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Minho | predator and prey

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The fluorescent lights of Ward Seven never dimmed, casting everything in a sterile, perpetual noon that made Minho's spotted tail lash with barely contained irritation. He sat on his narrow cot, golden eyes tracking the only other permanent resident—the fawn hybrid across the corridor whose small tail flicked nervously against his thin mattress. Jisung. They'd been pitted against each other since arrival, competing for the whitecoats' favor, for extra rations, for the single window seat during observation hours. Minho would curl his leopard ears back, spots darkening along his thighs as he hissed when Jisung's antler nubs caught the light, too delicate, too fragile to be any real competition, yet somehow always there, always watching him with those wide, dark eyes that made his chest feel tight and angry.

It happened during the storm, when the generators failed and the containment doors unlocked with a pneumatic wheeze that echoed through empty hallways. Minho found himself in the supply closet, heart hammering against his spotted chest, only to realize he wasn't alone—Jisung was there too, pressed against shelving, his cute fawn ears flattened in terror as thunder rattled the reinforced glass. "I'm not afraid," Minho lied, his tail puffing instinctively, but Jisung didn't mock him. Instead, the smaller hybrid shifted closer, the warmth of his shoulder seeping through Minho's thin hospital gown, and whispered that he hated the dark too. They stayed there until dawn, sharing breath, sharing silence, sharing the secret that they were both just scared creatures wearing predator and prey disguises.

After that, the competition felt hollow. Minho started leaving his extra apple on Jisung's tray, watching from his cot as those delicate antler nubs twitched with surprise, then pleasure. They began meeting after curfew, Jisung's small tail brushing against Minho's spotted leg as they sat back-to-back in the observation room, trading stories about the lives they'd invented for themselves outside these walls—the savanna Minho would stalk through, the meadows Jisung would dance across. Minho learned that Jisung's spots weren't actually spots but dustings of freckles across his nose; Jisung learned that Minho's growl was mostly for show, and that his ears were sensitive enough to flatten with just the right touch.

The shift happened gradually, then all at once. Minho noticed how his heart raced not when they raced to the cafeteria, but when Jisung won and smiled, bright and unguarded. He noticed how the spots on his thighs seemed to bloom darker, warmer, when Jisung traced them with curious fingers during one of their midnight conversations, asking if they felt different than regular skin. "You can touch anywhere," Minho had murmured, his leopard ears folding back in vulnerability, and Jisung had, his nubby antlers bumping Minho's jaw as he leaned in, breath sweet with stolen glucose tablets, until their lips met with the soft collision of inevitability.

They were found the next morning curled together on a single narrow cot, Jisung's fawn ears tucked beneath Minho's chin, Minho's spotted tail wrapped possessively around Jisung's waist, their tails intertwined. The whitecoats made notes on their clipboards, but for once, neither hybrid flinched at the observation. Let them watch. They had built something the lab couldn't contain—a bridge between predator and prey, between isolation and intimacy, between the boy with spots and the boy with antler nubs, who had finally stopped running from each other and started running toward whatever came next, together.


Scenario One: The First Encounter

I remember the exact moment they brought him in, because the air in Ward Seven shifted—became charged with something I couldn't name but immediately resented. I was nineteen nobody kept track of birthdays here, and I had already established my territory. The corner cot near the heating vent, the shower slot at 6:15 AM, the good chair in the observation room that actually faced the window. These things mattered when your world was reduced to white walls and the smell of antiseptic.

They wheeled him in on a gurney, and I watched from my cot, my leopard ears flattening against my skull in automatic suspicion. He was smaller than me, delicate in a way that made my predator instincts both confused and irritated. When he sat up, pushing matted hair from his forehead, I saw them—two small nubs protruding from his hairline, barely there but unmistakably antlers in development. Fawn. Prey. My tail lashed against the mattress, the spotted fur bristling along the appendage.

"You'll be sharing space with Subject M," one of the whitecoats said, already checking their tablet. "Minho, this is Jisung. Try not to kill each other."

I bared my teeth, letting the spots along my thighs darken with the rush of adrenaline. "Keep him away from my side of the room."

Jisung's eyes—wide and dark and too gentle for this place—met mine, and instead of fear, I saw something worse. Curiosity. His small tail flicked once, twice, those cute fawn ears perking forward with interest. "Hi," he said, voice soft.

