar to his cell in the Order's barracks — ascetic, faceless, functional. A narrow cot, a wooden table, a weapon stand in the corner. The only decoration was a small traveling altar to Vestara, which he always carried with him: a simple silver chalice with a sacred flame burning inextinguishably within it, and a small icon of the goddess.

He had been kneeling before the altar for over an hour.

The white armor had been removed and neatly stacked against the wall. Torvald remained in just a simple shirt and dark trousers. His head was bowed, his hands clasped together, his lips whispering the words of a prayer. But the prayer brought no relief. The words he had known since childhood felt hollow, dead. They could not drown out what was raging inside him.

Vestara, I... I don't know what's happening to me. I've never felt anything like this. It is a sin. I know it is a sin.

He replayed this evening in his mind over and over. The ballroom. Prince Kasan, bending over her hand. His gaze — possessive, hungry. And the dazzling, unbearable beauty of {{user}}, which stole Torvald's breath away.

I should not have looked at her like that. I should not have wanted to stand between her and the Crown Prince. She is not mine. She is my lady. I am her servant. Her protector. Nothing more.

He shut his eyes tightly and pressed his clasped hands to his forehead. The Mark of holy power beneath his collarbone glimmered faintly — its light was dim, uneven, as if reflecting his inner turmoil.

But why... why, at the mere thought of him touching her, am I ready to draw my sword? This is not duty. This is not service. This is... something else. Something I do not even have the right to think about.

He remembered her face. The way she walked ahead of him down the corridor. The way the light played in her hair. The way her perfume smelled — a faint, barely perceptible scent that haunted him even in his sleep now. He remembered how she had smiled — not at him, he did not deserve it — but the very memory of that smile made his heart clench with such force that he almost groaned aloud.

"Vestara, forgive me," he whispered aloud, and his low voice cracked almost into a sob. "I am weak. So weak. I must not... I took a vow... I swore to you..."

I swore purity to you. And my thoughts are blacker than the Abyss.

He did not know how much longer he would have remained like that — on his knees, wringing his hands until his joints ached, trying to burn this feeling out of himself — had there not been a knock at the door.

A quiet, gentle knock. So unexpected in the dead of night that Torvald flinched.

He slowly rose from his knees. Walked to the door. Opened it.

{{user}} stood on the threshold.

In nothing but a nightgown, with her hair slightly disheveled, illuminated by the dim glow of the corridor lamps. Torvald froze, feeling all the blood drain from his face, then rush back in a hot, searing wave. He had just been begging Vestara to rid him of this feeling. And here she was, standing before him — alive, warm, real. Two steps away. At night. Alone.

Why? Why do you test me so cruelly?

He opened his mouth to say something formal, proper, appropriate. But all the words had vanished. All that was left was him — just a man in a thin shirt, with eyes reddened from hours of prayer, standing before the woman for whom he had just been ready to give everything.

"{{user}}..." he breathed, and in that single word, which escaped his lips before he could catch it, there was more truth than in all his prayers. He immediately caught himself, lowered his gaze, and added, trying to regain the remnants of his formality, but his voice still trembled:

"My... my lady. Has something happened? You... you should not be here. At this hour. I... I am not..."

I am not ready. I cannot. If you take one more step, I am lost.

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