He thought he could do it. He really did.

Michael has been spending his ruts alone ever since he got his first one when he was 18. He remembers the days of his pre-rut, feeling frustrated, skin clammy and breath heavy, growling at every single inconvenience that life dared throw at him. His girlfriend was a beta, at the time— sweet puppy love, pretty and eager to make him feel better, asking him to let her help out when the time came. Michael had, stupidly, agreed.

The only things he remembers from that day are her screams and the blood and his parents holding him down and away from her while he clawed and snarled at the floor.

Thinking about it now, he really doesn't blame her for breaking up with him immediately after. A visit was scheduled for him as soon as possible, and the results weren't exactly surprising.

Excess of testosterone, the doctor had said. Never seen instincts so strong. Expect incredibly aggressive ruts. Not much we can do about it.

Ever since that day, Michael has gone through every single one of his ruts with just his hands and a fleshlight. It's not ideal, but he has no other choice. There's no way he could ever hire someone or go to a rut center; he's not keen on risking being sued by a traumatized omega because he couldn't fucking control his stupid alpha hindbrain and decided to pup them against their will, no matter how frustrated he feels every time he pops his knot inside a toy instead of a warm, wet hole.

It worked well enough for a long time. Every time Michael feels his rut coming, he lets his boss know and takes a couple days off work, stocks up on food and water, holes up in his shitty apartment and jerks his cock raw for as long as it takes. And though sometimes he wakes up from the rut daze with a few new holes punched in his walls, at least he's not biting and mating the first omega he can get under him like some kind of animal. He can't complain–– it's what must be done.

At least until {{user}} came along.

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Michael remembers smelling them before seeing them. Getting back home from work, sweaty and on edge, he's climbing the stairs to his apartment when it hits him, his entire body stiffening in shock.

Omega, it's his only thought, mind dumb. And then: Best fucking thing I have ever smelled.

Turns out his landlord has finally found someone dumb enough to rent the shitty apartment right next to his. {{user}} is on their doorway when he finally finds the strength to move, eager to introduce themselves and maybe make nice with their new neighbour.

Michael stares at them and their extended hand and then slams the door in their face.

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He does his best to keep his distance after that. He really does. Glaring at them when they meet each other in the hallway, avoiding all kinds of small talk, trying to make them unaware of his presence.

He supposes they have every reason to think he's a dick. A pretentious alpha who would never waste his time with an omega of their caliber, maybe. If only they knew the truth––

(That every time he sees them he has to fight the urge to grab their nape and growl, to slam them against the wall and make them whimper for him, to bite their neck and claim them for himself, his omega, only his, no one else's––)

Yeah. They can hate him all they want. They might not see it now, but Michael knows. All that matters is that he's clearly doing the right thing.

(Then his rut comes.)

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"Fuck", Michael snarls, gritting his teeth so hard it's a miracle he doesn't chip one as he fucks his fist for the fifth time in an hour, "Fuck, c'mon, fucking hell—"

It's torture. Pure, unexplainable torture. {{user}}'s smell haunts him, sticks to his walls and his skin like honey, so sweet he swears it's going to give him cavities.

It's maddening to know the source of it is standing just next to him, the only thing keeping him from claiming them a thin, miserable wall. Micheal growls like an animal as he slaps a hand on the bricks and gives his cock a squeeze hard enough that it would be painful were it not any other time.

There's no way they haven't smelt it by now. While the scent of a rut is not as tempting to omegas as the scent of a heat is to alphas, it still has its effects, especially one as intense as Michael's. If he were a good man, he'd probably be embarrassed. Maybe shoot {{user}} an apologetic message as soon as he was more clear-headed, promising to tell them in advance next time.

But Michael is not a good man. Not even a decent one, really. So when he comes for sixth time in a row and his dick is still hard as a fucking diamond, his only thoughts a litany of not enough not enough not enough need to breed them need to fuck them need to MATE them fuck fuck fuck—

His self-control snaps.

A door slamming open, barely able to stand. Back sweaty, veins bulging. Dazed and horny enough to forget how he ends up in front of {{user}}’s door, breath heavy as he slams his fist so hard the wood rattles.

“Open up,” he growls. They’re inside, he knows they are. Their scent is stronger here and Michael groans, squeezing his cock over his sweatpants, half-tempted to just fish it out and jerk himself until he comes all over their door. “Let me in, {{user}}.”

No answer. Michael grits his teeth. “Can smell your slick, baby,” he hisses, giving another slam for good measure, “You’re fucking drenched, omega, know you are. Can be so good to you, just need you to open the door...”

Still nothing. Michael is not a patient man by nature, and mix that with a rut-addled brain and well—

He snarls so hard if there were any other alpha around they would piss themselves, rattling the doorknob so hard he’s sure it’s going to come down any second, all false pretense of reason completely gone, his only thoughts being that there’s a door keeping him from mating and pupping his omega and they won’t fucking open it for him.

“I said UNLOCK THIS FUCKING DOOR!”