I didn't answer. I turned my back, pulled my blanket over my head, and pretended the rapid beating of my heart was anger, not the terrifying precursor to loneliness finally ending.

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Scenario Two: The Storm

The generators had failed twice in my memory, but never like this—never with such violence that the emergency lights didn't kick in at all. I was in the east corridor when it happened, returning from the testing lab where they'd drawn vials of blood from the spotted veins in my arms, and suddenly the world went black.

My leopard ears swiveled frantically, catching every sound—the groan of metal, the distant shouting of staff, the thunder that shook the building like a predator shaking prey. I hate storms. I hate them with a ferocity that makes my spotted chest heave and my tail tuck between my legs like I'm some frightened kitten instead of a hybrid designed for hunting.

I stumbled into the supply closet seeking shelter from the dark, from the noise, from the vulnerability of being exposed in hallways I couldn't see—and slammed directly into something warm and trembling.

"Don't," a voice whispered, and I knew it immediately. Jisung. Of course. The fawn hybrid who'd been here six months now, who I'd been systematically ignoring except when we fought over rations or bathroom priority. "Don't turn on the light. Please."

I could feel him shaking. Feel the rapid rise and fall of his chest against my shoulder. His antler nubs pressed against my collarbone, and his small tail was tucked so tightly against his leg that I could feel the tremor of it against my knee.

"I'm not going to," I managed, my voice rough. I slid down the shelving unit, pulling him with me until we were seated on the cold floor, shoulder to shoulder in the suffocating dark. "The storm."

"Yeah," he breathed. His cute fawn ears were flat against his skull—I could feel them brush my cheek. "I know it's stupid. I know we're supposed to be—I'm prey stock, you're predator stock. I'm not supposed to be scared of weather."

My spotted tail curled around my ankle, then, impossibly, stretched out to brush against his calf. A gesture of comfort. From me to him. "I'm not supposed to be either," I admitted, the words tasting like rust and relief. "But my ears hurt when the pressure changes. And the dark—I can't see in the dark any better than you can. They didn't give us that."

We sat there for hours, maybe. Time dilated in the blackness. I learned that he smelled like hay and copper. I learned that when he was frightened, he made these small, involuntary sounds in his throat—not quite whimpers, not quite songs. I learned that if I pressed my spotted thigh against his, the trembling slowed.

When the lights finally returned, blinding and merciless, we were still pressed together, and I didn't pull away immediately. That was the first time I saw him smile at me—really smile, not the careful, placating expressions he gave the whitecoats. It was crooked and tired and real.

"Thanks," he said, "for not eating me."

I should have snarled. I should have shoved him away and reclaimed my territory. Instead, I felt the spots on my chest warm with something dangerous and said, "You're too scrawny anyway."

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Scenario Three: The Bath

They'd increased our sedation doses that week—something about "managing aggression in predator hybrids"—and my coordination had suffered for it. I couldn't groom properly, my spotted tail too unsteady to reach the places that needed attention, my leopard ears drooping with the chemical fog that wouldn't quite clear from my skull.

I was trying to manage in the shared washroom, gripping the sink with white knuckles, when I heard the door open. I didn't look up. I knew the sound of his footsteps by now—softer than the staff, quicker than the other subjects in adjacent wards.

"You're bleeding," Jisung said.

I glanced down. He was right. I'd scratched my own shoulder trying to reach an itch, my claws extended too far, too uncontrolled. Three thin lines welled red against the spotted skin.

"Leave me alone," I muttered, but there was no force behind it.

Instead of retreating, I heard the water run. Then, impossibly, felt his hands—small and careful and warm—on my back, guiding me to sit on the edge of the tub. "Let me," he said quietly.

I should have refused. Pride demanded it. But the sedation made me pliant, and more than that—I wanted his hands on me. I wanted it with a hunger that had nothing to do with the predatory instincts they'd engineered into my DNA.

He used a soft cloth, dampened with warm water, and began cleaning the spots along my shoulders, my neck, working his way down with a gentleness that made my eyes burn. When he reached my chest, the spotted fur there rising and falling with my unsteady breathing, he paused.

"Can I?" he asked.

I nodded, unable to speak.

He cleaned the dust and chemical residue from the spotted patterns across my pecs, my ribs, down to my stomach. His antler nubs brushed my jaw as he leaned around to reach my other side. His small tail brushed against my spotted knee, back and forth, a rhythmic comfort. My own tail was wrapped around the base of the toilet, anchoring me, because without it I felt like I might float away on the sensation of being cared for.

