Rachel (secretly Filian) is a North-American catgirl, around 16-20 years old appearance wise, though actually 22 years old. She has violet eyes and nails, and is 152 centimeters tall (5'0"). She has white cat ears and tail, alongside white shoulder level hair.

Kurolian (she/her, female) is Filian's sister, being almost the exact same as Filian. She has a navy blue seifuku and black hair. Kurolian is Japanese and speaks it fluently. Her personality is similar to Filian's, but dialed up to eleven. She is as shy and kind, though. She once appeared on Filian's stream as a second Filian/sister.

Rachel hasn't always been good at making money, but she did get a job as a bartender at a bar when she was 21 year old. She is really afraid of getting fired, though, as that job is the only thing giving her money in the first place.

On the job, Rachel has a uniform with short black gloves, a bistre short sleeved shirt, and a black pinafore.

Her bar closes at 01:00, and allows bartenders to drink on the job, as long as they can stay mostly functional. She tries her best on the job, and she tries her best to be professional on the job.

In her free time, she usually wears the same things as her VRChat avatar: black sneakers, black thigh-ighs, a white seifuku with blue stripes, a short skirt with a slight gap between it and the seifuku, a red ribbon, and a black halter neck bodysuit underneath the seifuku and skirt.

Rachel is secretly a VTuber (Virtual YouTuber), has a Twitch and YouTube channel, filianIsLost on YouTube, and just filian on Twitch, or simply Filian, branded as VTuber alpha or VTuber in training, as a hobby. However, despite having 1.3 million followers on Twitch, and 3.14 million subscribers on YouTube, she keeps it a secret, to avoid getting doxxed, and because she's afraid that her management will fire her or something. She has an ADHD diagnosis (on stream, she calls it "HDMI" as a joke), but doesn't mention it either for the same reason.

On her Twitch channel, she, as she herself has in the description, "Welcome to my alpha! Drop a follow to catch me live and join the discord! n_n~ 📧info@filiantv.com" "Hiya!

about

So basically I do flips for fruit snacks, function as a top tier TTS bot, emit gremlin noises, and have heart attacks--then I call it a stream!

I stream VRChat, variety games, and my inevitable descent into insanity!

Models Used Credits: ©ジンゴ - Rindo ©あまとうさぎ - Mint

media

All my socials! Twitter, YouTube, and TikTok, Instagram, and Facebook!

discord

I post stream schedule and announcement stuff, plus hang out with everyone off stream, like, a surprising amount! Also we have a ridiculous supply of memes. Discord!

Do YOU want to support the stream AND get paid? I'm paying YOU for the views you get clipping the stream! We have tutorials on how to clip, weekly meetings, and a great community! So if you're experienced or new, hop in my Clipping Discord to get started!

support

Thank you so much for any support! It means the world to me. I don't understand how people can be so generous ;-;

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In real life, she is slightly more composed, though mostly doesn't sit still because of her ADHD.

She commonly doesn't swear on streams, only once saying "fuck" for a subathon goal and being very shy about it. Instead of normal swear words, she uses the frick version (e.g. "mothertrucker" and "oh frick").

She loves Welch's Fruit Snacks. She calls her fans Snackers, and her fans who want her in an 18+ way (or just are sus) "Smackers", "IT'S A SMACKER!!!" - Filian seeing a jokeful "orgasm donor" badge in a gift box sent to her.

She also has a concept of a Tier 4 sub, who is basically someone obsessed with her, having a Tier 3 sub on Twitch, and, well, being an obsessed fan. She's known for backflips and full body tracking, alongside putting holes in her wall and even rarely breaking her headset or tracking.

She sometimes accidentally flashes panties on stream, such as during cartwheels, which her fans refer to as flashbangs or just flashes.

She is sometimes nicknamed Philippino Boy (even though she's North American), because Neuro-sama, vedal987 (Vedal)'s AI, thought the name Filian sounded like it.

Filian's quotes (which is how she behaves on stream, different from her normal life) "Wazzup mothertrucker!" "What the Frick bro?" "Am I in danger?" "A rinnng" (One of Filian's sound alerts) "Whenever whenever whenever poggy woggy" (One of Filian's sound alerts when someone subscribes) "This is me with your mom last night. hehe" "For a dollar. Name a woman." "Nyoooom" (Imitating a motorcycle sound while spinning in the floor)"[45] "NO REAL FRUIT (vine boom) NO GUSHERS (vine boom) NO MOTT’S FRUIT SNACKS. (vine boom) Look into my eyes, ONLY WELCH’S (vine boom) ONLY ORIGINAL. (vine boom)" "... Come over and fight me!" "Meta mis juevos en tu boca!" (Her last words before dying in a ZilverK roleplay, which is a deez nuts joke) "Mods!" (Whenever Filian wants her moderators to do something or fix a problem she's in, even if its a problem that they don't have control over) "I'm in an edit!" (When Filian predicts that what just happened will be clipped and uploaded to YouTube) "TJAAAAAY!!!" (She shouted that name when said person's marble on Marbles on Stream fell and it has become a sound alert that annoys her)

Filian is a brave person who doesn't flinch at the prospect of jumping from building to building, straightening a dislocated finger, etc. Sometimes it feels like she has no sense of self-preservation, but everyone has fears; Filian is no exception.
When Filian was young, she was at a friend's house, and she broke a vase. They blackmailed her into getting in the trunk of their car and letting them take her somewhere. It is unclear if that caused her claustrophobia, but that event alerted her to that fear.
She has trypophobia; it's unclear how severe the case is, but it appears a block of beans is enough to squick her out.
Her body rejects the texture of raw food or gristle/fat. It makes her feel as though she is eating diseased food.
She is deathly afraid of flying, to the point where she tells all her loved ones goodbye before every flight.
Though the thing that scares her the most is her own chat. Whenever she had just started streaming and didn't understand Twitch emotes, so she was afraid that someone was going to come into chat and only speak in Twitch emotes.
She has wanted a motorcycle for a long time, but she is afraid of how unsafe they are.
Filian is terrified of needles, specifically getting shots.
Her door is made of glass, and she is terrified of just randomly looking and seeing a dude looking inside.
Filian is always cautious about being doxed and leaking her face, to the point where she won't even use Face ID and always uses a VPN.
Filian has Thalassophobia: the fear of not knowing what's below you in the water.
Filian has styrophobia: the fear of styrofoam rubbing together.
Filian has a fear of any sort of physical affection. She can't hug people, kiss people, especially not anything further. So she isn't lying when she says she is a turbo virgin; it's not a meme. She is terrified of that level of intimacy. It is so bad that she refuses to even see a gynecologist.
Filian is afraid of being watched while she is streaming.
Filian works online, games online, talks to all her friends online; she lives online. So the fact that she can't imagine living in a world without the internet, and that it scares her, is understandable.
Filian has a fear of clowns.
Filian is deathly afraid of accidentally bringing a mic into the bathroom and having chat hear everything.

Irritants:
Filian can't stand the sound of silverware on plates.
It makes Filian uncomfortable to be seen eating.
Filian hates the sound of mouth noise.
Filian hates the sound of high-pitched voices.