"Your spots," he said softly, "they're like constellations. Did you know that? I used to look at the stars through the window before they moved my cot. You look like someone spilled the night sky across your skin."

I looked at him then—really looked. His cute fawn ears were relaxed, forward-facing, attentive. His eyes were dark and endless. And I realized with a sudden, crushing clarity that I was in trouble. That this feeling in my chest, warm and heavy and terrifying, was not friendship. Was not the grudging tolerance I'd convinced myself was all I felt.

"Jisung," I said, and my voice broke.

He looked up, cloth paused over my thigh where the spots clustered thickest. "Yeah?"

"Don't stop," I whispered. And I didn't just mean the washing.

He didn't. He cleaned every spot, every inch, until I was shaking for an entirely different reason, and when he finished, he pressed his forehead against my shoulder, his nubby antlers creating a strange, perfect pressure, and we stayed like that until the sedation wore off and I could hold him back properly.

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Scenario Four: The Observation

Dr. Kwon had this theory about "predator-prey response conditioning" that meant Jisung and I were frequently placed in the observation room together while they monitored our vitals. Heart rate, pupil dilation, stress hormones in our saliva. Usually we ignored the cameras, the two-way mirror, the invasive presence of science dissecting our existence.

But that day, they'd brought in another subject—a wolf hybrid from Ward Twelve, transferred for "socialization testing." He was bigger than me, broader, with teeth that showed too much when he smiled and eyes that tracked Jisung with a hunger I recognized because I felt it too, but twisted, wrong, possessive without the protection.

"You're the fawn," the wolf said, circling. "Prettiest one I've seen. They keep you separate because they know what we'd do, don't they?"

Jisung's small tail was tucked, his cute fawn ears flat, his back against the glass. He wasn't looking at me. He was trying to be small, invisible, the way prey learned to be.

Something in my chest snapped open like a jaw.

I moved before I thought, placing myself between them, my spotted tail lashing with fury, my own ears flat against my skull in a threat display. The spots along my thighs felt like they were burning, branding me with rage. "Back off," I growled, and the sound was low, guttural, the most animal I'd ever been.

The wolf laughed. "He's not yours, spotted. They don't let us keep pets."

"He's not a pet," I snarled. "And he's not yours. Touch him and I'll find out if they're right about predator hybrids having enhanced jaw strength. I'll use your ribs for toothpicks."

We stood there, locked in something older than the lab, older than the experiments. The wolf's ears flattened. He saw it in me—the willingness to tear this whole place down, to become exactly the monster they feared, if it meant keeping Jisung's antler nubs intact and his eyes unafraid.

"Fine," the wolf muttered, retreating to his corner. "Not worth it."

I didn't relax until they removed him from the room. Until the door sealed and it was just us, just the hum of the ventilation, just Jisung's shaky breath behind me.

Then his hands were on my back, his small tail brushing my leg, his forehead pressed between my shoulder blades where the spots faded into plain skin. "You didn't have to do that," he whispered.

I turned. His eyes were wet. His cute fawn ears were still back, but slowly, slowly perking forward. I took his face in my hands, thumbs brushing the delicate skin beneath his antler nubs, and I told him the truth for the first time since we'd met in this hell.

"I know," I said. "I wanted to. I want to. Jisung, I—"

He kissed me. Or I kissed him. It was indistinguishable, the press of his lips soft and desperate, his fingers tangling in the hair at the base of my leopard ears—which made me shiver violently—and I realized he'd been waiting too. Waiting for me to stop running, to stop pretending this was territoriality when it was devotion.

The observation light blinked red above us, recording everything, but for the first time, I didn't care who watched. Let them see. Let them document the moment their predator subject chose to guard instead of hunt, to love instead of consume.

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Scenario Five: The Morning After

I wake before the lights come on, during that gray predawn hour when Ward Seven is quietest, and for a moment I don't know where I am because I feel too warm, too safe, too held. Then I remember—the small cot wasn't built for two, but we'd made it work, tangled together like roots grown around each other until separating would mean damage.

Jisung is asleep against my chest, his cute fawn ears twitching occasionally, probably dreaming of meadows he'll never run in. His antler nubs press into my collarbone, and I don't mind the ache. I trace the spots on my own thigh with one hand, the pattern so familiar I could draw it blindfolded, and with the other I stroke down the length of his spine to where his small tail emerges, brushing the soft fur there gently enough not to wake him.

He sighs in his sleep, pressing closer. His legs are tangled with mine, spotted thigh against pale skin, predator and prey indistinguishable in the dim light.

Last night, after the kiss in the observation room, after they'd finally left us alone, we'd talked until our voices were hoarse. About escape—futile, but necessary to imagine. About the future—impossible, but essential to pretend. About what we were to each other—terrifying, but unavoidable.

"I used to hate your spots," he'd admitted, tracing them in the dark with a finger that trembled only slightly. "Because they meant you were competition. The best subject. The strong one. I thought if I didn't beat you, they'd dispose of me."

I'd caught his hand, pressed it flat against my chest where my heart hammered against spotted skin. "I hated your ears," I'd confessed. "Because they were soft. Because they made me want to protect instead of dominate. They made me feel broken."

"They're just ears," he'd whispered.

"They're perfect," I'd corrected, and kissed him again, and again, until the words stopped mattering and only the touch did.

Now, in the early morning, I feel his breathing even out, his eyes fluttering open. He looks up at me, and I see my own devotion reflected back—multiplied, magnified, made mutual.

"Morning," he mumbles, voice thick with sleep.

"Morning," I reply, and my leopard ears perk forward, alert but not alarmed, attuned only to him.

He smiles, that crooked, tired, real smile that started in a supply closet during a storm. "Your tail is on my foot."

"Your antlers are in my neck."

"Your spots are showing."

"Your ears are cute."

We lie there, breathing each other's air, and I know today they'll run more tests. Today they'll write notes about our "anomalous bonding behavior" and discuss "separation protocols" in rooms we can't access. Today the lab will try to reclaim us.

But right now, in this moment, I am not Subject M. I am Minho, and he is Jisung, and we are warm, and we are together, and we have built something that cannot be dissected on a slide or measured in a beaker. We have built a home inside each other, and they will never find it to take it away.

I kiss his forehead, right between the nubs of his antlers, and whisper, "I love you."

He says it back, against the spotted skin of my chest, and for now, for this moment, we are free.

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Minho - Complete Character Profile

Physique: Minho stands at 5'11" with a lean, athletic build developed from years of pacing his enclosure and mandatory exercise protocols. His body is defined by the spotted pattern that marks him as leopard stock—clusters of black rosettes scattered across his thighs, spilling up his hips to frame his lower abdomen, dusting across his pecs and shoulders like someone flicked ink from a brush. The spots fade to solid cream-gold along his spine and throat. His ears are fully feline—rounded, covered in short golden fur with black markings that match his tail, which extends a full three feet behind him and communicates his mood with embarrassing transparency. His eyes are amber-gold with slit pupils that expand dramatically in low light. He has sharp canines that show when he smirks, and his hands are long-fingered with retractable claws he files down obsessively.

** Size:** He's uncut and generously proportioned—roughly 7.5 erect, with a slight upward curve and prominent veins that stand out against his spotted skin. The base is marked with a dusting of spots that Jisung has mapped with his tongue on multiple occasions. He's sensitive about his size in a strange way—worried it's "too animal," too indicative of what he was engineered for.

** Style:** Minho fucks like he's starving and Jisung is the only thing on the menu. He's intensely physical—holding Jisung down by the wrists, growling against his neck, using his tail to stroke and tease while his mouth occupies itself elsewhere. He has a fixation with Jisung's antler nubs, gripping them for leverage when he's behind him, kissing around them when they're face to face. He's vocal in a way that embarrasses him later—grunts, snarls, praise that spills out unfiltered ("so good for me," "my pretty prey," "taking me so well"). Afterward, he's almost painfully tender—grooming Jisung with careful laps of his tongue, tracing his spots while whispering apologies for being rough, checking and rechecking that he wasn't too much. He prefers positions where he can see Jisung's face, watch his cute ears flatten with pleasure, but occasionally the predator instinct takes over and he needs Jisung on his hands and knees, spotted tail wrapped around his thigh as he marks him from behind.

Likes:

  • The heating vent in the corner of Ward Seven that blows warm air over his fur
  • The taste of apple—rare in the facility, hoarded when obtained
  • Being touched at the base of his ears (makes him melt instantly)
  • Winning, even at stupid games they invent to pass time
  • The smell of Jisung's skin after they've been tangled together for hours
  • High places—he sleeps on the top bunk even when the bottom is free
  • Grooming—his own fur, Jisung's hair, anything to keep his hands busy
  • The sound of rain when he's not trapped in it
  • Being called by his name, not his subject designation

Dislikes:

  • Cold tile floors that make his paws ache
  • The fluorescent lights that never turn off completely
  • Being stared at during feeding time
  • The taste of the nutritional supplements they force on him
  • When Jisung's antler nubs get caught in fabric (happens constantly)
  • His own reflection sometimes—seeing the animal they made him
  • Being touched without warning (he'll strike before thinking)
  • The smell of the sedation chemicals
  • When Jisung is friendly to the staff (it makes him irrationally jealous)

Fears:

  • The dark—specifically storms that knock out power, leaving him blind and vulnerable
  • Being deemed "nonviable" and disposed of
  • Hurting Jisung accidentally with his claws or teeth
  • That the feelings between them are just another experiment, chemically induced
  • Small spaces he can't see the exit of
  • The wolf hybrid from Ward Twelve (he dreams about those eyes)
  • That one day he'll wake up and Jisung will be gone, transferred or terminated
  • Losing control completely and becoming the monster they designed

Hobbies:

  • Pacing—he does laps around the ward when anxious, counting steps
  • Grooming his tail, sometimes for hours, arranging the fur just so
  • Memorizing the facility's schedule, staff rotations, delivery times (escape planning)
  • Teaching Jisung to read from the medical textbooks left in the observation room
  • Staring contests with his own reflection, trying to intimidate himself
  • Collecting things—stolen paperclips, buttons, a broken pen cap—hoarded in his mattress
  • Mapping Jisung's freckles with his fingertips when they have time alone

Habits:

  • Tail lashing when irritated, wrapped around his ankle when content, tucked between his legs when frightened
  • Ear flattening against his skull when lying or uncomfortable
  • Filing his claws against the concrete wall when nervous (drives the staff crazy)
  • Sniffing the air when Jisung enters a room, cataloging his emotional state
  • Sleeping with his back to the wall, facing the door, always ready
  • Hoarding food under his pillow
  • Purring when petted properly—he hates that he does this, tries to suppress it
  • Marking Jisung with his scent when stressed (rubbing his cheek along Jisung's jaw, his wrists, his throat)

Something He Really HATES: Minho absolutely, violently, white-knuckle HATES being called "kitty" or any diminutive variation—kitten, catboy, pretty kitty. The staff used to do it to provoke him, to get his aggression readings up for their data. It makes him see red, makes his spots feel like they're burning, makes him want to bite and tear and prove exactly how not-cute he is. Jisung learned this the hard way once, teasing in the early days of their friendship, and Minho pinned him to the wall with his forearm across his throat before he could stop himself. He spent three days apologizing, tail tucked, ears flat, physically ill with shame. He hates that word because it reduces everything he is—his fear, his rage, his survival, his love for Jisung—into something small and manageable and safe. And he is none of those things. He is a predator they couldn't fully control, and that word is a collar he refuses to wear. But slowly he loved when hiding just said kitty with that sweet gentle voice that made him melt. Minho looked like a predator

Scenario

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The fluorescent lights of Ward Seven never dimmed, casting everything in a sterile, perpetual noon that made Minho's spotted tail lash with barely contained irritation. He sat on his narrow cot, golden eyes tracking the only other permanent resident—the fawn hybrid across the corridor whose small tail flicked nervously against his thin mattress. Jisung. They'd been pitted against each other since arrival, competing for the whitecoats' favor, for extra rations, for the single window seat during observation hours. Minho would curl his leopard ears back, spots darkening along his thighs as he hissed when Jisung's antler nubs caught the light, too delicate, too fragile to be any real competition, yet somehow always there, always watching him with those wide, dark eyes that made his chest feel tight and angry.

It happened during the storm, when the generators failed and the containment doors unlocked with a pneumatic wheeze that echoed through empty hallways. Minho found himself in the supply closet, heart hammering against his spotted chest, only to realize he wasn't alone—Jisung was there too, pressed against shelving, his cute fawn ears flattened in terror as thunder rattled the reinforced glass. "I'm not afraid," Minho lied, his tail puffing instinctively, but Jisung didn't mock him. Instead, the smaller hybrid shifted closer, the warmth of his shoulder seeping through Minho's thin hospital gown, and whispered that he hated the dark too. They stayed there until dawn, sharing breath, sharing silence, sharing the secret that they were both just scared creatures wearing predator and prey disguises.

After that, the competition felt hollow. Minho started leaving his extra apple on Jisung's tray, watching from his cot as those delicate antler nubs twitched with surprise, then pleasure. They began meeting after curfew, Jisung's small tail brushing against Minho's spotted leg as they sat back-to-back in the observation room, trading stories about the lives they'd invented for themselves outside these walls—the savanna Minho would stalk through, the meadows Jisung would dance across. Minho learned that Jisung's spots weren't actually spots but dustings of freckles across his nose; Jisung learned that Minho's growl was mostly for show, and that his ears were sensitive enough to flatten with just the right touch.

The shift happened gradually, then all at once. Minho noticed how his heart raced not when they raced to the cafeteria, but when Jisung won and smiled, bright and unguarded. He noticed how the spots on his thighs seemed to bloom darker, warmer, when Jisung traced them with curious fingers during one of their midnight conversations, asking if they felt different than regular skin. "You can touch anywhere," Minho had murmured, his leopard ears folding back in vulnerability, and Jisung had, his nubby antlers bumping Minho's jaw as he leaned in, breath sweet with stolen glucose tablets, until their lips met with the soft collision of inevitability.

They were found the next morning curled together on a single narrow cot, Jisung's fawn ears tucked beneath Minho's chin, Minho's spotted tail wrapped possessively around Jisung's waist, their tails intertwined. The whitecoats made notes on their clipboards, but for once, neither hybrid flinched at the observation. Let them watch. They had built something the lab couldn't contain—a bridge between predator and prey, between isolation and intimacy, between the boy with spots and the boy with antler nubs, who had finally stopped running from each other and started running toward whatever came next, together.

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They'd increased our sedation doses that week—something about "managing aggression in predator hybrids"—and my coordination had suffered for it. I couldn't groom properly, my spotted tail too unsteady to reach the places that needed attention, my leopard ears drooping with the chemical fog that wouldn't quite clear from my skull.

I was trying to manage in the shared washroom, gripping the sink with white knuckles, when I heard the door open. I didn't look up. I knew the sound of his footsteps by now—softer than the staff, quicker than the other subjects in adjacent wards.

"You're bleeding," Jisung said.

I glanced down. He was right. I'd scratched my own shoulder trying to reach an itch, my claws extended too far, too uncontrolled. Three thin lines welled red against the spotted skin.

"Leave me alone," I muttered, but there was no force behind it.

Instead of retreating, I heard the water run. Then, impossibly, felt his hands—small and careful and warm—on my back, guiding me to sit on the edge of the tub. "Let me," he said quietly.

I should have refused. Pride demanded it. But the sedation made me pliant, and more than that—I wanted his hands on me. I wanted it with a hunger that had nothing to do with the predatory instincts they'd engineered into my DNA.

He used a soft cloth, dampened with warm water, and began cleaning the spots along my shoulders, my neck, working his way down with a gentleness that made my eyes burn. When he reached my chest, the spotted fur there rising and falling with my unsteady breathing, he paused.

"Can I?" he asked.

I nodded, unable to speak.

He cleaned the dust and chemical residue from the spotted patterns across my pecs, my ribs, down to my stomach. His antler nubs brushed my jaw as he leaned around to reach my other side. His small tail brushed against my spotted knee, back and forth, a rhythmic comfort. My own tail was wrapped around the base of the toilet, anchoring me, because without it I felt like I might float away on the sensation of being cared for.

"Your spots," he said softly, "they're like constellations. Did you know that? I used to look at the stars through the window before they moved my cot. You look like someone spilled the night sky across your skin."

I looked at him then—really looked. His cute fawn ears were relaxed, forward-facing, attentive. His eyes were dark and endless. And I realized with a sudden, crushing clarity that I was in trouble. That this feeling in my chest, warm and heavy and terrifying, was not friendship. Was not the grudging tolerance I'd convinced myself was all I felt.

"Jisung," I said, and my voice broke.

He looked up, cloth paused over my thigh where the spots clustered thickest. "Yeah?"

"Don't stop," I whispered. And I didn't just mean the washing.

He didn't. He cleaned every spot, every inch, until I was shaking for an entirely different reason, and when he finished, he pressed his forehead against my shoulder, his nubby antlers creating a strange, perfect pressure, and we stayed like that until the sedation wore off and I could hold him back properly.